The Other Man 24

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AND ALL OF YOU !!!
The first 5 of you rarely comment anymore !!!
and 7awooor 7beebety I know im not commenting like I used to !!
But im still reading and am addicted like CRAZY !!
I will start commenting and responding to comments too !!!
Im sorryyyyyyyyyy !!!
Bs these days ma feeni 7ail asawi shay !
Im sure you guys know how that is right ?
The first five bloggers I MISS YOU !! WHERE ARE YOU !!
ILY ALL SO MUCH !!! ;******************





Jenah: Hend ??


Msh3al: Bader ??


Jenah: You go first..


Msh3al: Ladies first..


Jenah: I went to see him today BUT ONLY because he's left several messages. And umm...


Msh3al: What ?


Jenah: He's still in love with me..


Msh3al: Do you still love him ?


Jenah: No !


Msh3al: Jen ...


Jenah: I dont ok! I dont! I love you! Now what about Hend ?


Msh3al: She stopped by my office. She tried to... you know. But I didn't let her.


Jenah: So now what ?


Msh3al: Now... now we get a divorce.


Jenah: You can't be serious ?


Msh3al: 7beebty I want you to be happy..


Jenah: I'm haooy with you !


Msh3al: I know 7beebty, bs Bader would make you much more happier. I saw the look in your eyes when I asked if yo still loved him.

Jenah: What so your just gonna give up on us ?


Msh3al: If you think I'm upset, I'm not. Bel3ax I've been thinking about it for a while now. I love you so much Jenah and I always will but I have to let you go. You belong with him.


Jenah: I cant believe these words are coming out for your mouth...


Msh3al: Can you honestly tell me you dont love him ?


Jenah: What about Nouf ?


Msh3al: She'll be fine as long as her mothers fine.


Jenah: But I am fine!


Msh3al: Ha2! I want you to be happy not fine.


Jenah: Wow you've really thought this through...


Msh3al: Aham shay 3ndi Jenah is your happiness...







Did he really mean what he said ?


At first I thought he was making fun of the whole thing. But then his words started to hit me.


This was it !


My key !


I was finaly going to be with Bader !


Ofcourse I loved Msh3al but Bader... ahhhhhhh Bader !!


The divorce was finalized in two days.

The only problem is.. Bader wasn't picking up.

I even stopped by his place but no one would answer. I guess he was out of town or something.


Thank god Msh3al gave me full custody of Nouf. He also gave me the house, and bought a smaller house a few minutes away from mine. Still he would be apart of Nouf's life and get to see her whenever she wanted. I always thought that if I ever got divorced it would be horrible. Me and my husband fighting all the time. But this was going to work. I could easily tell that Msh3al and I were going to be good friends.

I knew he still loved me. But he was willing to let me go and move on. He was willing to lose his happiness to give me mine.

A week after the divorce I finaly contacted Bader. He was away with a couple of friends.

I asked him to come over so we could talk. He didnt hesitate and rushed right over.



Bader: I don't believe it...

Me: Me neither.. but it is what it is.

Bader: Is he ok ?

Me: He wanted this for me. For us.

Bader: I don't know Jenah...

Me: But now we can finaly be together. After all this time.

Bader: I can't do this to Msh3al.

Me: That didn't stop you before.

Bader: Then was diffirent. I hurt him once, I can't hurt him again.

Me: Bader.. I just got a divorce.

Bader: I know. And if that makes you happy then I'm happy for you. But I can't be with you. As much as it kills me to say.. I just can't.

Me: I really wish I was deaf right now.

Bader: Jenah ---

Me: NO! What about last week? When you said you still loved me? Was it just a in the moment thing?

Bader: Nothing with you is ever a moment thing. Everything with you is all real.

Me: So then what Bader WHAT ? I love you so much GOD I've wanted to say that for such a long time. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU !!! PLEASE DON'T DO THIS !

Bader: Jenah stop acting insane please !!

Me: How could you be so cold !

Bader: Let's face reality Jenah. Us, me and you, it can't ever happen.

Me: Get out of my house.

Bader: Don't be foolish. Let's talk about this.

Me: I really don't want my temper to rise. Get out of my house!



And that was the last I ever saw of Bader.

He broke my heart.

When he walked out those doors, I lost apart of me. Apart of me he took with him.

He left me cold and weak inside.

Why did he do this to me ?

Was I not what he wanted ?

Was I just a fun little game ?

Did he even love me at all ?



TWO YEARS LATER...