Thursday, December 31, 2009
Happy New Year !! ;**
I cant believe 2009 is over !
Happend to fast !
Now we have something new to look forward to.. 2010 ! :D I'm super excited!
A new year has begun.
I cant wait to find out what 2010 has in store for all of us !
Inshallah elah el 5air maktoob :)
I love you all and I hope you had an amazing new years night :D
Oh and sorry for not posting these past 2 days but I've been so busy planning a party.. which by the way totaly ROCKED !
Inshallah tommorow..
Good night and sweet dreams !
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
The Other Man 6
Previously...
My body was heating up.
I had no controle over my own mind or body anymore.
When he's around me I just lose my self.
I'm moving through his mighty curse.
As much as it pains me to say... I wanted his lips on me.
His gentle touch turned agressive.
He started sucking on my neck..
Suddenly we hear the card key getting slipped..
" HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE "
_____________________
Bader: What ?
Me: In the closet over there now!
He got in quick, just seconds before Msh3al got in.
Msh3al: Asfa 6awalt 3leeki 7beebty.
Me: Walaw.. you didnt..
Msh3al: Now where were we..
Me: Oh no no no no *pushing him away*
Msh3al: Shfeeh ?
Me: You just got back from a client. And.... I need you to take your clothes off.
Msh3al: *confused* Thats what Im doing right now..
Me: Yeah but see its much more sexier when you do it in the bathroom and then come back out wearing nothing on.
Msh3al: Aha... well... ok...
I pulled Bader out and threw him out the room.
After closing the door I threw myself onto the bed.
I was exhausted!
I shouldn't have to be doing all this work. Or should I ?
7beeby finaly came out, with his black Calvine C. boxers.
They looked so good on him.
I was lying on my stomach so he came and sat ontop of me, not applying too much pressure.
This is what I was waiting for ever since we got here. Our "dessert".
But all I had to say was, "how about we just cuddle.."
I mean how am I supposed to have sex with my husband while some other man is clouding up my head?
Well we didn't get our dessert that night.
Instead we both put our clothes back on. Msh3al got out his laptop and started typing away with work. And I was left with yet another one of my Cosmopolitan magazines.
The Next Day...
We woke up and had a nice breakfast out by the balcony which overlooked half of Paris. It was such a beautiful morning.
Msh3al: 7beebty I kind of have bad news ..
Me: *sigh* Yeah ?
Msh3al: I'm not sure if I can take you to the museum this afternoon.
Me: Whatever Msh3al..
Msh3al: Jooni you have to know that I never plan on these things to happen. They just do.
Me: This is work, you gotta do what you gotta do.
Msh3al: Think about your clinic, I'm sure if you were in my shoes I would understand.
Me: Do you hear me complaining ? No. So 3adi, go.
Msh3al: Do you have a thought to what you might do ?
Me: Plenty.
Msh3al: Great. Ok mmm *taking a sip of coffee* I better be off.
A kiss..
And he was off again.
Why is it that whenever we plan on something, really plan on it...
Get out hopes up so high...
Then suddenly it all comes crashing down ?
Later that aftertoon on my way out, I ran into Bader.
Bader: And where are you off to ?
Me: Not in the mood..
Bader: Hey hey... *holding me by the hand* are you ok ?
Me: Yeah why wouldn't I be...
Bader: You don't seem yourself...
Me: Why, just because I'm not in a mood to argue with you? You know the world doesnt revolve around only you Bader!!!
Bader: I never said it did Jenah... can I ask again where your going ?
Me: I was supposed to spend the whole day with Msh3al, but work as always came up.
Bader: How about we spend the day together ?
Me: What.. you and me? A day.. in Paris ? Together ? You must be --- Hold on...
Msh3al was on the other line so I took a few steps away from Bader.
He told me that he was sorry and would'nt be able to make it for dinner.
Bader: Everything ok ?
Me: Yeah, just work........ So shall we ?
Don't blame me.
Do not blame me.
This doesn't have to mean anything.
I mean who want's to spend a day in Paris all by themselves ?
I just wanted to have some fun. Not that kind of fun.
Msh3al hurt me. He really hurt me.
He could have sent in anyone besides him to meet with the client. Hell he could have sent in Bader.
We walked for a while until he stopped me infront of the Eiffel tower.
Me: Why are we stopping here ?
Bader: You said you wanted adventure.
Me: Not that kind of adventure. I'm not going up there.
Bader: Jenah please!
Me: No. I'm scared of heights ok! Scared! Scared! Scared! I will literaly pass out!
Bader: I'll be with you.. it's ok.
Me: You? Haah! Msh3al yes, but you ?!
He backed away.
Turned his face and body and walked away...
I wanted to hold him back and tell him that Im sorry.
But at the same time why would I even concider that after what he's put me through.
He almost put my marriage in jepordy.
But I didn't need to go to him. Because he came to me.
Took my hand, and led me towards the elevator.
My heart was racing.
I wanted to stop and turn around.
But with his hand in mine, it just felt so right.
We got in.
I started to panick.
He held on to my other hand and pulled me closer to him.
I burried myself in his chest.
His smell.. his smell was what drugged me then and there.
I was lost in it.
A maze I couldnt find my way out of.
When we reached the top he started calling me name to let go but I didn't.
I didn't want to.
He laughed and managed to walk us both out of the elevator.
I could feel the cool breeze blowing through my hair, but I didn't want to look out.
Bader: *whispering* It's ok Jenah.. you can let go of me now. Aw3adik.
Me: Is it scary ?
Bader: Breathtaking.
I slowly started pulling away from Bader.
I could see Paris. The wonderful city of Paris.
The sun was falling and the moon was rising.
I could see it.
The colors of the wind.
The smell of the air.
I looked up at him and we both smiled. I've never seen this smile on him before. It was like a whole new Bader. For the first time it felt like he wasn't just here to ruin my life. Like he was here to help me enjoy it.
I took myself to the edge.
Closed my eyes and held on to the rail.
Bader took one of my hands off the rail and held onto it with both his hands.
What chills it gave me.
His warm hands back to interlocking with mine.
We spent several minutes up there. Not even a single word was spoken.
My eyes were closed, while his was all over me.
My body was heating up.
I had no controle over my own mind or body anymore.
When he's around me I just lose my self.
I'm moving through his mighty curse.
As much as it pains me to say... I wanted his lips on me.
His gentle touch turned agressive.
He started sucking on my neck..
Suddenly we hear the card key getting slipped..
" HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE "
_____________________
Bader: What ?
Me: In the closet over there now!
He got in quick, just seconds before Msh3al got in.
Msh3al: Asfa 6awalt 3leeki 7beebty.
Me: Walaw.. you didnt..
Msh3al: Now where were we..
Me: Oh no no no no *pushing him away*
Msh3al: Shfeeh ?
Me: You just got back from a client. And.... I need you to take your clothes off.
Msh3al: *confused* Thats what Im doing right now..
Me: Yeah but see its much more sexier when you do it in the bathroom and then come back out wearing nothing on.
Msh3al: Aha... well... ok...
I pulled Bader out and threw him out the room.
After closing the door I threw myself onto the bed.
I was exhausted!
I shouldn't have to be doing all this work. Or should I ?
7beeby finaly came out, with his black Calvine C. boxers.
They looked so good on him.
I was lying on my stomach so he came and sat ontop of me, not applying too much pressure.
This is what I was waiting for ever since we got here. Our "dessert".
But all I had to say was, "how about we just cuddle.."
I mean how am I supposed to have sex with my husband while some other man is clouding up my head?
Well we didn't get our dessert that night.
Instead we both put our clothes back on. Msh3al got out his laptop and started typing away with work. And I was left with yet another one of my Cosmopolitan magazines.
The Next Day...
We woke up and had a nice breakfast out by the balcony which overlooked half of Paris. It was such a beautiful morning.
Msh3al: 7beebty I kind of have bad news ..
Me: *sigh* Yeah ?
Msh3al: I'm not sure if I can take you to the museum this afternoon.
Me: Whatever Msh3al..
Msh3al: Jooni you have to know that I never plan on these things to happen. They just do.
Me: This is work, you gotta do what you gotta do.
Msh3al: Think about your clinic, I'm sure if you were in my shoes I would understand.
Me: Do you hear me complaining ? No. So 3adi, go.
Msh3al: Do you have a thought to what you might do ?
Me: Plenty.
Msh3al: Great. Ok mmm *taking a sip of coffee* I better be off.
A kiss..
And he was off again.
Why is it that whenever we plan on something, really plan on it...
Get out hopes up so high...
Then suddenly it all comes crashing down ?
Later that aftertoon on my way out, I ran into Bader.
Bader: And where are you off to ?
Me: Not in the mood..
Bader: Hey hey... *holding me by the hand* are you ok ?
Me: Yeah why wouldn't I be...
Bader: You don't seem yourself...
Me: Why, just because I'm not in a mood to argue with you? You know the world doesnt revolve around only you Bader!!!
Bader: I never said it did Jenah... can I ask again where your going ?
Me: I was supposed to spend the whole day with Msh3al, but work as always came up.
Bader: How about we spend the day together ?
Me: What.. you and me? A day.. in Paris ? Together ? You must be --- Hold on...
Msh3al was on the other line so I took a few steps away from Bader.
He told me that he was sorry and would'nt be able to make it for dinner.
Bader: Everything ok ?
Me: Yeah, just work........ So shall we ?
Don't blame me.
Do not blame me.
This doesn't have to mean anything.
