Today was the day I was finaly going to ask for my divorce. I've been patient with him for too long, giv ing him chances and fogiving and forgeting. But now I've had it! I want to live my live, For once I want to wake up in the morning and not think of the worst to come, I want to wake up feeling alive.
It was Friday which ment family lunch and I really wasn't in the mood. Once again I tell to tell my parents another bad news between me and M7sin. I just hope it's the last one I'll have to give.
Noura: I really don't wanna go in there..
Rima: Noura your gonna have to tell them sooner or later. I'm here so don't worry about a thing.
Noura: *sigh* Alright let's get it over with.
I walked in where my whole family greeted me. We had our pleasent lunch and talked about what we've been upto this past week. It seemd like we all had our own thing going on. Relationships between Jamal and Yasmeen and Rima and Yasser, and ofcourse my non-stop drama with M7sin.
Mother: Noura 7beebty how are thing's going between you and m7sin?
Noura: Actualy mama that's what I wanted to talk to you all about.
Mother: 5air?
Noura: Well I'm going to see him today and ask for a divorce.
Father: WHAT ?
Noura: I know you guys never wanted me to have a failed marriage, neither did I. But I can no longer be with a man who treats me like trash anymore.
Mother: 7beebty were not mad at you if that's what you think. We only want the upmost happiness for you.
Yasser: Noura... I'm going with you.
Jamal: Me too !
Rima: Don't look at me, I don't wanna see that asswhole!
Mother: LANGUAGE !
Rima: Hehe sorry 5alty.
Noura: I really appreciate you all trying to help but I really think I should do this on my own.
Yasser: And if he tries something?
Noura: He won't. His manner with the abuse has changed. I'll be fine.
Yasser: When are you gonna go?
Noura: After lunch.
Rima: I could drop you if you want.
Noura: No it's fine.
After lunch I said goodbye to my family and was off to see M7sin. He would probabley be at home since he's usualy back by the afternoon. Once I entered the gate I saw a red rang rover. That was weird since we only had two cars, M7sins Mercedes and my Porshe. Who would be visiting in the hour that he takes his afternoon nap?
I walked in to an empty house where M7sin was no where to be found. I checked the whole first floor, nothing. I decided to check upstairs, maybe he was having his after noon nap.
As I walked down the hallway I could hear noises. I couldn't quit make them out. But once I got closer to the bedroom it all became very clear. At the moment I really wished I was deaf to the sounds that I had just herd. I felt like my ears were going to bleed from disgust.
I blasted the door open where I caught some women ontop of my husband. Naked!
They quickley got up and grabbed the sheet to cover themselves up.
Noura: Fara7 ?!
Fara7: Uhhhh... hey.... Noura...
M7sin: Shit!
Noura: Yeah shit! What the hell do you think your doing?
M7sin: ..... I.... I assure you it means nothing.
Noura: Oh, that makes it all better. And you ! How could you? After our meeting I actualy thought you were a decent person.
Fara7: I broke it off with him but then we got back together.
Noura: Back together! Are you hearing yourself? Your sleeping with a married man!
Fara7: Well maybe he wouldnt need me so much if you would just do your part!
Noura: And who are you to tell me how to be a wife?
Fara7: For one thing your not fulfiling your husbands needs. It sure feels good that I can.
Noura: M7sin what is she talking about?
M7sin: She isn't wrong. I mean I've been so pateint with you.
Noura: What do you mean?
M7sin: It's been a month Noura. I'm a guy, I need.... to...
Noura: Oh my god... you are one selfish human being.
M7sin: I have my needs! You wouldnt give them to me, so I found someone who would.
Noura: I am your wife! You are supposed to be patient and understanding.
M7sin: I've been too pateint and too understanding.
Noura: So you go and bang the first slut you can find !
M7sin: Ma asma7lik tgoleen 3anaha kitha !
Noura: Oh so now your defedning her !
M7sin: Hell yeah I'm defending her , I love her !
Noura: What?
Fara7: What?
M7sin: Yeah.. Fara7 I love you...
Noura: This is disgusting. You know what you two really do belong together.
M7sin: Noura.....
Noura: I'll be waiting for the divorce. You have a week! ...... Good bye M7sin.
Two Hours Later...
I finaly came back to the hotel where Rima was waiting for me, and a surprise guest aswell.
Fahad: Your back.
Noura: Your here.
Rima: How did it go?
Noura: I walked in one him... in bed with another women.
Fahad: ..... *sigh*
Rima: Sweeite I'm so sorry..
Noura: It's ok, weird to say I'm relived.
Rima: Forgive me you guys but I think I'm gonna give you two some time.
Fahad: So what now?
Noura: Now...*walking towards him* I'm with you.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Trapped {22}
After I reached Rima's hotel she invited me in and we had a long talk. We talked about the past couple of weeks and just tried to figuire everything out. I apologized to Rima, I'm lucky she even forgave me. We tried to figuire out why M7sin would do such a thing, cheat.. on his wife. He practicly crawled on his knees begging me to come back and once I do he turns into the man I fell in love with... after all we've been through the ups andthe downs he goes and does this to me?
What did I do? Was I not enough for him? We finaly passed that bumpy road and now he wants to climb a brick wall ?
Rima suggested that I should be away from him and stay with her, I agreed.
So a few days had passed. I canceled my number and got a new one, if M7sin called god knows what I would have done.
On one Tuesday morning I got a surprising phone call that woke me up. Only my family and Rima knew my new number. Rima was in the next room asleep and my parents wouldnt be awake at this hour so who could it possibly be? I got up and walked towards the dresser where I had kept it and looked at the screen. It was some random number. I answered the phone and it was Fahad. But how did he ... ?
Noura: Hello ?
Fahad: Noura! Good I got it down right! How are you?
Noura: Fahad? How did you get my number?
Fahad: Rima gave it to me.
Noura: Aha, ofcourse she did.
Fahad: I'm sorry if this is too awkward for you I could just erase it.
Noura: No it's fine. I'm actualy glad you called. It's been a while.
Fahad: Which is why I called........ Are you free right now?
Noura: Now? It's like 7 am!
Fahad: So?
Noura: I'm exhausted and I wanna go back to sleep.
Fahad: Yallah 3ad bla kasal !
Noura: Haha mani kaslana !
Fahad: If your not then yallah !
Noura: Alright alright fine. Where should I meet you?
Fahad: There's this new cafe that jusr opend up, I hear it has the best carrot cake.
Noura: Haha you know me too well don't you?
Fahad: Well I've never seen someone so addcited to carrot cake.
Noura: Ok, I'll see you there. Bye.
I suddenly felt so fresh. I jumped into the shower, got out, and wore my black skinny jeans and a loose white top. Finished the outfit off with my new black ankle boots from Victoria's Secret, quickley applied a naked beige lipstick and a bit of mascara and I was all set to go.
It took me about ten minutes to get there and once I did, my heart started racing and took controle over my entire body. I walked in and saw Fahad sitting there, his back faced towards me. With every step I kept telling myself to go back and run. What was I doing? Was this a breakfast date? I was half a second away from sitting down with my long lost love.
Noura: Hey you.
Fahad: Hey yourself.
Noura: So wheres the cheescake?
Fahad: Haha why are you so nervous?
Noura: Who said anything about being nervous?
Fahad: You tell lame jokes when your nervous..
Noura: Well, this is kinda awkward.
Fahad: Noura, relax were just having brekafast.
Noura: Yeah your right. So how've you been?
Fahad: I'm doing fine, what about you.
Noura: Hmmm let's see. I just found out that my husbands having an affair, and I moved in with my best friend. So you tell me.
Fahad: What the hell is that guys problem?! 7beebty Noura I'm sorry I wish there was something I could do.
Noura: You asked and I answered so what you can do is start my day.
Fahad: I was always good at that. *wink*
Noura: Fahad...
Fahad: Yeah?
Noura: I'm sorry... about everything I've put you through.
Fahad: Why are you the one aplogizing? If I wasn't such a coward and went off to the U.S. then non of these would have happend.
Noura: Then were even haha. Let's put it all behind us and start over.
I placed my hands on his and held on them so tight. I knew what I wanted, so did he. We spent the morning that way. We both ate our deliciouse carrot cake and drank our coffee. Fahad and I talked about everything and just laughed until tears formed in our eyes. I havent laughed like that in such a long time.
This is how I wanted to spend my life.. with Fahad, not in misery.
After out four hour breakfast Fahad took me back to the hotel and dropped me off at Rima's door. We both stood their nervous , staring at the floor. He finaly raised his head and lifted my chin up and leaned in to kiss me. I qucikley reacted and pushed him away slowly.
Fahad: Did I do something wrong?
Noura: No Fahad, it's not you it's me. I just don't feel it's right for me to kiss someone else while I'm still married. That would put me under "cheater" and no way am I allowing myself to sink to M7sin's level.
Fahad: 7beebty don't worry, I understand.
Noura: I knew you would. So anyways thank you for a wonderful morning.
Fahad: Hey anytime.
The door suddenly sprung open.
Rima: Well well well, looky here.
Fahad: Hello to you too.
Rima: I was worried about you!
Noura: Very funny. Don't lie you twet, my phone was on the whole time and I know you gave Fahad my number.
Rima: Oh.. hehe well anywho I'll be inside waiting to hear the details.
Noura: Fashlaaaa !!
Fahad: It's ok... almhm I'll call and check up on you later.
Noura: Ok.. bye.
The minute I walked in Rima pulled me onto the couch and begged me to fill her in. I had no choice, her constant nagging was hell to bare.
Rima: Ufff your love is like Disney. You gotta bring a little lust into it !!
Noura: RIMA ! I'm still married !
Rima: Hell that would never stop me. Fahad's red meat !
Noura: Your sick...
What did I do? Was I not enough for him? We finaly passed that bumpy road and now he wants to climb a brick wall ?
Rima suggested that I should be away from him and stay with her, I agreed.
So a few days had passed. I canceled my number and got a new one, if M7sin called god knows what I would have done.
On one Tuesday morning I got a surprising phone call that woke me up. Only my family and Rima knew my new number. Rima was in the next room asleep and my parents wouldnt be awake at this hour so who could it possibly be? I got up and walked towards the dresser where I had kept it and looked at the screen. It was some random number. I answered the phone and it was Fahad. But how did he ... ?
Noura: Hello ?
Fahad: Noura! Good I got it down right! How are you?
Noura: Fahad? How did you get my number?
Fahad: Rima gave it to me.
Noura: Aha, ofcourse she did.
Fahad: I'm sorry if this is too awkward for you I could just erase it.
Noura: No it's fine. I'm actualy glad you called. It's been a while.
Fahad: Which is why I called........ Are you free right now?
Noura: Now? It's like 7 am!
Fahad: So?
Noura: I'm exhausted and I wanna go back to sleep.
Fahad: Yallah 3ad bla kasal !
Noura: Haha mani kaslana !
Fahad: If your not then yallah !
Noura: Alright alright fine. Where should I meet you?
Fahad: There's this new cafe that jusr opend up, I hear it has the best carrot cake.
Noura: Haha you know me too well don't you?
Fahad: Well I've never seen someone so addcited to carrot cake.
Noura: Ok, I'll see you there. Bye.
I suddenly felt so fresh. I jumped into the shower, got out, and wore my black skinny jeans and a loose white top. Finished the outfit off with my new black ankle boots from Victoria's Secret, quickley applied a naked beige lipstick and a bit of mascara and I was all set to go.
It took me about ten minutes to get there and once I did, my heart started racing and took controle over my entire body. I walked in and saw Fahad sitting there, his back faced towards me. With every step I kept telling myself to go back and run. What was I doing? Was this a breakfast date? I was half a second away from sitting down with my long lost love.
Noura: Hey you.
Fahad: Hey yourself.
Noura: So wheres the cheescake?
Fahad: Haha why are you so nervous?
Noura: Who said anything about being nervous?
Fahad: You tell lame jokes when your nervous..
Noura: Well, this is kinda awkward.
Fahad: Noura, relax were just having brekafast.
Noura: Yeah your right. So how've you been?
Fahad: I'm doing fine, what about you.
Noura: Hmmm let's see. I just found out that my husbands having an affair, and I moved in with my best friend. So you tell me.
Fahad: What the hell is that guys problem?! 7beebty Noura I'm sorry I wish there was something I could do.
Noura: You asked and I answered so what you can do is start my day.
Fahad: I was always good at that. *wink*
Noura: Fahad...
Fahad: Yeah?
Noura: I'm sorry... about everything I've put you through.
Fahad: Why are you the one aplogizing? If I wasn't such a coward and went off to the U.S. then non of these would have happend.
Noura: Then were even haha. Let's put it all behind us and start over.
I placed my hands on his and held on them so tight. I knew what I wanted, so did he. We spent the morning that way. We both ate our deliciouse carrot cake and drank our coffee. Fahad and I talked about everything and just laughed until tears formed in our eyes. I havent laughed like that in such a long time.
This is how I wanted to spend my life.. with Fahad, not in misery.
After out four hour breakfast Fahad took me back to the hotel and dropped me off at Rima's door. We both stood their nervous , staring at the floor. He finaly raised his head and lifted my chin up and leaned in to kiss me. I qucikley reacted and pushed him away slowly.
Fahad: Did I do something wrong?
Noura: No Fahad, it's not you it's me. I just don't feel it's right for me to kiss someone else while I'm still married. That would put me under "cheater" and no way am I allowing myself to sink to M7sin's level.
Fahad: 7beebty don't worry, I understand.
Noura: I knew you would. So anyways thank you for a wonderful morning.
Fahad: Hey anytime.
The door suddenly sprung open.
Rima: Well well well, looky here.
Fahad: Hello to you too.
Rima: I was worried about you!
Noura: Very funny. Don't lie you twet, my phone was on the whole time and I know you gave Fahad my number.
Rima: Oh.. hehe well anywho I'll be inside waiting to hear the details.
Noura: Fashlaaaa !!
Fahad: It's ok... almhm I'll call and check up on you later.
Noura: Ok.. bye.
The minute I walked in Rima pulled me onto the couch and begged me to fill her in. I had no choice, her constant nagging was hell to bare.
Rima: Ufff your love is like Disney. You gotta bring a little lust into it !!
Noura: RIMA ! I'm still married !
Rima: Hell that would never stop me. Fahad's red meat !
Noura: Your sick...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Trapped {21}
Noura: Ufff enough !
M7sin: Babe is everything ok ?
Noura: I'm fine but Rima has been calling me for over an hour now and ... the gilr just doesnt know when to quit.
M7sin: You guys got into a fight or something?
Noura: Yeah, a silly little one last night.
M7sin: Im sorry sweetie, do you wanna talk about it?
Noura: No.
M7sin: C'mon it will make you feel better.
Noura: You won't like it...
M7sin: I'll be fine.
Noura: Well... she hates you and that pissed me off.
M7sin: Ouch!
Noura: I'm sorry.. I told her to start acting a bit more mature but yesterday at the party I figuired out who she really was.
M7sin: Which is...
Noura: A selfish cruel-hearted bitch !
M7sin: Baby calm down . I'm sure it's all just a huge misunderstanding that's all.
Noura: Whatever... I'm going out with Yasser now so that will keep me sane, for a while atleast.
M7sin: Try to enjoy it. She's worth it to be this upset.
Noura: I know. Thanks.
M7sin: I love you 7beebty. You know that right?
Noura: Ofcourse...
M7sin: Oh baby wait !!
Noura: Hmm?
M7sin: When you get back there will be a surprise waiting for you.
Noura: ....Can't wait.
Later With Yasser...
Yasser: Yallah 3ad ya Noura bla 7arakat. She's your best friend!
Noura: If you invited me out to talk about Rima then I don't wanna hear it !
Yasser: Can you just please tell me what happend between you two. Everything was peachy then two seconds later BAM cat fight.
Noura: You saw us last night?
Yasser: Yeah for afar. And from the expressions on both your faces I wouldn't say it was pleasent.
Noura: *sigh* The whole time she's been staying with us she's been nothing but rude and immature towards my husband. I've talked to her about it so many time but the girl just won't listen.
Yasser: Noura you know she only wants you to be happy.
Noura: I don't think so. If she really does then she should try to be happy with me. Not make me misrable everytime she walks into the room.
Yasser: It's better if you both just sit down for a while and talk.
Noura: Are you crazy? After what she did? No !
Yasser: Listen, I'm not asking as her boyfriend. I'm asking as your brother. Please just talk to her.
Noura: ..... Your lucky that I love you so damn much and can't say no to you!
After my little get together with Yasser I went over to the hotel that Rima was staying at.
Rima: N- Noura. Ho come in come in !
Noura: Thanks...
Rima: I'm surprised you came.
Noura: I'm even more surprised trust me.
Rima: Uhhh do you want anything to drink? Water, tea?
Noura: No I'm fine.
Rima: Ok... so how have you been?
Noura: It's only been a day Rima.
Rima: Yeah... I'm sorry.
Noura: It's ok. How's the hotel?
Rima: Haha I actualy would prefer your house.
Noura: Sorry about that. But you have to know I was just so angry with you that I did what I had to do.
Rima: Aha.. which is kicking your best friend out who YOU asked to come all the from Europe?
Noura: Don't blame me ok. You would have done the same thing and you know it !
Rima: No I would never. Yes maybe the anger but the situation, I would have never handeled it the way you did.
Noura: You know what why am I even here. It was a stupid idea to begin with !
Rima: So what do you wanna do now?
Noura: I dont know.. I wanna say I'm sorry but at the same time I will punch the wall.
Rima: Well good for you being all with the honesty.
Noura: Well what do you me to do huh ?
Rima: Fisrt off could tell your best friend what's in your mind at this very second.
Noura: I want to leave.
Rima: *walking to the bedroom* see yourself out.
I got into my car a drove back home.
Noura: M7sin ?
M7sin: Upstairs 7beebty.
Noura: Haha are you decent?
M7sin: Yeah c'mon in.
Noura: You wont believe the day I --
M7sin: Surprise!
The room was filled with candels. The bed was covered with red silk covers, my favorite.
I walked over to M7sin and he took off my sweater. We started to undress eachother then we both made our way onto the bed. I don't know if I was really ready or if I was just doing this to ease the anger I was in.
Before anything could happen, M7sin's phone rang.
Noura: Who's calling you?
M7sin: Forget it... where were we ?
Noura: M7sin I don't wanna do this if your phone is gonna keep ringing. Just get rid of it.
M7sin: Ok hand it to me.
