Nothing Is Ever Really Perfect *3*

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The next morning Jenna had a follow up appointment with her doctor. She was now going to finally know what was really wrong with her and if there are any possible treatments.

Jenna and 3bdullah have been trying to conceive a child for over a year now, but nothing was happening. They went and spoke with a doctor and it turns out Jenna was infertile. Her infertility was caused by a medical condition she has had. Not long ago she was diagnosed with Premature Ovarian Failure. She was having irregular periods, that was caused by the built in stress she was holding. At that time Jenna and 3bdullah were having alot of problems. This went on for months. But luckily they got passed all that. (you'll know more about what happened in the past in later posts.)

While at her follow up appointment, her doctor suggested a few treatments which he hoped would take effect. He suggested three. One which would be for her to maintain a more healthy lifestyle. Going to the gym, eating more healthier, and try to manage her stress and emotions. And in two months if that doesn't work, he would subscribe her with medication to induce ovulation.

But if the drugs don't help either, then she would have to have artificial insemination to produce multiple eggs. This process is called super ovulation.

It's such a low percentage for woman to be infertile in their early twenties. Most woman have that problem in their late thirties. Poor Jenna, let's just hope theres a light at the end of this dark tunnel.



3bdullah: So that's it ?!

Jenna: E7mad rabik we have 3 options!! Or would you rather me staying infertile forever?

3bdullah: I'm sorry babe.. I just really want a baby..

Jenna: And I don't? I'm a woman! I want it more than you do ok! So stop giving me crap and leave me the hell alone!

3bdullah: This is my house Jenna! Where the hell am I supposed to go ?!

Jenna: I don't care! But for now just get out of my sigh!

3bdullah: Your being a child right now! I did nothing wrong!

Jenna: That's what you men always say! Just leave!



Meanwhile Dalia was still mad at herself for what she did last night. Out of no where blurting out everything she felt. She looked like such a fool! And what's killing her even more is that it's her friend's birthday today, meaning Faisal would definitely be there. She could easily back out. But then how would she look in front of one of her closest friends? She's just going to have to suck it up and pray for the next day.



RING RING !!!
INCOMING CALL: 3BDULLAH AL-X


Dalia: Hallah 3bdullah.

3bdullah: Oh Dalia? Haha I'm sorry, I thought I dialed the right number.

Dalia: No worries. How are you?

3bdullah: Ahh.. how am I? Well your sister just kicked me out of my own living room so take a guess.

Dalia: Oh yay! I feel like crap too!

3bdullah: Hahahahahah!! 3asa ma shar?

Dalia: Well...



They chatted for about an hour telling each other what was going on. They both managed to give some comforting words of advice. A friendship soon began to bloom between 3bdullah and Dalia.

Later that night at her friends birthday dinner on her way out to leave someone grabs her my the arm.

It was Faisal.

Not even giving her a chance to speak, he pulled in to him and kissed her. It was a gentle soft romantic kiss. It was the perfect kiss.

Dalia's arms were held by her sides. She didn't even know what do it. It hit her so fast. So unexpected.



Dalia: I.. I.. I.. I.. I..

Faisal: Shh! It's my turn to talk. You don't know how long I've been waiting to do that. Dalia I've never once not noticed you those past 4 years. I notice and I stare. I've never tried approaching you because I've always thought you hated me. I didn't wanna look like an idiot in front of you. I didn't wanna take that chance. To me it's better to be a stranger rather than an idiot you laugh at. Every time I see you smile you don't know how much it makes me happy!! You think you don't drive me insane? YOU DO DALIA!!! I've never looked at another girl. The minute I layed eyes on you, I knew you were different. Your gorgeous, intelligent, funny.. I mean what more could I ever want? I regret not saying a word to you all those years, and I'm so sorry. But here I am now, and I'm telling you... I want you. I want all of you to be mine.

Dalia: Yes.. A thousand times yes!

Faisal: Ahh thank god!!

Dalia: Hahaha!! You don't know how happy this just made me Faisal!!

Faisal: All I wanna see is that smile that takes my breath away.

Dalia: So are you gonna drive your girl home or what?

Faisal: My girl...



But oh poor little Yasmeen. She was going insane alright.

In a silent house in a silent living room were sitting 3 DEAD silent people.