I mean who want's to spend a day in Paris all by themselves ?
I just wanted to have some fun. Not that kind of fun.
Msh3al hurt me. He really hurt me.
He could have sent in anyone besides him to meet with the client. Hell he could have sent in Bader.
We walked for a while until he stopped me infront of the Eiffel tower.
Me: Why are we stopping here ?
Bader: You said you wanted adventure.
Me: Not that kind of adventure. I'm not going up there.
Bader: Jenah please!
Me: No. I'm scared of heights ok! Scared! Scared! Scared! I will literaly pass out!
Bader: I'll be with you.. it's ok.
Me: You? Haah! Msh3al yes, but you ?!
He backed away.
Turned his face and body and walked away...
I wanted to hold him back and tell him that Im sorry.
But at the same time why would I even concider that after what he's put me through.
He almost put my marriage in jepordy.
But I didn't need to go to him. Because he came to me.
Took my hand, and led me towards the elevator.
My heart was racing.
I wanted to stop and turn around.
But with his hand in mine, it just felt so right.
We got in.
I started to panick.
He held on to my other hand and pulled me closer to him.
I burried myself in his chest.
His smell.. his smell was what drugged me then and there.
I was lost in it.
A maze I couldnt find my way out of.
When we reached the top he started calling me name to let go but I didn't.
I didn't want to.
He laughed and managed to walk us both out of the elevator.
I could feel the cool breeze blowing through my hair, but I didn't want to look out.
Bader: *whispering* It's ok Jenah.. you can let go of me now. Aw3adik.
Me: Is it scary ?
Bader: Breathtaking.
I slowly started pulling away from Bader.
I could see Paris. The wonderful city of Paris.
The sun was falling and the moon was rising.
I could see it.
The colors of the wind.
The smell of the air.
I looked up at him and we both smiled. I've never seen this smile on him before. It was like a whole new Bader. For the first time it felt like he wasn't just here to ruin my life. Like he was here to help me enjoy it.
I took myself to the edge.
Closed my eyes and held on to the rail.
Bader took one of my hands off the rail and held onto it with both his hands.
What chills it gave me.
His warm hands back to interlocking with mine.
We spent several minutes up there. Not even a single word was spoken.
My eyes were closed, while his was all over me.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
The Other Man 5
My little pretties sam7oony for not posting yesterday. I woke up in the afternoon. So didn't sleep well. I was an exhausted wreck. No worries, I'm all better now.
Love you all ! ;**
~~~~~
Previously...
Me: What the hell are you doing calling me? How dare you !
Bader: I just wanted to say sorry. Sorry for putting you in this situation.
Me: Aha...
Bader: I herd that you and Badoor were going to Paris this weekend. So I hope you guys have fun.
Me: Yeah were leaving to the airport now.
Bader: Well I dont wanna keep you. Have fun.
Me: Goodbye.
Huh ?
______________________________
We arrives in Paris, it was so beautiful. Spring. The weather. The leaves. The people.
Everything was perfect here.
I didn't see much of Msh3al on the first day. He was up at 6am getting ready for his big meeting. I picked out his suit and tie. He looked so handsome.
I will never forget how anxious and nervous he was. So adorable.
He wasn't to be back until later that night so I decided to waist my time on my money. I mean what else is there to do in Paris. It's one of the capital cities in the world to max out your credit cards.
A clutch and sunglasses from CHANEL.
Shoes from Louis Vuitton
Clothes from Dolce and Gabbana
After those long hours of shopping I went to take a little walk around the park. I asked the driver to take my bags to the hotel.
I've never seen Paris like this before. Summer yes. Winter yes. But spring never. It was so calm and peaceful. You could really take it all in. Picture perfect.
Along the way I bumped into this french women whom I had a nice conversation with.
She was gorgeous mashallah. Long golden hair. Sea blue eyes. Tall. Curvy, but the good kinda curve.
Annabell: Vacation ?
Me: The weekend actualy. My husbands here on a meeting so I tagged along.
Annabell: But what will you do ?
Me: Oh no he'll be done today and then we've got the rest of the weekend to ourselves.
Annabell: Seems wonderful.
Me: You speak perfect english.
Annabell: I studied in America for a couple of years.
Me: Ahh mashallah.
Annabell: ........
Me: Haha it means wow in arabic !
Annabell: Uhhh Jenah?
Me: Yeah ?
Annabell: Is that your husband coming this way ?
Me: My husband? No he's at *turning head* a me ---
It was my Msh3al!
He had come for me !
Actualy finished early and had come for me!
He took me out to an early dinner, his words exactley were " dinner early, dessert late ".
He took me to a nice little french bistro next to the eiffel tower. The plan was for us to have dinner up there but I was just too scared. Heights killed me. Especialy flying, just before the plane would about to take off I's start to panick. But as always my Msh3al always calmed me down.
Dessert finaly came.
I put on this little Victoria Secret lingerie I had just bought from back home.
He was already on the bed waiting for me.
I was on the bed on my knees slowling getting closer to him..
Layed him down...
Got on his waist..
Just as I was about to take his belt off...
Msh3al: SHIT!
Me: OH C'MON !
Msh3al: 7beebty wallah I'm so sorry it's my work phone.. bsr3a get off !
Me: GET OFF ??
Seconds Later
Msh3al: 7beebty please don't hate me but I've just gotta rushover to the other side of the sreet. The client lives there. Twenty minutes maximum and then I'm all yours!
Me: Go...
Msh3al: Baby please...
Me: Msh3al... go....
Msh3al: I love you wallah I'll make this up to you !!
Me: Yeah yeah...
He gave me a kiss and ran off.
7beeby I can never be mad at him. He was working so hard. And I knew this was all for me. To provide the perfect life for us. How can I be mad? He was being the perfect man, the perfect husband.
I sat there waiting for him flipping through the channels.
The door knocked!
Could that really be my Msh3al ?
It's only been ten minutes.
I love him !
I quickley applied my cherry flavored lip gloss and rushed to open the door.
Then I stopped for a second before turning the knob.
Why was he knocking? He had a key. This was our room.
I looked through the peep hole but saw no one.
Just in case I opend the door and peaked out the hall.
In a heartbeat someone pushed me back into the room and I fell to the floor.
No no no !
This was my weekend !
What was he doing here !
He promised !
Bader: Steamy Jenah.. very steamy...
Me: Oh BADER !!! YRABIIIII YOUR SOON GONNA BE THE CAUSE OF MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN !!!
Bader: And a sexy mental breakdown that will be..
Me: Do you think this is funny ?
Bader: ....
Me: I am here with my husband whom I love by the way. Please leave.
Bader: *staring from head to toe* Ohhhhhhhhh you two were about to.... oh I see I see...
Me: *closing the robe* Please leave..
Bader: Hey it's ok you don't have to close it .
He started getting closer.
Pulled me agressivley towards him.
Now out bodies were touching.
He gently let down the the robe from my left shoulder and started kissing my neck.
Why do they always go for the neck ?
How do they always know exactley where to go, what to do ?
I let out a light sigh...
He started to remove my robe.. and it was silk. Very easily to slip right off.
He took one of my legs and wrapped it around his waist. My other one was still on the ground.
My body was heating up.
I had no controle over my own mind or body anymore.
When he's around me I just lose my self.
I'm moving through his mighty curse.
As much as it pains me to say... I wanted his lips on me.
His gentle touch turned agressive.
He started sucking on my neck..
Suddenly we hear the card key getting slipped..
" HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE "
All this steam is for my Nawarii ;)
_________________
Oh my god you guys have to hear this song. It's called "Cry". I'm officaly hooked on it !! BEAUTIFUL! ;**
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WK1M0hs-tqQ
Let me know what you think !! :D
Love you all ! ;**
~~~~~
Previously...
Me: What the hell are you doing calling me? How dare you !
Bader: I just wanted to say sorry. Sorry for putting you in this situation.
Me: Aha...
Bader: I herd that you and Badoor were going to Paris this weekend. So I hope you guys have fun.
Me: Yeah were leaving to the airport now.
Bader: Well I dont wanna keep you. Have fun.
Me: Goodbye.
Huh ?
______________________________
We arrives in Paris, it was so beautiful. Spring. The weather. The leaves. The people.
Everything was perfect here.
I didn't see much of Msh3al on the first day. He was up at 6am getting ready for his big meeting. I picked out his suit and tie. He looked so handsome.
I will never forget how anxious and nervous he was. So adorable.
He wasn't to be back until later that night so I decided to waist my time on my money. I mean what else is there to do in Paris. It's one of the capital cities in the world to max out your credit cards.
A clutch and sunglasses from CHANEL.
Shoes from Louis Vuitton
Clothes from Dolce and Gabbana
After those long hours of shopping I went to take a little walk around the park. I asked the driver to take my bags to the hotel.
I've never seen Paris like this before. Summer yes. Winter yes. But spring never. It was so calm and peaceful. You could really take it all in. Picture perfect.
Along the way I bumped into this french women whom I had a nice conversation with.
She was gorgeous mashallah. Long golden hair. Sea blue eyes. Tall. Curvy, but the good kinda curve.
Annabell: Vacation ?
Me: The weekend actualy. My husbands here on a meeting so I tagged along.
Annabell: But what will you do ?
Me: Oh no he'll be done today and then we've got the rest of the weekend to ourselves.
Annabell: Seems wonderful.
Me: You speak perfect english.
Annabell: I studied in America for a couple of years.
Me: Ahh mashallah.
Annabell: ........
Me: Haha it means wow in arabic !
