The Other Man 18

After for what seemed like ages.. he got up and left. I couldn't believe what just happend. He kissed me.. Bader kissed me, Jenah. We kissed! I was so disapointed in myself, I started crying. I turned to lye on left side and my tears starting flowing.

Msh3al walked in and rushed to my side. He kept asking what was wrong, I just told him that I was still shocked from the fall.

7beeby he got all my things that I had asked for. Ta3abto wallah. He kissed my forehead and starting fixing up my room. He was never a good decorator. I kept pointing out his mistakes and correcting them. Strangly he made me forget all about Bader and laugh. That night I realized how much I missed and loved Msh3al. We both slept in eachothers arms, it was was I needed. He was what I needed.

The next morning I woke up to the smell of chocolate chocolate croissants. As I slowly started to open my eyes I saw Nawal standing there with them in her hands.



Nawal: Morning sunshine!

Me: Where's Msh3al ?

Nawal: Seemed like he didn't get much sleep last night so I told him to go home and rest and that I'd stay with you.

Me: Awwhh poor baby.

Nawal: So how you feeling ?

Me: Not too good actualy.



I filled her in on everything that happend the night before. How Bader all of sudden walked in and kissed me. She was shocked, un believably shocked. She sat there for several seconds without uttering a single word.



Nawal: What about Msh3al ?

Me: Oh my god no! It was never intended! The kiss was never intended!

Nawal: Jenah... did you like it? Did you try and stop it? Did you kiss him back?

Me: Yes...

Nawal: You have to tell Msh3al.



I hated here right then and there. Why is everyone so honest! I mean I've been honest this whole time and look where it got me! The world would be alot better if people just told small lies every once in a while... right?



One Week Later...

I was finaly back home. I never ever wanted to step foot in a hospital ever again min kthr ma zahagt mnah. I was also glad to be back home cause I decided to tell Msh3al about what happend "that night". We were in our own home and had all the privacy we need. I couldn't wait much longer, the guilt has been killing me. So, I told him what happend. I was surprised that he didn't try to interupt me or even yell. He sat there calmly and took in every word word I said.

After I was done I was surprised again. He asked if I was done and I said yes. He asked if I loved him and I said yes. He then got up, kissed my cheeck and walked up to our bedroom. What did this mean? Forgivness or anger? Is a future still in his mind or is it divorce? I was so scared. I didn't sleep that night. Neither did he. I could feel him getting out of bed and going downstairs. That's where I found him in the morning, sleeping on the couch. He needed time to take it all in I understood that.



Me: 7beeby? What would you like for breakfast?

Msh3al: Nothing, I'm heading to the gym now.

Me: You can't excercise on an empty stomach.

Msh3al: I'll get some coffee on the way there.

Me: Baby this isn't right, atleast let me make you a sandwhich real fast to eat.

Msh3al: JENAH I SAID NO !



I gave him a confused look and went straight into the living room. I switched on E! as usual. Msh3al walked in after me and tried saying he's sorry. I wanted him out of my sight so I smiled and said it was ok. The minute he left I called Nawal over.



Nawal: He need's time 7beebty. I mean your not so innocent. He kinda had a right to go all psycho this morning. He's hurt.

Me: See you just said it yourself, psycho!

Nawal: Babe you know what I mean. He angry. Why do you think he's at the gym? To get it al out of his system. Just give him a little time and he'll get back to normal. I mean put yourself in his position.

Me: Yeah your right.. I can't be selfish right now.

Nawal: Haha I should get paid for these little sessions of ours.

Me: Agool la ykthar!



Two Days Later...

Msh3al still didn't change. Eslobo ma3ay kan marrah w7sh. He was constantley avoiding me whenever I walked in the room. Kan yesalekli kl ma a7awel afta7 salfa. Ok I know he's hurting and all bs lain mita ? Y3ni I'm pregant and I need him to be there for me. I can't do this on my own. This has gone on for way too long. Zawadhaaaaaaaaa!



Me: How long is this gonna go on for ?