Yasmeen sitting over by the window going through her magazine. 3bdul3ziz sitting on his favorite lazy boy staring at the wall. And our 7amad cracking his knuckles over and over again lying on the couch.



Yasmeen: WILL YOU STOP !!

7amad: 5air wsh tbeen ?!

Yasmeen: Your annoying us !!

3bdula3ziz: Oh I'm not annoyed sweetie. Your on your own.

Yasmeen: Seriously? Your still upset about the other night?

3bdul3ziz: You left behind your own husband. How do you expect me to be right now?

Yasmeen: Oh my god.. I'm not gonna let you tell me what to wear. Thats gonna be first! Then it's gonna be you telling me where and not to go! NO 3ZIZ! I will not be like one of those wives having their husbands walk all over them!!

3bdul3ziz: 7beebty who said anything about me taking away any privileges you have? I just didn't want you to go looking dressed down.

Yasmeen: This is my family's house. It doesn't matter what I wear !

3bdul3ziz: Alright I'm sorry.. I didn't know you felt that way. But 7beebty Yasmeen you have to know that I would never try to make you miserable. All I want is for you to be happy. And I never wanna take that away from you. I love you.

Yasmeen: I think I'm gonna call it a night. Goodnight 7amad.

3bdul3ziz: Yasmeen..

Yasmeen: I'll be fine.. I just wanna get some rest.

7amad: Let her cool down. She'll be ok..



A few minutes later 7amad went up to check on Yasmeen. Although he wasn't a big fan of her this night, he still felt sorry for her and wanted to make sure she was ok.



7amad: Hey you ok sweetie?

Yasmeen: I'm really not in the mood..

7amad: I just wanted to make sure you were ok. You seemed mad as hell down there.

Yasmeen: I still am.

7amad: I know.. but listen try not to give the guy a hard time. You don't know how much he loves you. And I know he meant every word he said.

Yasmeen: Your a good guy you know that?

7amad: Haha that's why the ladies love me sweetie

Yasmeen: Hahahahahahaah!! Your so full of yourself. Oh hey I wanted to ask you.. how old are you?

7amad: Older than your man in 3 years. So.. 27.

Yasmeen: Wow I must be a kid compared to you..

7amad: Nah your not a kid. Your one hell of a kid.

Yasmeen: Haha go on just get out of my room.

7amad: Hey I'm serious. Listen to me. If I had a girl like you, I'd be lucky as hell. I wouldn't let a day go by seeing you upset. My brother's a luckily guy. I'd LITERALLY kill for a girl like you.

Yasmeen: 7amad --

7amad: It's late. Sweet dreams Yasmeen.

Yasmeen: O....kay.. well that was awkward.




Later that night Dalia got a text message from 3bdullah.


Sooooooooo ?!!!!

OMG!! U DONT KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM!! :D :D :D

LOOOOL!! I'm glad :)

What about u and Jay ?

She's still pissed at me for no reason ;s .. i just wanna strangle her !!

Looool!! I know exactley how you feel. Get used to it dude it aint goin away ;p

Allah ystr ;p

Arn't u guys supposed to be coming over tomorrow?

Yupp.. but let's see if the queen wants to speak to me first ;p

AKEEEEEEED!! All hail queen jay ;p loool

LOOOOOOOOOOL!!! Your adorable.. goodnight ;**

I know (A) See you tomorrow.



3bdullah went straight to bed after that. Jenna was still cleaning up the dinner table downstairs. Once she got up she changed into her Pj's and got into bed.

But before she could rest her head on the pillow, she herd 3bdulla's phone vibrate.

She instantly got up to see who it was from, the litte nosy person she is.

It was a message from Dalia.

Jenna was shocked. Since when did they start becoming buddies?

She was a little upset and confused.

But tommorow is another day, which takes upon new drama.



AWWWWWWWHHHH He just send me a kiss saying goodnight!!
3aboood wallah I'm going insane !! :D



What's Jenna gonna do next? An outburst of anger could easily be harmful. Let's not forget, she is trying to have a child. And stress right now is not going to help.