Annabell: Uhhh Jenah?
Me: Yeah ?
Annabell: Is that your husband coming this way ?
Me: My husband? No he's at *turning head* a me ---
It was my Msh3al!
He had come for me !
Actualy finished early and had come for me!
He took me out to an early dinner, his words exactley were " dinner early, dessert late ".
He took me to a nice little french bistro next to the eiffel tower. The plan was for us to have dinner up there but I was just too scared. Heights killed me. Especialy flying, just before the plane would about to take off I's start to panick. But as always my Msh3al always calmed me down.
Dessert finaly came.
I put on this little Victoria Secret lingerie I had just bought from back home.
He was already on the bed waiting for me.
I was on the bed on my knees slowling getting closer to him..
Layed him down...
Got on his waist..
Just as I was about to take his belt off...
Msh3al: SHIT!
Me: OH C'MON !
Msh3al: 7beebty wallah I'm so sorry it's my work phone.. bsr3a get off !
Me: GET OFF ??
Seconds Later
Msh3al: 7beebty please don't hate me but I've just gotta rushover to the other side of the sreet. The client lives there. Twenty minutes maximum and then I'm all yours!
Me: Go...
Msh3al: Baby please...
Me: Msh3al... go....
Msh3al: I love you wallah I'll make this up to you !!
Me: Yeah yeah...
He gave me a kiss and ran off.
7beeby I can never be mad at him. He was working so hard. And I knew this was all for me. To provide the perfect life for us. How can I be mad? He was being the perfect man, the perfect husband.
I sat there waiting for him flipping through the channels.
The door knocked!
Could that really be my Msh3al ?
It's only been ten minutes.
I love him !
I quickley applied my cherry flavored lip gloss and rushed to open the door.
Then I stopped for a second before turning the knob.
Why was he knocking? He had a key. This was our room.
I looked through the peep hole but saw no one.
Just in case I opend the door and peaked out the hall.
In a heartbeat someone pushed me back into the room and I fell to the floor.
No no no !
This was my weekend !
What was he doing here !
He promised !
Bader: Steamy Jenah.. very steamy...
Me: Oh BADER !!! YRABIIIII YOUR SOON GONNA BE THE CAUSE OF MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN !!!
Bader: And a sexy mental breakdown that will be..
Me: Do you think this is funny ?
Bader: ....
Me: I am here with my husband whom I love by the way. Please leave.
Bader: *staring from head to toe* Ohhhhhhhhh you two were about to.... oh I see I see...
Me: *closing the robe* Please leave..
Bader: Hey it's ok you don't have to close it .
He started getting closer.
Pulled me agressivley towards him.
Now out bodies were touching.
He gently let down the the robe from my left shoulder and started kissing my neck.
Why do they always go for the neck ?
How do they always know exactley where to go, what to do ?
I let out a light sigh...
He started to remove my robe.. and it was silk. Very easily to slip right off.
He took one of my legs and wrapped it around his waist. My other one was still on the ground.
My body was heating up.
I had no controle over my own mind or body anymore.
When he's around me I just lose my self.
I'm moving through his mighty curse.
As much as it pains me to say... I wanted his lips on me.
His gentle touch turned agressive.
He started sucking on my neck..
Suddenly we hear the card key getting slipped..
" HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE "
All this steam is for my Nawarii ;)
_________________
Oh my god you guys have to hear this song. It's called "Cry". I'm officaly hooked on it !! BEAUTIFUL! ;**
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WK1M0hs-tqQ
Let me know what you think !! :D
Friday, December 25, 2009
The Other Man 4
Previously...
And just as he was about to un-zip my jacket his cell phone rang.
" Aloo.. ee ee al7een jay.. za7mah el 6reeg al7een jay.. shway w akoon 3ndik... ok yallah salam "
He slolwy released me from his body and walked away.
Without saying a single word or even looking back. He just walked away.
Before he took the last step out of the room he said...
" A scent of an angel... "
________________________
I wanted to grab the vase next to me and throw it at his head, but what good would that do me ?
That's it, it was official. I had just cheated on my husband with another man.
His best friend.
His loyal most trusted friend.
I immidiatley called Nawal and had her cancel whatever she was doing and hurry over.
Nawal: Babe I dunno what to tell you...
Me: I'm so scared right now..
Nawal: You should be I mean look at what you've gotton yourself into!
Me: What do I do now ?
Nawal: Thats a question that goes to you not me.
Me: 6yb tell me what YOU think I should do!
Nawal: If I were you, I'd tell Bader to back the hell off and go to talk to my husband.
Me: He'll just flip out of controle!
Nawal: It all comes down to you J, you and your decision.
Me: I wanna tell Msh3al wallah I do bs he'll think I ment for this to happen. And he'll ask why I didnt tell him from the very start.
Nawal: 6hb why didnt you ?
Me: I dunno !! Aghhhhhhhh !!
Nawal: So ?
Me: I'm gonna talk to Bader.
Nawal: And ... ?
Me: End it !
Nawal: *sight*
Well Nawal wasn't much help.
Can I blame her though ?
There wasn't much she could do or say that would change anything. It was all up to me, my next move.
I called Bader and asked him to meet me the next day at a low profile cafe where I knew no one would see us.
Bader: Damn you just took my breath away.
Me: No Bader! Stop it ok! I am your best friends wife!
Bader: So ?
Me: SO !!! So dont you care about him at all ?
Bader: Ofcourse I do but I care about my heart even more.
Me: You dont even have a heart !!!
Bader: Jenah ism3ny inti da5alti galbi.. wallah inik da5alti galbi..
Me: Have you no guilt towards what we did yesterday ?
Bader: Honestley no I dont.
Me: *getting up* You are a cruel hearltess bastard! Stay the hell away from me !
I stormed out.
I really thought I could talk to him about this. I thought he'd take the issue seriosuly. What a jerk!
What was I going to do now ?
Is he going to try something again ?
Is he going to talk to Msh3al and turn the tables on me ?
At this point I'm not surprised to where this might lead.
My only option was hope. Hoping that nothing over floods.
7beeby came home early that night. I was so excited! We havent had dinner together in two days! I missed him so much.
Finaly. Just me and him.
We snuggled up on our little love seat in our bedroom and fed eachother Chinese food. We always did this.
I felt like a little baby in his arms getting fed.
Although to some people it may seem a bit lame, but to us it was the perfect little night in.
Msh3al: I missed this..
Me: I know... I miss you
Msh3al: 7beebty wallah I'm going to try my best to be with you more. But you know how hectic things have been at the office latley.
Me: Im not mad bl3ax I'm so happy for you.
Msh3al: Ok so would it make you feel better if we went to Paris next weekend ?
Me: Oh my God are you seriouse ???
Msh3al: Haha your just too cute!
Me: For the whole weekend really ?
Msh3al: Well I'm going there on buisness ---
Me: BABYYYYY !! *whining*
Msh3al: I'm going for a one hour meeting with a client and then I'm all yours for the weekend. So come with me.
He pulled me closer to him and started tickeling me while saying "please please"
I could never say no to 7beeby. I broke down and said ok.
Paris here we come!
On The Phone: Nawal
Nawal: Thats amazing 7beebty! I'm so thrilled for you.
Me: I'm so excited I cant wait !!
Nawal: Haha y7lelik.. when do you guys leave ?
Me: A couple of days.
Nawal: Shopping ?
Me: Absolutley!
Nawal: Alright I'll pick you up tommorow at around 6.
Me: Perfect!
The next day was just what I needed. A day of pamper.
We went to the spa. Had facials. Mani pedi's.
Went shopping at all the hottest botiques.
A day of pampering.
Now I could NOT wait to be in Paris with my Msh3al. I just wanted to get away from all of this get the hell out.
That Weekend...
Incoming Call: Unknown
Me: Hello ?
?: Jenah ?
Me: Yes, may I know who's calling ?
?: Bader..
Me: What the hell are you doing calling me? How dare you !
Bader: I just wanted to say sorry. Sorry for putting you in this situation.
Me: Aha...
Bader: I herd that you and Badoor were going to Paris this weekend. So I hope you guys have fun.
Me: Yeah were leaving to the airport now.
Bader: Well I dont wanna keep you. Have fun.
Me: Goodbye.
Huh ?
And just as he was about to un-zip my jacket his cell phone rang.
" Aloo.. ee ee al7een jay.. za7mah el 6reeg al7een jay.. shway w akoon 3ndik... ok yallah salam "
He slolwy released me from his body and walked away.
Without saying a single word or even looking back. He just walked away.
Before he took the last step out of the room he said...
" A scent of an angel... "
________________________
I wanted to grab the vase next to me and throw it at his head, but what good would that do me ?
That's it, it was official. I had just cheated on my husband with another man.
His best friend.
His loyal most trusted friend.
I immidiatley called Nawal and had her cancel whatever she was doing and hurry over.
Nawal: Babe I dunno what to tell you...
Me: I'm so scared right now..
Nawal: You should be I mean look at what you've gotton yourself into!
Me: What do I do now ?
Nawal: Thats a question that goes to you not me.
Me: 6yb tell me what YOU think I should do!
Nawal: If I were you, I'd tell Bader to back the hell off and go to talk to my husband.
Me: He'll just flip out of controle!
Nawal: It all comes down to you J, you and your decision.
Me: I wanna tell Msh3al wallah I do bs he'll think I ment for this to happen. And he'll ask why I didnt tell him from the very start.
Nawal: 6hb why didnt you ?