Msh3al: Jenah 7beebty I'm kinda busy now can we talk later please ?

Me: No! You talk to me now!

Msh3al: I don't know what you mean...

Me: Oh don't give me that bullshit! You know exactley what I mean!

Msh3al: What do you want me to say ?

Me: Why the hell have you been treating me like crap the past two days! 7aram 3leek!

Msh3al: 7aram 3alay? 7ara, 3alay? 7aram 3leek inty! Your the one who kissed Bader!

Me: I told you it was a mistake and that I'm sorry !

Msh3al: You said that before. Now you'v done it again. How do I know you won't do it a third time?

Me: You did it too Msh3al !

Msh3al: La 7beebty la tglebenah 3alay! I kept my promise unlike you!

Me: What are we gonna do ?

Msh3al: I'm tired of these games Jenah. What do you want ?

Me: I want you... and I want this baby.

Msh3al: Well then why are you trying to sabotage it all ?

Me: I'm not. I don't want to. I don't know...

Msh3al: I'm firing Bader. 5ala9 ma3ad agdar at7amal.

Me: Don't...

Msh3al: Wsh eli don't ? He violated everything.

Me: Please don't leave me...

Msh3al: Jenah.. your one person I can't leave even if I wanted to.



I was really lucky to have him. Any other guy would have got up and left. But he still loved me after everything I've done. He wanted me. He was willing to fight for our marriage. He was not going to let Bader have me no matter what.


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My prettiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiies !!
Sorry for not posting yesterday.
After school I took a 5 hour nap :p
Then I had this huge thing to attend to.
Ohhhhh !! Guess what ?
Were moving into our new home FINALY !! :D
I'm so excited !
Everyone would ask me if I was happy and all that.
My answer would be the same... "Aham shay 3ndi 9ala el7al"
Looooooooooooooooooooooool !!
Wain my comments you guys ? :'''(
I miss them and I miss YOU !
Inshallah your not mad at me for disapearing those couple of weeks ?
Samo7ooooony! Wallah I'm sorry :'''(
I love you all w el9ara7a the blog sphere is one of the highlights on my day. :)
A7bkmmmmmmmmm ! ;***************

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What did he mean by that message? Was that supposed to make me feel guilty or something? Cause it worked, it really got to me. Dug deep inside me until it reached my heart. That's how I'd feel whenever Bader popped into my head.

A month had passed since he sent me that text. Oh how I wanted to call or text back. I'd always call Nawal and have her convince over and over again that it was a bad idea. That's how fragile I was, so easily to break and shatter into a million little peices. Thank god I had her by my sad to stop be from doing anything I'd later regret.

My tummy had grown a bit bigger and I was so excited. My wonderful baby was growing inside of me, and the past month flew by so fast. I was so anxiouse, I couldnt wait to hold it my arms. I kept imagining how it would be. Both me and Msh3al spoiling him or her rotton. Giving him or her the perfect life. A new chapter in my life soon to begin. Without Bader...

Even better news, Nawal and Jamal got engaged that month. She searched for this guy forever and now she's finaly going to be his. Her dream was about to come true. For both of us things were getting better. Their wedding was to be held in a month. They didn't care about the venue or food or any of those things. They just wanted it to be official fast! They wanted to officialy be together. A small wedding was what they wanted.

I was thrilled !! My best friend was about to get married! In a month! I canceled whatever I had for a week and helped her with everything. We the most perfect Vera Wang dress! And the wedding was going to take place at her parent's house. Not many girls would want their wedding there, but their garden was breathtaking. It was like those perfect huge gardens you'd see in disney princess movie, only reall.. Hehe...



A Month Later...


Nawal: I can't do it no no I can't !!

Me: Haha breath Nawalii just breath...

Nawal: What if I don't make a good wife?? Were gonna have sex tonight!! What if I'm not good ??

Me: hahaahahahahahahahaahahahah !!

Nawal: It's not funny !!

Me: Are you hearing yourself right now ? You will be a wildcat in bed, don't worry!

Nawal: Wallah ?