I picked up his phone and saw an unknown number.
Noura: It's an anonymous number.
M7sin: See? Nothing to worry about.
Noura: See? *sarcatic tone* their calling again so see who it is. Maybe it's a friend you didn't save.
M7sin: I'll just put it on silent and check it out later. It's about us now.
Noura: *sigh* Fine let me get it. Hello ...
Stranger: *silent*
Noura: Hello ?
M7sin: Noura what's wrong who is it?
Noura: Mdri no ones speaking. Hello ? Is anyone there?
Stranger: I'm sorry, is this M7sin's mobile ?
I hung up the phone.
Noura: It's all about us huh ? You really think you had me fooled didn't you?
M7sin: What are ypu talking about? Who was that?
Noura: Next time if your going to cheat, then atleast be smart enough to buy an extra phone just for that.
I pushed M7sin off of me, wore my robe and rushed into my car. I didn't care how I was dressed but I just needed to leave that house.
I knew exactley where to go. But I didn't know if I would be welcomed with open arms.
Noura: *crying* Hi.... can I come in?
Rima: 7beebty ..... come here.
M7sin: Babe is everything ok ?
Noura: I'm fine but Rima has been calling me for over an hour now and ... the gilr just doesnt know when to quit.
M7sin: You guys got into a fight or something?
Noura: Yeah, a silly little one last night.
M7sin: Im sorry sweetie, do you wanna talk about it?
Noura: No.
M7sin: C'mon it will make you feel better.
Noura: You won't like it...
M7sin: I'll be fine.
Noura: Well... she hates you and that pissed me off.
M7sin: Ouch!
Noura: I'm sorry.. I told her to start acting a bit more mature but yesterday at the party I figuired out who she really was.
M7sin: Which is...
Noura: A selfish cruel-hearted bitch !
M7sin: Baby calm down . I'm sure it's all just a huge misunderstanding that's all.
Noura: Whatever... I'm going out with Yasser now so that will keep me sane, for a while atleast.
M7sin: Try to enjoy it. She's worth it to be this upset.
Noura: I know. Thanks.
M7sin: I love you 7beebty. You know that right?
Noura: Ofcourse...
M7sin: Oh baby wait !!
Noura: Hmm?
M7sin: When you get back there will be a surprise waiting for you.
Noura: ....Can't wait.
Later With Yasser...
Yasser: Yallah 3ad ya Noura bla 7arakat. She's your best friend!
Noura: If you invited me out to talk about Rima then I don't wanna hear it !
Yasser: Can you just please tell me what happend between you two. Everything was peachy then two seconds later BAM cat fight.
Noura: You saw us last night?
Yasser: Yeah for afar. And from the expressions on both your faces I wouldn't say it was pleasent.
Noura: *sigh* The whole time she's been staying with us she's been nothing but rude and immature towards my husband. I've talked to her about it so many time but the girl just won't listen.
Yasser: Noura you know she only wants you to be happy.
Noura: I don't think so. If she really does then she should try to be happy with me. Not make me misrable everytime she walks into the room.
Yasser: It's better if you both just sit down for a while and talk.
Noura: Are you crazy? After what she did? No !
Yasser: Listen, I'm not asking as her boyfriend. I'm asking as your brother. Please just talk to her.
Noura: ..... Your lucky that I love you so damn much and can't say no to you!
After my little get together with Yasser I went over to the hotel that Rima was staying at.
Rima: N- Noura. Ho come in come in !
Noura: Thanks...
Rima: I'm surprised you came.
Noura: I'm even more surprised trust me.
Rima: Uhhh do you want anything to drink? Water, tea?
Noura: No I'm fine.
Rima: Ok... so how have you been?
Noura: It's only been a day Rima.
Rima: Yeah... I'm sorry.
Noura: It's ok. How's the hotel?
Rima: Haha I actualy would prefer your house.
Noura: Sorry about that. But you have to know I was just so angry with you that I did what I had to do.
Rima: Aha.. which is kicking your best friend out who YOU asked to come all the from Europe?
Noura: Don't blame me ok. You would have done the same thing and you know it !
Rima: No I would never. Yes maybe the anger but the situation, I would have never handeled it the way you did.
Noura: You know what why am I even here. It was a stupid idea to begin with !
Rima: So what do you wanna do now?
Noura: I dont know.. I wanna say I'm sorry but at the same time I will punch the wall.
Rima: Well good for you being all with the honesty.
Noura: Well what do you me to do huh ?
Rima: Fisrt off could tell your best friend what's in your mind at this very second.
Noura: I want to leave.
Rima: *walking to the bedroom* see yourself out.
I got into my car a drove back home.
Noura: M7sin ?
M7sin: Upstairs 7beebty.
Noura: Haha are you decent?
M7sin: Yeah c'mon in.
Noura: You wont believe the day I --
M7sin: Surprise!
The room was filled with candels. The bed was covered with red silk covers, my favorite.
I walked over to M7sin and he took off my sweater. We started to undress eachother then we both made our way onto the bed. I don't know if I was really ready or if I was just doing this to ease the anger I was in.
Before anything could happen, M7sin's phone rang.
Noura: Who's calling you?
M7sin: Forget it... where were we ?
Noura: M7sin I don't wanna do this if your phone is gonna keep ringing. Just get rid of it.
M7sin: Ok hand it to me.
I picked up his phone and saw an unknown number.
Noura: It's an anonymous number.
M7sin: See? Nothing to worry about.
Noura: See? *sarcatic tone* their calling again so see who it is. Maybe it's a friend you didn't save.
M7sin: I'll just put it on silent and check it out later. It's about us now.
Noura: *sigh* Fine let me get it. Hello ...
Stranger: *silent*
Noura: Hello ?
M7sin: Noura what's wrong who is it?
Noura: Mdri no ones speaking. Hello ? Is anyone there?
Stranger: I'm sorry, is this M7sin's mobile ?
I hung up the phone.
Noura: It's all about us huh ? You really think you had me fooled didn't you?
M7sin: What are ypu talking about? Who was that?
Noura: Next time if your going to cheat, then atleast be smart enough to buy an extra phone just for that.
I pushed M7sin off of me, wore my robe and rushed into my car. I didn't care how I was dressed but I just needed to leave that house.
I knew exactley where to go. But I didn't know if I would be welcomed with open arms.
Noura: *crying* Hi.... can I come in?
Rima: 7beebty ..... come here.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Sorry
Sorry you guys but I'm really not up to posting anything today. I could but would you rather have a lame non intresting post when I'm tired or one hell of a post when I'm energetic?
Yeah.. that's what I thought.
Anyways, I also wanted to correct a little mistake I made in my previous post entitled "Pearla"
A friend of mine noticed this mistake and demanded that I fix it. She hates it when things are even a little messed up. So I gotta do what I gotta do...
My dad is Kuwaiti.. which makes me a Kuwaiti ofcourse.
My parents divorced and I moved to Jeddah,KSA with my mom who is from Najd and my little sister.
*sigh* Good that's over with. Now if you wanna know anything else about me, even the most random of the randoms then I'm up for it. I don't know why but I love answering anything that comes my way. Fun hehe...
So ask awaaaaaaaaaaaaaay !! :D *excited*
Luv U All !
xx- D
Yeah.. that's what I thought.
Anyways, I also wanted to correct a little mistake I made in my previous post entitled "Pearla"
A friend of mine noticed this mistake and demanded that I fix it. She hates it when things are even a little messed up. So I gotta do what I gotta do...
My dad is Kuwaiti.. which makes me a Kuwaiti ofcourse.
My parents divorced and I moved to Jeddah,KSA with my mom who is from Najd and my little sister.
*sigh* Good that's over with. Now if you wanna know anything else about me, even the most random of the randoms then I'm up for it. I don't know why but I love answering anything that comes my way. Fun hehe...
So ask awaaaaaaaaaaaaaay !! :D *excited*
Luv U All !
xx- D
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Trapped {20}
I couldn't wait for my birthday to arrive. The one day I thought would give me peace and happiness. But I guess I was wrong, because what I wished for when I woke up that morning didn't come true leaving me with a day filled with drama.
M7sin: Happy birthday baby !
Noura: Umm... you couldn't have waited till I got downstairs?
M7sin: A55 your so adorable. So what's planned for today hmm? Anything you want. *taking me in his arms*
Rima: Ok guys seriosuly? Eww! I'm in the room.
M7sin: *letting go of me* Uhhh no, you just walked in. Now walk back out.
Rima: *completley ignoring M7sin* So babe? Anything special you want us to do?
M7sin: Us? I hope you mean me and my wife?
Rima: Don't worry , just give her your credit card and we'll go do some shopping for a couple of hours. Then at night she's all yours.
M7sin: Uhh...
Noura: You guys really it's ok. I'm not in the celebrating mood.
M7sin: 7beebty esh feeki ?
Noura: I'm just tired thats all.
Rima: Babe c'mon you'll be in the mood once you get freshend up.
M7sin: 5ala9 ya Rima mrty t3bana 5leeha.
Rima: Screw you M7sin yallah Noura.
Noura: Rima !
Rima: What?
Noura: Outside now !!
Rima: What's your deal ?
Noura: What's YOUR deal ?
Rima: I just want you to have an awsome birthday.
Noura: Rima you cant talk to my husband that way. Give him some respect !
Rima: Babe I'm sorry I love you and all but the guy pisses me off !
Noura: What the hell did he ever do to you ?
Rima: Not me, you.
Noura: Oh my god, weve been over this a million times. I'm passed all that and were starting a fresh page.
Rima: Don't lie straight to my face ok. I know you better than anybody.
Noura: Rima what the hell !!
Rima: You don't love M7sin, why are you lying to yourself?
Noura: Oh my god Rima I'm going to shoot myself. Why can't you just be happy for me?
Rima: Because you'r not. Don't you get it?
Noura: Get what?
Rima: You want to forgive M7sin but you can't. You want to love him again but that's impossible. Your scared of getting a divorce because to you that means failing in life. But let me tell you something. If you leave now that makes you one hell of a women. If you stay, then you'll be staying out of fear not love. Your still young so why ruin your life? Fahad is --
Noura: FAHAD? Wsh da5al Fahad? Did he put you up to this?
Rima: Calm down.. he didn't put me up to anything, this is all me talking. You love him and don't try to fight it or hide it. I wouldn't say this if I didn't love you.
Noura: You know what? I'm suddenly not in a shopping mood. Now if you'll excuse me my husbands waiting for me.
Rima: How long has it been since you two had sex?
Noura: Ok now you've crosssed the line !
Rima: Why do you think that is?
Noura: Not that it's any of your buiness but we just had sex last night ok.
Rima: No you didn't dont lie. Trust me on my last visit I could hear you guys humping lik dogs ok. And for the past month nada, zip, nothing ! So what's the problem?
Noura: You are one sick bitch ! *walking away*
Rima: Face it Noura you don't love him.
I was so mad that I honeslty believed I could commit murder. I was so annoyed by her words that I just needed some air. So I went out for a drive, turned up the music and just enjoyed the wind in my hair.
When I got home later that night I walked in to a dark house. Once I opend the lights people yelled surprise.
Everyone I knew was there. My family,M7sin, and a few friends that I havent seen in a while. Yes I was surprised but not in the mood.
I went and said hello to everyone and accepted my gifts. A few hours had gone by and I was prety much beat. Suddenly the bell rang and Rima went to open it. She brought in the late arriving guest and why am I not surprised... it was Fahad.
Ofcourse I didn't want to make a scene so I got up and said hello to him. Rima was still standing there smiling like it was all a happy ending. M7sin was a gentleman and said hello. I offered him a piece of cake then excused myself to use the restroom.
When I opend the door to leave I saw Fahad standing there. He pushed be back into the restroom and locked the door.
Noura: What are you doing? Let me out !
Fahad: Happy birthday Noura.
Noura: Awww cute. Now let me out. *reaching for the handel*
Fahad: Wait! I have something for you.
Noura: And you couldnt give it to me out side?
Fahad: No.... actualy I wanted us to be alone.
Noura: 6yb yallah hurry it up.
Fahad reached for his coat pocket and pulled out this small black gift box.
Fahad: Here...
Noura: ... It's a ring.
Fahad: The Cladagh ring.
Noura: Haha the what?
Fahad: You don't remember it do you?
Noura: Am I supposed to?
Fahad: When we were......
Noura: Go on.
Fahad: Together.... you kept going on and on about this ring. You kept trying to search for it but could never find it. You told me it could only be located in Scotland since it originated from there. And... you showed me a picture of it once and it never left my mind.
Noura: Ok.... still not getting you.
Fahad: The university had us go on this mini trip to Scotland and we had a day off where I went to check everything out. I walked pass this jewlery shop and I saw it there in the window display.
Noura: Oh my god... you got it for me?
Fahad: That would explain it being in your hand right now. So yes.
Noura: I don't know what to say.... Thank you.
I hugged Fahad where he held me so close to him. And once again I felt his warm soul. He slowly pulled me away leaning in closer to my lips. I quickley pushed him aside and opend the door.
Noura: What do these three symbols mean?
Fahad: The heart in the middle stand for love. The hands holding onto the heart from each side stands for friendship. And the crown above the heart stands for loyalty.
An Hour Later...
Rima: Fahad wear are you going?
Fahad: It's getting late.
Rima: No please stay a bit longer.
Fahad: Rima... thanks for inviting me I really appreciate it but I really have to be going.
Rima: Why did anything happen with Noura?
Noura: Rima don't force the guy. If he wants to leave let him leave.
Rima: Yeah but were all having so much fun that --
Noura: No Rima your having so much fun. So much fun of trying to ruin my marriage by inviting Fahad here.
Rima: AHA ! So you knew you'd get weak in the knees if you ever saw him.
Noura: No !
Rima: Really? Then why did I see Fahad push you into the bathroom?
Noura: First of all I wasn't aware he was there and second he just wanted to give me my present.
Rima: Ohhh... right... ofcourse.
Noura: RIMA THAT'S ENOUGH I'VE HAD IT !!
Fahad: Noura calm down. Rima 5ala9 please stop this. Don't frustrate her it's her birthday.
Rima: See. The way you look at him....
Noura: Get out of my house.
Rima: What?
Noura: You herd me, get out of my house.
Rima: Noura 7beebty I'm sorry but--
Noura: NO BUTS ! GET OUT OF HERE !
M7sin: Noura? Is everything ok over here?
Noura: Yes. Rima's ending her stay with us.
M7sin: Oh...
Noura: So Fahad take care and thank you so much for coming.
Fahad: Uhh... yeah ofcourse. Good night. *whispering to rima* Allah yehdeki Rima.
After Rima gathered up all her belongings she stood there infront of the door. She didn't want to come in to the living room and have questions raised. She stared straight at me where I gave her a plain look and continued my coversation with my mother. My dad and brothers had left early.
Rima finaly turned to M7sin hoping for a sympathetic smile but instead he came to her. She smiled as he walked over to her. She began to think that maybe he's not bad after all.
M7sin: Game's over... you lose bitch.
M7sin: Happy birthday baby !
Noura: Umm... you couldn't have waited till I got downstairs?
M7sin: A55 your so adorable. So what's planned for today hmm? Anything you want. *taking me in his arms*
Rima: Ok guys seriosuly? Eww! I'm in the room.
M7sin: *letting go of me* Uhhh no, you just walked in. Now walk back out.
Rima: *completley ignoring M7sin* So babe? Anything special you want us to do?
M7sin: Us? I hope you mean me and my wife?
Rima: Don't worry , just give her your credit card and we'll go do some shopping for a couple of hours. Then at night she's all yours.
M7sin: Uhh...
Noura: You guys really it's ok. I'm not in the celebrating mood.
M7sin: 7beebty esh feeki ?
Noura: I'm just tired thats all.
Rima: Babe c'mon you'll be in the mood once you get freshend up.
M7sin: 5ala9 ya Rima mrty t3bana 5leeha.
Rima: Screw you M7sin yallah Noura.
Noura: Rima !
Rima: What?
Noura: Outside now !!
Rima: What's your deal ?
Noura: What's YOUR deal ?
Rima: I just want you to have an awsome birthday.
Noura: Rima you cant talk to my husband that way. Give him some respect !
Rima: Babe I'm sorry I love you and all but the guy pisses me off !
Noura: What the hell did he ever do to you ?
Rima: Not me, you.
Noura: Oh my god, weve been over this a million times. I'm passed all that and were starting a fresh page.
Rima: Don't lie straight to my face ok. I know you better than anybody.
Noura: Rima what the hell !!
Rima: You don't love M7sin, why are you lying to yourself?
Noura: Oh my god Rima I'm going to shoot myself. Why can't you just be happy for me?
Rima: Because you'r not. Don't you get it?
Noura: Get what?
Rima: You want to forgive M7sin but you can't. You want to love him again but that's impossible. Your scared of getting a divorce because to you that means failing in life. But let me tell you something. If you leave now that makes you one hell of a women. If you stay, then you'll be staying out of fear not love. Your still young so why ruin your life? Fahad is --
Noura: FAHAD? Wsh da5al Fahad? Did he put you up to this?
Rima: Calm down.. he didn't put me up to anything, this is all me talking. You love him and don't try to fight it or hide it. I wouldn't say this if I didn't love you.
Noura: You know what? I'm suddenly not in a shopping mood. Now if you'll excuse me my husbands waiting for me.
Rima: How long has it been since you two had sex?
Noura: Ok now you've crosssed the line !
Rima: Why do you think that is?
Noura: Not that it's any of your buiness but we just had sex last night ok.
Rima: No you didn't dont lie. Trust me on my last visit I could hear you guys humping lik dogs ok. And for the past month nada, zip, nothing ! So what's the problem?
Noura: You are one sick bitch ! *walking away*
Rima: Face it Noura you don't love him.
I was so mad that I honeslty believed I could commit murder. I was so annoyed by her words that I just needed some air. So I went out for a drive, turned up the music and just enjoyed the wind in my hair.
When I got home later that night I walked in to a dark house. Once I opend the lights people yelled surprise.
Everyone I knew was there. My family,M7sin, and a few friends that I havent seen in a while. Yes I was surprised but not in the mood.
I went and said hello to everyone and accepted my gifts. A few hours had gone by and I was prety much beat. Suddenly the bell rang and Rima went to open it. She brought in the late arriving guest and why am I not surprised... it was Fahad.