Me: I dunno !! Aghhhhhhhh !!
Nawal: So ?
Me: I'm gonna talk to Bader.
Nawal: And ... ?
Me: End it !
Nawal: *sight*
Well Nawal wasn't much help.
Can I blame her though ?
There wasn't much she could do or say that would change anything. It was all up to me, my next move.
I called Bader and asked him to meet me the next day at a low profile cafe where I knew no one would see us.
Bader: Damn you just took my breath away.
Me: No Bader! Stop it ok! I am your best friends wife!
Bader: So ?
Me: SO !!! So dont you care about him at all ?
Bader: Ofcourse I do but I care about my heart even more.
Me: You dont even have a heart !!!
Bader: Jenah ism3ny inti da5alti galbi.. wallah inik da5alti galbi..
Me: Have you no guilt towards what we did yesterday ?
Bader: Honestley no I dont.
Me: *getting up* You are a cruel hearltess bastard! Stay the hell away from me !
I stormed out.
I really thought I could talk to him about this. I thought he'd take the issue seriosuly. What a jerk!
What was I going to do now ?
Is he going to try something again ?
Is he going to talk to Msh3al and turn the tables on me ?
At this point I'm not surprised to where this might lead.
My only option was hope. Hoping that nothing over floods.
7beeby came home early that night. I was so excited! We havent had dinner together in two days! I missed him so much.
Finaly. Just me and him.
We snuggled up on our little love seat in our bedroom and fed eachother Chinese food. We always did this.
I felt like a little baby in his arms getting fed.
Although to some people it may seem a bit lame, but to us it was the perfect little night in.
Msh3al: I missed this..
Me: I know... I miss you
Msh3al: 7beebty wallah I'm going to try my best to be with you more. But you know how hectic things have been at the office latley.
Me: Im not mad bl3ax I'm so happy for you.
Msh3al: Ok so would it make you feel better if we went to Paris next weekend ?
Me: Oh my God are you seriouse ???
Msh3al: Haha your just too cute!
Me: For the whole weekend really ?
Msh3al: Well I'm going there on buisness ---
Me: BABYYYYY !! *whining*
Msh3al: I'm going for a one hour meeting with a client and then I'm all yours for the weekend. So come with me.
He pulled me closer to him and started tickeling me while saying "please please"
I could never say no to 7beeby. I broke down and said ok.
Paris here we come!
On The Phone: Nawal
Nawal: Thats amazing 7beebty! I'm so thrilled for you.
Me: I'm so excited I cant wait !!
Nawal: Haha y7lelik.. when do you guys leave ?
Me: A couple of days.
Nawal: Shopping ?
Me: Absolutley!
Nawal: Alright I'll pick you up tommorow at around 6.
Me: Perfect!
The next day was just what I needed. A day of pamper.
We went to the spa. Had facials. Mani pedi's.
Went shopping at all the hottest botiques.
A day of pampering.
Now I could NOT wait to be in Paris with my Msh3al. I just wanted to get away from all of this get the hell out.
That Weekend...
Incoming Call: Unknown
Me: Hello ?
?: Jenah ?
Me: Yes, may I know who's calling ?
?: Bader..
Me: What the hell are you doing calling me? How dare you !
Bader: I just wanted to say sorry. Sorry for putting you in this situation.
Me: Aha...
Bader: I herd that you and Badoor were going to Paris this weekend. So I hope you guys have fun.
Me: Yeah were leaving to the airport now.
Bader: Well I dont wanna keep you. Have fun.
Me: Goodbye.
Huh ?
Thursday, December 24, 2009
The Other Man 3
Previously...
Bader came closer to me and put both his hands on my hips.
Gently and slowly started pushing me back, until my back met the wall.
He took one hand off my hip and lightly moved it from the side of my body all the way up to my left cheeck.
He brought his face closer to mine and looked deep into my eyes.
Took his lips, moved it closer to my ear and said...
" I hope to be seeing alot more of you... "
_____________________________
With those words going into my ear, he walked away.
I was left there standing, with my back against the wall.
Not knowing what I was feeling. Was is lust? Hunger? What was it?
I quickly pulled myself together and joined everyone else.
Thank God I saw a familiar face!
Nawal: Hey sorry I'm late babe.
Me: OH THANK GOD YOUR HERE !! *hugging her*
Nawal: Hey you ok ?
Me: He's here.
Nawal: Who's here ?
Me: Him.
Nawal: Him him ?
Me: YES HIM HIM !
Nawal: Where? Which one is he ?
I pointed out to her which one Bader was.
She took my hand and started walking me out of the party room and upstairs into my bedroom.
Nawal: Ok did you invite him or something ?
Me: Ofcourse I didnt! He's the friend that Msh3al has been talking about so much.
Nawal: The one from New York right ?
Me: Yeah thats him.
Nawal: Hmmmmmm... well why not just tell Msh3al..
Me: Oh yeah I can see just how smoothly that'll go... 7beeby while I was in New York Bader saved my life. Then just a while ago in your study he started seducing me.
Nawal: Ok maybe not a good approach.
Me: I dont think I'm gonna tell him. I mean he's been looking forward to this for months. I dont wanna be the one to ruin it all.
Nawal: I dunno.. if I were you I'd tell him now before things start going off the tracks.
We talked for a couple of minutes until both 7beeby and Bader walked in.
Msh3al: There you two are.
Me: Yup here we are...
Msh3al: 7beebty feeki shay ? Shklik ms5na..
Me: La I'm fine,.
Msh3al: So are you ready to join me back downstairs ?
Me: Yeah let's go.
Both Msh3al and I walked out first. And just as Bader was about to, Nawal pulled him back.
Nawal: Esm3ny ha.. wallahi lw 7awalt ay shay AY SHAY m3 Jenah wallah ra7 athba7ak b2eedi el thnayn.
Bader: Bismilah.. hadi hadi.
Nawal: Im seriouse Bader. Stay away from her. She's married!
Bader: Now what makes you think I'm even going to try anything?
Nawal: Because I know you Bader. I know how men like you think.
Bader: Ok now I'm insulted!
Nawal: Dont even try to fool me!
Bader: *sigh* I'll see you back down stairs..
Later that night Msh3al and I were tucked into bed watching the news. We have this little half hour thing we must do before going to bed. He watches the news, while I read one of my latest Cosmopolitan magazines.
I focused so hard on trying to forget Bader and what had happend earlier but I couldnt. How could I move on from something like this ?
This man violated everything.
God knows if Msh3al wasn't around what else he would have done.
I put down my magazine on the night stand next to me and turned to face him.
Me: 7beeby ?
Msh3al: Na3am 3yoony ?
Me: How about we spend the whole day tommorow, just you and me ?
Msh3al: Wallah 9a3eb 3alay bkrah 7beebty. I've got meetings all day.
Me: Oh...
Msh3al: Spend the day with Nawal.
Me: I would but I miss you.
Msh3al: 7ayati inti.. I miss you too but remember the client from Paris...
Me: Oh yeah...
Msh3al: This could be huge for me.
Me: I know baby.. and Im so proud of you.
I gave him a little kiss on his lips and went back to reading my magazine.
You know when you plan on telling someone something? Then the minute your faced infront of that person you just cant and back down?
From that night, I decided to keep it to myself. Not saying anything was best for now.
The Next Day...
There was nothing for me to do.
Msh3al was going to be at the office all day.
Nawal was spending the whole day with her brother that just flew in.
I was all alone at the house.
Wearing my red juicy track suit and white fluffy slippers.
I was sliding in my slippers on the dining room table.
I turned up the sterio to Beyonce's song "Crazy Right Now" and started dancing.
Must confess, it was a hell of fun.
I didnt realize that someone was in the room with me until suddenly the music stopped.
I turn around to find 6al 3mro Bader staring at me, with both hands crossed.
Bader: Bravo.. really that was excellent. *clapping*
Me: Bader what are you doing here ?
Bader: I came to pick up some papers from your husband's study.
Me: Couldn't Msh3al have sent his assistant ?
Bader: Yes he could, but afterall I am his most trusted partner.
Me: Well go right ahead. As you know the study is four doors down. Turn on the music on your way out.
He closed the door. Turned on the music. And made his way towards me.
I told him to leave but he wouldn't listen.
He slowly took both my hands and pulled me back down.
Now I was sitting on the table.
Took both my legs and wrapped them around his waist.
Then took my hands and wrapped them around his neck.
Now we were so close, close enought that I could feel his warm breath on me.
I know it was wrong, but it felt so right. I couldn't stop myself. When I'm with him its like giving away my soul. I have no controle.
Bader took both his hands and held onto my waist. Leaning in closer he inhaled my scent. He just closed his eyes and inhaled my scent.
I closed my eyes as he gently started to kiss me.
A peck on my cheeck...
A peck on my chin...
He lowered his head...
A peck on my neck...
And just as he was about to un-zip my jacket his cell phone rang.
" Aloo.. ee ee al7een jay.. za7mah el 6reeg al7een jay.. shway w akoon 3ndik... ok yallah salam "
He slolwy released me from his body and walked away.
Without saying a single word or even looking back. He just walked away.
Before he took the last step out of the room he said...
" A scent of an angel... "
Bader came closer to me and put both his hands on my hips.
Gently and slowly started pushing me back, until my back met the wall.
He took one hand off my hip and lightly moved it from the side of my body all the way up to my left cheeck.
He brought his face closer to mine and looked deep into my eyes.
Took his lips, moved it closer to my ear and said...