Me: Wsh yedareeni ana .. wj3 Allah ygrafik.. yallah bs emshi it's time to make your grand entrance.... now remember.. deep breath...



Nawal started to make her way down the grand white steps..I took the other stairs that led down to the back of the ball room. As I made my way down I had a small cramp. It was so painful that I lost my balance and fell down the stairs. The music was playing so loud and the guests backs were facing me, all their eyes were on the bride. Nobody noticed me.

I blackedout...























































































I woke up to find myself lying in a hospital bed. The room was dark with just a small lamp on. Looking around the room I saw no one. I had a heartbeating flashback and remembered my fall. I quickly placed both hands on my tummy.. thank god my baby was safe. I let out a sigh of relief.



Msh3al: 7beebty your awake...

Me: Ee 7beeby..

Msh3al: Kaif 7asa nafsik? Should I call the nurse?

Me: La la mala da3i I'm fine wallah..

Msh3al: She's safe 7beebty lat 5afeen

Me: But what if something happend to her Msh3al ?

Msh3al: Lat fakreen kitha.. 5leeki positive.. el7mdelah rabi satar.



A while later the doctor walked in and examined me. He said that I was fine and that I was lucky that my baby had survived the fall. That most mothers didn't. My heart starting beating.. I started to imagine "what if". He then brought up some good news and asked if we wanted to see the baby..

He applied the gel on my tummy and turned on the tiny monitor.

Msh3al came and sat next to me, wrapping his arms around me.

And there is was...



Msh3al: Told you it was a girl.

Me: Were having a baby girl ...

Msh3al: I love you so much 7beebty.. and you are going to be an amazing mother !

Me: And your going to make an excillent father !

Msh3al: With you by my side...

Me: Nouf...

Msh3al: Nouf...



Nawal called of her honeymoon. She didn't want to leave my side. I felt so guilty.. I never wanted this to happen. She even ran out of her own wedding to take me to the hospital!



Nawal: Aham shay enah waqa3nah 5ala9.. were married.



I don't know what I'd ever do without her. She's my rock!

Both she and Jamal were waiting out on the hall. The doctor had said one visitor at a time.

While she was in the small cafeteria getting coffee, she got an un-expected phone call.



Nawal: Hello ? .......... Hello ? ........ Ok if this is some kinda prank ---





























































































Bader: Hi...

Nawal: Bader ?

Bader: How are you ?

Nawal: I'm good thank's.. what are you doing calling me ?

Bader: I wanted to know how Jenah was doing with the pragnancy.

Nawal: Not too good actualy...

Bader: WHAT HAPPENED ?

Nawal: She had a small fall.. bs el7mdelah she didn't lose the baby.

Bader: El7mdelah rabi satar... are you at the hospital near their house ?

Nawal: Yeah why? ........... hello ? ........... Bader ? ........... Whatever...



It was getting late and visiting hours were soon to be over. Nawal and Jamal both told me goodnight and that they'd be here first thing in the morning. Msh3al rushed back to the house to pick get a few things for me. The room felt empty, I wanted to feel like my room. I was going to be in it for atleast three days. And I was not going to just sit there and stare at an empty room. I needed my pillows. My magazines. Everything mine, mine, mine !

I dozed off for a while but woke up to the sound of footsteps coming near me. I couldn't tell who it was until they got closer.

It was... him.



Me: What are you doing here? Who told you I was here? Visitng hours are over! Msh3al will soon be here! Please leave me alone!

Bader: I was scared for you. Do you know how worried I was when I found out that you were in here?

Me: How did you know ?

Bader: That doesn't matter.

Me: Please leave.. there's nothing for you here...



He got onto my bedside and leaned in slowly. He placed both hands on my cheecks. My god they were so warm. They made my whole body tingle. He leaned in a little more and gently pressed his lips on mine. It felt so good to feel his touch again. I missed his lips. The way he held me. The way he made me feel. When I'm around him I just forget everything else. It's like were the only two people on earth.