Ofcourse I didn't want to make a scene so I got up and said hello to him. Rima was still standing there smiling like it was all a happy ending. M7sin was a gentleman and said hello. I offered him a piece of cake then excused myself to use the restroom.
When I opend the door to leave I saw Fahad standing there. He pushed be back into the restroom and locked the door.
Noura: What are you doing? Let me out !
Fahad: Happy birthday Noura.
Noura: Awww cute. Now let me out. *reaching for the handel*
Fahad: Wait! I have something for you.
Noura: And you couldnt give it to me out side?
Fahad: No.... actualy I wanted us to be alone.
Noura: 6yb yallah hurry it up.
Fahad reached for his coat pocket and pulled out this small black gift box.
Fahad: Here...
Noura: ... It's a ring.
Fahad: The Cladagh ring.
Noura: Haha the what?
Fahad: You don't remember it do you?
Noura: Am I supposed to?
Fahad: When we were......
Noura: Go on.
Fahad: Together.... you kept going on and on about this ring. You kept trying to search for it but could never find it. You told me it could only be located in Scotland since it originated from there. And... you showed me a picture of it once and it never left my mind.
Noura: Ok.... still not getting you.
Fahad: The university had us go on this mini trip to Scotland and we had a day off where I went to check everything out. I walked pass this jewlery shop and I saw it there in the window display.
Noura: Oh my god... you got it for me?
Fahad: That would explain it being in your hand right now. So yes.
Noura: I don't know what to say.... Thank you.
I hugged Fahad where he held me so close to him. And once again I felt his warm soul. He slowly pulled me away leaning in closer to my lips. I quickley pushed him aside and opend the door.
Noura: What do these three symbols mean?
Fahad: The heart in the middle stand for love. The hands holding onto the heart from each side stands for friendship. And the crown above the heart stands for loyalty.
An Hour Later...
Rima: Fahad wear are you going?
Fahad: It's getting late.
Rima: No please stay a bit longer.
Fahad: Rima... thanks for inviting me I really appreciate it but I really have to be going.
Rima: Why did anything happen with Noura?
Noura: Rima don't force the guy. If he wants to leave let him leave.
Rima: Yeah but were all having so much fun that --
Noura: No Rima your having so much fun. So much fun of trying to ruin my marriage by inviting Fahad here.
Rima: AHA ! So you knew you'd get weak in the knees if you ever saw him.
Noura: No !
Rima: Really? Then why did I see Fahad push you into the bathroom?
Noura: First of all I wasn't aware he was there and second he just wanted to give me my present.
Rima: Ohhh... right... ofcourse.
Noura: RIMA THAT'S ENOUGH I'VE HAD IT !!
Fahad: Noura calm down. Rima 5ala9 please stop this. Don't frustrate her it's her birthday.
Rima: See. The way you look at him....
Noura: Get out of my house.
Rima: What?
Noura: You herd me, get out of my house.
Rima: Noura 7beebty I'm sorry but--
Noura: NO BUTS ! GET OUT OF HERE !
M7sin: Noura? Is everything ok over here?
Noura: Yes. Rima's ending her stay with us.
M7sin: Oh...
Noura: So Fahad take care and thank you so much for coming.
Fahad: Uhh... yeah ofcourse. Good night. *whispering to rima* Allah yehdeki Rima.
After Rima gathered up all her belongings she stood there infront of the door. She didn't want to come in to the living room and have questions raised. She stared straight at me where I gave her a plain look and continued my coversation with my mother. My dad and brothers had left early.
Rima finaly turned to M7sin hoping for a sympathetic smile but instead he came to her. She smiled as he walked over to her. She began to think that maybe he's not bad after all.
M7sin: Game's over... you lose bitch.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Trapped {19}
Hey guys... Sorry I havent posted on three days. Bs knt f 3aza. My close friends father just passed away. Allah yer7amo!
Anyways I'm back now so enjoy the post. Love you all ! ;**
P.s- Did ya miss me? ;)
-D
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It's been a couple of weeks, and so far everthing's perfect. Things are heating up between Rima and Yasser and M7sin and I are starting to re-connect. As for Fahad, well I havent herd from him in a while. That is until he showed up out of the blue at my house.
Noura: Yallah yallah I'm coming ... GOD !!
Fahad: ...Hi
Noura: Fahad what are you doing here? *shutting the door behind me*
Fahad: Uhh... arnt you gonna invite me in?
Noura: Do you wanna get killed ?
Fahad: Ahaaa... I thought you said things were going smoothly.
Noura: Between me and M7sin it's all super. As for you and M7sin nu-uh never gonna happen.
Fahad: I thought you didn't want me to be a stranger Noura.
Noura: Yeah I did, and where were you these past 2 weeks?
Fahad: I've... been around.
Noura: Around huh? I see... well I gotta go.
M7sin: Noura?
Noura: Hala 7beeby... you remember Fahad?
M7sin: Ya hala Fahood. What are you dong out here its a heat wave. Get in , get in.
Noura: Say what now ?
M7sin: 7beebty don't be rude go get him some tea or something.
Noura: Ok what !
Fahad: Yeah Noura invite me in *grin*
Noura: Oh no you --
Fahad: Hey M7sin wait up... oh and I like my tea with two sugars.
Noura: Ughhh !!!
I stormed into the kitchen and made "6al 3mro" his special tea. And by speacial I mean salty. I'm not the type to act all childish, I am a lady. But every lady's gotta be a bitch sometimes.
Noura: Here's your tea. Enjoy!
Fahad: I very much will thank you.
Fahad spat out his tea right at M7sin where they both got up furiosuly. I just sat there like an innocent little kitty.
M7sin: Fahad shfeek ?
Noura: Yeah Fahad what's wrong. I made it speacialy just for you.
Fahad: La.. nothing. Too hot.
M7sin: Noura lead him into the bathroom, I'm going to go change my shirt.
Noura: Ofcourse 7beeby. C'mon you!
Fahad: You know I never knew devils could leave their layrs.
Noura: Oh it's our day off wohoo !
Fahad: Your pathetic.
Noura: And your a hepicrit ! Now go dry off !
Fahad: I'm sorry Noura.
Noura: Ohoooo really ?
Fahad: Don't push it ok. *taking off his shirt*
Noura: WHoaaaaaah !!! You could atleast wait until I closed the door.
Fahad: Aww.. someones scared she's gonna jump me.
Noura: Don't flatter yourself.
Fahad: On the contrary you could never take your hands off me in the pool. Ahh the old days. We'd be hanging out in the pool with all our friends and I'd carry you on my shoulders, your legs wrapped around me so tight then you try to bring your head down to kiss me. Oh yeah and then..
Noura: OK STOP !
Fahad: I love it when your turned on..
Noura: I'm so..... not.
Fahad: Not what ? *evil grin*
Noura: I'm so NOT turned on. And... you.... go put the thing back... I think I smell smoke.
Fahad: *whipers* Now I gotcha.
It was pretty much like that for the rest of Fahad's stay. The three of us would be talking about something and he would just look at me and I'd get turned on. I never thought a guy... FAHAD could have this much on an effect on me. I can't believe I'm actualy gonna say this...But I think I have a "Chuck Bass" on my hands.
That night Rima came home where I told her everything that happend earlier today. She was laughing the whole time , making fun of me and the whole situation. Her words were mainly "you got so turned on"..."you so want him". Ok Rima we get it! I was turned on... and still kinda am.
Unlike Rima I'm not a big fan of TV, well except for reality shows on E!. Rima is over and I mean over obsessed with "Gossip Girl" and once I saod Fahad was someway similar to "Chuck Bass" she went all hysterical on me and started taking situations from the show and putting me in them with Fahad. She kept going on and on for almost an hour till I got so annoyed and slapped her. It was just a small girl's slap no big deal.
Rima: 7mara what the hell ?
Noura: *sigh* shut up !
Rima: Fine , you could have said that.
Noura: I did you freak like for the past hour. We get it I'm turned on.
Rima: You what? I'm sorry I couldn't hear you.
Noura: I'M TURNED ON!! NOW END IT !
M7sin: Turned on by who babe?
Noura: Huh?
Rima: Ohhhh this is gonna be good.
Noura: ... By no other than you silly... Hi baby your back home. *running over*
Rima: Oh please!
Noura: Haha hey Rima?
Rima: Whats that babe?
Noura: Remember that movie we saw a couple of days ago? Hahaha where the women got her mouth stapled shut? Wow that was such a thriller!
Rima: *shooting me a look* I'm gonna head on up. Good night.
Noura: Love you too !
M7sin: So? Still turned on by me when I'm out huh ?
Noura: Well who wouldn't ? Heheh...
M7sin: So you wanna...
Noura: Yeah.... let's watch a movie.
I'm not a horrible person to not wanna make love to my husband. I'm turned on by Fahad until this hour and I'm supposed to have sex with M7sin while thinking about him? That's just unfair. A movie's better. That way my mind is focused on the TV.
Oh who the hell am I kidding. Im still damn turned on.
That son of a bitch!
Anyways I'm back now so enjoy the post. Love you all ! ;**
P.s- Did ya miss me? ;)
-D
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It's been a couple of weeks, and so far everthing's perfect. Things are heating up between Rima and Yasser and M7sin and I are starting to re-connect. As for Fahad, well I havent herd from him in a while. That is until he showed up out of the blue at my house.
Noura: Yallah yallah I'm coming ... GOD !!
Fahad: ...Hi
Noura: Fahad what are you doing here? *shutting the door behind me*
Fahad: Uhh... arnt you gonna invite me in?
Noura: Do you wanna get killed ?
Fahad: Ahaaa... I thought you said things were going smoothly.
Noura: Between me and M7sin it's all super. As for you and M7sin nu-uh never gonna happen.
Fahad: I thought you didn't want me to be a stranger Noura.
Noura: Yeah I did, and where were you these past 2 weeks?
Fahad: I've... been around.
Noura: Around huh? I see... well I gotta go.
M7sin: Noura?
Noura: Hala 7beeby... you remember Fahad?
M7sin: Ya hala Fahood. What are you dong out here its a heat wave. Get in , get in.
Noura: Say what now ?
M7sin: 7beebty don't be rude go get him some tea or something.
Noura: Ok what !
Fahad: Yeah Noura invite me in *grin*
Noura: Oh no you --
Fahad: Hey M7sin wait up... oh and I like my tea with two sugars.
Noura: Ughhh !!!
I stormed into the kitchen and made "6al 3mro" his special tea. And by speacial I mean salty. I'm not the type to act all childish, I am a lady. But every lady's gotta be a bitch sometimes.
Noura: Here's your tea. Enjoy!
Fahad: I very much will thank you.
Fahad spat out his tea right at M7sin where they both got up furiosuly. I just sat there like an innocent little kitty.
M7sin: Fahad shfeek ?
Noura: Yeah Fahad what's wrong. I made it speacialy just for you.
Fahad: La.. nothing. Too hot.
M7sin: Noura lead him into the bathroom, I'm going to go change my shirt.
Noura: Ofcourse 7beeby. C'mon you!
Fahad: You know I never knew devils could leave their layrs.
Noura: Oh it's our day off wohoo !
Fahad: Your pathetic.
Noura: And your a hepicrit ! Now go dry off !
Fahad: I'm sorry Noura.
Noura: Ohoooo really ?
Fahad: Don't push it ok. *taking off his shirt*
Noura: WHoaaaaaah !!! You could atleast wait until I closed the door.
Fahad: Aww.. someones scared she's gonna jump me.
Noura: Don't flatter yourself.
Fahad: On the contrary you could never take your hands off me in the pool. Ahh the old days. We'd be hanging out in the pool with all our friends and I'd carry you on my shoulders, your legs wrapped around me so tight then you try to bring your head down to kiss me. Oh yeah and then..
Noura: OK STOP !
Fahad: I love it when your turned on..
Noura: I'm so..... not.
Fahad: Not what ? *evil grin*
Noura: I'm so NOT turned on. And... you.... go put the thing back... I think I smell smoke.
Fahad: *whipers* Now I gotcha.
It was pretty much like that for the rest of Fahad's stay. The three of us would be talking about something and he would just look at me and I'd get turned on. I never thought a guy... FAHAD could have this much on an effect on me. I can't believe I'm actualy gonna say this...But I think I have a "Chuck Bass" on my hands.
That night Rima came home where I told her everything that happend earlier today. She was laughing the whole time , making fun of me and the whole situation. Her words were mainly "you got so turned on"..."you so want him". Ok Rima we get it! I was turned on... and still kinda am.
Unlike Rima I'm not a big fan of TV, well except for reality shows on E!. Rima is over and I mean over obsessed with "Gossip Girl" and once I saod Fahad was someway similar to "Chuck Bass" she went all hysterical on me and started taking situations from the show and putting me in them with Fahad. She kept going on and on for almost an hour till I got so annoyed and slapped her. It was just a small girl's slap no big deal.
Rima: 7mara what the hell ?
Noura: *sigh* shut up !
Rima: Fine , you could have said that.
Noura: I did you freak like for the past hour. We get it I'm turned on.
Rima: You what? I'm sorry I couldn't hear you.
Noura: I'M TURNED ON!! NOW END IT !
M7sin: Turned on by who babe?
Noura: Huh?
Rima: Ohhhh this is gonna be good.
Noura: ... By no other than you silly... Hi baby your back home. *running over*
Rima: Oh please!
Noura: Haha hey Rima?
Rima: Whats that babe?
Noura: Remember that movie we saw a couple of days ago? Hahaha where the women got her mouth stapled shut? Wow that was such a thriller!
Rima: *shooting me a look* I'm gonna head on up. Good night.
Noura: Love you too !
M7sin: So? Still turned on by me when I'm out huh ?
Noura: Well who wouldn't ? Heheh...
M7sin: So you wanna...
Noura: Yeah.... let's watch a movie.
I'm not a horrible person to not wanna make love to my husband. I'm turned on by Fahad until this hour and I'm supposed to have sex with M7sin while thinking about him? That's just unfair. A movie's better. That way my mind is focused on the TV.
Oh who the hell am I kidding. Im still damn turned on.
That son of a bitch!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Trapped {18}
Noura: Ok stop it !
Rima: What?
Noura: Biting your nails !
Rima: Haw! Ana 7ora!
Noura: Feeki shay?
Rima: .....No
Noura: *sigh* Ok, fine.
Rima: Uhhh... well there is this tiny thing.
Noura: I'm listening.
Rima: I kinda like someone...
Noura: Awwwwwww 7beeebty I'm happy wallah! A5eeran you actualy found a guy.
Rima: Yeah, and about the guy...
Noura: Who is he? Do I know him?
Rima: Uha...
Noura: MEEEEEEN ?
Rima: Yasser...
Noura: Wait my brother Yasser ?
Rima: Yeah. He invited me to dinner tonight and I wanted your blessing before anything started with us.
Noura: 7beebat 8lbi inti. Ofcourse you can go out with him you don't need my permission. You guys would be an awsome pair.
Rima: Haha keif yallah ?
Noura: Well Yasser isn't like those guys who goes crazy when he sees a girl. Mara thageel when it comes to that topic. So if he wants to have dinner with you that's something HUGE.
Rima: So.... I should call him now right ?
Noura: Yeah go go.
Noura made her call and their date was set for tonight. Yasser would pick her up at around nine and they would go have dinner and this little french restuarant that Rima loves, which I hinted out to Yasser.
Meanwhile I was sitting bored in the living room waiting for M7sin to come. It was past his work hour and past il 3esha. He should have been home by now. I got worried so I decided to call which I never do. I give him his space the same way that I like to get mine. But this time was an acception. I called him twice but his phone was switched off. I left it at that and just sent him a message to call me back.
The hours past and Yasser and Rima were off at their little romantic dinner.
Yasser: So.... ?
Rima: Hehe mdri...
Yasser: La Rima please don't act shy around me. Your never shy.
Rima: I know bs a7na al7een were past the "Friends" stage. Were dating now and it's a little weird.
Yasser: Weird ?
Rima: No don't get me wrong, I ment good weird.
Yasser: Yeah... ok if that even exhists.
Rima: It does with me !
Yasser: Almhm moving on.
Rima: How's 5alty taking all of this?
Yasser: She got pretty emotional last nigth after you guys left but she's much better today.
Rima: Yrabi thaya8at 9dri al7een. 7beebty heya.
Yasser: Hey, don't be sad. I mean your on a date with the greatest guy.
Rima: Mashallah.... shoof 7alik 3ala nafsik, 3alay ana l2.
Yasser: Hahaaaayy...
Rima: Oh my god you are your stupid boy laugh.
Yasser: Rima...
Rima: Yeah?
Yasser: I'm bored.
Rima: Thank you !
Yasser: L2 not fo you. I just mean let's get out of here and just cruise around.
Rima: Ok, ok yallah.
The two lovebirds left there untouched food and started to cruise around. They laughed turning up the music and singing along. Rima was so happy. She had a boyfriend before but he broke her heart.
They were together for a year until she left him. He chaeted on her with two other girls which broke her heart. She stayed home for days not wanting to leave. She really loved this guy and he just stole her heart. From then on she promised to never let another boy hurt her again.
But things were diffirent with Yasser she thought. She got goosbumps whenever he touched her hand. She smiled big whenever he would turn his head, and once he would stare at her again her huge smile would turn into a shy one.
Yasser dropped Rima home where she found me asleep on the couch. She covered me up, dimmed the lights and went on upstairs.
M7sin finaly did get back, but at 2:30. I woke up to the sound of his car.
Noura: Where were you?
M7sin: Hala 7beebty. You know some wives give their husbands a kiss when they walk into the door.
Noura: A kiss? Are you seriouse? It's two !!
M7sin: I know 7beebty. Work was a little crazy today so I left at 5.
Noura: At 5 huh? Again I go back to 2 in the morning !
M7sin: I'm getting to that. The guys and I wanted to relax so we went over to mish3al's house and hung out then had dinner.
Noura: All this until 2 am ?
M7sin: Yeah. Were guys noura.
Noura: Yeah ok fine but why was your phone switched off ? You could have called or sent me a message telling me you were going to be late.
M7sin: I know, I know and I'm sorry. I promise you it will never happen again.
Noura: Ufff... 6yb 5ala9 I'm going to bed.
M7sin: *pulling me back by my waist* No no no, don't I get to taste the sweet lips of my wife first.
I gave M7sin a kiss then walked up. As I walked past Rima's bedroom I didn't notice her door half open. Behind the door there she was standing, listening to every word. She felt that something was up. Being the nosy girl that she is, she wanted to find out exactley what M7sin was hiding. Rima isn't always right about everything. Maybe getting herself into this little mission was a bad idea., or a good one. Who knows.
