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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Somebody Help Me 3

Fahad: I did something really terrible.

Najla: 7beeby esh feek?

Fahad: It's real bad.

Najla: Im sure its not that bad, I'm here for you lat 5af.

Fahad: I kissed another girl.

Najla: What?

Tears started running down Najla's face.

Fahad: It was an accident I swear.

Najla: What so you "accidentley" fell on her lips?

Fahad: 7beebty --

Najla: L2! Mat goli 7beebty!

Fahad: Ok, fine Najla. I was at a party and I dont know why but I was dizzy from all the poepl and music that I needed air. So as I was walking out I just saw this girl and kissed her. I dunno why..

Najla: Oh, you dont know huh? How's that even possible?

Fahad: I dunno.

Najla: And here we go again with the I dunno.

Fahad: Well what can I do to make it better?

Najla: Mn jdk? You cant say or do anything to make it better. You cant just expect me to forget what happend.

Fahad: Najoola I love you and Im really sorry.

Najla: I cant just forgive you, it's too much.

Fahad: Please..

Najla: I cant trust you anymore. Were done. Goodbye.

In tears she got into her car and her driver took her back home.

My Crazy World 28

M7md: Doody 7beebty goomi. *whispers in my ear*

Me: Mmmm 5 more minutes. *i yawn*

M7md: C'mon please lets do something im bored. *cuddles up near me till were face to face*

Me: Dude I'm this close blowing my breath on you, so shoo.

M7md: Walla kl shay minik 3asal.

Me: *pinching his arm*

M7md: Ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! Damn your cranky when you wake up.

Me: It's a good thing we sleep in seperate rooms then.

M7md: Allah yhdeki.

He went downstairs and had breakfast. He was kinda mad, Baby uff! About an hour later I got up and took a shower. Wardrobe? Hmm.. Well I was definitley not going out so I decided to wear my red juicy couture tracks. My hair was wet and I wasnt in the mood to dry it so i just tied it up in a hight pony tail. I sprayed on some of my new victoria secret perfume "ooh la la" and headed downstairs.

M7md: Hey sexy!

Me: Oh, who moi?

M7md: La omi. *frowns*

Me: Haha thanks baby. So what am I eating ?

M7md: Na3am Y5ty?

Me: Haa?

M7md: La walla, awal you pinch me outta bed and now you want breakfast.

Me: Yes *dala3 voice*

M7md: Damn your too sexy to say no to.

Me: Hehe whats up with you and the word sexy?

M7md: Cause you are and I love it.

As he walks a little closer to me he starts to sing. "Sexy can I, just pardon my manners. Girl how you shake it, got a playa like ohhh .It's a kodak moment, let me go and get my camera all I wanna know is, Sexy can I?"

Me: W33 No you "can" not.

M7md: Ohhh whats the matter baby dont you like a little bad boy? *getting closer to me*

Me: Oh no dont get me wrong I looooove bad boys, but just not in you. *as i swift my hair*

M7md: Ouch!

Me: Better get a check up. *I stick my toungue out*

M7md: Oh baby theres still so many things about me you dont know.

Me: Is that so?

M7md: Im bad baby. but its just hiddin.

Me: Hah! I doubt that.

As I turn around he grabbed my hips and turned me around and pinned me to the wall.
He got so close to me, His freakin lips were so close that I could feel his warm breath on my lips. OH MY GOOOOD HE'S SEXY!!!

He just stood there infront of me for 3 minutes not moving an intch. KISS ME YOU FOOL KISS ME!! I wanted to devour his lips. During those 3 minutes he kept biting his lips. BASTERD! Does he wanna kill me??
FINALLLLLLLYYYY!!!
He got closer and said "Now tell me Im not bad"

He kissed me so hard. Not hard hard you pervs!!
After the first kiss he moved back then leaned in again but this time, he opend his mouth slightly and so did I. He put tongue in my mouth and started to play around with it. Oh my god he was frenching me aghhhhhhhh!! My first french ehehehehehhehe omg fuuuuuuuuun sexyyyyyyyyyyyyy love itttttttttttttt !!! ahhhhhh im in heaven!!
DAMN! We've been frenching for the past 10 minutes right there on the wall. Didnt he get tired? I DIDNT HELL NO NO NO TO THE NO!

He slowly removed his lips from mine and released me and back away. Leaving me breathless and turned on he walked away to the kitchen counter.

Me: I.... I.... You.... I..... You...