He pulled me closer to him and looked into my eyes. He didn't even have to speak. Looking into his eyes was enough. He loved me. He wanted me. He needed me.

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Msh3al: Are you sure your ok ?

Me: I told you a hundred times already I'm fine.. just a little light headed.

Msh3al: You've been like that all through our trip, I'm calling the doctor to come see you.

Me: Will you stop it already I'm fine !

Msh3al: No your not !

Me: Fine call him.. but your only gonna make a fool out of yourself..

Msh3al: Agool bs la ykthar.



So we went back home where I was forcefuly told to lay in bed. Msh3al helped me get into my Purple mini Victoria's Secret night dress and carried me into bed. I didn't even know why he was carrying me, I could walk perfectly fine. I was only three steps away from the bed. Men.. they always think their right.

I sat on my bed drowning in bordom. Msh3al was waiting downstairs for the doctor.. I wanted to get up and get the remote, watching a bit of TV to pass the time but it was too faw away. I was too tired to get up.

A while later the doctor came in and examined me. And guess what...



Me: Are you sure? I mean I'm not prepared.. WE are not prepared!

Msh3al: 7beebty calm down.. we are prepared and we will be amazing. Lat 5afeen..

Dr. But you need to take it easy.. it's been a few days and we just found out. So the most important thing for you to do right now is rest. Try not to get yourself bothered or stressed out. Seem's like you've been for a while now. It'll cause risks towards the baby.. especialy in this early stage of the pregnancy...



Yup.. I was pregnant.

I didn't know how I never saw it coming. I mean just before we left for the airport I felt dizzy and naucious and weak. I kept running back and forth aisles just to use the rest rooms in the plane. It was so unexpected. I was on the pill, so how could this even happen? Condoms break, not pills!!

After the Doctor excused himself, I asked to be alone. I needed to be alone. I needed time to process all of this. St'frallah for a few seconds I was actualy concidering abortion.. but I quickly snapped myself out of that thought.

Hours passed, and I had spent them sleeping. Everytime I'd wake up I'd just fall back to sleep again. I didn't want to get up. I felt so weak, like a set of weights were holding me down.

Suddenly the lights switched on. And the covers were pulled away from my face. I was burried deep inside my bed. And to my surprise I opened my eyes to see Nawal sitting on my bedside.



Nawal: Hey gorgeous..

Me: Gorgeous my ass. Shayfa manthari kaif.

Nawal: Mmmm.. your right ...

Me: HEY !

Nawal: Haha ! I missed you ya kalba !

Me: You practicly abandoned me ya kalba !!

Nawal: Ya kalba t3ali 5umeeni o bs !

Me: So your not mad at me anymore?

Nawal: Ofcourse not! Yeah I was mad but I had no right to throw those cruel words to you. You didn't deserve that. And I'm sorry.

Me: 7beebty I'm the one who's sorry..

Nawal: So.. no Bader?

Me: No Bader...

Nawal: You know I've always o your back no matter what right ?

Me: And I've got yours..



Our gushy-ness went on for 20 minutes.

After that I asked her to get the remote for me. She was such a dear. She fluffed the pillows for me. Brought up a tray of food. Turned th channel to E!, my favorite channel.

In the middle of E! News, Msh3al walked it and totaly spoiled it.

He slowly pulled Nawal away without me noticing. I was so hooked on the television that I didn't notice her leave.

Msh3al slowly crawled into bed next to me. I didn't even feel him.

He wrapped his arms around me and switched the tv to dvd mode.



Me: What are you doing ?

Msh3al: Just watch...



It was our wedding video. I thought I'd lost it! I've been looking for it since god knows when and their it was right infront of me. How the hell did he find it? Until this day I don't know!

We had a winter wedding wonderland. Everything was all in all in just three colors. Baby blue, silver, and white.

It really was a dream wedding, MY dream wedding. A day I'll never forget.


After watching the movie Msh3al got up out of no where and walked out the room. I was confused. I sat their with my head tilted to the side. Seconds later he ran back and jumped onto the bed next to me.