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Nothing Is Ever Really Perfect *2*

Omg im so sorry!! I accidently put yasmeen in the first line. Its supposed to be Dalia!! Im re posting this to correct it!! Thank you Halla for pointing it out and you guys im sorry for any confusion !! ;**










Dalia was always the type that knew what she wanted and always found a way to get it. Only this time she was nailed down on her feet. No boy has ever made her feel this way. Except for him. Except for Faisal. You see this guy had her totally under his spell. All it took was one little smile to drive Dalia insane.

Is not like they were strangers. They've seen each other so many times but never officially sat down and actually got to know each other.

You see they were together all through college. Shared almost all the same classes. And had many mutual friends, meaning they would see each other anywhere at anytime. But still, he never really took the time to see what was really around him.

Until today.

















Dalia: Thank's Yasmeen !

Yasmeen: WAIT !! Hey where are you going taw el nas ?

Dalia: I'm meeting the girls for dinner.

Yasmeen: Is that all you do?! It's like you have no time for anything anymore!

Dalia: Hahahaha! Excuse me? Don't blame me just cause I didn't get married too young and throw my life away.

Yasmeen: What's that supposed ---



And then in walks 7amad in his navy blue boxers with his hair all messed up.



7amad: Morning ladies..

Yasmeen: It's 8 pm smarty.

7amad: Oh wow!! Oh and hello there..

Yasmeen: 7amad this is my sister Dalia, Dalia this is 3ziz's brother 7amad.

Dalia: Hi..

7amad: Well I would have definitely remembered you from the wedding.



Just as Dalia starts giggling, Yasmeen starts pushing her towards the door until she was out of 7amad's sight. They said their goodbyes and then Yasmeen headed back into the living room to find 7amad making himself "too comfortable" on the couch. He had his dewania position a little too legs spread. That which made Yasmeen very uncomfortable.



Yasmeen: I'm sorry but can you please change into something a little more appropriate?

7amad: I'm at my home, so this is home friendly.

Yasmeen: Uh no no no.. this is MY house and this is NOT Yasmeen friendly. So please go and change into something a bit more me friendly.

7amad: Alright fine... oh hey I wanted to ask you about Dalia.

Yasmeen: Speaking of her, the flirting? Really?

7amad: Oh c'mon I was being friendly.

Yasmeen: Whatever..

7amad: Hey where are you going come back here.. Yallah 3ad don't be a bitch!

Yasmeen: Your the only bitch around here sweetie!




Meanwhile, after dinner with her friends Dalia sat back and waited for her driver. He was late as usual. So she ordered herself some chocolate ice cream.

Not so long after a familiar face walks in. Straight to the counter to ask for the takeaway menu.
































































































SPLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !!!!!!!!!


Dalia's knees jumped up with excitement from under the table the ice cream splattered all over her.

Someone took notice of the accident and the *person*




















































































Faisal: Umm are you ok?

Dalia: No I'm not ok! I have ice cream all over me and I'm freezing!

Faisal: Haha calm down Dalia. C'mon let's get you cleaned up.

Dalia: Wait, what did you just say?

Faisal: Dalia.. that is your name right?

Dalia: Yeah it is but we never actually spoke so...

Faisal: I've seen you around and we do have the same friends so your name is bound to come to my attention.

Dalia: Right... anyways thanks for whatever your doing haha but I gotta get going..

Faisal: What were you doing here alone?

Dalia: Oh I just finished dinner with some friends so I was waiting for my driver...

Faisal: Oh ok.. well take care.

Dalia: Yeah you too.



She walked out of the restaurant hear broken! This was her first impression given to her crush and she blew it terribly!

Her driver still wasn't outside and going back inside was not even an option for her. So she sat out on the steps and waited. She kept re playing what had just happened. Dreaming of what she could have done different.

But Faisal soon popped that little bubble she was in.



Faisal: Hey you..

Dalia: Oh hey..

Faisal: I thought you had to go. or was that just an excuse to leave.

Dalia: Turns out he wasn't here.

Faisal: I'm sorry but did I do something wrong?

Dalia: Yeah you did actually..

Faisal: Ok.. I'm sorry?

Dalia: No your not sorry! Because you don't even know what you did! What you've done to me!

Faisal: What the hell are you talking about ?!!