" I hope to be seeing alot more of you... "
_____________________________
With those words going into my ear, he walked away.
I was left there standing, with my back against the wall.
Not knowing what I was feeling. Was is lust? Hunger? What was it?
I quickly pulled myself together and joined everyone else.
Thank God I saw a familiar face!
Nawal: Hey sorry I'm late babe.
Me: OH THANK GOD YOUR HERE !! *hugging her*
Nawal: Hey you ok ?
Me: He's here.
Nawal: Who's here ?
Me: Him.
Nawal: Him him ?
Me: YES HIM HIM !
Nawal: Where? Which one is he ?
I pointed out to her which one Bader was.
She took my hand and started walking me out of the party room and upstairs into my bedroom.
Nawal: Ok did you invite him or something ?
Me: Ofcourse I didnt! He's the friend that Msh3al has been talking about so much.
Nawal: The one from New York right ?
Me: Yeah thats him.
Nawal: Hmmmmmm... well why not just tell Msh3al..
Me: Oh yeah I can see just how smoothly that'll go... 7beeby while I was in New York Bader saved my life. Then just a while ago in your study he started seducing me.
Nawal: Ok maybe not a good approach.
Me: I dont think I'm gonna tell him. I mean he's been looking forward to this for months. I dont wanna be the one to ruin it all.
Nawal: I dunno.. if I were you I'd tell him now before things start going off the tracks.
We talked for a couple of minutes until both 7beeby and Bader walked in.
Msh3al: There you two are.
Me: Yup here we are...
Msh3al: 7beebty feeki shay ? Shklik ms5na..
Me: La I'm fine,.
Msh3al: So are you ready to join me back downstairs ?
Me: Yeah let's go.
Both Msh3al and I walked out first. And just as Bader was about to, Nawal pulled him back.
Nawal: Esm3ny ha.. wallahi lw 7awalt ay shay AY SHAY m3 Jenah wallah ra7 athba7ak b2eedi el thnayn.
Bader: Bismilah.. hadi hadi.
Nawal: Im seriouse Bader. Stay away from her. She's married!
Bader: Now what makes you think I'm even going to try anything?
Nawal: Because I know you Bader. I know how men like you think.
Bader: Ok now I'm insulted!
Nawal: Dont even try to fool me!
Bader: *sigh* I'll see you back down stairs..
Later that night Msh3al and I were tucked into bed watching the news. We have this little half hour thing we must do before going to bed. He watches the news, while I read one of my latest Cosmopolitan magazines.
I focused so hard on trying to forget Bader and what had happend earlier but I couldnt. How could I move on from something like this ?
This man violated everything.
God knows if Msh3al wasn't around what else he would have done.
I put down my magazine on the night stand next to me and turned to face him.
Me: 7beeby ?
Msh3al: Na3am 3yoony ?
Me: How about we spend the whole day tommorow, just you and me ?
Msh3al: Wallah 9a3eb 3alay bkrah 7beebty. I've got meetings all day.
Me: Oh...
Msh3al: Spend the day with Nawal.
Me: I would but I miss you.
Msh3al: 7ayati inti.. I miss you too but remember the client from Paris...
Me: Oh yeah...
Msh3al: This could be huge for me.
Me: I know baby.. and Im so proud of you.
I gave him a little kiss on his lips and went back to reading my magazine.
You know when you plan on telling someone something? Then the minute your faced infront of that person you just cant and back down?
From that night, I decided to keep it to myself. Not saying anything was best for now.
The Next Day...
There was nothing for me to do.
Msh3al was going to be at the office all day.
Nawal was spending the whole day with her brother that just flew in.
I was all alone at the house.
Wearing my red juicy track suit and white fluffy slippers.
I was sliding in my slippers on the dining room table.
I turned up the sterio to Beyonce's song "Crazy Right Now" and started dancing.
Must confess, it was a hell of fun.
I didnt realize that someone was in the room with me until suddenly the music stopped.
I turn around to find 6al 3mro Bader staring at me, with both hands crossed.
Bader: Bravo.. really that was excellent. *clapping*
Me: Bader what are you doing here ?
Bader: I came to pick up some papers from your husband's study.
Me: Couldn't Msh3al have sent his assistant ?
Bader: Yes he could, but afterall I am his most trusted partner.
Me: Well go right ahead. As you know the study is four doors down. Turn on the music on your way out.
He closed the door. Turned on the music. And made his way towards me.
I told him to leave but he wouldn't listen.
He slowly took both my hands and pulled me back down.
Now I was sitting on the table.
Took both my legs and wrapped them around his waist.
Then took my hands and wrapped them around his neck.
Now we were so close, close enought that I could feel his warm breath on me.
I know it was wrong, but it felt so right. I couldn't stop myself. When I'm with him its like giving away my soul. I have no controle.
Bader took both his hands and held onto my waist. Leaning in closer he inhaled my scent. He just closed his eyes and inhaled my scent.
I closed my eyes as he gently started to kiss me.
A peck on my cheeck...
A peck on my chin...
He lowered his head...
A peck on my neck...
And just as he was about to un-zip my jacket his cell phone rang.
" Aloo.. ee ee al7een jay.. za7mah el 6reeg al7een jay.. shway w akoon 3ndik... ok yallah salam "
He slolwy released me from his body and walked away.
Without saying a single word or even looking back. He just walked away.
Before he took the last step out of the room he said...
" A scent of an angel... "
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
The Other Man 2
Previously...
That was the first time I saw "him".
" T3awarti ? 9arlik shay ?
"I just stood there staring at him. I could speak. I'd try to but all I would do is stutter.
I got dizzy..
I blacked out..
I woke up to find myself back in my hotel room.
I brought myself up to rest my back against the head of the bed.
Seconds later "he" walked in.
Him: Ee ashwa 97eety..
Me: Huh? Where Am I ?
Him: You really dont remember ?
Me: Remember what ?
Him: You blacked out.
Me: But Im already in my room..
Him: Yeah I carried you back up.. I asked for your room at the front desk.
Me: ......
Him: I pulled you back onto the curb..
Me: .......
Him: Oh for gods sake you nearly got ran over.
Me: Ohhh !! That was you ?
Him: Badri...
Me: Sorry, I'm still a little dizzy.
Him: It's ok.. so hows your head ?
Me: Much better...
Him: 6yb ma3na your ok I'm gonna get going.
Me: Sorry but I didnt get your name ?
Him: Bader..
Me: Thank you Bader.
Him: Don't mention it..
Bader saved my life.
Though sometimes I really wish he hadn't saved me, and just let me get run over.
My flight back home was the next day so I woke up bright and early to pack. I stayed for a long weekend so there wasn't much.
I had the limo pick me up and drive me to the airport.
Once I was in my seat I thought I saw a familiar face pass by me. Guess I was still a bit woozy from my fall the other day.
I was back home the next day and as always my Msh3al was there to pick me up.
I ran into his arms!
I missed them..
I miss him.
We went back home, and as always he never stops surprising me.
He walked me into our dining where a gourmet dinner was all set.
I was speechless!
He did all of this for me.
My msh3al!
Two Days Later...
Msh3al was away on yet one of his buisness trips. My parents were taking a small vacation and flew out to Maldives for a week.
My closest most dearest friend Nawal was here so I spent practicly every minute of my day with her.
We've known eachother since we were both shipped away to boarding school.
We were both a bit of trouble makers at the age of ten. Our parents have had it and shipped us away.
Best friends ever since.
So were both out having lunch one day, she gets up to use the restroom.
All of a sudden I feel someone leaning over from behind me. I couldnt see his face but his voice was familiar.
He slolwy opend up the palm of my hand and slipped in a tiny folded piece of paper.
" I see your head is alot better.. "
Saying that, he slowly let go of my hand and walked away.
My heart was racing so fast. My eyes were wide open.
Could it really be him?
Is it so wrong to say that it felt good when his hand touched mine?
Nawal came back to the table and I told her everything.
Nawal: Oh my god! Your cheating on Msh3al ?
Me: What? Hell no!
Nawal: Well then why was he acting so forward with you?
Me: He was just giving me a piece of paper..
Nawal: Oh no no no.. you said and I quote, he slowly opend up the palm of my hand and slipped it in and brushed away from me slowly. I think thats a little too forward.
Me: So ?
Nawal: I know you Jenah.. you were turned on.
Me: I WAS NOT!
Nawal: Your only human.. not even a little ?
Me: Ok maybe just a little.
Nawal: 3adi theres nothing wrong with finding someone attractive. It's normal.
Me: What about Msh3al ?
Nawal: Your not cheating so why are you worrying ?
Me: Remember the guy I told you about ?
Nawal: Yeah................... NOOOOOOOO !?
Me: Oh yeah...
Nawal: Sweetie you've got yourself an admirer.
Me: I do not.
Nawal: Oh really? Well then let's read what the paper says.
Me: Fine... "I hope to be seeing more of you..."
Nawal: Huh ? Thats it ?
Me: I guess so.. but what did he mean see me soon ?
Nawal: Mdri 3ano.. shay '3areeb wallah.
Me: Whatever, the guy is obviously a kid playing around. What is he.. like 24?
Nawal: Babe your 24.
Me: ......Can we just go please..
Nawal: Hey relax. Don't pressure yourself too much. Shay ma yestahel..
I followed what Nawal said and just forgot about it. He was just some guy looking for a joke.
Msh3al came back that night.
The Next Day...
It was finaly the day of our party. Msh3al had gotton a new client. A clilent from Paris, whom he's been trying to represent for a long time now. This case was huge and he wanted to be the one on it. He fought so hard for this. I was so proud of him.