Rima: What?
Noura: Biting your nails !
Rima: Haw! Ana 7ora!
Noura: Feeki shay?
Rima: .....No
Noura: *sigh* Ok, fine.
Rima: Uhhh... well there is this tiny thing.
Noura: I'm listening.
Rima: I kinda like someone...
Noura: Awwwwwww 7beeebty I'm happy wallah! A5eeran you actualy found a guy.
Rima: Yeah, and about the guy...
Noura: Who is he? Do I know him?
Rima: Uha...
Noura: MEEEEEEN ?
Rima: Yasser...
Noura: Wait my brother Yasser ?
Rima: Yeah. He invited me to dinner tonight and I wanted your blessing before anything started with us.
Noura: 7beebat 8lbi inti. Ofcourse you can go out with him you don't need my permission. You guys would be an awsome pair.
Rima: Haha keif yallah ?
Noura: Well Yasser isn't like those guys who goes crazy when he sees a girl. Mara thageel when it comes to that topic. So if he wants to have dinner with you that's something HUGE.
Rima: So.... I should call him now right ?
Noura: Yeah go go.
Noura made her call and their date was set for tonight. Yasser would pick her up at around nine and they would go have dinner and this little french restuarant that Rima loves, which I hinted out to Yasser.
Meanwhile I was sitting bored in the living room waiting for M7sin to come. It was past his work hour and past il 3esha. He should have been home by now. I got worried so I decided to call which I never do. I give him his space the same way that I like to get mine. But this time was an acception. I called him twice but his phone was switched off. I left it at that and just sent him a message to call me back.
The hours past and Yasser and Rima were off at their little romantic dinner.
Yasser: So.... ?
Rima: Hehe mdri...
Yasser: La Rima please don't act shy around me. Your never shy.
Rima: I know bs a7na al7een were past the "Friends" stage. Were dating now and it's a little weird.
Yasser: Weird ?
Rima: No don't get me wrong, I ment good weird.
Yasser: Yeah... ok if that even exhists.
Rima: It does with me !
Yasser: Almhm moving on.
Rima: How's 5alty taking all of this?
Yasser: She got pretty emotional last nigth after you guys left but she's much better today.
Rima: Yrabi thaya8at 9dri al7een. 7beebty heya.
Yasser: Hey, don't be sad. I mean your on a date with the greatest guy.
Rima: Mashallah.... shoof 7alik 3ala nafsik, 3alay ana l2.
Yasser: Hahaaaayy...
Rima: Oh my god you are your stupid boy laugh.
Yasser: Rima...
Rima: Yeah?
Yasser: I'm bored.
Rima: Thank you !
Yasser: L2 not fo you. I just mean let's get out of here and just cruise around.
Rima: Ok, ok yallah.
The two lovebirds left there untouched food and started to cruise around. They laughed turning up the music and singing along. Rima was so happy. She had a boyfriend before but he broke her heart.
They were together for a year until she left him. He chaeted on her with two other girls which broke her heart. She stayed home for days not wanting to leave. She really loved this guy and he just stole her heart. From then on she promised to never let another boy hurt her again.
But things were diffirent with Yasser she thought. She got goosbumps whenever he touched her hand. She smiled big whenever he would turn his head, and once he would stare at her again her huge smile would turn into a shy one.
Yasser dropped Rima home where she found me asleep on the couch. She covered me up, dimmed the lights and went on upstairs.
M7sin finaly did get back, but at 2:30. I woke up to the sound of his car.
Noura: Where were you?
M7sin: Hala 7beebty. You know some wives give their husbands a kiss when they walk into the door.
Noura: A kiss? Are you seriouse? It's two !!
M7sin: I know 7beebty. Work was a little crazy today so I left at 5.
Noura: At 5 huh? Again I go back to 2 in the morning !
M7sin: I'm getting to that. The guys and I wanted to relax so we went over to mish3al's house and hung out then had dinner.
Noura: All this until 2 am ?
M7sin: Yeah. Were guys noura.
Noura: Yeah ok fine but why was your phone switched off ? You could have called or sent me a message telling me you were going to be late.
M7sin: I know, I know and I'm sorry. I promise you it will never happen again.
Noura: Ufff... 6yb 5ala9 I'm going to bed.
M7sin: *pulling me back by my waist* No no no, don't I get to taste the sweet lips of my wife first.
I gave M7sin a kiss then walked up. As I walked past Rima's bedroom I didn't notice her door half open. Behind the door there she was standing, listening to every word. She felt that something was up. Being the nosy girl that she is, she wanted to find out exactley what M7sin was hiding. Rima isn't always right about everything. Maybe getting herself into this little mission was a bad idea., or a good one. Who knows.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Trapped {17}
It's been two since I've been back home. Thing's seem to have gotten beter between me and M7sin. He seems more calm and relaxed which is a huge improvement. I went with him to see the doctor yesterday and he gave him some medication to help keep him calm and remove the stress. So far it's all been working really well. I'm starting to feel "back at home".
My parents have tried contacting me but I wouldn't answer or call back. I was going to tel them, and Fahad but just not yet. Let's see how things progress with M7sin first.
M7sin; 7beebty wnk I'm back?
Noura: I'm in the kitchen t3al !
M7sin: Hala bl 8amar *our first "kiss" since along time*
Noura: Uh...
M7sin: Feeki shay ?
Noura: Oh, no.. bs...
M7sin: I know... bs y3ni inti zojti.. and well.. its been.... a long time .. since... we...
Noura: Oh.. that? M7sin things are slowly started to progress between us. I'm not ready...
M7sin: Oh, well that's ok. Almhm ina were together right?
Noura: Ofcourse.
M7sin: So what are you doing?
Noura; Making a milkshake.
M7sin: Mmm... can you make me one while I go change?
Noura: Sure.
I know M7sin is my husband and he has his "needs" but I'm still not ready to give myself to him again. I mean we've been through so much and I just need time. My wounds are slowly starting to fade. I'm healing so, he just needs to be patient.
*Incoming Call Rima*
Noura: FINALY !
Rima: Babe wallah I'm so sorry bs I couldn't find a plane plus I was supposed to be here yesterday but the plane got delayed until this morning.
Noura: La 3adi it's ok, almhm your here?
Rima: Yeah my cousin picked me up and I'm on my way to see you right now !
Noura: Uhh. here? Now?
Rima: HAW ! Wsh feeki I'm on the way bye !
30 Minutes Later...
Rima arrived and we had our year old hug.
Rima: Oh........my........... god.
Noura: I know, it's alot to take in.
Rima: Ya think!
Noura: So what do you think?
Rima: Well I'm pissed at M7sin that's for sure. But still I mean you did the right thing. He is your husband after all. If theres a chance your marriage might still workout then go for it.
Noura: Ok good, now I can tell my parents.
Rima: WHAT! YOU STILL HAVENT TOLD THEM?
Noura: L2 6b3an! I havent spoken to them in two days bs I will inshallah today but COME WITH ME !
Rima: Haha 6yb 6yb lat 5afeen. By the way where's the beast?
Noura: RIMA !
Rima: What? Fine fine.. where's Mr. Lovely?
Noura: Very nice *fake smile* he's upstairs changing or showering..mdri 3ano.
M7sin: Ahlan ahlan nawarti betna.
Rima: Speak of the devil. *rolling her eyes*
Noura: 7beeby I hope you don't mind but Rima's going to be staying with us for a couple of days?
M7sin: Allah y7eeki Rima. Keifk? Keif London?
Rima: Haa?
I shot Rima in the foot signaling her to be polite.
Noura: Ouch! Oh London's fine but getting cold.
M7sin: O inti keifik?
Noura: As always hot !
M7sin: Haha still with the "hot" I see.
Noura: Oh my god... *murmering*
M7sin: Na3am?
Noura: Nothing.
M7sin: So what do you girls have planned for today?
Noura: were gonna go to my parents.
M7sin: Oh your gonna tell them?
Noura: I have to.
M7sin: Yeah no I'm not saying anything's wrong with it. Bl 3ax its a good idea. They should know.
Rima: Aha... well any whoooo I'm gonna go unpack.
After I helped Rima unpack her things we headed to my parents house. I was so nervouse and scared. But thankfuly I had Rima by my side. I told them everything. After I was done they just sat there in utter silence. Didn't speak a word until maybe five minutes later.
Just like Rima they were still very angry at him but were prud of me for stil trying to make the marriage work. They all said they would suport me and stand by me. I felt relieved.
I really hate bad timings.. I got up walking towards the kitchen to get some water when I found the front door open with fahad standing there. He overheard everything and looked so sad. I could see it in his eyes. The rage.
I started to walk over to him slowly. I walked outside where he followed me.
Fahad: I guess congratulations are in order.
Noura: Fahad...
Fahad: Why didn't you tell me?
Noura: It just happend like two days ago.
Fahad: I see, now what?
Noura: What do you mean now what?
Fahad: What about us?
Noura; Fahad there is no us. Those two crazy in love teenagers are in the past. This is the present and I'm married.
Fahad: Noura what about yesterday... we were going to kiss.
Noura: *sigh* That was never supposed to happen and it's good that it didn't.
Fahad: What are you saying Noura?
Noura: I'm saying that as a wife it is my duty to fix my marriage. I will try to fix things. And so far eveything is going really well. M7sin's improved so much I can't even believe it. If he could turn back into the man I met two years ago then I could be happy again.
Fahad: Do you still love him ?
Noura: What?
Fahad: you herd me. Do you still love him?
Noura: Ofcourse I do.... but its still buried somehwhere inside of me.
Fahad: So what am i supposed to do without you ?
Noura: You can try and support me. And I'm always going to be here for you. Let's just start fresh, as friends. *putting my hand forward*
Fahad: Freinds?
Noura: Friends.
Fahad: Freinds...
Rima: There you are yallah... oh.. hey Fahad I'm Rima Noura's friend.
Fahad: Hey Rima. Anyways I wish you the best.
Noura: Thanks... hey don't be a stranger ok ?
Fahad: How could I ?
Rima: What happend?
Noura: Let's just say it's a new chapter.
Rima: 6yb do you wanna get out of here and go some place?
Noura: Yeah I need a new atmosphere.
Rima: Ok wait here I'll go get out stuff.
Rima and I went to Crystal Mall where we had coffee and saw a movie. We had dinner after that then back home.
M7sin: Long day ?
Noura: Yup.
Rima: Hey M7sin.. well I'm beat. Good night.
Noura/M7sin: Good night.
M7sin: Yallah nmshi fo8?
Noura: Yallah.
20 Minutes Later...
Noura: Ahhhhhhhhhh I missed this bed.
M7sin: *pulling me close* It missed you too.
He looked deep into my eyes where I coul alost see the man I fell inlove with. He slolwy touched my lips with his. I kissed him back and we continued on. I have to admit it felt good to feel his touch again, his body on mine.
Things started growing more agressive, but not in a violent way ofcourse but in a more passionate way. He slowly started to remive my mini shorts when I stopped him and pushed his hand away. He tried again where once more I pushed his hands away and sat up.
Noura: M7sin... I told you no.
M7sin: But we were almost...
Noura: Yeah but we were making out not.... sex.
M7sin: 7beebty I don't want to pressure you. But is that what your afraid of?
Noura: No, no ofcourse not. I just don't think think it's time yet for us to .... let's just take things slow.
M7sin: 3la ra7tik 7beebty.
Noura: Thank you.
M7sin: For?
Noura: Doing all of this for me. I can't tell you how much it means to me.
M7sin: You know I'd do anything for you.
In Rima's Bedroom
Rima: Yeah dn't worry I'll keep an eye on him.
Yasser: Please take care of her.
Rima: She's going to be fine, I've seen them today and from what I've herd from her.
Yasser: I know but still she's my baby sister. I just don't want to see her get hurt again.
Rima: Lat 5af 3leha I'm here.
Yasser: Thank's Rima.
Rima: Walaw.
Yasser: Listen ...
Rima: Hmm?
Yasser: What about that dinner you promised me?
Rima: Haha what dinner?
Yasser: Remember on my 20th birthday there was a dare you got from me?
Rima: Oh my goooooooood !! Yeah haha I can't believe you still remember that it was all a game.
Yasser: Well I ment it.
Rima: Yasser... I don't know.
Yasser: Oh c'mon one dinner won't kill you.
Rima: But your my best friends brother. It's kinda weird.
Yasser: No it's not 3adi. Noura won't mind.
Rima: Yeah but I'll have to talk to her about it first.
Yasser: Mn jidik ?
Rima: Ofcourse!!
Yasser: Ok... talk to her tommorow and let me know.
Rima: I will.
Yasser: Good night Rima.
Rima: Night.
My parents have tried contacting me but I wouldn't answer or call back. I was going to tel them, and Fahad but just not yet. Let's see how things progress with M7sin first.
M7sin; 7beebty wnk I'm back?
Noura: I'm in the kitchen t3al !
M7sin: Hala bl 8amar *our first "kiss" since along time*
Noura: Uh...
M7sin: Feeki shay ?
Noura: Oh, no.. bs...
M7sin: I know... bs y3ni inti zojti.. and well.. its been.... a long time .. since... we...
Noura: Oh.. that? M7sin things are slowly started to progress between us. I'm not ready...
M7sin: Oh, well that's ok. Almhm ina were together right?
Noura: Ofcourse.
M7sin: So what are you doing?
Noura; Making a milkshake.
M7sin: Mmm... can you make me one while I go change?
Noura: Sure.
I know M7sin is my husband and he has his "needs" but I'm still not ready to give myself to him again. I mean we've been through so much and I just need time. My wounds are slowly starting to fade. I'm healing so, he just needs to be patient.
*Incoming Call Rima*
Noura: FINALY !
Rima: Babe wallah I'm so sorry bs I couldn't find a plane plus I was supposed to be here yesterday but the plane got delayed until this morning.
Noura: La 3adi it's ok, almhm your here?
Rima: Yeah my cousin picked me up and I'm on my way to see you right now !
Noura: Uhh. here? Now?
Rima: HAW ! Wsh feeki I'm on the way bye !
30 Minutes Later...
Rima arrived and we had our year old hug.
Rima: Oh........my........... god.
Noura: I know, it's alot to take in.
Rima: Ya think!
Noura: So what do you think?
Rima: Well I'm pissed at M7sin that's for sure. But still I mean you did the right thing. He is your husband after all. If theres a chance your marriage might still workout then go for it.
Noura: Ok good, now I can tell my parents.
Rima: WHAT! YOU STILL HAVENT TOLD THEM?
Noura: L2 6b3an! I havent spoken to them in two days bs I will inshallah today but COME WITH ME !
Rima: Haha 6yb 6yb lat 5afeen. By the way where's the beast?
Noura: RIMA !
Rima: What? Fine fine.. where's Mr. Lovely?
Noura: Very nice *fake smile* he's upstairs changing or showering..mdri 3ano.
M7sin: Ahlan ahlan nawarti betna.
Rima: Speak of the devil. *rolling her eyes*
Noura: 7beeby I hope you don't mind but Rima's going to be staying with us for a couple of days?
M7sin: Allah y7eeki Rima. Keifk? Keif London?
Rima: Haa?
I shot Rima in the foot signaling her to be polite.
Noura: Ouch! Oh London's fine but getting cold.
M7sin: O inti keifik?
Noura: As always hot !
M7sin: Haha still with the "hot" I see.
Noura: Oh my god... *murmering*
M7sin: Na3am?
Noura: Nothing.
M7sin: So what do you girls have planned for today?
Noura: were gonna go to my parents.
M7sin: Oh your gonna tell them?
Noura: I have to.
M7sin: Yeah no I'm not saying anything's wrong with it. Bl 3ax its a good idea. They should know.
Rima: Aha... well any whoooo I'm gonna go unpack.
After I helped Rima unpack her things we headed to my parents house. I was so nervouse and scared. But thankfuly I had Rima by my side. I told them everything. After I was done they just sat there in utter silence. Didn't speak a word until maybe five minutes later.
Just like Rima they were still very angry at him but were prud of me for stil trying to make the marriage work. They all said they would suport me and stand by me. I felt relieved.
I really hate bad timings.. I got up walking towards the kitchen to get some water when I found the front door open with fahad standing there. He overheard everything and looked so sad. I could see it in his eyes. The rage.
I started to walk over to him slowly. I walked outside where he followed me.
Fahad: I guess congratulations are in order.
Noura: Fahad...
Fahad: Why didn't you tell me?
Noura: It just happend like two days ago.
Fahad: I see, now what?
Noura: What do you mean now what?
Fahad: What about us?
Noura; Fahad there is no us. Those two crazy in love teenagers are in the past. This is the present and I'm married.
Fahad: Noura what about yesterday... we were going to kiss.
Noura: *sigh* That was never supposed to happen and it's good that it didn't.
Fahad: What are you saying Noura?
Noura: I'm saying that as a wife it is my duty to fix my marriage. I will try to fix things. And so far eveything is going really well. M7sin's improved so much I can't even believe it. If he could turn back into the man I met two years ago then I could be happy again.
Fahad: Do you still love him ?
Noura: What?
Fahad: you herd me. Do you still love him?
Noura: Ofcourse I do.... but its still buried somehwhere inside of me.
Fahad: So what am i supposed to do without you ?
Noura: You can try and support me. And I'm always going to be here for you. Let's just start fresh, as friends. *putting my hand forward*
Fahad: Freinds?
Noura: Friends.
Fahad: Freinds...
Rima: There you are yallah... oh.. hey Fahad I'm Rima Noura's friend.
Fahad: Hey Rima. Anyways I wish you the best.
Noura: Thanks... hey don't be a stranger ok ?
Fahad: How could I ?
Rima: What happend?
Noura: Let's just say it's a new chapter.
Rima: 6yb do you wanna get out of here and go some place?
Noura: Yeah I need a new atmosphere.
Rima: Ok wait here I'll go get out stuff.
Rima and I went to Crystal Mall where we had coffee and saw a movie. We had dinner after that then back home.
M7sin: Long day ?
Noura: Yup.
Rima: Hey M7sin.. well I'm beat. Good night.
Noura/M7sin: Good night.
M7sin: Yallah nmshi fo8?
Noura: Yallah.
20 Minutes Later...
Noura: Ahhhhhhhhhh I missed this bed.
M7sin: *pulling me close* It missed you too.