Dalia: ME!!! We've been at the same college for 4 years and never once have you noticed me!! We've been put in several group projects and never once have you looked my way!! Were out at all the same places every single day and never once have you said hi!! Sure from time to time you smile my way but I don't even know if its intended for me!! That smile kills me every time I see it!! You make me blush every time I see you!! You Faisal YOU drive me insane!! I don't know how you do but you do!! And the funny thing is you don't even know what your doing to me!!



The funny thing is that she wasn't even done. But her driver did save her on time before Faisal could open his mouth.

Dalia went to bed that night feeling so humiliated. She couldn't believe the words that came out of her mouth. It was like someone had taken over her, releasing the word's she always wanted to say.

But exactly what will happen now?

That night she cried herself to sleep.






The next morning Jenna had a follow up appointment with her doctor. She was now going to finlay know what was wrong with her and if their were any treatments.





I know the posts arn't that long as always. But this time I have more characters meaning more of everything. So I sometimes cant have all the characters in one post. But it's kinda nice in a way if you think about it. With not too much information put all together, it gives you time to slolwy take in everything. I just don't wanna confuse you guys and throw everything at you all at once. I think this way its best. This way you guys can get to know the characters much more easily and better.


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Nothing Is Ever Really Perfect *1*

I have all the colors planned out for each character. But for first couple of posts I'm gonna put their names and in a while I'll stop putting them. And I'm planning at the beginning of each post (for a while) I'll write down the characters names and their colors. So what do you guys think? Oh and you guys before you read this post, I suggest you read the introduction again. ;*



Jennah - Pink
3bdullah - Blue


Yasmeen - Purple
3bdul3ziz - Green


Dalia - Orange


Mom/Haifa - Red
Dad/3ali - Grey


And additional characters will be black.





ENJOY THE FIRST POST AND I'M EXPECTING ALOT OF COMMENTS OR ELSE I WONT POST PART 2 .. HEHEHE <3


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Jenna: Are you ready? Were gonna be late!!


3bdullah: Ha ha yallah I'm here!!


Jenna: Where's the carrot cake ?


3bdullah: Damn I forgot to pick it up Jay wallah I'm sorry..


Jenna: Deep breath Jennah, deep breath. Ok.. were gonna pick one up on our way.


3bdullah: 7beebty are you ok ?


Jenna: I'm just a little upset but it's ok. We'll just pick some up.


3bdullah: Are you sure your mom wont be upset if were late?


Jenna: Of course not! She never starts dinner with the dining table half empty.


3bdullah: It's gonna be ok Jenna.. I promise you were gonna find a way.. just relax and try to enjoy tonight..


Jenna: How could I possibly have a good time when theres a chance a might not be able to have children !!!!





So the "happy couple" stopped by a bakery and then made their way over to Haifa's house. (her mother)

Meanwhile on the other side of the city, another couple were having trouble. But their trouble wouldn't allow them to leave the house.





Yasmeen: 3bdullah it's my family's house! They don't care what I wear as long as I'm there!

3bdullah: Jeans and t-shirt I'd understand but a training suit!!

Yasmeen: This is Juicy Couture !!

3bdullah: Please would you just go on and put on something decent to wear !!

Yasmeen: Juicy is decent!! You can wear it anywhere!!

3bdullah: Your my wife!!

Yasmeen: And that does not give you the right to make these choices for me!! I'm not changing, end of story!!

3bdullah: Dinner is in an hour Yasmeen!!

Yasmeen: Oh you poor dear, did you really think I wasn't gonna go without your permission?

3bdullah: What's that supposed to mean?

Yasmeen: It means I'm leaving with or without you! Tah tah lover..





And that's exactly what she did. 3bdullah didn't even bother following her either.

That's the way it was with the two of them for the past couple of weeks. Non stop fighting.



Finlay everybody arrived at Haifa's house where they all sat down to a lovely dinner. Nobody brought up why 3bdullah wasn't at dinner, everyone they were having trouble. As for Jenna's problem trying to get pregnant, well only her mother knew about that. She was too embarrassed to have her whole family know.

After dinner they all sat down for tea and cake in the living room.

3bdullah and 3ali (the father) went and sat outside by the pool and discussed their business lives.

Jenna and her mom Haifa were chatting away about doctors and possible solutions.

As for Yasmeen and Dalia, well they couldn't stop going on and on about their love lives.