Me: Eaaaaaaaasy there sparky!



He asked me to close my eyes. I felt something being placed on them. When I opened them, I saw the most beautiful necklace. It was so adorable. Tiny diamonds that made the letter N.

I knew exactley who it was for.



Msh3al: Our Nouf.

Me: 7ayatii inta wallah I love you!



I pulled him close to me and gave him a hug in which I nearly suffocating him. Hehe...



Me: But we don't even know if it's a girl yet.

Msh3al: Maybe you don't. But I do.

Me: Thank you 7ayatii I love it.. I'm so speechless right now!!

Msh3al: Aham shay that smile on your face.

Me: Ba3ad 3umrii !!



The doorbell rang.

Msh3al had given the maid's the day off to be all alone with me.

He rushed downstairs to open the door.

Why is it, that whenever things start to get better the past find away to rise back up to the surface ?



Msh3al: Ahlain Bader.

Bader: Hallah.. sorry to just drop in like this but I tried calling your cell phone but you wouldn't pick up. I needed your approvel on a few things.

Msh3al: Sorry but I'm really busy right now. We've both got alot of things to do.

Bader: Is everything ok ?

Msh3al: Everything's great. Jena's pregnant, can you believe it !!

Bader: .........

Msh3al: Anyway she's upstairs alone, I better be getting back to her. We'll talk when I get back to the office.



And he shut the door. Not in a rude manner, but causaly.



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The Other Man 15

NOOOOOOOO !!!
Please dont be mad !
My laptop completly shut down on me and for the whole weekend was at the shop getting fixed !
WALLAH YOU GUYS :(
I made a promise and I stuck to it .. but my luck turned cold ! :(
Im sorry .. but blame the laptop not me :(
I love you all so much !
I just got it back like an hour ago..
I quickly wanted to write you guys a post !
I know its short but I wanted to post one soon..
Inshallah tommorow as soon as Im back from school..
One HELL OF A JUCIY post ;D
I love you all so so much !
Please dont judge me mefore you hear my story..
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I made a choice.. I chose Msh3al. I can't say I wasn't happy. I mean I was going to get my marriage back. The marriage all my family and friends raved about. The marriage half our married friends envied.

But at the same time I was heartbroken. I had just let go of my other love. Bandar. What was he to do now? What was I supposed to do now ?

So I sucked it up. And forced myself to move on.

It was hard, so hard that I'd wake up in the middle of the night crying.

I was lost now. Not because of Bandar but because of what I had become. A married women cheating on her husband with his best friend. And now confused, not knowing what she wants. not just in love, but in everything.

Me: 7beeby let's go somewhere!

Msh3al: Min 3yooni.. just pick the restuarant and tell me.

Me: No! I'm sick of restuarants. What happend to us? We used to always go on these little adventures.

Msh3al: What do you mean ?

Me: I mean we changed. Were not those same people we once were...

Msh3al: Well then we gotta change that now dont we ?

Me: So is that yes ?

Msh3al: It's a yes.

Me: Ahhhh great !! Bahamas here we come !!

Msh3al: WHAT ?!

Me: Oh yallah 7beeby please. We've never been there and I need a tan so badly..

Msh3al: El mshkelah ma agdar agolik l2.

The second after his approvel I started packing. Five days in the Bahamas is just what we needed To re-connect! I couldnt wait, I was so excited. We always travel to the same places. London, Paris, New York... We needed something new and fun. The Bahamas was the perfect place. We were set to leave first thing in the morning.

Nawal: It's been a month Jenah., and NOW I hear from you?

Me: I know ok I know.. but Badar and Msh3al...

Nawal: Honestly I dont give a damn about either of them right now ! Where the hell'my best friend !

Me: I need you Nawal.. I can't do this alone ...

Nawal: Do what? It's not life I've been here to know!

Me: Please don't do this.. I need you.

