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Monday, August 23, 2010

Where's That Girl ?

Adri mga9ra m3km.. adri.. and I'm sorry. Something has happend recently and.. well.. I kinda lost myself. So once i find that girl again.. I'll be back. But I promise I wont stop blogging. I love it and writing is a passion of mine. I cant imagine my life without writing.

Just now I wrote this.. and well I wanted to share it with you all..






She was once a free spirit
The girl with the widest smile
The girl they adored
But where is she now ?

She's all alone in that dark room
Afraid to come out
Afraid to face the world again
Afraid to trust in love again

Each second of every day she breaks down
She cries her self to sleep
And sometimes she doesnt know why

She lives in misery and hearache now
Hoping it would end
Praying she could be that girl
The girl with the widest smile again

She wears a mask everyday
To hide the pain inside
Not wanting anyone to know
Because they'll never understand
Saying its "just a phase"

But it's not...
It's as real as the blood in her veins

This is what her life has turned into

PURE darkness

She's terrified of everything around her
Including herself

She keeps it all inside
Hiding away in that dark room

4 comments:

F;* said...

omg.. i am so sorry :(
so sorry this is happening to you.
and i know your right, this isnt just a phase.. this might be a big part of your life..but remember life goes on.. and you know bad things happen so you can appreciate things when they are right(:, and good things fall apart so better things call fall together.. so goulay il7imdlia, fee nas aswa2 min 7altich ..
9adgeeni i might not know what your going through, but i know that its not easy.. but mistakes arent made so you can just ignore them, la 7abeebti learn from them.. learn from this "phase" , everything happens for a reason.. so maybe ily 9arlich is for the best, i hope what i told you ra7 isa3dich.. i really do , and were all here waiting for you , so goodluck and dont worry take your time...p.s: that girl never left you, you just dont want her to show.

Blue lilies;* said...

7abibtyy<3
i hope you find that girl again!
i know she's somewhere inside there!
and don't worry you're not the only one that is living in misery.
just remember, we are always here for you:*

Anonymous said...

Um, hey, I followed you, but it's messing up. So I wanna unfollow you then, then try following again. But I can't see the unfollow button?

Anonymous said...

ANONYMOUS i think u jst click the followers thing and then there will be a way. there has to be ;)

SUZY.Q

we love you do not say ur sorry !
this is life and ur dealing with it and we will be waiting for u with open arms whenever ur ready !
we want u at ur best babe!~
and no matter what happend i hope you get reunited with whatever u lost.

if its a guy, you deserve happiness and if he was the one then he will fight for u no matter what the hell is going on

if its family, they love you so much and things will get better i promise you!

LOVE U LIKE HELL !