M7md: M7mm yeah baby, Is that bad boy enough for ya?

Me: I.... I... YOU....

M7md: Yeah I know.. anyways I'm gonna go out for a bit seems like you need some air.

He walked out and still I was flushed. I was turned on. I wanted him. I HAVE MY RULE !! NO DINA BAD BAD DINA!!

I hurried up to the bathroom and took a long warm bubble bath. Hmmm perfect. The bubbles were all bubbely. I shut off the lights and lit up some candels and spread them all overt the bathroom. I was at peace.

Fj2a the bad boy walks in and IM FREAKIN NAKED IN THE TUB! Thank god there so many damn bubbles it was like a white surface.

Me: 7mood get out !!!! Im naked !!!!

M7md: Hell yeah you are! *winks at me*

He walked in, closed the door and pulled down the tiolet cover and sat down.

Me: Ummm... what do you think your doing?

M7md: Watching you. *smiling*

Me: No no no, TV is for watching I on the other hand.... umm... well im something else.

M7md: What are you?

Me: Im a girl who JUST WANTS A LITTLE PRIVACY... AND I WANNA TAKE A BUBBLE BATH !!!

M7md: Fine fine im sorry babe. I'll be in my room watching a movie.

Me: HEY! Wait, dont I get a kiss.

M7md: Hah now you want me? Nah baby Im not in the mood.

He walked out and closes the door.

Me: RUUUUUUDE !!! UFFF !!

I finaly got outta the shower and walked into my bedroom and changed into my pj's.
He was in his room and I was in some serious mood for some cuddeling... and maybe more.

Knock Knock

Me: 7mood 3adi at5l ?

M7md: Hala 7beeby tfathaly.

Previousley On "My Crazy World"

3noda this is for you :)
Sorry i erased it but yallah its gonna be back on.
Any Q's let me know.
Enjoy xx

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Dina and 3bdullah were dating for 4 years but then he hot her cause he thought she was cheating, but she actuly wasnt.
She forgave him. She then hurt her leg at the mall parking lot and 3ziz this random guy decides to help her up.
She secretley is seeing 3ziz, but their just friends. Then she decides to tell 3bdullah about it and he totaly flips out. Sje then finalu convinces him that its all ok and they continue on being fiends.

Dina's got 2 best freinds, Sarah and Haya. Haya recentley got engaed to Fai9al and Sarah moved in with her Bf Kareem. But then Fai9al and Haya were heading back home when they suddenly got into an accident. Fai9al ended up in a coma for a few days, leaving Haya with bruises and scratches.

That night she asked Haya to sleep over. She coudlnt allow her to go home alone. So she stayed over for the night. Later that nigth she called 3bdullah to see how he was doing, and he sounded very drunk on the phone. He never drank. Dont know what got into him.

She then left Haya for a couple of hours to go check on him. Once she was there she cleaned him up and put him to bed. Then she headed back home... she got pulled over by the poilice arresting her cause she was driving at 5 am on the4 freeway which is not allowed. BULLSHIT!

She didnt wanna call Haya or 3bdullah, they were finlay resting so she called 3ziz to come and bail her out.He did, and drove her home. When Dina was about to get out of the car he pulled her over and kissed her. She pulled back yelling at him saying she never wants to see him again.

The next day she knew she had to tell 3bdullah she could never hide such a thing. 3bdullah flipped out saying "I told you this would happen and you didnt listen"
She explained that it was never planned and that she pulled away and rushed out.
3bdullah was furious and went out of the house slamming the door.
He went over to 3ziz's house demanding for an explination. 3ziz simply said "I know your upset but you have got to controle your gf, she was all over me. But dont worry man I asked her to leave my car amediatley."

3bdullah didnt know what to do but believe him.
Dina called and explained again she was so mad at 3ziz. When she showed up at his house he was gone it was like he never exhisted.

She didnt speak to 3bdullah for a few days. She knew where he would be one night and decided to show up. 3bdullah caught her and they talked. He said that they have to end it and that he got a job offer in Riyadh. Dina was shocked at his action.
"Your the one who taught me never to give up and to believe in myself and to fight for what i want, now look at you.l your a coward and i never wanna see you again"
Fai9al finaly outta the coma.


That was that untill 2 months later.
Haya wanted to set dina up with a close friend of Fai9al's but she rejected it. She didnt like these sorta stuff. But M7md (set up dude) liked her and had herd so many things about her so he wanted to play a little game with her. He purposley was bumping into her without giving his name. And they seemd to hit it off.