Nawal: Oh ok you want my help? Well here it is.... you made one hell of a mistake starting a romance with Bader!! Msh3al did not deserve that !! You trampped around your house acting like nothing happend! And at the end of the day lye in the same bed as Msh3al? While where's Bader in all of this? Oh that's right, he's at home. The home that you dont live in cause your married and he's just some guy your using !!

Me: Wow.. that is not fair. That is so not fair. You had no right to throw all that in my face. For all I care you can go to hell !

I stormed out after that. I couldn't believe all the words she was saying to me. It felt like daggers being thrown at me. I got back to my car and cried, and I watched her get into hers and drive away.

I felt so betrayed. I needed her.

So what if I haven't spoken to her in a month? I was going through something. And sometimes people just want to shut themselves out from the world. She should have understood.

I didn't have time though, Msh3al and I were off in the morning. I had to keep my head up high and think positive. I needed to make this work, we needed to make this work.

I needed to get away from everything here and just forget. I needed to disappear and get myself together again. I needed to be Jenah again. I needed to find that girl again and bring her back.

The next morning Msh3al and I were off...

I tried calling Nawal before take off but she wouldnt pick up.

Jamal: You have to take to her at some point 7beebty.. she's your best friend.

Nawal: Was my best friend.

Jamal: Afaaa yallah 3ad Nawal 3aib 3leeki tgoleen kitha.. we both know you dont mean it...

Nawal: I dunno.. she called three times already ---

Jamal: You didn't pick up ?!

Nawal: I wasn't ready to talk to her. And frankly I dont think I can have a friend like her in my life anymore...

The Bahama's was PERFECT, absolutly PERFECT !

We checked ourselves in and unpacked. We were exhausted afterwards so we decided to order room service.

That night something happend...

Something that I wasn't ready for...

The Other Man 15 ((I'M BACK!!))

My prettiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiies !! ;**
I've missed you all so much !!
You guys have to forgive me please..
I know latley I havent been the best blogger..
I didn't want to stop for a month wallah I didn't.
I haven't been on the computer alot either.
Alot's been going on and a friend of mine flew in so I was busy with her the whole time.
But I promise you, and this time I'm sticking to it, that I'm officialy back. :D
I will do my very best to post everyday, but if not then I promise every other day.
Please don't be mad at me!! :(
I love you al so so much !!
Your comments is what's motivating me to keep on writing !
I won't stop.. you guys are the ones keeping me from stopping!
And again.. I love you all !
Oh and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ! (I know it's kinda late :p)
Here's a juciy post for you all !

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Bader?

Msh3al?

How the hell could I possibly choose ?

Their both amazing in their own way...

But I can't.. atleast not for now.




I stayed with Bader for the rest of the week while he was at the hospital. I couldn't leave him alone. I wouldnt even let the nurse touch him. I wanted to do everything myself. We got closer and closer each day.

As for Msh3al.. well I haven't herd of him. It's like he vanished after he walked out. I tried calling him a couple of times to check up on him but his phone would be switched off. But then I asked myself why I was even bothering? I mean he cheated on me with some slut client of his. And by the position she was in when I walked in that night.. there's no doubt that she was a part-time stripper as a kid!

A month had a passed and I still haven't herd from Msh3al. An after a month in the hospital Bader discharged. The doctors said he needed someone to take care of him for a while.. since he broke his leg and had a few stiches. They were going to send a nurse to stay with him for while but I couldnt have that. I didn't want someone taking care of my Bader. That's right I said it... MY Bader. At first he refused to come stay with me at the house but eventualy he gave up and agreed.

I set up the guest bedroom for him.

Msh3al abadanoned the house.. and me.

He didn't even give a message to one of te maids to give to me. He just left.



A week later I get an unexpected knock at the door.

It was Msh3al ! He was back !



Msh3al: Hey...

Me: Hey...

Msh3al: We have alot of talking to do.

Me: I know.

Msh3al: Can I come in ?

Me: Ummm.. I don't really think now's the best time for this.


" Jenaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ?! "


Msh3al: Who was that ?

Me: Uhhh...



He walked passed me and ran up the stairs. I tried to stop him but I couldn't catch up to him.