This party was for him. We wanted to celebrate. We invited a few of our closest friends.
The dress I had gotton from New York was customized by CHANEL. This was such a huge night and I wanted to look special for 7beeby.
The guests had finaly arrived and everyone started to mingle with one another.
Msh3al was in his study talking to someone.
A freind of his had recently moved back and they were catching up a bit.
I was anxious to meet this friend of his that he's been talking about so much latley.
Apparantley they were both in law school together.
His friend moved away to work in New York, while 7beeby stayed and started his own firm.
Msh3al wanted him on to join his firm. He thought it would help make it stronger.
From what I've herd, this friend was "a law genious". His words exactley.
At one point during the evening Msh3al called me into his study to finaly meet him.
Msh3al: 7beebty hatha Bader.
My heart started racing all over again.
I must be dreaming.
Please somebody pinch me and wake me up from this dream.
It can't really be him!
No!
Me: Ahlain Bader... 7mdelah 3ala salamah. I've herd........... so much about you.
Bader: Halla wallah bl '3alya. Msh3al you were clearly right, she's stunning mashallah.
Msh3al: Mshkoor 7beeby.. oh I'll be right back. You two stay, mingle..
7beeby kissed my hand and walked out.
It was just me and Bader.
He was standing there, 3adi, k2anah ma 9ar shay. As if he knew me for ages.
I was the one standing there shocked and frozen.
Bader: You really do look stunning Jenah.
Me: So you knew the whole time who I was ?
Bader: No, I'm really as surprised as you are.
Me: You dont look surprised.
Bader: That's because I'm happy.
Me: Happy ?
Bader came closer to me and put both his hands on my hips.
Gently and slowly started pushing me back, until my back met the wall.
He took one hand off my hip and lightly moved it from the side of my body all the way up to my left cheeck.
He brought his face closer to mine and looked deep into my eyes.
Took his lips, moved it closer to my ear and said...
" I hope to be seeing alot more of you... "
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm hoping that this story will beat out " TRAPPED ".. ! :)
That was the first time I saw "him".
" T3awarti ? 9arlik shay ?
"I just stood there staring at him. I could speak. I'd try to but all I would do is stutter.
I got dizzy..
I blacked out..
I woke up to find myself back in my hotel room.
I brought myself up to rest my back against the head of the bed.
Seconds later "he" walked in.
Him: Ee ashwa 97eety..
Me: Huh? Where Am I ?
Him: You really dont remember ?
Me: Remember what ?
Him: You blacked out.
Me: But Im already in my room..
Him: Yeah I carried you back up.. I asked for your room at the front desk.
Me: ......
Him: I pulled you back onto the curb..
Me: .......
Him: Oh for gods sake you nearly got ran over.
Me: Ohhh !! That was you ?
Him: Badri...
Me: Sorry, I'm still a little dizzy.
Him: It's ok.. so hows your head ?
Me: Much better...
Him: 6yb ma3na your ok I'm gonna get going.
Me: Sorry but I didnt get your name ?
Him: Bader..
Me: Thank you Bader.
Him: Don't mention it..
Bader saved my life.
Though sometimes I really wish he hadn't saved me, and just let me get run over.
My flight back home was the next day so I woke up bright and early to pack. I stayed for a long weekend so there wasn't much.
I had the limo pick me up and drive me to the airport.
Once I was in my seat I thought I saw a familiar face pass by me. Guess I was still a bit woozy from my fall the other day.
I was back home the next day and as always my Msh3al was there to pick me up.
I ran into his arms!
I missed them..
I miss him.
We went back home, and as always he never stops surprising me.
He walked me into our dining where a gourmet dinner was all set.
I was speechless!
He did all of this for me.
My msh3al!
Two Days Later...
Msh3al was away on yet one of his buisness trips. My parents were taking a small vacation and flew out to Maldives for a week.
My closest most dearest friend Nawal was here so I spent practicly every minute of my day with her.
We've known eachother since we were both shipped away to boarding school.
We were both a bit of trouble makers at the age of ten. Our parents have had it and shipped us away.
Best friends ever since.
So were both out having lunch one day, she gets up to use the restroom.
All of a sudden I feel someone leaning over from behind me. I couldnt see his face but his voice was familiar.
He slolwy opend up the palm of my hand and slipped in a tiny folded piece of paper.
" I see your head is alot better.. "
Saying that, he slowly let go of my hand and walked away.
My heart was racing so fast. My eyes were wide open.
Could it really be him?
Is it so wrong to say that it felt good when his hand touched mine?
Nawal came back to the table and I told her everything.
Nawal: Oh my god! Your cheating on Msh3al ?
Me: What? Hell no!
Nawal: Well then why was he acting so forward with you?
Me: He was just giving me a piece of paper..
Nawal: Oh no no no.. you said and I quote, he slowly opend up the palm of my hand and slipped it in and brushed away from me slowly. I think thats a little too forward.
Me: So ?
Nawal: I know you Jenah.. you were turned on.
Me: I WAS NOT!
Nawal: Your only human.. not even a little ?
Me: Ok maybe just a little.
Nawal: 3adi theres nothing wrong with finding someone attractive. It's normal.
Me: What about Msh3al ?
Nawal: Your not cheating so why are you worrying ?
Me: Remember the guy I told you about ?
Nawal: Yeah................... NOOOOOOOO !?
Me: Oh yeah...
Nawal: Sweetie you've got yourself an admirer.
Me: I do not.
Nawal: Oh really? Well then let's read what the paper says.
Me: Fine... "I hope to be seeing more of you..."
Nawal: Huh ? Thats it ?
Me: I guess so.. but what did he mean see me soon ?
Nawal: Mdri 3ano.. shay '3areeb wallah.
Me: Whatever, the guy is obviously a kid playing around. What is he.. like 24?
Nawal: Babe your 24.
Me: ......Can we just go please..
Nawal: Hey relax. Don't pressure yourself too much. Shay ma yestahel..
I followed what Nawal said and just forgot about it. He was just some guy looking for a joke.
Msh3al came back that night.
The Next Day...
It was finaly the day of our party. Msh3al had gotton a new client. A clilent from Paris, whom he's been trying to represent for a long time now. This case was huge and he wanted to be the one on it. He fought so hard for this. I was so proud of him.
This party was for him. We wanted to celebrate. We invited a few of our closest friends.
The dress I had gotton from New York was customized by CHANEL. This was such a huge night and I wanted to look special for 7beeby.
The guests had finaly arrived and everyone started to mingle with one another.
Msh3al was in his study talking to someone.
A freind of his had recently moved back and they were catching up a bit.
I was anxious to meet this friend of his that he's been talking about so much latley.
Apparantley they were both in law school together.
His friend moved away to work in New York, while 7beeby stayed and started his own firm.
Msh3al wanted him on to join his firm. He thought it would help make it stronger.
From what I've herd, this friend was "a law genious". His words exactley.
At one point during the evening Msh3al called me into his study to finaly meet him.
Msh3al: 7beebty hatha Bader.
My heart started racing all over again.
I must be dreaming.
Please somebody pinch me and wake me up from this dream.
It can't really be him!
No!
Me: Ahlain Bader... 7mdelah 3ala salamah. I've herd........... so much about you.
Bader: Halla wallah bl '3alya. Msh3al you were clearly right, she's stunning mashallah.
Msh3al: Mshkoor 7beeby.. oh I'll be right back. You two stay, mingle..
7beeby kissed my hand and walked out.
It was just me and Bader.
He was standing there, 3adi, k2anah ma 9ar shay. As if he knew me for ages.
I was the one standing there shocked and frozen.
Bader: You really do look stunning Jenah.
Me: So you knew the whole time who I was ?
Bader: No, I'm really as surprised as you are.
Me: You dont look surprised.
Bader: That's because I'm happy.
Me: Happy ?
Bader came closer to me and put both his hands on my hips.
Gently and slowly started pushing me back, until my back met the wall.
He took one hand off my hip and lightly moved it from the side of my body all the way up to my left cheeck.
He brought his face closer to mine and looked deep into my eyes.
Took his lips, moved it closer to my ear and said...
" I hope to be seeing alot more of you... "
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm hoping that this story will beat out " TRAPPED ".. ! :)
Monday, December 21, 2009
The Other Man 1
Wow.. seriously WOW !
17 comments.. mn jd you guys made my day. You have no idea the huge smile that was plasterd on my face yesterday.
I love you all and thank you so much for showing your support! It means the world to me!
I just wish I'd get this much feedback on my daily posts. It would reallt help so much. So please do this teeny tiny thing for Suzy! :)
;**********
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It was a cold rainy day in New York City. I was just there to pick up a couture dress for this huge dinner party I was throwing the next week.
Staying at the Four Seasons.
Usualy my husband would tag along with me, but he had to work. He owns his own law firm you see. With that he's always working late hours, until three in the morning sometimes.
I would have sent one of my assistants but this time I wanted to go. It's been a while since I've been to New York and I missed it.
New York is like my second home. I lived there for five years while studying psychology. I love it. Always been intrested in it since I was a little girl. Always wanted to pursue it into a career. And now look at me, I've got my own private clinic. Along side of me are three other professional psychologists I hired with PHD's from Harvard University. I've now had this clinic for about two years. My husband Msh3al helped me open it up. If it wasnt for him I wouldn't have it today. He supported me all the way and gave me the courage to start it up.
He really is a dear.