He looked deep into my eyes where I coul alost see the man I fell inlove with. He slolwy touched my lips with his. I kissed him back and we continued on. I have to admit it felt good to feel his touch again, his body on mine.
Things started growing more agressive, but not in a violent way ofcourse but in a more passionate way. He slowly started to remive my mini shorts when I stopped him and pushed his hand away. He tried again where once more I pushed his hands away and sat up.
Noura: M7sin... I told you no.
M7sin: But we were almost...
Noura: Yeah but we were making out not.... sex.
M7sin: 7beebty I don't want to pressure you. But is that what your afraid of?
Noura: No, no ofcourse not. I just don't think think it's time yet for us to .... let's just take things slow.
M7sin: 3la ra7tik 7beebty.
Noura: Thank you.
M7sin: For?
Noura: Doing all of this for me. I can't tell you how much it means to me.
M7sin: You know I'd do anything for you.
In Rima's Bedroom
Rima: Yeah dn't worry I'll keep an eye on him.
Yasser: Please take care of her.
Rima: She's going to be fine, I've seen them today and from what I've herd from her.
Yasser: I know but still she's my baby sister. I just don't want to see her get hurt again.
Rima: Lat 5af 3leha I'm here.
Yasser: Thank's Rima.
Rima: Walaw.
Yasser: Listen ...
Rima: Hmm?
Yasser: What about that dinner you promised me?
Rima: Haha what dinner?
Yasser: Remember on my 20th birthday there was a dare you got from me?
Rima: Oh my goooooooood !! Yeah haha I can't believe you still remember that it was all a game.
Yasser: Well I ment it.
Rima: Yasser... I don't know.
Yasser: Oh c'mon one dinner won't kill you.
Rima: But your my best friends brother. It's kinda weird.
Yasser: No it's not 3adi. Noura won't mind.
Rima: Yeah but I'll have to talk to her about it first.
Yasser: Mn jidik ?
Rima: Ofcourse!!
Yasser: Ok... talk to her tommorow and let me know.
Rima: I will.
Yasser: Good night Rima.
Rima: Night.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Trapped {16}
Hello there my little pretties. Sorry about the short post. I promise a longer one soon. Love you all ! ;**
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was in shock... I walked in and saw a completly diffirent room. The walls were painted diffirent, the carpet, the bathroom, the bed, the whole room was like it was magicaly copied from a magazine. It was gorgouse.
Noura: What is all this ?
M7sin: Well... while you were gone I decided to re-do the room the way you wanted.
Noura: The way I wanted ?
M7sin: Yeah, I remember when we first got this house you showed me some ideas of how you wanted the bedroom to be.
Noura: Yeah and you refused.
M7sin: I know but I was rumiging through your old stuff and I found it. I got a whole team together to have it done as soon as possible.
Noura: Ok wait... whats the point of all of this?
M7sin: The point is ... *coming closer and taking my hand and putting it on his chest* I love you. I know your standing there thinking I want to kill him but I do. I don't know why I did those things to you. I --
Noura: M7sin stop please...
M7sin: Nono wait let me finish, please. After you left I felt such guilt and shame that it killed me. I want us to work and I'm willing to do anything, anything you want.
Noura: See that's the thing, we can never work out our issues... sorry YOU can never work out your issues. Your saying all this now but you will hit me again. It's like a drug, you can't stop.
M7sin: *getting on his knees * Noura 7beebty inti please... don't do this. I just experianced my life without you and I don't want to go through it again please. I'm willing to go to a doctor but please don't leave me. *in tears*
Noura: .... Ok
M7sin: Ok?
Noura: Yeah, we'll get you better.
M7sin stood up and wrapped his arms around me. I could feel his beautiful soul again. He really was a deep man, but I just needed to bring him back. So I called and set an appointment for tommorow evening.
He is my husband after all and I'm his wife. It's my duty to stand by him no matter what. If he's willing to change and be a better person then I will help him with all my heart.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was in shock... I walked in and saw a completly diffirent room. The walls were painted diffirent, the carpet, the bathroom, the bed, the whole room was like it was magicaly copied from a magazine. It was gorgouse.
Noura: What is all this ?
M7sin: Well... while you were gone I decided to re-do the room the way you wanted.
Noura: The way I wanted ?
M7sin: Yeah, I remember when we first got this house you showed me some ideas of how you wanted the bedroom to be.
Noura: Yeah and you refused.
M7sin: I know but I was rumiging through your old stuff and I found it. I got a whole team together to have it done as soon as possible.
Noura: Ok wait... whats the point of all of this?
M7sin: The point is ... *coming closer and taking my hand and putting it on his chest* I love you. I know your standing there thinking I want to kill him but I do. I don't know why I did those things to you. I --
Noura: M7sin stop please...
M7sin: Nono wait let me finish, please. After you left I felt such guilt and shame that it killed me. I want us to work and I'm willing to do anything, anything you want.
Noura: See that's the thing, we can never work out our issues... sorry YOU can never work out your issues. Your saying all this now but you will hit me again. It's like a drug, you can't stop.
M7sin: *getting on his knees * Noura 7beebty inti please... don't do this. I just experianced my life without you and I don't want to go through it again please. I'm willing to go to a doctor but please don't leave me. *in tears*
Noura: .... Ok
M7sin: Ok?
Noura: Yeah, we'll get you better.
M7sin stood up and wrapped his arms around me. I could feel his beautiful soul again. He really was a deep man, but I just needed to bring him back. So I called and set an appointment for tommorow evening.
He is my husband after all and I'm his wife. It's my duty to stand by him no matter what. If he's willing to change and be a better person then I will help him with all my heart.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Trapped {15}
BEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEEEP BEE--
Noura: Ayyy...
KNOCK KNOCK !!
Noura: Ayyy...
Mother: NOURA ?
Noura: Ayyy...
Mother: Breakfast !
Noura: Ayyy...
Today was really not my day. I woke up with this crazy headach that resulted from god knows what, plus I've got to put on a smile since Fahad and his mother were joining us for breakfast. This was going to be a very intresting morning.
So I got out of bed, put on my pink robe and headed downstairs.
Mother: W a5eeran jeeti.
Noura: Sorry mama.
Mother: Shofi meen hina... 5altik Salwa o Fahad.
Noura: Ahleen 5alty...... Fahad.
Jamal: A77 !
Noura: 5air?
Jamal: I'm sensing some cold.
Yasser: Jimmy kil za8 bs !
Jamal: What did I do?
Noura: Just eat your food.
Once I entered the dining room the table was so full. I could barley find an empty seat. But ofcourse Fahad had to be a "gentelman" and pull me up a seat next to his.
Noura: Your kidding me right ?
Fahad: It's a chair Noura why do you have to go and pick on everything like a bread crum ?
Noura: O re --
Mother: SIT !!
I landed hard onto the chair which made my whole face melt. I've never seen my mother with such a temper. I just kept my face down and ate my food. After breakfast I went up to get dressed. I wore my dark blue jeans with a white polo. I just wanted to leave and get some fresh air. I opend the door and walked out. But before I could even make another step further Fahad pushed me back into my room and locked the door.
Noura: HEY !
Fahad: What was with that little charade you pulled downstairs ?
Noura: Oh really ? You want to talk about charade's do you ?
Fahad: What are you talking about ?
Noura: Alright then, we'll play. You first.
Fahad: Noura stop it !
Noura: NO YOU STOP IT *tears*
Fahad: Bsmilah 3leeki, sit down *taking my hand*
Noura: Dont touch me ! You liar ! You betrayed me !
Fahad: I never ment to hurt you Noura.
Noura: But you did. I was yours.... I loved you... and you left me....
Fahad: 7beebty I never wanted to lose you. All this was so you can start your life over. I was the cause of all of this. Why would you want to be with someone who hurt you?
Noura: You didnt hurt me Fahad. This. Right now, your hurting me. By leaving me, you hurt me.
Fahad: I wish I could take it back.
Noura: Too late.
Fahad: Sit down with me.
Noura: Ok...
Fahad: Look at me... *pulling me closer* I love you and I always will.
Noura: I.... still dont know why you had to leave me, we were great Fahad.
Fahad: I nearly killed you.
Noura: Well then so be it. I would rather die then not have you.
Fahad: 7beebty... t3ali.
Fahad pulled me closer to his chest. I could feel him. I started to remember everything. When we first met .. until the accident. I felt his touch again. His heart. His soul.
I rememberd how he use to make me feel. So alive and happy. I wanted that again. For me, for us. I wanted to stay in his arms forever. I could feel how much he loved me. It was never gone.
Fahad slowly pulled me back, just gazing into my eyes. My heart started to race rapidly, I knew what was coming next. He took my face and cuped it into his hands and leaned in to me. Just one more second away from kiss ....
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK !!
Mother: Noura?
Noura: Uhhh... na3am ?
Mother: Why is your door locked ?
Noura: I... I... I'm changing !
Mother: 6yb have you seen Fahad?
Noura: Fahad? Uhhh...
Fahad: *whispering* I'm not here.
Mother: Noura ?
Noura: Yeah sorry mama. No he isn't here.
Mother: Oh ok.... what are you doing here?
Noura: Mama what's wrong?
M7sin: Noura ifta7y el bab lwsama7ty !
Noura: M7sin?
M7sin: Ajal meen? Yallah were leaving.
Noura: What? No! I'm not going anywhere with you. Go away !
M7sin: La wallah 7beebty! '3asban 3ank jaya. Remember were married.
Noura: Married? That ended along time ago.
M7sin: Ya Noura.. If you dont open this door you know I can always break it down. But I;m trying to be polite here.
Noura: What do you know about curtisy ? *laughing*
PUMPPPP PUMPPP PUMPPP !!
Noura: STOP IT !!
M7sin: YALLAH !!
Noura: Ok ok... I'm coming !!
Fahad pulled me back to him and held me real tight. I started to form tears while he whiped them away gently with his fingers.
Fahad: Shhhh... baby shhhh... It's ok.
Noura: No its not .. I'm trapped, theres no way out for me anymore Fahad.
Fahad: Listen to me. You will go with him. Yes you will go through hell. But I'm here and I'm going to get you back.
Noura: No.. noo.... I cant I dont want to... Im scared.
*crying*
Fahad: Do you trust me ?
Noura: With my life.
Fahad: I love you so much Noura.
Noura: I love you too...
Fahad hid in the bathroom until M7sin and I left. I held my tears the whole ride home. I was being strong. I wanted to show M7sin that he cant controle me anymore, by use of silence not words or actions.
Mother: Bsmilah 3ala bnty...
Yasser: She'll be fine mama....
Mother: I hope so... I just hate that we can't do anything about it.
Yasser: Yeah... Why can't we ?
Mother: Oh 7beeby... it's so complicated.
Yasser: I know.... but I'm going over there tommorow. I just want to see her, make sure shes alright.
Mother: And?
Yasser: What and ?
Mother: Theres always something else with you.
Yasser: I need to have a talk with M7sin.
M7sin: Home sweet home.
Noura: Mmm hmm...
M7sin: Oh c'mon dont be upset. Go on upstairs I have a surprise for you.
To my shock....
Noura: Ayyy...
KNOCK KNOCK !!
Noura: Ayyy...
Mother: NOURA ?
Noura: Ayyy...
Mother: Breakfast !
Noura: Ayyy...
Today was really not my day. I woke up with this crazy headach that resulted from god knows what, plus I've got to put on a smile since Fahad and his mother were joining us for breakfast. This was going to be a very intresting morning.
So I got out of bed, put on my pink robe and headed downstairs.
Mother: W a5eeran jeeti.
Noura: Sorry mama.
Mother: Shofi meen hina... 5altik Salwa o Fahad.
Noura: Ahleen 5alty...... Fahad.
Jamal: A77 !
Noura: 5air?
Jamal: I'm sensing some cold.
Yasser: Jimmy kil za8 bs !
Jamal: What did I do?
Noura: Just eat your food.
Once I entered the dining room the table was so full. I could barley find an empty seat. But ofcourse Fahad had to be a "gentelman" and pull me up a seat next to his.
Noura: Your kidding me right ?
Fahad: It's a chair Noura why do you have to go and pick on everything like a bread crum ?
Noura: O re --
Mother: SIT !!
I landed hard onto the chair which made my whole face melt. I've never seen my mother with such a temper. I just kept my face down and ate my food. After breakfast I went up to get dressed. I wore my dark blue jeans with a white polo. I just wanted to leave and get some fresh air. I opend the door and walked out. But before I could even make another step further Fahad pushed me back into my room and locked the door.
Noura: HEY !
Fahad: What was with that little charade you pulled downstairs ?
Noura: Oh really ? You want to talk about charade's do you ?
Fahad: What are you talking about ?
Noura: Alright then, we'll play. You first.
Fahad: Noura stop it !
Noura: NO YOU STOP IT *tears*
Fahad: Bsmilah 3leeki, sit down *taking my hand*
Noura: Dont touch me ! You liar ! You betrayed me !
Fahad: I never ment to hurt you Noura.
Noura: But you did. I was yours.... I loved you... and you left me....
Fahad: 7beebty I never wanted to lose you. All this was so you can start your life over. I was the cause of all of this. Why would you want to be with someone who hurt you?
Noura: You didnt hurt me Fahad. This. Right now, your hurting me. By leaving me, you hurt me.
Fahad: I wish I could take it back.
Noura: Too late.
Fahad: Sit down with me.
Noura: Ok...
Fahad: Look at me... *pulling me closer* I love you and I always will.
Noura: I.... still dont know why you had to leave me, we were great Fahad.
Fahad: I nearly killed you.
Noura: Well then so be it. I would rather die then not have you.
Fahad: 7beebty... t3ali.
Fahad pulled me closer to his chest. I could feel him. I started to remember everything. When we first met .. until the accident. I felt his touch again. His heart. His soul.
I rememberd how he use to make me feel. So alive and happy. I wanted that again. For me, for us. I wanted to stay in his arms forever. I could feel how much he loved me. It was never gone.
Fahad slowly pulled me back, just gazing into my eyes. My heart started to race rapidly, I knew what was coming next. He took my face and cuped it into his hands and leaned in to me. Just one more second away from kiss ....
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK !!
Mother: Noura?
Noura: Uhhh... na3am ?
Mother: Why is your door locked ?
Noura: I... I... I'm changing !
Mother: 6yb have you seen Fahad?
Noura: Fahad? Uhhh...
Fahad: *whispering* I'm not here.
Mother: Noura ?
Noura: Yeah sorry mama. No he isn't here.
Mother: Oh ok.... what are you doing here?
Noura: Mama what's wrong?
M7sin: Noura ifta7y el bab lwsama7ty !
Noura: M7sin?
M7sin: Ajal meen? Yallah were leaving.
Noura: What? No! I'm not going anywhere with you. Go away !
M7sin: La wallah 7beebty! '3asban 3ank jaya. Remember were married.
Noura: Married? That ended along time ago.
M7sin: Ya Noura.. If you dont open this door you know I can always break it down. But I;m trying to be polite here.
Noura: What do you know about curtisy ? *laughing*
PUMPPPP PUMPPP PUMPPP !!
Noura: STOP IT !!
M7sin: YALLAH !!
Noura: Ok ok... I'm coming !!
Fahad pulled me back to him and held me real tight. I started to form tears while he whiped them away gently with his fingers.
Fahad: Shhhh... baby shhhh... It's ok.
Noura: No its not .. I'm trapped, theres no way out for me anymore Fahad.
Fahad: Listen to me. You will go with him. Yes you will go through hell. But I'm here and I'm going to get you back.
Noura: No.. noo.... I cant I dont want to... Im scared.
*crying*
Fahad: Do you trust me ?
Noura: With my life.
Fahad: I love you so much Noura.
Noura: I love you too...
Fahad hid in the bathroom until M7sin and I left. I held my tears the whole ride home. I was being strong. I wanted to show M7sin that he cant controle me anymore, by use of silence not words or actions.
Mother: Bsmilah 3ala bnty...
Yasser: She'll be fine mama....
Mother: I hope so... I just hate that we can't do anything about it.
Yasser: Yeah... Why can't we ?
Mother: Oh 7beeby... it's so complicated.
Yasser: I know.... but I'm going over there tommorow. I just want to see her, make sure shes alright.
Mother: And?
Yasser: What and ?
Mother: Theres always something else with you.
Yasser: I need to have a talk with M7sin.
M7sin: Home sweet home.
Noura: Mmm hmm...
M7sin: Oh c'mon dont be upset. Go on upstairs I have a surprise for you.
To my shock....
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Trapped {14} *Moment Of Truth*
Hello my little pretties! Sorry but these past two days I've been busy busy busy! Forgive me. Yallah enjoy!
xx- D.
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Fahad: I love you.
Noura: What? *confused*
Fahad: Always have. Always will.
Noura: Who the hell are you ?
Fahad: I should have never let you go Noura... My Nouni.
Continuing...
Noura: Ok, I'm leaving now.
Fahad: Nouni wait please *grabbing my hand*
Noura: DONT TOUCH ME !
I pushed him away and started walking to the house. With every step, an even stronger heart beat. I felt betrayed for some reason. This man was my friend. Someone I leaned to for comfort. I trusted him. And now he throws "I love you" at me.
Tears started running down my face. Once I reached home I hurried up, didn't bother to say hello to everyone. They all yelled out my name But I just slammed the door. Seeing people now would just make me more upset. But ofcourse I was in my parents house which ment that privacy is a ho-ha word.
Mother: 7beebty wsh feeki ?
Noura: Mama please, I really want to be alone right now.
Yasser: Shfeeh?
Noura: Yasser please get out. All of you get out.
Mother: Yasser make sure no one interupts, I want to speak with your sister in private.
Yasser: 7ather.
Mother: Yalla 7beebty tell me what's upseting you.
Noura: Dont worry about me mama, it's nothing you can help me with.
Mother: Let me guess.... *sigh* Fahad... ?
Noura: W-what ?
Mother: What happend?
Noura: ... He said that he...
Mother: It's ok 7beebty.
Noura: Loves me...
Mother: I know.
Noura: You what ?!
Mother: I know baby..
Noura: OK ! *getting up* NOW SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON !!
Mother: Sit down. We have a long night ahead of us.
We sat up in my bedroom for over two hours just talking. The thing was that Fahad and I used to be an item. I was 17 and he was 20 when we dated. We were together for two years, until my accident.
We met through mutual friends. Then later on found out to be related. My mom knew all about it and so did his, they were thrilled. They let us be free and did not interfere knowing we were mature and knew what we were doing.