He opend the door and saw Bader lying there. His eyes widend and he bgan to clunch his fists. He looked back at me with this heartbroken look in his eyes.



Msh3al: Him?

Me: He just got out of the hospital and they needed someone to take care of him for a while.

Msh3al: And you just had to jump in and save the day ?

Me: He needed someone he trusts to take care of him.

Msh3al: Oh so you've been together long enough to develope trust.

Me: Your not so innocent yourself either.

Msh3al: I never said I was. But here is "the other man" lying in our house. How do you expect me to react?

Me: You were gone ! You just abandoned me ! Your own wife !

Msh3al: Wife?? I lost my wife the second she did this to me !

Me: I lose my husband !



We argued like that, throwing cruel words back and fourth at each other. Bader just sat there watching us. He yelled for us to stop but we just shut him out. There was all of this pent up anger inside of us.. it just started flowing out. It's like we couldn't controle it. Like a storm..

After what seemed like ages of argueing we stopped. He walked out once again. I didn't even try and stop him.

The next day Bader left. He was capable of taking care of himself again.

And I had a choice to make. I sat for two days at home. Avoided everyone. Even Nawal. I wanted to be alone and think about what was best for me.

A few weeks later I picked up the phone and dialed...



Me: I choose you...







































































































































Msh3al: 7beebty... I'm on my way home.



I wanted to tell Bader face to face. He atleast deserves that.

So I hurried over to his house. Hopefuly I'd make it back in time to see Msh3al.



Bader: I can't say I didn't see this coming.

Me: He's my husband Bader.. I did what was the righ thing to do.. what anyone would have done in my situation. We both made a mistake and I think we can get through it.

Bader: So I was a mistake ?

Me: ... you know what I mean.

Bader: Like I told you before, all I want is for you to be happy. And if your happiness lies with him then so be it. Just now if you need me ...

Me: I know, thank you.

Bader: Is he back ?

Me: He's on his way.

Bader: You better get going then...



I broke his heart. I broke MY Bader's heart.

But I had to do this. I mean before Bader I had the perfect marriage. I was madly in love with Msh3al. And if we could get through this I knew we could be happy again. I can't just throw my marriage away and run off with Bader. It doesn't work that way. This isn't a fairytale. This is life. Hard life.

I knew Msh3al loved me and I did too.

Back home...



Msh3al: 7beebty!

Me: Welcome home.

Msh3al: You have no idea how much I've missed you!

He took me in his arms. Those arms. It's been forever since I've had them wrapped around me. I felt that same comfort and warmth I felt before. This was a sign.. a sign that me and Msh3al could get back to they way we were before. I sighed in relief. With me still in his arms we walked into the living room.

Me: I'm glad your here.

Msh3al: Your my wife Jenah. I never wanted to leave you... or hurt you...

Me: Just promise me something.

Msh3al: Anything.. min 3yooni el thntain.

Me: No more lies. No more betrayls. I really want this to work.

Msh3al: 7beebty we both made a mistake.. we can't take it back but we can move on. I want to be with you more than anything in the world. Your everything to me Jenah. I can;t picture my life without you. I know I haven't been there latley for you cause of work. But I Promise you that will all change starting from now. We'll start a new chapter. The past is the past and we can't change it. I wan't my future to be with you. I love you.. and I will always love you.

Me: Ok see what you did ? Now you got tearing up.

Msh3al: Do you love me ?

Me: I love you.

Msh3al: Ba3ad 3umrii.

Me: But your not going to fire Bader are you ?

Msh3al: I won't let my anger effect my work. He's a good asset to the company. So no, I won't let him go. But now you have to promise me something.

Me: Ofcourse?

Msh3al: You can't see him again.

Me: *sigh*

Msh3al: Please Jenah.. I don't want to lose you again.

Me: And you won't cause I don't plan on seeing him anymore. Like you said... the past is the past.



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Sorry about me refering her as Jenah instead of Me like I always do. The computer is kinda messed up a bit. Whenever I'd try and change it, it would just erase the whole thing.