We met multiple times at dinner gatherings of friends but were never properly introduced.
We would have that moment of locking eyes, but other than that a move was never made.
Then at a mutual friends birthday we finaly introduced ourselves. He walked up to me and the minute we shook hands, that was it. That spark.
Msh3al: Ahlain.
Me: Halla walla..
Msh3al: Ana Msh3al.
Me: Jena
Msh3al: 3ashat el asami..
Me: Eehe..
Msh3al: I've seen you before but I dont think you remember me.
Me: No I do.
Msh3al: So how do you know Maryooma?
Me: Oh me and her go way, our moms were best friends.
Msh3al: 7elo.. hey would you --
Me: I'D LOVE TO !!
Msh3al: You'd love to pass me a napkin ? *staring at me in a weird way*
Me: Ok *sigh* here you go. I'm a big helper...
Msh3al: Oh and one more thing...
Me: Yeah?
Msh3al: How about dinner?
Me: I'd love to.
And from there our love had begun.
He made me so happy.
He always spoiled me rotton on my birthdays and on our anniverseries.
We dated a year before he purposed.
I'll will never forget it.
He always takes me on these mini trips to islands.
But this trip was diffirent.
He took me to the south of France. I've always wanted to go.
One night we were walking the streets after midnight. Just for a little stroll.
He suddenly stopped, turned around and lifted my chin up so both our eyes could meet.
" I cant wait to see you in that beautiful gown "
I stared at him tilting my head to the side trying to figuire out what those words ment. At the same time I knew, but didnt know.
Msh3al planned this trip since two months. He had already discussed it with my parents long ago but was just waiting for the right moment. It was perfect! I wouldn't change a thing!
The engagment party was to be held once we arrived back home.
This was it. I was finaly getting married to the man of my dreams.
Msh3al was my "Mr. Perfect".
He was sweet, thoughtful, and caring. He respected me so much, accepting me as I am and never tried to change a single thing. He loved me deep, inside and out. Trusted me blindly. Never questioned anything I did. Open minded, letting me be free to live my life.
He truly was "Mr. Perfect".
I never believed perfect could ever exhist, but Msh3al changed all that.
After we got married we moved into a little house in the city.
He's had his own law firm now for six years now, ever since the age of 21. He was the youngest man in the country to have done so.
El7mdelah we were wealthy.
We traveled halfway around the world.
I was living the life most women dreamed of.
We had an apartment in New York and houses in Paris and London.
I'd be free to shop whenever I wanted, hence the spoling me rotton part.
We'd be invited to social events two/three times a week.
Half the city new us.
We've been married for 2 years, bs lel asaf still no children.
Msh3al is mostley away on buisness trips dealing with clients from America and Europe. He'd sometimes be gone for a month. It would sometimes get hard but I've gotton used to it by now. Bl 3ax this way I ge to see my family ad friends more.
I'm not saying wasn't he good husband, he was an amazing husband. Just busy sometimes with work. Arn't all husbands?
But when's his home, there wasnt a day that goes by where were not happy.
We loved eacother to where there was no limit!
Back to New York.
It was a cold rainy day. I had just gotton my couture dress and was walking to the hotel. The roads were blocked because of the weather so I decided to walk. It wasn't that bad, plus the hotel was just a couple of blocks away.
I was in the middle of crossing the street. A car was coming my way but didnt notice it. I herd a loud honk and screamed. Someone from behind pulled me back to the curb.
That was the first time I saw "him".
" T3awarti ? 9arlik shay ? "
I just stood there staring at him. I could speak. I'd try to but all I would do is stutter.
I got dizzy..
I blacked out..
17 comments.. mn jd you guys made my day. You have no idea the huge smile that was plasterd on my face yesterday.
I love you all and thank you so much for showing your support! It means the world to me!
I just wish I'd get this much feedback on my daily posts. It would reallt help so much. So please do this teeny tiny thing for Suzy! :)
;**********
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It was a cold rainy day in New York City. I was just there to pick up a couture dress for this huge dinner party I was throwing the next week.
Staying at the Four Seasons.
Usualy my husband would tag along with me, but he had to work. He owns his own law firm you see. With that he's always working late hours, until three in the morning sometimes.
I would have sent one of my assistants but this time I wanted to go. It's been a while since I've been to New York and I missed it.
New York is like my second home. I lived there for five years while studying psychology. I love it. Always been intrested in it since I was a little girl. Always wanted to pursue it into a career. And now look at me, I've got my own private clinic. Along side of me are three other professional psychologists I hired with PHD's from Harvard University. I've now had this clinic for about two years. My husband Msh3al helped me open it up. If it wasnt for him I wouldn't have it today. He supported me all the way and gave me the courage to start it up.
He really is a dear.
We met multiple times at dinner gatherings of friends but were never properly introduced.
We would have that moment of locking eyes, but other than that a move was never made.
Then at a mutual friends birthday we finaly introduced ourselves. He walked up to me and the minute we shook hands, that was it. That spark.
Msh3al: Ahlain.
Me: Halla walla..
Msh3al: Ana Msh3al.
Me: Jena
Msh3al: 3ashat el asami..
Me: Eehe..
Msh3al: I've seen you before but I dont think you remember me.
Me: No I do.
Msh3al: So how do you know Maryooma?
Me: Oh me and her go way, our moms were best friends.
Msh3al: 7elo.. hey would you --
Me: I'D LOVE TO !!
Msh3al: You'd love to pass me a napkin ? *staring at me in a weird way*
Me: Ok *sigh* here you go. I'm a big helper...
Msh3al: Oh and one more thing...
Me: Yeah?
Msh3al: How about dinner?
Me: I'd love to.
And from there our love had begun.
He made me so happy.
He always spoiled me rotton on my birthdays and on our anniverseries.
We dated a year before he purposed.
I'll will never forget it.
He always takes me on these mini trips to islands.
But this trip was diffirent.
He took me to the south of France. I've always wanted to go.
One night we were walking the streets after midnight. Just for a little stroll.
He suddenly stopped, turned around and lifted my chin up so both our eyes could meet.
" I cant wait to see you in that beautiful gown "
I stared at him tilting my head to the side trying to figuire out what those words ment. At the same time I knew, but didnt know.
Msh3al planned this trip since two months. He had already discussed it with my parents long ago but was just waiting for the right moment. It was perfect! I wouldn't change a thing!
The engagment party was to be held once we arrived back home.
This was it. I was finaly getting married to the man of my dreams.
Msh3al was my "Mr. Perfect".
He was sweet, thoughtful, and caring. He respected me so much, accepting me as I am and never tried to change a single thing. He loved me deep, inside and out. Trusted me blindly. Never questioned anything I did. Open minded, letting me be free to live my life.
He truly was "Mr. Perfect".
I never believed perfect could ever exhist, but Msh3al changed all that.
After we got married we moved into a little house in the city.
He's had his own law firm now for six years now, ever since the age of 21. He was the youngest man in the country to have done so.
El7mdelah we were wealthy.
We traveled halfway around the world.
I was living the life most women dreamed of.
We had an apartment in New York and houses in Paris and London.
I'd be free to shop whenever I wanted, hence the spoling me rotton part.
We'd be invited to social events two/three times a week.
Half the city new us.
We've been married for 2 years, bs lel asaf still no children.
Msh3al is mostley away on buisness trips dealing with clients from America and Europe. He'd sometimes be gone for a month. It would sometimes get hard but I've gotton used to it by now. Bl 3ax this way I ge to see my family ad friends more.
I'm not saying wasn't he good husband, he was an amazing husband. Just busy sometimes with work. Arn't all husbands?
But when's his home, there wasnt a day that goes by where were not happy.
We loved eacother to where there was no limit!
Back to New York.
It was a cold rainy day. I had just gotton my couture dress and was walking to the hotel. The roads were blocked because of the weather so I decided to walk. It wasn't that bad, plus the hotel was just a couple of blocks away.
I was in the middle of crossing the street. A car was coming my way but didnt notice it. I herd a loud honk and screamed. Someone from behind pulled me back to the curb.
That was the first time I saw "him".
" T3awarti ? 9arlik shay ? "
I just stood there staring at him. I could speak. I'd try to but all I would do is stutter.
I got dizzy..
I blacked out..
Saturday, December 19, 2009
The Other Man - INTRODUCTION
You can't blame me..
He was never around..
I dont know what happend to us..
We were so perfect and then suddenly we slowly started to drop out of eachothers lives..
I love him, I still love him..
But I needed to be loved too, I needed him to show it..
This was never planned..
I never intended for this to happen..
I would never aim that low..
But something just pulled me in..
It's like I had no controle..
I tried to stop, I wanted to stop..
But I couldn't..
My blood would flow faster whenever I saw him..
This all started a year ago.
Around Febuary..
I was in New York for a week..
That's where I first saw him..
To know where I am now, I have to take you back.. way back..
Back to New York..
How could something so great end up in such a mess..
How could I have not seen this coming..
I was too blind..
I was too selfish..
I was only thinking about myself and my happiness..
What about his ?
I broke his heart..
But who's heart did I end up breaking ?
It's gonna be a bumpy road filled with twists and turns before you figuire that one out..
Ok now this is just the introduction of my next story. I want to know what you guys think. I've been thinking about writing this one for a while now. So if you want me to continue then I need a maximum of 12 feedbacks. I need to know I have the support on it aswell as with my blog fully.
I know your all thinking why 12 right? Well it's my favorite number.
So if I get the 12 feedbacks soon, then the story will continue soon. If not, then.. I guess I'll just have to drop it.