Mother said that we were madly in love and spent all our time together. Then one night Fahad and I were on our way home when some jerk went a red light and crashed into us. Fahad got a broken leg and a few bruises. As for me, I was in a coma.. for six months.
Fahad blamed himself for the accident. Before the crash he leaned in to kiss me, he just turned his head for a second. He felt so guilty that he thought I was better off without him. Which is why he went abroad to study in the U.S.
When I awoke I had lost most of my memory, including Fahad and our entire relationship. Everyone thought it would be best if they didn't tell me. They knew that if they re- freshed my memory of him I would get depressed and be filled with guilt.
They wanted me to go off to University and to start a whole new life. And if Fahad and I ever crossed paths again they would introduce us as "just" family.
Fahad was well aware of the plan, and promised to stick to it. But I guess it killed him... lying to me.
Noura: Oh....my....god.... why didnt you tell me ? *crying*
Mother: We wanted to protect you.
Noura: How? By lying to me?
Mother: If we told you ...
Noura: If you told me what mama? I would have gone after him and married him? Lived a wonderful life? Yeah... because that would make my life misreble *sarcastic tone*
Mother: 7beebty inty... He wanted this. I insisted on telling you but he refused. He wanted this for you. I couldnt force the boy.
Noura: Yes you could ! You said it yourself, that we were madly in love. This kind of was in your hands and you made it slip away.
Mother: 3eeb 3leeki ya Noura! Dont you dare put the blame on me ! I tried my best after that tragic incident to give you the best life.
Noura: *sigh* Mama... look at me now.. I'm married to a beast who wont grant me a divorce and my one true love got snatched out of my life. This is my hell.
Mother: St'3forallah... lat goleen kitha. I7mady rabik that your still standing on your own two feet.
Noura: Mama! Look at me !
Mother: I am 7beebty and do you know what I see ? I see a strong women. Yes, behind that beautiful face is pain... anger and fear but she's still standing. You are a brave women Noura and I, your mother look up to you. You've been through hell and actualy put up with it. You took care of yourself.... You turned out to be the women I've always wanted you to be. I'm so proud of you and I love you so much.
My mother always knew how to give a speech. She always knew just what to say to make the pain go away.
She stayed with me for a few more minutes to tuck me in, just like when I was a little girl. Kissed my forhead and walked out the door leaving it a bit open for some light.. Just the way I liked it.
xx- D.
~~~~~~~~~~
Fahad: I love you.
Noura: What? *confused*
Fahad: Always have. Always will.
Noura: Who the hell are you ?
Fahad: I should have never let you go Noura... My Nouni.
Continuing...
Noura: Ok, I'm leaving now.
Fahad: Nouni wait please *grabbing my hand*
Noura: DONT TOUCH ME !
I pushed him away and started walking to the house. With every step, an even stronger heart beat. I felt betrayed for some reason. This man was my friend. Someone I leaned to for comfort. I trusted him. And now he throws "I love you" at me.
Tears started running down my face. Once I reached home I hurried up, didn't bother to say hello to everyone. They all yelled out my name But I just slammed the door. Seeing people now would just make me more upset. But ofcourse I was in my parents house which ment that privacy is a ho-ha word.
Mother: 7beebty wsh feeki ?
Noura: Mama please, I really want to be alone right now.
Yasser: Shfeeh?
Noura: Yasser please get out. All of you get out.
Mother: Yasser make sure no one interupts, I want to speak with your sister in private.
Yasser: 7ather.
Mother: Yalla 7beebty tell me what's upseting you.
Noura: Dont worry about me mama, it's nothing you can help me with.
Mother: Let me guess.... *sigh* Fahad... ?
Noura: W-what ?
Mother: What happend?
Noura: ... He said that he...
Mother: It's ok 7beebty.
Noura: Loves me...
Mother: I know.
Noura: You what ?!
Mother: I know baby..
Noura: OK ! *getting up* NOW SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON !!
Mother: Sit down. We have a long night ahead of us.
We sat up in my bedroom for over two hours just talking. The thing was that Fahad and I used to be an item. I was 17 and he was 20 when we dated. We were together for two years, until my accident.
We met through mutual friends. Then later on found out to be related. My mom knew all about it and so did his, they were thrilled. They let us be free and did not interfere knowing we were mature and knew what we were doing.
Mother said that we were madly in love and spent all our time together. Then one night Fahad and I were on our way home when some jerk went a red light and crashed into us. Fahad got a broken leg and a few bruises. As for me, I was in a coma.. for six months.
Fahad blamed himself for the accident. Before the crash he leaned in to kiss me, he just turned his head for a second. He felt so guilty that he thought I was better off without him. Which is why he went abroad to study in the U.S.
When I awoke I had lost most of my memory, including Fahad and our entire relationship. Everyone thought it would be best if they didn't tell me. They knew that if they re- freshed my memory of him I would get depressed and be filled with guilt.
They wanted me to go off to University and to start a whole new life. And if Fahad and I ever crossed paths again they would introduce us as "just" family.
Fahad was well aware of the plan, and promised to stick to it. But I guess it killed him... lying to me.
Noura: Oh....my....god.... why didnt you tell me ? *crying*
Mother: We wanted to protect you.
Noura: How? By lying to me?
Mother: If we told you ...
Noura: If you told me what mama? I would have gone after him and married him? Lived a wonderful life? Yeah... because that would make my life misreble *sarcastic tone*
Mother: 7beebty inty... He wanted this. I insisted on telling you but he refused. He wanted this for you. I couldnt force the boy.
Noura: Yes you could ! You said it yourself, that we were madly in love. This kind of was in your hands and you made it slip away.
Mother: 3eeb 3leeki ya Noura! Dont you dare put the blame on me ! I tried my best after that tragic incident to give you the best life.
Noura: *sigh* Mama... look at me now.. I'm married to a beast who wont grant me a divorce and my one true love got snatched out of my life. This is my hell.
Mother: St'3forallah... lat goleen kitha. I7mady rabik that your still standing on your own two feet.
Noura: Mama! Look at me !
Mother: I am 7beebty and do you know what I see ? I see a strong women. Yes, behind that beautiful face is pain... anger and fear but she's still standing. You are a brave women Noura and I, your mother look up to you. You've been through hell and actualy put up with it. You took care of yourself.... You turned out to be the women I've always wanted you to be. I'm so proud of you and I love you so much.
My mother always knew how to give a speech. She always knew just what to say to make the pain go away.
She stayed with me for a few more minutes to tuck me in, just like when I was a little girl. Kissed my forhead and walked out the door leaving it a bit open for some light.. Just the way I liked it.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Trapped {13}
Rima: WHAT !
Noura: He did something.
Rima: Oh c'mon Noura it's not like he blocked my number.
Noura: Haha think twice my dear.
Rima: And he'd do that because ...
Noura: He would ok.
Rima: Why the hell would he?
Noura: 7beebty there's alot of things he's capable of .
Rima: Is there something your not telling me?
Noura: .....
Rima: Noura ?
Noura: Hm?
Rima: What's going on?
Noura: It's not the time Rima.
Rima: HAW ! Wsh feeki, 83da t5awfeeni.
Noura: How fast can you get here ?
Rima: I'll get the first flight out.
Noura: Great. I've got a little visit I have to make. Call me later.
Why would he do such a thing? She's my best friend, he has no right to interfere with my friendships. I needed to confront him but how? If I went to the house alone he might do something. For all I know he's planning something right now. I've been through all the stages of abuse so what more could there possibly be, this was a risk I had to take. I needed to know why he did this. Why he shut my friend out of my life.
I got into my car and started the engine but before I could even make a move Fahad popped up at my window.
Fahad: Where are you going?
Noura: Oh hey Fahad listen I can't make it for dinner tonight.
Fahad: 5air esh fee?
Noura: I have this little erand to run.
Fahad: Well if its little then why don't I come with you. Keep you company.
Noura: Uhh.. no thanks wallah I'll be back in a while.
Fahad: Oh so you'll be back in time?
Noura: I dont think so. Wait what are you still doing here?
Fahad: What do you mean?
Noura: I mean you just left my house like 20 minutes ago.
Fahad: Oh yeah, I was in my car.
Noura: Ummm.. stalk much ?
Fahad: Huh?
Noura: Why didn't you leave?
Fahad: I was smoking a ciggaret.
Noura: And...
Fahad: It's bad to smoke while you drive.
Noura: I see. Well I gotta go so bye.
Fahad thought... An erand huh? What is she getting herself into?
I arrived at M7sins house and looked around for him. Nobody was home, not even the maids. I sat and waited nervously on the chair infront of the door. My heart was racing like a beating drum. What was going to happen once that door opens?
M7sin: Noura?
Noura: Yes it's me.
M7sin: See I knew you would come to your senses.
Noura: Oh no I'm not here for that.
M7sin: Aha.. ajal wsh tebeen ?
Noura: Why didn't you tell me Rima called?
M7sin: Excuse me?
Noura: Why did you block her number?
M7sin: I did it for us.
Noura: Don't you mean you?
M7sin: It's the past. I assume you've talked to her so 5ala9 no need for your drama.
Noura: Oh my drama is well needed in this situation. You had no right M7sin !
M7sin: I don't have to stand for this.
Noura: The hell you do !
M7sin: Look... I've just gotten back and I'm tired. So is there anything else?
Noura: WHY DID YOU DO IT ?
M7sin: Bs kitha mazaj.. bkefi.. ana aby.
Noura: Mashallah .. and that's your answer?
M7sin:Yeah.
Noura: *whsipered* I hate you.
M7sin: What did you just say to me?
Noura: I said I HATE YOU !
M7sin: T3ali hina ya bnt *pulling my hair* meen t7asby nafsik haa? U97ik tkalmeni kitha fahma !!
The door bell rang. Perfect timing.
Is it just me or does "he" seem to be everywhere at the right moment.
M7sin: You've got to be kidding me !
Fahad: Noura yallah were leaving.
M7sin: Na3am? Hathi marty mu bkefik ya 7beeby, yallah i6la3.
Fahad: Noura get in the car now.
I did what I was told and got into Fahad's car.
Fahad: Ism3 tra ma nb'3a mshakel fa 5leek f makanik o a7na bnroo7.
With that said Fahad walked out and came to me. Leaving M7sin standing in his place with a confused look.
Fahad and I drove back to the city. We parked infront my parents house but a few blocks away. We started talking.
Noura: Did you follow me ?
Fahad: No, I just knew.
Noura: Well for once I'm glad you were there , Thank you.
Fahad: Why did you even go there?
Noura: I needed to confront him about something.
Fahad: You could have just called him Noura, What if I wasnt there huh? What do you think would be going on right now?
Noura: 7a9al ili 7a9al ok 5ala9. Its over.
Fahad: Oh its far from over.
Noura: What's that supposed to mean?
Fahad: Nothing...
Noura: I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to do anything wrong.
Fahad: It's ok..
Noura: Fahad?
Fahad: Na3am ?
Noura: Tell me the truth.
Fahad: About...
Noura: You.
Fahad: Well... theres nothing to tell.
Noura: How do you know EVERYTHING about me?
Fahad: Lucky guesses.
Noura: Oh my god I have got to teach you how to lie !
Fahad: Noura wallah !
Noura: La t7lif !! I want you to look me in the eye and tell me. Tell me your not lying.
Fahad: I'm.. not.. lying.
Noura: How dare you !
I got out of his car in a hurry and started walking home. He grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him.
Fahad: I love you.
Noura: What? *confused*
Fahad: Always have. Always will.
Noura: Who the hell are you ?
Fahad: I should have never let you go Noura... My Nouni.
Noura: He did something.
Rima: Oh c'mon Noura it's not like he blocked my number.
Noura: Haha think twice my dear.
Rima: And he'd do that because ...
Noura: He would ok.
Rima: Why the hell would he?
Noura: 7beebty there's alot of things he's capable of .
Rima: Is there something your not telling me?
Noura: .....
Rima: Noura ?
Noura: Hm?
Rima: What's going on?
Noura: It's not the time Rima.
Rima: HAW ! Wsh feeki, 83da t5awfeeni.
Noura: How fast can you get here ?
Rima: I'll get the first flight out.
Noura: Great. I've got a little visit I have to make. Call me later.
Why would he do such a thing? She's my best friend, he has no right to interfere with my friendships. I needed to confront him but how? If I went to the house alone he might do something. For all I know he's planning something right now. I've been through all the stages of abuse so what more could there possibly be, this was a risk I had to take. I needed to know why he did this. Why he shut my friend out of my life.
I got into my car and started the engine but before I could even make a move Fahad popped up at my window.
Fahad: Where are you going?
Noura: Oh hey Fahad listen I can't make it for dinner tonight.
Fahad: 5air esh fee?
Noura: I have this little erand to run.
Fahad: Well if its little then why don't I come with you. Keep you company.
Noura: Uhh.. no thanks wallah I'll be back in a while.
Fahad: Oh so you'll be back in time?
Noura: I dont think so. Wait what are you still doing here?
Fahad: What do you mean?
Noura: I mean you just left my house like 20 minutes ago.
Fahad: Oh yeah, I was in my car.
Noura: Ummm.. stalk much ?
Fahad: Huh?
Noura: Why didn't you leave?
Fahad: I was smoking a ciggaret.
Noura: And...
Fahad: It's bad to smoke while you drive.
Noura: I see. Well I gotta go so bye.
Fahad thought... An erand huh? What is she getting herself into?
I arrived at M7sins house and looked around for him. Nobody was home, not even the maids. I sat and waited nervously on the chair infront of the door. My heart was racing like a beating drum. What was going to happen once that door opens?
M7sin: Noura?
Noura: Yes it's me.
M7sin: See I knew you would come to your senses.
Noura: Oh no I'm not here for that.
M7sin: Aha.. ajal wsh tebeen ?
Noura: Why didn't you tell me Rima called?
M7sin: Excuse me?
Noura: Why did you block her number?
M7sin: I did it for us.
Noura: Don't you mean you?
M7sin: It's the past. I assume you've talked to her so 5ala9 no need for your drama.
Noura: Oh my drama is well needed in this situation. You had no right M7sin !
M7sin: I don't have to stand for this.
Noura: The hell you do !
M7sin: Look... I've just gotten back and I'm tired. So is there anything else?
Noura: WHY DID YOU DO IT ?
M7sin: Bs kitha mazaj.. bkefi.. ana aby.
Noura: Mashallah .. and that's your answer?
M7sin:Yeah.
Noura: *whsipered* I hate you.
M7sin: What did you just say to me?
Noura: I said I HATE YOU !
M7sin: T3ali hina ya bnt *pulling my hair* meen t7asby nafsik haa? U97ik tkalmeni kitha fahma !!
The door bell rang. Perfect timing.
Is it just me or does "he" seem to be everywhere at the right moment.
M7sin: You've got to be kidding me !
Fahad: Noura yallah were leaving.
M7sin: Na3am? Hathi marty mu bkefik ya 7beeby, yallah i6la3.
Fahad: Noura get in the car now.
I did what I was told and got into Fahad's car.
Fahad: Ism3 tra ma nb'3a mshakel fa 5leek f makanik o a7na bnroo7.
With that said Fahad walked out and came to me. Leaving M7sin standing in his place with a confused look.
Fahad and I drove back to the city. We parked infront my parents house but a few blocks away. We started talking.
Noura: Did you follow me ?
Fahad: No, I just knew.
Noura: Well for once I'm glad you were there , Thank you.
Fahad: Why did you even go there?
Noura: I needed to confront him about something.
Fahad: You could have just called him Noura, What if I wasnt there huh? What do you think would be going on right now?
Noura: 7a9al ili 7a9al ok 5ala9. Its over.
Fahad: Oh its far from over.
Noura: What's that supposed to mean?
Fahad: Nothing...
Noura: I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to do anything wrong.
Fahad: It's ok..
Noura: Fahad?
Fahad: Na3am ?
Noura: Tell me the truth.
Fahad: About...
Noura: You.
Fahad: Well... theres nothing to tell.
Noura: How do you know EVERYTHING about me?
Fahad: Lucky guesses.
Noura: Oh my god I have got to teach you how to lie !
Fahad: Noura wallah !
Noura: La t7lif !! I want you to look me in the eye and tell me. Tell me your not lying.
Fahad: I'm.. not.. lying.
Noura: How dare you !
I got out of his car in a hurry and started walking home. He grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him.
Fahad: I love you.
Noura: What? *confused*
Fahad: Always have. Always will.
Noura: Who the hell are you ?
Fahad: I should have never let you go Noura... My Nouni.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Trapped {12}
I stormed out of Crystal Mall. There clearly was no point in staying. It's offical the guy is a freak! I arrived back home, opend the door in a thunder and stombed up to my room furious.
Mother: 7beebty? Is that you?
My mom got worried so she followed me up.
Noura: Mama tra now is really not a good time.
Mother: Nouni what's wrong .. where's Fahad?
Noura: DO NOT BRING UP HIS NAME !
Mother: Bismilah ya bnt hadi shway. Wsh 9ar?
Noura: The guy is a freak, sorry mama bs he is. I've only met him twice in my life and fj2a he knows all these things about me!
Mother: Ahaa.. well you ... look tired so .. uhh want some tea?
Noura: Mama shfeki kitha?
Mother: La 7beebty mafini shay, tea?
Noura: Umm... no thank's. *confused*
Mother: Ok I'm downstairs if you need anything.
My mom rushed down staris and grabbed the phone. She made one hell of a surprising call.
Mother: What's the matter with you? You can't keep doing this?
Fahad: Wallah ini asif ya 5alty bs wallah b3thela7yan ansa o a7is ina ma 9ar shay.
Mother: Whatever your reasons are I don't want to hear it ! Just try to control yourself please.
Fahad: Ya 5alty inti ili you told me to take her out.
Mother: Yes but that doesnt mean you know what.
Fahad: E faham 5alty o wallah ini asif.
Mother: *sigh* The reason I let her go out with you today is because she need to get some air, lazim t'3ayer jaw shway. So of your gonna keep this up then I don't want you hanging out with her.
Fahad: LA! 5ala9 5alty wallah ini asif sam7eny.
Mother: 6yb, yallah ana lazim aro7. Bs t3alaha bkra o t2asaf.
Fahad: Bs wsh agolaha lw sa2alatni ?
Mother: Mali sho'3al feek, this is your mess so clean it up!
Fahad: 7ather.