Dalia: It's just so annoying! I don't know whether to go for it or...

Yasmeen: How does this guy make you feel ?

Dalia: I don't know, but I can't stop smiling every time he's around.

Yasmeen: Awww Dee that's so adorable! So make a move already!

Dalia: Are you insane?! Every girl in the city wants a piece of him. I don't stand a chance.

Yasmeen: You don't stand a chance? Really? Sweetie you just told me that he wouldn't stop looking at you last night!

Dalia: I know I know but I can't !! You should see the way I stutter whenever he's around me. I go insane!

Yasmeen: Hahaha you call that insane? You should have seen the fight I had with "him" before I came here!

Dalia: Oh c'mon you can say his name!

Yasmeen: I just ate, don't make me throw up. It's enough that I have to go back to him at the end of the night.

Dalia: Ummm.. when was the last time you guys had... you know...

Yasmeen: Sex?

Dalia: SHHHHHHH!!! They'll hear you!!

Yasmeen: Oh who cares.. Ummm I don't know a month ago.

Dalia: Your gonna have to make it work with him. I mean no offence but he's the one putting in all the effort. And you know he's crazy in love with you.

Yasmeen: You think I don't know that! I'm trying wallah I am. I just need time.

Dalia: Allah yehdeeki..





After 11, everybody called it a night and headed home. But Dalia was fresh out of college so she was still living with her parents.

She headed on up to her bedroom and began writing her post of the day...





Another dinner with same ol' family.. :)
Don't get me wrong, I adore them but I mean c'mon! Let's do something knew once in a while. It's always dinner and tea, dinner and tea!
Helloooooooo?!! BORING!!
Oh and speaking of "him".. I saw him again and as always he keeps me wanting more!
I was thinking, why should I wait for him to make the first move? Why cant I? Theres no rule about this sort of stuff.
So there I've know decided. Tomorrow I'm calling him up and telling him how I feel.
I sure hope "Y" is right about this. Otherwise she'll be the one served for dinner next week. :)
That's all for boring Sunday.
- xx





Hoping she'd avoid 3bdul3ziz for the night and jump right into bed, Yasmeen had something else waiting for her back at home.

The second she walked in she was greeted by a hug from 3bdulaziz. And standing right behind him was a handsome man who instantly caught Yasmeen's eyes.





3bdul3ziz: 7beebty this is my brother 7amad. He just flew in from L.A.

Yasmeen: Ahaa.. ahlain. Umm you didn't tell me we were gonna have company. Otherwise I would have fixed up the guest bedroom.

7amad: La wallah it's ok. I booked a suit at the hotel.

3bdul3ziz: No brother of mine is staying a hotel. Your staying here I insist!

7amad: Haha ok 5ala9 it's settled.

Yasmeen: I'll go fix up the bedroom.


A Few Minutes Later...


Yasmeen: Ahh! You scared me!!

7amad: Hehe sorry. Is my room all ready?

Yasmeen: Yeah just finished. Goodnight.

7amad: Hey hey hold up. Sit down for a minute.

Yasmeen: What's up?

7amad: You don't remember me do you?

Yasmeen: Your my husbands brother.

7amad: No.. I mean at the wedding. I was the one who tripped and fell on you!

Yasmeen: Oh my god! Hahahahahaha that was you?!

7amad: Haha yeah!

Yasmeen: Sorry haha but I didn't really pay much attention at the wedding. I wasn't feeling so well that day oo knt emtan7a 6oul el leel wallah.

7amad: Besmelah 3leeki.

Yasmeen: It was all caught on video you know..

7amad: Amma 3ad?! I have to watch it.

Yasmeen: Inshallah... anyways it's getting late so I better go.

7amad: Yasmeen?

Yasmeen: Yeah?

7amad: Sweet dreams..

3eedkm Mbarik !!! :D

Kl sana oo entom b5aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaair !!!!!!

I love you all so much !!!!!!!!

Have an amazing 3eid with your loved ones <3

Inshallah I'll have a post for you guys once 3eid is over.. mmm I'm hoping to have it done on Wednesday.

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Nothing Is Ever Really Perfect *INTRODUCTION*

How do you really begin a story? Do we start off by saying "Once upon a time..." , or what? Hmm.. how about I just introduce the characters and we'll be on our way.