Oh and dont worry, the final post of "SQ" will be today. It's gonna be a long one. Check back at midnight.
Love you all ;*********
He was never around..
I dont know what happend to us..
We were so perfect and then suddenly we slowly started to drop out of eachothers lives..
I love him, I still love him..
But I needed to be loved too, I needed him to show it..
This was never planned..
I never intended for this to happen..
I would never aim that low..
But something just pulled me in..
It's like I had no controle..
I tried to stop, I wanted to stop..
But I couldn't..
My blood would flow faster whenever I saw him..
My heart would suddenly turn into a beating drum..
I would lose all of my senses..This all started a year ago.
Around Febuary..
I was in New York for a week..
That's where I first saw him..
To know where I am now, I have to take you back.. way back..
Back to New York..
How could something so great end up in such a mess..
How could I have not seen this coming..
I was too blind..
I was too selfish..
I was only thinking about myself and my happiness..
What about his ?
I broke his heart..
But who's heart did I end up breaking ?
It's gonna be a bumpy road filled with twists and turns before you figuire that one out..
Ok now this is just the introduction of my next story. I want to know what you guys think. I've been thinking about writing this one for a while now. So if you want me to continue then I need a maximum of 12 feedbacks. I need to know I have the support on it aswell as with my blog fully.
I know your all thinking why 12 right? Well it's my favorite number.
So if I get the 12 feedbacks soon, then the story will continue soon. If not, then.. I guess I'll just have to drop it.
Oh and dont worry, the final post of "SQ" will be today. It's gonna be a long one. Check back at midnight.
Love you all ;*********
Monday, December 7, 2009
Tagged by the gorgeous 7awoor ;**
The gorgeous 7awoor tagged me ;**
So I'm gonna tag....
Spring Of Truth
Mama Z
BLBM:**
Choco Loco
Bella_x0x0
Nawarii
You guys have been so supportive with your amazing comments. You guys make me wanna to go on. I love you :)
1- Whats ur fav Disney movie of all time?
13- Your most prized possession:
So I'm gonna tag....
Spring Of Truth
Mama Z
BLBM:**
Choco Loco
Bella_x0x0
Nawarii
You guys have been so supportive with your amazing comments. You guys make me wanna to go on. I love you :)
1- Whats ur fav Disney movie of all time?
Im in love with Beauty and the Beast and Pocahontas. I cant pick one. The characters, the songs, its all so amazing. I actualy memorized the all the songs both scripts script. Love it, love it LOVE IT !! <3
2-Your favorite Disney song?
I cant pick one, I actualy have two.
Beauty and the Beast - Be Our Guest
Pocahontas - Colors Of The Wind
3- Your top 3 favorite things to watch as a kid?
- Scooby Doo
Im in love with him and shaggy, they always crack me up.
- The Flinstones
I love to watch the backrounds and places and all that. The stone age. Its so cute. I love pebbles!! ;*
- Wacky Races
I just love to see what crazy scheme dasterdly and mutly come up with next :D
5- The most creative way you can say "salam":
Mommy: Elow there mum! (posh accent)
Sis: Ya bnt! ;p
My Bestfriend: Hala wallah bl zain kilah !
My baby: 7ayatiiiiiiiii or 7beebyyyyyyyy
6- If you could had to call your baby boy & girl American names, what would you choose?
Girl: Alexis - I love it.. its cute, beautiful and sexy all at the same time!
Boy: Davis - Its not a mostly chosen name but I like it.
7- Your favorite teen actor and actress?
My favorite teen actress is Taylor Swift, as for actor, wallah ma 3ndi.
8- Top 4 visited websites
- Facebook
- Youtube
- Blogger
9- The youtube video you recommend the most?
The flood the occured in Jeddah November 25 2009. Watch it. Its so sad. I herd that the first story of some houses were all flooded and everybody inside drowned. Golo el7mdelah.
10- Do you say Shakar or Shakir?
Aha... el 9ara7a el so2al sa5eef fa ma ra7 athye3 wagti ;p
11- Do you play a musical instrument & what is it?
Nope, but I do sing, since I was 13.
12- Who is the person you'd want to meet the most?
Sarah Michelle Gellar <3>
13- Your most prized possession:
My small diamond earings ive worn since I was one year old.
14- The word " scrumptious" makes you feel?
I want a cookie so bad right now!! :'''(
15- The song that reminds you of summer the most is?
Sean Kingston - Fire Burning On The Dance Floor <3
I love you all :)
Oh and I promise a post tonight. Check back at 11 pm.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Hitting The Real World .. 44 ((FINAL))
After a long roller coaster ride, they were finaly engaged. As planned, the wedding would be in a year.
You would think everyone would jump up and down with joy, but no. All they had to say was "finaly.. now what do we have planned for today". It's like they've all seen it coming.
As for Naif, well he still kept on bringing up marriage every chance he got but would get rejected everytime. He tried everything with 3alya.. charm.. seduction.. agressivenss.. but nothing.
Until one day he got fed up and talked to 3alya's parents. Her parents were thrilled !
And she said yes !
7amad and Sabia were moving slowly. They didn't wanna rush things. Plus Sabia didnt fully trust him. I mean he has a past of playing around with girls, so she kept her distance.
But after six months of putting him to the test, she finaly gave in and decided to share her full self with him.
7amad changed aswell. He for the second time in a long time... he gave another girl his heart.
A few years back he was madly in love with his girlfreind of four years. But she started becoming distant. Whenever 7amad would try to call her she would appear busy, and then later make up some excuse. He was too blinded my love to see the signs.
7amad had a best friend, Rashed.
Whenever 7amad couldn't be there to pick or drop her off, with him being too jammed with school, Rashed would offer to do it.
At first it was normal. But soon become an on going thing. Sometimes Rashed would insist on him to keep studying and he would pick up his girl friend, not to worry. And there were also times when his girl friend would also insist on him studying and have Rashed pick her up.
They were dancing around 7amad, and he didnt even know it.
He was stupid in love.
And when he found out.. it just tore him to peices. It broke his heart. He ended it and moved back home. He couldnt stand being in the same city as her, let alone the same state (USA)
Thats when he put in his mind that all women were whores and have no respect for men.
Thats when he played on girls, using his charm to reel em' in then once he got what he wanted, he would get rid of them.
Thats when he shut down his heart and didnt care who he hurt.
Thats when he became the ultimate bad boy.
Its strange, how one love can take you to the extreme.
But in Sabia's eyes, he saw something, something that captured him. Sure, from the moment he saw her, he wanted nothing more than to get "close", but when he sat down and actualy talked and got to know her... it all changed from there.
He was hooked. Her spirit was amazing that it lifted him up. In just two hours being out with eachother, she managed to make him laugh and smile.. two things he hadn't felt in a really long time.
Once he knew that a girl could make him feel this way, he knew, he just knew that he had to have Sabia.
Just his luck, she didnt run away.
As for Noura and S3oud... well nothing much changed. There still in love as they'll ever be. ((sorry bs i think alot of attention has pretty much shined on them already ;p))
A year later 5aled and Dina were married. And yes she got her dream wedding in paris, the one she's always been dreaming of.
It was in this big gorgous ball room where you could the eifel tower. It was so romantic.
She wore a white sleevless heart chested dress. Her hair was up in a classy curled up bun, with tiny strands of curls let down on her face. She looked so beautiful, so elegant, so perfect.
It was actyaly kinda of funny too.. the wedding was taking place in paris.... and when the men walked in in their traditional clothes everyone just bursted out laughing. It so did not go with the setting.
At one point Dina was about to ask for them all to go back and change into jeans and a sweatshirt, mn kither ma heya msye7ya !
They were married and lived in paris for a year.
When they both moved back home, 5aled got a job in a law firm ... something he never saw in his future. While Dina opened up a small restuarant, ofcourse with her parents help. It was italian, in which she named it after herself, Dina.
As is obviouse.. Dina is an italian name (A) hehe walla mani 83da ashoof 7ali al7een l2nah ismi ana ba3ad Dina ;p
Naif and 3alya were still engaged, but she wanted to get married after her third year. Meaning Naif would have to go through hell in waiting another year and a half. But to him, she was even worth dying for.
Now your all probably wondering what happend to Mona and 3bdulah right ?
Well Mona remained a bitch and managed to sleep with half the men of New york. Sorry, let me clear... half the New Yorkers AND Arabs there.
She and 3bdulah never saw eachother after what had happend, nor did they try to contact eachother.
He now lives in Manchester with his cousin.
This is where we say goodbye to our characters who've had one hell of a bumpy ride.
Now another chapter closes and soon a new book will begin.
I really hoped you all enjoyed this story. I dunno why but I feel like it wasnt my best. For me I really wish to continue "Trapped" since it was my favorite story writing, but what is there to continue really?
So I would like FEEDBACKS on this story, how was it ? Be honest please...
Now, as for my next story, I've decided to let myself out, and let you all in.
I'll be starting it soon inshallah.. either tommorow or the day after for sure.
It will be about me and what I've been through and where I am now.
I'm not really afraid of judgment, mn Rabi 6b3an, but from people no. I used to be a long time ago. But ive come to realize to screw the ones who judge and love the ones that are on my side.
I'll be honest and speak nothing but the truth, this is my story and I'll tell it like it is.
And since this is "me" not some made up story, I WILL be expecting to hear from all of you.
I love you all and thank you so much for your support on my third story :)
My followers.. thank you all so much. You've been amazing !
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)