Till Haya's wedding(mixed) where Haya fj2a brought over a guy and it turned out to be M7md. She was shocked and he explained to her. Still she was mad, M7md got up and faked an excuse and left.

The next day she showed up and apoligized and Dina finlay agreed to a date. While at their date M7md asked "Who was he".. and Dina remembered 3bdullah and how he hurt her, so she just got up and stormed out without saying a word. M7md tried calling but she would answer. She finaly talked to him and explained why she acted the way she did. She was scared to get her heart broken again. M7md told her he had an ex who did the same thing, hurt him. He never thought he would want another girl until he met Dina. He said that to her along with "With you im willing to risk my heart"

With that said they became an offical couple. Perfect right!!?

Until one day after their annaversary dinner when she got home she found someone at her front door watiing for her. It was 3bdullah.. he's back.
He dragged her into the house. She told him she was inlove with someone and he was about to come over and hit her till the bell rang. It was the cab driver saying she forgot her cell. 3bdullah pulled the driver in and started beating him up. With that happening Dina ran out and drove to M7md's. She lied and said her house was being remodled and that she needed a palce to stay. Later she told him the truth ans that 3bdullah was searching for her.

M7md went back to Dina's house only to find the cab driver dead. 3bdullah hit him on the head then locked him in the basement. He then felt guilty and took him to the emergancy. He sent a tex to dina from M7md's phone saying come to the hospital but im ok. She arrived then called the police to take 3bdullah

He then pushed the two cops away and took one of their guns and pointed it directley at dina. His hands were shaking and he accidentaly pulled the trigger. M7md pushed her outta the way so it hit his arm. He lost alot of blood and needed a transfer.

The only person Dina knew with the same type was 3bdullah. She went to jail to ask for his blood only he refused. He later surprisingly showed up at the hospital for the tranfer then disappeared. M7md was perfectley fine and asked Dina to move in with him and she said yes. They were so happy.

Then a few weeks later the bell rang and it was these two women. one with magazines in her hand and one with a bag with fabrics. It was a surprise from M7md that since they now live together he wanted het to re design whatever she wanted in the house. It turned out gorgouse. Then they wanted to show it off so they invited Sarah, Kareem, Haya and Fai9al over for dinner.

They played a little game called truth or dare. Every one got a dare. Then it was
M7md and Dina's turn so their dare was to take off their shirts and go intot he bathroom for 7 minutes. Things heated up and they kissed pasionatley. Like sex and the city only less sick and grinding and more romance.

Thats it you guys. I will post the next one soon I promise. Along with the new story "Somebody help me"

If you have any more questions about this post please let me know.

with love xx

Ok Ok !!

OK !
I'm not going to stop with the other story. I will continue them both. Everyday a new post from each.

Im so sorry Wallah wa3ad mini i will continue. But for those of you who didnt get to read the whole thing, ask me what you wanna know cause I will start from where I left off.

Wallah y7belkom Im so sorry.. la tz3aloo mini plz. Wallah cuase i thought the story became boring for u guys so i decided to change. But 5ala9 2 stories.

I love u all walla ma twa8a3t kitha :**

I will continue!!

Somebody Help Me 2

I cant just skip and go straight to what happend after rehab. Don't you want to know how I got there in the first place? Well here it goes...

Five months before I went into rehab I was perfect. Perfect grades. Perfect friends. Perfect boyfriend. Perfect family. My whole life was great, I was happy.

I have an amazing group of friends. My two best girls Dina and Manal. And my two best boys, Fahad my boyfriend and 3ziz our close friend.
We would always spend every minute we had with eachother. We were like the gang of scooby doo you know? Except not solve mystery's.

It was me and Fahad's 3 year annaversary, yes we have been dating since we were 14.
And he took me to his family's beach house where he made me this lovly dinner by the sea. During our meal he said that he needed to talk to me about something very important. Little did I know it, he was about say something that I never thought would happen.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Somebody Help Me 1

Do you know what it feels like to have everything you've worked so hard for get taken away from you?

Do you know what it feels like to have all your friends betray you?

Do you know what it's like to wake up every morning wanting to kill yourself?

No, you dont. I do.

This is my story.

My past that's been haunting me.. that I'm ready to let go.

To know how I got to this point, the point where I'm now at peace.. were going to have to go back.. way back.

Back to when I was 16 and had just gotten out of rehab.