I'm going to tell you about a charming couple, Haifa and 3ali. It really was love at first sight for these two. They met one summer in California and instantly hit it off. They got married a year after they met and not too long after they had a daughter. A beautiful baby named Jenna.

Jenna was the perfect little angel. Got all high marks and got accepted to all the amazing Universities including Harvard and Yale. In the end her heart and mind was set on Studying law at Harvard. But when she got back home, she realized her true passion was art. So she attended the London School of Art for a year. Once back home she opened up a little art gallery which luckily for her took off right away.

On a night of one of her exhibitions, Jenna met 3bdullah. He was a businessman looking into buying a painting for his new house. Jenna tried avoiding him all night being so shy and all but 3bdullah eventually caught up to her and asked her out to dinner. And from that dinner came many more, until one night he proposed to her and gave her the dream wedding she's always wanted.

Now at 25, Jenna and 3bdullah are still madly in love trying to conceive a child.



Two years after Jenna was born, Yasmeen came along. She was the most moody one. The one that was always hard to please. But non the less, everyone adored her. After graduating college she decided to move to America. But her parents refused since nothing was waiting for her all the way on the other side of the globe. Yasmeen never fell in love, not once. Many eligible men came asking for her hand after hearing many wonderful things about her, but she rejected each and every one of those men. Not even one of them seemed like Mr. Perfect.

Haifa, her mother was devastated. She always prayed to God that someone would come and sweep her off her feet.

So one day a handsome man named 3bdul3ziz came wanting Yasmeen's hand in marriage. His mother had told him about Yasmeen and he figured "Hey why not? It's about time I settled down anyways". He felt an immediate attraction towards her. The only problem was that Yasmeen felt nothing at all. It was as if she was numb inside. But seeing how devastated her mother got every time she turned down a man, she couldn't bare doing that to her again. So this time she accepted the proposal. Yasmeen and 3bdl3ziz were married a year later. God only knows of she's living in misery or in bliss.



The youngest of them was Dalia. She was the most fun to be around. She had this vibrant energy whenever she walked into a room. At 21, she had just finished college and has no plans into going after her masters. One of her many talents was writing. So she started her very own blog and was constantly on it 24/7. No one knew about it other than her mom. She knew everybody else would think it's silly and pointless. Sure she's had crushes on guys but never actually thought any of them were worth going after. As she always says, "Someday he'll come, and here I'll wait patiently". She was known as the hopeless romantic daughter. Standing next to Yasmeen who was the unknown, because nobody ever knew what went inside that little head of hers. And then there was Jenna, known as the one. The one everybody went to for advice, anything you could think of Jenna was always the one to go to.


Jenna.. 25

Yasmeen.. 23

Dalia.. 21



Sure they had their mini fights and feuds but at the end of the day they were so close that not even an earthquake could tear them apart. Those three were the best of friends. Many envied how close they were, given that these days many sisters fight each other rather than fight along side one another.


This family has had lots of ups and downs and managed to still pull through with each hand holding onto another.

Everything seems perfect right?

But soon they'll all realize that nothing is every really perfect.

And some may already have that fact written down.







So what do you guys think? I'm gonna need alot of help on this one guys. Full on support to keep assuring me that I'm at my best. Aham shay y3jbkm. I've thought really hard on this story and have it all planned out so gt ready.
And in order for me to post the next one, I'm gonna need atleast 10 comments :$
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Even if your a silent reader, atleast just give me a thumbs up.
I love you all !

Ok So I've Made A Decision..

From now on what's past has PAST! I can't change a thing nor will I regret a thing. Why should I? I mean it's like I pitty my life. And I don't. El7mdelah I have family and friends who love me. What more could a girl want? A guy? Well when the time comes, na9eebi will come. Eli rabi katbah by9eer. So whatever happend before writing this post will remain there. Life really is too short. And I'm done waisting time sad and crying.

New life. New me. New everything!

I'm also gonna end my story and start a new one. Please try to understand. I have something better in store for you. And I know your gonna love it.

Just give me a day or two to sort out the story and Inshallah the first post will be posted soon.

I love you all oo asfa lw ana mga9ra ma3km.

I'm 100000000% OFFICIALY BACK !!!! ;**