After that within a couple of hours it was dinner. My dad couldn't make it cause he had to work late again. Yeah, that's what being a president of a company does to you. Jimmy was missing another dinner again. I had to cover for him while he was out with his preciouse Yasmeen. So it was just me, Yasser, and my mom.
Yasser: Wallah 6afahsny wsh tha , ma y8dar y6l3 b3d il 3asha?
Noura: Yaso 3adi let it go, he's just a kid having fun. Remember what you were like? We barely saw you.
Yasser: Yeah but atleast I made it for lunch and dinner everynight.
Mother: 9adga wallah I'm gonna go call him.
Noura: NO!
Mother: Na3am?
Noura: Hehe, I mean you stay enjoy your meals, I'll call him.
*Dialing Jimmy*
Jimmy: Alo ?
Noura: Where the hell are you? It's been two hours!
Jimmy: Relax I'm with Jasmine.
Noura: La wallah ajal btkoon m3 meen! Listen get your but over here now. I'm fried over here.
Jimmy: Nouni please wallah I'm having the time of my life.
Noura: The time of your life talking I hope?
Jimmy: E 6b3an I would never take advantage of her like that.
Noura: Oh my god when will you be back?
Jimmy: Give me half an hour.
Noura: Fine, but I swear if your late even for a minute I'm spilling.
Jimmy: Ok ok ok bye !
The next afternoon I walked down to find Fahad in the living room with M7sin by his side. They were sitting opposit of one another staring at the floor. I walked in pulled M7sin with me and started.
Noura: What are you doing here?
M7sin: I came to see my wife.
Noura; Yeah well she still doesnt want to see your sick face.
M7sin: I miss you...
Noura: No, you miss someone to beat around.
M7sin: *silent*
Noura: Now get out before I call my parents.
M7sin: Y..you told them?
Noura: Hell yeah.
M7sin: Why?
Noura: Sorry but your dirty luandry's done sweeite. So leave.
M7sin: So your not coming back.
Noura: No I'm sorry. I cant be with someone like you.
M7sin: But we can fix things, I'll go to a doctor, anything just please dont leave me. *kissed my feet*
Noura: M7sin no ok, just donw, stop kissing my feet. Get up.. your pathetic.
M7sin: This is how you talk to your husband?
Noura: No it's not. This is how I talk to the man who damaged me.
M7sin: Well what do you want me to do?
Noura: Give me my divorce.
M7sin: Sorry but I can't do that.
Noura: Mo 3la keifik.. I want it !
M7sin: Do you know what this could do to my reputation?
Noura: I dont give.
M7sin: No divorce sweetie. *walking out*
I walked back into the living room.
Noura: Ok get M7sin the hell out of here, check. Now get Fahad the hell out of here. Out you go.
Fahad: Noura please I want to talk yo you.
Noura: We can talk by the door.
Fahad: I'm sorry.
Noura: For what?
Fahad: For yesterday, the things I said.
Noura: Mm hmm..
Fahad: I just guessed the drink cause alot of girls I know take that drink so thought you'd like it too. And the top , well I remember shopping with my mom and she kinda got the same one.
Noura: Wow, you really suck at lying.
Fahad: No its true.
Noura: Whatever Fahad, so girls huh?
Fahad: By girls i ment --
Noura: I don't care you don't need to explain yourself to me.
Fahad: Yeah But I want to.
Noura: So what now?
Fahad: I was hoping I could extend my apology and take you out to dinner.... I'm not asking for a date if that's what your thinking.
Noura: Thanks but.. no thanks.
Fahad: Noura please why you got to be this way?
Noura: Fine, Pick me up in two hours.
*Incoming Call (House Phone)*
Noura: Hello ?
Rima: Noura?
Noura: Oh my god!
Rima: Where have you been?
Noura: Here waiting for you !
Rima: Well it would have been a lot easir if you hadn't shut your damn phone?
Noura: What are you talking about I never shut it!
Rima: Huh? I called you one night and M7sin answered, he didn't give you my message ?
Noura: You called? L2 ma jali message abadan..
Rima: Did all of your contacts get through to you?
Noura: Yes ...... Whoah..... BASTARD !!
Mother: 7beebty? Is that you?
My mom got worried so she followed me up.
Noura: Mama tra now is really not a good time.
Mother: Nouni what's wrong .. where's Fahad?
Noura: DO NOT BRING UP HIS NAME !
Mother: Bismilah ya bnt hadi shway. Wsh 9ar?
Noura: The guy is a freak, sorry mama bs he is. I've only met him twice in my life and fj2a he knows all these things about me!
Mother: Ahaa.. well you ... look tired so .. uhh want some tea?
Noura: Mama shfeki kitha?
Mother: La 7beebty mafini shay, tea?
Noura: Umm... no thank's. *confused*
Mother: Ok I'm downstairs if you need anything.
My mom rushed down staris and grabbed the phone. She made one hell of a surprising call.
Mother: What's the matter with you? You can't keep doing this?
Fahad: Wallah ini asif ya 5alty bs wallah b3thela7yan ansa o a7is ina ma 9ar shay.
Mother: Whatever your reasons are I don't want to hear it ! Just try to control yourself please.
Fahad: Ya 5alty inti ili you told me to take her out.
Mother: Yes but that doesnt mean you know what.
Fahad: E faham 5alty o wallah ini asif.
Mother: *sigh* The reason I let her go out with you today is because she need to get some air, lazim t'3ayer jaw shway. So of your gonna keep this up then I don't want you hanging out with her.
Fahad: LA! 5ala9 5alty wallah ini asif sam7eny.
Mother: 6yb, yallah ana lazim aro7. Bs t3alaha bkra o t2asaf.
Fahad: Bs wsh agolaha lw sa2alatni ?
Mother: Mali sho'3al feek, this is your mess so clean it up!
Fahad: 7ather.
After that within a couple of hours it was dinner. My dad couldn't make it cause he had to work late again. Yeah, that's what being a president of a company does to you. Jimmy was missing another dinner again. I had to cover for him while he was out with his preciouse Yasmeen. So it was just me, Yasser, and my mom.
Yasser: Wallah 6afahsny wsh tha , ma y8dar y6l3 b3d il 3asha?
Noura: Yaso 3adi let it go, he's just a kid having fun. Remember what you were like? We barely saw you.
Yasser: Yeah but atleast I made it for lunch and dinner everynight.
Mother: 9adga wallah I'm gonna go call him.
Noura: NO!
Mother: Na3am?
Noura: Hehe, I mean you stay enjoy your meals, I'll call him.
*Dialing Jimmy*
Jimmy: Alo ?
Noura: Where the hell are you? It's been two hours!
Jimmy: Relax I'm with Jasmine.
Noura: La wallah ajal btkoon m3 meen! Listen get your but over here now. I'm fried over here.
Jimmy: Nouni please wallah I'm having the time of my life.
Noura: The time of your life talking I hope?
Jimmy: E 6b3an I would never take advantage of her like that.
Noura: Oh my god when will you be back?
Jimmy: Give me half an hour.
Noura: Fine, but I swear if your late even for a minute I'm spilling.
Jimmy: Ok ok ok bye !
The next afternoon I walked down to find Fahad in the living room with M7sin by his side. They were sitting opposit of one another staring at the floor. I walked in pulled M7sin with me and started.
Noura: What are you doing here?
M7sin: I came to see my wife.
Noura; Yeah well she still doesnt want to see your sick face.
M7sin: I miss you...
Noura: No, you miss someone to beat around.
M7sin: *silent*
Noura: Now get out before I call my parents.
M7sin: Y..you told them?
Noura: Hell yeah.
M7sin: Why?
Noura: Sorry but your dirty luandry's done sweeite. So leave.
M7sin: So your not coming back.
Noura: No I'm sorry. I cant be with someone like you.
M7sin: But we can fix things, I'll go to a doctor, anything just please dont leave me. *kissed my feet*
Noura: M7sin no ok, just donw, stop kissing my feet. Get up.. your pathetic.
M7sin: This is how you talk to your husband?
Noura: No it's not. This is how I talk to the man who damaged me.
M7sin: Well what do you want me to do?
Noura: Give me my divorce.
M7sin: Sorry but I can't do that.
Noura: Mo 3la keifik.. I want it !
M7sin: Do you know what this could do to my reputation?
Noura: I dont give.
M7sin: No divorce sweetie. *walking out*
I walked back into the living room.
Noura: Ok get M7sin the hell out of here, check. Now get Fahad the hell out of here. Out you go.
Fahad: Noura please I want to talk yo you.
Noura: We can talk by the door.
Fahad: I'm sorry.
Noura: For what?
Fahad: For yesterday, the things I said.
Noura: Mm hmm..
Fahad: I just guessed the drink cause alot of girls I know take that drink so thought you'd like it too. And the top , well I remember shopping with my mom and she kinda got the same one.
Noura: Wow, you really suck at lying.
Fahad: No its true.
Noura: Whatever Fahad, so girls huh?
Fahad: By girls i ment --
Noura: I don't care you don't need to explain yourself to me.
Fahad: Yeah But I want to.
Noura: So what now?
Fahad: I was hoping I could extend my apology and take you out to dinner.... I'm not asking for a date if that's what your thinking.
Noura: Thanks but.. no thanks.
Fahad: Noura please why you got to be this way?
Noura: Fine, Pick me up in two hours.
*Incoming Call (House Phone)*
Noura: Hello ?
Rima: Noura?
Noura: Oh my god!
Rima: Where have you been?
Noura: Here waiting for you !
Rima: Well it would have been a lot easir if you hadn't shut your damn phone?
Noura: What are you talking about I never shut it!
Rima: Huh? I called you one night and M7sin answered, he didn't give you my message ?
Noura: You called? L2 ma jali message abadan..
Rima: Did all of your contacts get through to you?
Noura: Yes ...... Whoah..... BASTARD !!
Monday, May 11, 2009
Trapped {11}
Yasser: Nouni wake up !... Nouni !!.... Nouni !!
Noura: WHAT WHAT !!
Yasser: Bismilah 3leeki 7beebty. Shhhhh you were just dreaming.
Noura: I still haven't told them ?
Yasser: La lisa 7beebty, yallah go have a relaxing shower and I'll wait for yo downstairs.
Hmmm... I guess it was just a dream. Very well then.. let the day begin.
After I got out of the shower I went to my closet to pick out an outfit to wear. Unfortunaly I didn't bring any clothes with me so I had to settle with my baby blue top which I was obsessed with since I was 16. What? It was the only thing hanging in the stupid closet. Plus I also had to borrow these baggy jeans from Yasser which apprently fit me.
After my wardrobe fiasco I headed on downstairs where everyone was sitting down having breakfast. The plan was that I wouldn't ruin the meal, so we would have breakfast then I'd tell them.
Mother: Ahlan 7beebty t3ali yallah your pancakes are getting cold.
Noura: Hey guys.
Jamal: When did you come over yesterday, I didn't see you.
Noura: Let's just enjoy breakfast ok Jimmy?
Jamal: But --
Noura: I said shut it !
Jamal: Okaaay nobody mess with her in the morning she obviously didn't change.
After breakfast we all gathered around the living room to watch the news. This was some silly little tradition my parents made ever since we were young. '3asban 3anana lazim !
Yasser then whispered into my ear to start up the conversation. I quickly excused myself to go upstairs. Yasser followed me in a hurry and pulled me back.
Yasser: Noura what are you doing yallah it's time !
Noura: No, I can't ! I wont !
Yasser: C'mon you have to do this.
Noura: No I can't alright! Look at them, so happy over there. I don't want to spoil that.
Yasser: So your gonna suffer now ?
Noura: No not suffer, I'm here with you guys.
Yasser: Yeah but for how long? He'll eventualy come and take you, then what? Your gonna tell them then?
Noura: I dont know...
Yasser: YOU DON'T KNOW !!
Noura: Shhhh !! Keep your voice down !
Yasser: Noura you can't rin from this forever. Your gonna have to face mama and baba.
Noura: Yes and I will, but just not now. When the time is right.
Yasser: Which will be when inshallah !?
Noura: I dunno, but just not now. Now please just let it go. Trust me.
Yasser: *sigh* fine ok..
Noura: Your still gonna be with me right ?
Yasser: 7beebty I'm not gonna leave you. This is your choice and I'm gonna stick by your side no matter what. Just be sure to tell them soon.
Noura: I will... I will
I few hours passed by. Yasser went off to see his friends. Jimmy was out with Yasmeen. Baba was working late. So it was just me and my mom sitting at home, her sipping her green tea and reading a magazine. While me all the way on the other side of the couch staring out the window playing with my hair. I was so bored, I'm not used to this. Usualy I would call Rima and have her come over but, wait speaking of Rima. She hasn't called me in like I think a month. Strange, she never gaps out like this. And then speak of the devil.
Mother: 7beebty why don't you call up Rima and she how's she's doing?
Noura: No it's ok, she'll call.
Mother: Noura ymkin heya mash'3ola shway fa 7awli.
Noura: Inshallah.
I used the house phone to call since my cell phone was out of battery.
*Answering Machine*
"Hey Rima... it's me Noura... Umm It's been a month where are you? I even tried calling your cell but it says that it's switched off. Don't think I'm a stalker but I got your house number from my mom, oh she says hi by the way. Anyways call me... I miss you..."
The doorbell rang soon after that and too my surprise it was fahad. And this time I know I was not dreaming.
Fahad: Noura?
Noura: Come on in.
Fahad: No.
Noura: No?
Fahad: Well actualy I can't I've got some erands to run.
Noura: Aha sure you do.
Fahad: Noura please....
Mother: Fahad... ahlan keifik?
Fahad: Hala 5alty walla 7mdela.
Mother: Hey yallah lesh ma you two go out?
Fahad/Noura: Ha?
Mother: Noura it's been 2 hours and you have been sitting in the same lazy position playing with your hair.
Noura: La ya mama I'm not bored.
Mother: Agool bs. 5ala9 Fahad go take her out.
Fahad: Uhhh... Ok....
Mother: Yalla bye.
Noura: WAIT !
Mother: Ya Noura lat z38een !
Noura: Look how I'm dressed !
Fahad: Yeah you know she can'tgo out like this, she'll make a fool of herself in baggy jeans.
Noura: A fool huh? You know what let's go.
Fahad: But...
Noura: MOVE IT !
Mother: Uhhh....
Fahad and I got into the car and drove to this new mall called Crystal. I was in need of some shopping, well... some jeans anyway.
We walked into Rock and Republic which I love and I got a pair of dark blue jeans which went perfectly with my baby blue top.
I looked cute, I gotta say. Fahad was silent the whole time. He would just nod everytime I said something.
I got kind of tired so I sat us down at Starbucks for some coffee to boost up our energy.
Noura: Ok, what is your problem?
Fahad: *silent*
Noura: I'm sick of you ignoring me, now talk to me !
Fahad: You changed.
Noura: I huh? What do you mean I changed?
Fahad: Never mind...
Noura: No dont shut me out! I hate it when you do that. Last time you said something about before, well what happend before? And now about me changing? You barley know me except for seeing me once.
Fahad: Twice.
Noura: Whatever !!
Fahad: Well what do you want me to say ?
Noura: How about whats on your mind for once.
Fahad: You won't slap me?
Noura: No I wont slap you.
Fahad: You look really cute in that top.
Noura: Aww.. well now was that so hard?
Fahad: I guess not.
Noura: Good.
Fahad: Ok, yeah excuse me hi, I will have a de caf mocha and she will have the vanilla ice blended.
Noura: Uhhh.. how did you get my drink right?
Fahad: ..... Just a guess.
Noura: Ok...
Fahad: What are you planning in doing now?
Noura: Oh right, I didn't tell you?
Fahad: Tell me what?
Noura: I lost the baby.
Fahad: What ! Oh my god, I'm so sorry.
Noura: It's ok, this was gods plan.
Fahad: Is there anything I can do.
Noura: Yes actualy there is.
Fahad: Anything.
Noura: Just don't shut me out anymore.
Fahad: Mn 3yoni.
Noura: Oh my god I cannot stop staring at my jeans I love them !
Fahad: Haha yeah they are pretty cute with your Donna Karen.
Noura: Excuse me?
Fahad: What?
Noura: How did you know it was Donna Karen?
Fahad: I...
Noura: How do you know all of this?
Fahad: What do you mean?
Noura: This? The drink. My top. EVERYTHING!
Fahad: I told you I know you .. hehe
Noura: Yeah, just a bit much don't you think?
Fahad: Can we just drop this please.
Noura: No, how the hell do you these little stuff about me?
Fahad: Noura please this isnt the time or place.
Noura: Your right. Which is why I'm leaving. Bye.
Fahad: Noura...
I was gone. I coudlnt just sit there hearing him spill out all these sutff about me that I don't recal telling him. Now he's pushed my buttons to the limit. How does he know what I like to drink when Ive never even gone out with him? How does he know where I got my top from? Who is this guy? If he knows all this tiny details, what else does he know?
Noura: WHAT WHAT !!
Yasser: Bismilah 3leeki 7beebty. Shhhhh you were just dreaming.
Noura: I still haven't told them ?
Yasser: La lisa 7beebty, yallah go have a relaxing shower and I'll wait for yo downstairs.
Hmmm... I guess it was just a dream. Very well then.. let the day begin.
After I got out of the shower I went to my closet to pick out an outfit to wear. Unfortunaly I didn't bring any clothes with me so I had to settle with my baby blue top which I was obsessed with since I was 16. What? It was the only thing hanging in the stupid closet. Plus I also had to borrow these baggy jeans from Yasser which apprently fit me.
After my wardrobe fiasco I headed on downstairs where everyone was sitting down having breakfast. The plan was that I wouldn't ruin the meal, so we would have breakfast then I'd tell them.
Mother: Ahlan 7beebty t3ali yallah your pancakes are getting cold.
Noura: Hey guys.
Jamal: When did you come over yesterday, I didn't see you.
Noura: Let's just enjoy breakfast ok Jimmy?
Jamal: But --
Noura: I said shut it !
Jamal: Okaaay nobody mess with her in the morning she obviously didn't change.
After breakfast we all gathered around the living room to watch the news. This was some silly little tradition my parents made ever since we were young. '3asban 3anana lazim !
Yasser then whispered into my ear to start up the conversation. I quickly excused myself to go upstairs. Yasser followed me in a hurry and pulled me back.
Yasser: Noura what are you doing yallah it's time !
Noura: No, I can't ! I wont !
Yasser: C'mon you have to do this.
Noura: No I can't alright! Look at them, so happy over there. I don't want to spoil that.
Yasser: So your gonna suffer now ?
Noura: No not suffer, I'm here with you guys.
Yasser: Yeah but for how long? He'll eventualy come and take you, then what? Your gonna tell them then?
Noura: I dont know...
Yasser: YOU DON'T KNOW !!
Noura: Shhhh !! Keep your voice down !
Yasser: Noura you can't rin from this forever. Your gonna have to face mama and baba.
Noura: Yes and I will, but just not now. When the time is right.
Yasser: Which will be when inshallah !?
Noura: I dunno, but just not now. Now please just let it go. Trust me.
Yasser: *sigh* fine ok..
Noura: Your still gonna be with me right ?
Yasser: 7beebty I'm not gonna leave you. This is your choice and I'm gonna stick by your side no matter what. Just be sure to tell them soon.
Noura: I will... I will
I few hours passed by. Yasser went off to see his friends. Jimmy was out with Yasmeen. Baba was working late. So it was just me and my mom sitting at home, her sipping her green tea and reading a magazine. While me all the way on the other side of the couch staring out the window playing with my hair. I was so bored, I'm not used to this. Usualy I would call Rima and have her come over but, wait speaking of Rima. She hasn't called me in like I think a month. Strange, she never gaps out like this. And then speak of the devil.
Mother: 7beebty why don't you call up Rima and she how's she's doing?
Noura: No it's ok, she'll call.
Mother: Noura ymkin heya mash'3ola shway fa 7awli.
Noura: Inshallah.
I used the house phone to call since my cell phone was out of battery.
*Answering Machine*
"Hey Rima... it's me Noura... Umm It's been a month where are you? I even tried calling your cell but it says that it's switched off. Don't think I'm a stalker but I got your house number from my mom, oh she says hi by the way. Anyways call me... I miss you..."
The doorbell rang soon after that and too my surprise it was fahad. And this time I know I was not dreaming.
Fahad: Noura?
Noura: Come on in.
Fahad: No.
Noura: No?
Fahad: Well actualy I can't I've got some erands to run.
Noura: Aha sure you do.
Fahad: Noura please....
Mother: Fahad... ahlan keifik?
Fahad: Hala 5alty walla 7mdela.
Mother: Hey yallah lesh ma you two go out?
Fahad/Noura: Ha?
Mother: Noura it's been 2 hours and you have been sitting in the same lazy position playing with your hair.
Noura: La ya mama I'm not bored.
Mother: Agool bs. 5ala9 Fahad go take her out.
Fahad: Uhhh... Ok....
Mother: Yalla bye.
Noura: WAIT !
Mother: Ya Noura lat z38een !
Noura: Look how I'm dressed !
Fahad: Yeah you know she can'tgo out like this, she'll make a fool of herself in baggy jeans.
Noura: A fool huh? You know what let's go.
Fahad: But...
Noura: MOVE IT !
Mother: Uhhh....
Fahad and I got into the car and drove to this new mall called Crystal. I was in need of some shopping, well... some jeans anyway.
We walked into Rock and Republic which I love and I got a pair of dark blue jeans which went perfectly with my baby blue top.
I looked cute, I gotta say. Fahad was silent the whole time. He would just nod everytime I said something.
I got kind of tired so I sat us down at Starbucks for some coffee to boost up our energy.
Noura: Ok, what is your problem?
Fahad: *silent*
Noura: I'm sick of you ignoring me, now talk to me !
Fahad: You changed.
Noura: I huh? What do you mean I changed?
Fahad: Never mind...
Noura: No dont shut me out! I hate it when you do that. Last time you said something about before, well what happend before? And now about me changing? You barley know me except for seeing me once.
Fahad: Twice.
Noura: Whatever !!
Fahad: Well what do you want me to say ?
Noura: How about whats on your mind for once.
Fahad: You won't slap me?
Noura: No I wont slap you.
Fahad: You look really cute in that top.
Noura: Aww.. well now was that so hard?
Fahad: I guess not.
Noura: Good.
Fahad: Ok, yeah excuse me hi, I will have a de caf mocha and she will have the vanilla ice blended.
Noura: Uhhh.. how did you get my drink right?
Fahad: ..... Just a guess.
Noura: Ok...
Fahad: What are you planning in doing now?
Noura: Oh right, I didn't tell you?
Fahad: Tell me what?
Noura: I lost the baby.
Fahad: What ! Oh my god, I'm so sorry.
Noura: It's ok, this was gods plan.
Fahad: Is there anything I can do.
Noura: Yes actualy there is.
Fahad: Anything.
Noura: Just don't shut me out anymore.
Fahad: Mn 3yoni.
Noura: Oh my god I cannot stop staring at my jeans I love them !
Fahad: Haha yeah they are pretty cute with your Donna Karen.
Noura: Excuse me?
Fahad: What?
Noura: How did you know it was Donna Karen?
Fahad: I...
Noura: How do you know all of this?
Fahad: What do you mean?
Noura: This? The drink. My top. EVERYTHING!
Fahad: I told you I know you .. hehe
Noura: Yeah, just a bit much don't you think?
Fahad: Can we just drop this please.
Noura: No, how the hell do you these little stuff about me?
Fahad: Noura please this isnt the time or place.
Noura: Your right. Which is why I'm leaving. Bye.
Fahad: Noura...
I was gone. I coudlnt just sit there hearing him spill out all these sutff about me that I don't recal telling him. Now he's pushed my buttons to the limit. How does he know what I like to drink when Ive never even gone out with him? How does he know where I got my top from? Who is this guy? If he knows all this tiny details, what else does he know?
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Trapped {11} Preview!
My Little Pretties,
Please forgive me but today is so not my day. I've been thinking, head spinning all day and I just can't seem to write anything. Everytime I try I just end up writing a sentence then freeze. So I'm very sorry but no post tonight. Inshallah tommorow. But I'm gonna give you a teey tiny preview of the begining.
xx - D.
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Yasser: Nouni wake up !... Nouni !!.... Nouni !!
Noura: WHAT WHAT !!
Yasser: Bismilah 3leeki 7beebty. Shhhhh you were just dreaming.
Noura: I still haven't told them ?
Yasser: La lisa 7beebty, yallah go have a relaxing shower and I'll wait for you downstairs.
Hmmm... I guess it was just a dream. Very well then.. let the day begin.
Please forgive me but today is so not my day. I've been thinking, head spinning all day and I just can't seem to write anything. Everytime I try I just end up writing a sentence then freeze. So I'm very sorry but no post tonight. Inshallah tommorow. But I'm gonna give you a teey tiny preview of the begining.
xx - D.
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Yasser: Nouni wake up !... Nouni !!.... Nouni !!
Noura: WHAT WHAT !!
Yasser: Bismilah 3leeki 7beebty. Shhhhh you were just dreaming.
Noura: I still haven't told them ?
Yasser: La lisa 7beebty, yallah go have a relaxing shower and I'll wait for you downstairs.
Hmmm... I guess it was just a dream. Very well then.. let the day begin.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Trapped {10}
Please forgive me I know it's a late. But today was a little hectic so just now at midnight I had the time. Hope you like the post, I should probably warn you, that with me so exhausted it may be crap for tonight .. sorry again !
love u all
xx- D.
Two Months Later...
I was in bed for the past two days. I had a cold and a fever. Thank god my whole family were taking turns coming to visit me, sadly Fahad didn't show.. which was kind of shocking. Well not really shocking, I mean I havemt herd from the guy in two months.
Everyone was so sweet, everyday getting me my blueberry muffin and tea. Jimmy getting me the sour gummy worms that I was obsessed with. Yasser rambling on and on about his daily events. Don't think I haven't forgotten my parent's. They were the sweetest of them all. You see I had all of Audrey Hepburns movies on DVD, so they brought them all over from their over here. I've been watching them hour after hour.
Noura: You guys c'mon I was a little girl how the hell was I supposed to know haha !
Mother: 7beebty we know your evil side very well so don't try to act all innocent.
Noura: Haahaha !
Yasser: So what now? Are you gonna bore us with another movie?
Noura: 7aram 3leek Yaso ! Gigi was amazing !!
Yasser: Yeah for gays.
Mother: YASSER !
Yasser: Sorry mama, but seriously it is.
Jamal: ... I liked it.
Father: Yasser get him a girl.
Jamal: *shooting noura a look* Uhhh.. haha yeah maybe soon.
Mother: Awww 7beeby Jimmy inshallah allah yjeeblk w7da.
Noura: Oh I think faith already took it's course on that one.
Jamal walked on over and hugged me, which I though was sweet till he pulled my hair.
Noura: Aww Jimmy remember when you broke your arm?
Jamal: What's that got to do with anything?
Noura: Oh no reason just reminding you.
It had gotten pretty late so they all decided to leave except for Yasser whou wanted to spend the night but I convinced them all to go and get a good nights rest. They agreed and we said our goodnights.
M7sin: Well, that was nice.
Noura: Yeah it really was, by the way where were you? You said you were going to make yourself a sandwhich.
M7sin: I did.
Noura: It took you an hour?
M7sin: Ok you know what this is really unfair of you to pointing fingers at me !
Noura: Who-oh who said I was pointing any fingers?
M7sin: Ya Noura I really wanted to spend time with you for the past week since you've been sick but your family's always here.
Noura: M7SIN ! Ofcourse their gonna be here, there my parents, my siblings. They want to make sure I'm ok.
M7sin: You are ok.
Noura: Haha *sarcastic laugh* yeah I'm all whoopdi doo with you.
M7sin: That's not funny.
Noura: Whatever, dim down the lights I wanna sleep.
M7sin: You dim them yourself.
Noura: Wow, is this how you treat your two month pregnant wife ?
M7sin: Agoul bs haa ! Yallah bas nami.
Noura: Wow... how do you do it ?
M7sin: Do what?
Noura: How can you be such a perfect gentelman infront of the whole entire world but once your alone you turn into this monster?
M7sin: Ya Noura watha7y 3ala 7dodik.
Noura: Oh now you wanna talk about boundaries? Haha well baby are you in for a heat discussion.
I got out of bed and headed downstairs. I wasn't sleepy anymore and wanted some hot milk. He followed me making me nervous. I started to walk faster and faster till he grabbed my the hand at the upper tip of the stairs.
M7sin: WSH FEEKI MA T7TARMENI HAA !! WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE !! YOUR NOTHING WITHOUT ME !! YOU HEAR ME !! YOU CHEAT WORTHLESS WOMEN !!
Just like that he pushed me down the stairs. He stood their in shock and I tumbled all the way down. I was screaming in pain.. for myself and for my baby.
Once I landed M7sin ran down and pulled me up and held me in his arms. He tried to see if I had a pulse and I did. He searched for any injuries, luckily there was just a tiny bruise on the side of my head. I gainede conciousnes a few minutes later and pushed off of me and tried to stand up.
He tried to help me but I just pushed him away. I started for the door.
I was speaking with my pain and tears.
Noura: I'm leaving this house so don't you dare follow me. I'm going to stay with my parents for a while. Don't even try and contact me........ Oh and wipe of the face of yours, cause it means nothing to me anymore.
I walked out , got into my car and drove. I went over to the hospital to check on the baby.
You know what I hate? When your against something and then finaly get used to it, and then poof it's taken away from you just like that.
The doctor called me in. He said that I was lucky that I didnt get any seriouse injuries. But unfortunatly for the baby.... it was gone. I lost my poor child. How could this have happned to me? He forced me to have this child and now he killed it. Shocking as it is, I didn't shed one single tear. They just wouldnt form.
I walked out and decided it was time... time to tell yasser. So I texted him to meet me outside in the garden of our parents house.
Once I arrived I told everything. All the way from the beatings to cursing to pushing me down the stairs. He just held me in his arms and I felt secure. Finaly I started to cry... more and more tears were forming by the second. I guess I just didnt want to believe that this happned. My child... the beautiful thing that was apart of me is now gone forever. Yasser adviced me to tell my parents.
I listend to yasser and the next day I told it all. My parents were strong for me. They hugged me saying how proud they were of me. After out little warming we had a beautiful lunch out in the garden. I finaly felt relaxed.. free... happy. Is this really happening? Ok, enough with the jokes, somebody pinch me!
After lunch Fahad had come to say hello to my parents, not knowing I was there. The shock on his face.
Fahad: Hala 5alty... Oh Noura.. hi
Noura: Hi !
Fahad: How've you been?
Noura: Never better !
Fahad: Ahaa...
Fahad gave me a little wink.
Fahad: 5alty lazim amshe al7een walla 3ndi kam shay lazim asawe.
Mother: La wallah 5asara, yalla ma3a l salamah.
Noura: Uh... mama I'm going out to do some shopping.
Mother: Ok 7beebty have fun.
I rushed to the door and the second I stepped out I found Fahad right infront of me. He took me by my hand and we were off.
love u all
xx- D.
Two Months Later...
I was in bed for the past two days. I had a cold and a fever. Thank god my whole family were taking turns coming to visit me, sadly Fahad didn't show.. which was kind of shocking. Well not really shocking, I mean I havemt herd from the guy in two months.
Everyone was so sweet, everyday getting me my blueberry muffin and tea. Jimmy getting me the sour gummy worms that I was obsessed with. Yasser rambling on and on about his daily events. Don't think I haven't forgotten my parent's. They were the sweetest of them all. You see I had all of Audrey Hepburns movies on DVD, so they brought them all over from their over here. I've been watching them hour after hour.
Noura: You guys c'mon I was a little girl how the hell was I supposed to know haha !
Mother: 7beebty we know your evil side very well so don't try to act all innocent.
Noura: Haahaha !
Yasser: So what now? Are you gonna bore us with another movie?
Noura: 7aram 3leek Yaso ! Gigi was amazing !!
Yasser: Yeah for gays.
Mother: YASSER !
Yasser: Sorry mama, but seriously it is.
Jamal: ... I liked it.
Father: Yasser get him a girl.
Jamal: *shooting noura a look* Uhhh.. haha yeah maybe soon.
Mother: Awww 7beeby Jimmy inshallah allah yjeeblk w7da.
Noura: Oh I think faith already took it's course on that one.
Jamal walked on over and hugged me, which I though was sweet till he pulled my hair.
Noura: Aww Jimmy remember when you broke your arm?
Jamal: What's that got to do with anything?
Noura: Oh no reason just reminding you.
It had gotten pretty late so they all decided to leave except for Yasser whou wanted to spend the night but I convinced them all to go and get a good nights rest. They agreed and we said our goodnights.
M7sin: Well, that was nice.
Noura: Yeah it really was, by the way where were you? You said you were going to make yourself a sandwhich.
M7sin: I did.
Noura: It took you an hour?
M7sin: Ok you know what this is really unfair of you to pointing fingers at me !
Noura: Who-oh who said I was pointing any fingers?
M7sin: Ya Noura I really wanted to spend time with you for the past week since you've been sick but your family's always here.
Noura: M7SIN ! Ofcourse their gonna be here, there my parents, my siblings. They want to make sure I'm ok.
M7sin: You are ok.
Noura: Haha *sarcastic laugh* yeah I'm all whoopdi doo with you.
M7sin: That's not funny.
Noura: Whatever, dim down the lights I wanna sleep.
M7sin: You dim them yourself.
Noura: Wow, is this how you treat your two month pregnant wife ?
M7sin: Agoul bs haa ! Yallah bas nami.
Noura: Wow... how do you do it ?
M7sin: Do what?
Noura: How can you be such a perfect gentelman infront of the whole entire world but once your alone you turn into this monster?
M7sin: Ya Noura watha7y 3ala 7dodik.
Noura: Oh now you wanna talk about boundaries? Haha well baby are you in for a heat discussion.
I got out of bed and headed downstairs. I wasn't sleepy anymore and wanted some hot milk. He followed me making me nervous. I started to walk faster and faster till he grabbed my the hand at the upper tip of the stairs.
M7sin: WSH FEEKI MA T7TARMENI HAA !! WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE !! YOUR NOTHING WITHOUT ME !! YOU HEAR ME !! YOU CHEAT WORTHLESS WOMEN !!
Just like that he pushed me down the stairs. He stood their in shock and I tumbled all the way down. I was screaming in pain.. for myself and for my baby.
Once I landed M7sin ran down and pulled me up and held me in his arms. He tried to see if I had a pulse and I did. He searched for any injuries, luckily there was just a tiny bruise on the side of my head. I gainede conciousnes a few minutes later and pushed off of me and tried to stand up.
He tried to help me but I just pushed him away. I started for the door.
I was speaking with my pain and tears.
Noura: I'm leaving this house so don't you dare follow me. I'm going to stay with my parents for a while. Don't even try and contact me........ Oh and wipe of the face of yours, cause it means nothing to me anymore.
I walked out , got into my car and drove. I went over to the hospital to check on the baby.
You know what I hate? When your against something and then finaly get used to it, and then poof it's taken away from you just like that.
The doctor called me in. He said that I was lucky that I didnt get any seriouse injuries. But unfortunatly for the baby.... it was gone. I lost my poor child. How could this have happned to me? He forced me to have this child and now he killed it. Shocking as it is, I didn't shed one single tear. They just wouldnt form.
I walked out and decided it was time... time to tell yasser. So I texted him to meet me outside in the garden of our parents house.
Once I arrived I told everything. All the way from the beatings to cursing to pushing me down the stairs. He just held me in his arms and I felt secure. Finaly I started to cry... more and more tears were forming by the second. I guess I just didnt want to believe that this happned. My child... the beautiful thing that was apart of me is now gone forever. Yasser adviced me to tell my parents.
I listend to yasser and the next day I told it all. My parents were strong for me. They hugged me saying how proud they were of me. After out little warming we had a beautiful lunch out in the garden. I finaly felt relaxed.. free... happy. Is this really happening? Ok, enough with the jokes, somebody pinch me!
After lunch Fahad had come to say hello to my parents, not knowing I was there. The shock on his face.
Fahad: Hala 5alty... Oh Noura.. hi
Noura: Hi !
Fahad: How've you been?
Noura: Never better !
Fahad: Ahaa...
Fahad gave me a little wink.
Fahad: 5alty lazim amshe al7een walla 3ndi kam shay lazim asawe.
Mother: La wallah 5asara, yalla ma3a l salamah.
Noura: Uh... mama I'm going out to do some shopping.
Mother: Ok 7beebty have fun.
I rushed to the door and the second I stepped out I found Fahad right infront of me. He took me by my hand and we were off.
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