Hmmm... Well I really don't know what to say except for sorry. Wallah I didn't mean to upset anyone. But this is how it ends, I can't re-write the post.
You guys know how it is. Some stories have a happy ending and some don't. But Dina's life turned out fine and she's happy and complete.
I love you all so please don't hate me.
I'm thinking of a next story. Some things are juggling in my mind so just give me a little time and inshallah soon I will have something for you guys.
Once again I'm so sorry but what's done is done, I can't change anything.
xxx -D.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
My Crazy World 53 {Final}
Fai9al: Huh are you ready?
Haya: Wait let me het 5aloody's bag.
Fai9al: 6yb give him to me... yala opaaa... Im in the car.
Haya: Ok I'll be there in a minute
Yusif: Sana teen !!
Sarah: Shfeek ?
Yusif: I've been honking out here for 10 minutes what took you so long?
Sarah: I had to pick out an outfit...
Yusif: Are you kidding me? Your friend is about to give birth to you that means walking the red carpet ?
Sarah: Ya rabiiii yusif dont make a big deal and just drive.
Yusif: Fine bs I bet your gonna get real embaressed once you see Haya dressing apropriatly.
Twenty Minutes Later
Haya: Ahhhh you look adorable !!
Sarah: Me? What about you! Stunning as usual !
Yusif: Oh my god...
Fai9al: Tell me about it. All they need now is a red carpet.
Yusif: You read my mind.
Sarah: Is she in already ?
Haya: Yeah we got her kinda late but rayan informed us that she's gonna be ok.
Sarah: What's going on ?
Haya: Mdri wallah, shes not giving birth just yet. She's having a few contractions but its not that bad.
Sarah: Oh ok good.
Yusif: You ok ?
Sarah: Yeah Im fine but I'm just worried about her thats all..
Yusif: 7beebty She'll be fine lat 5afeen 3leeha.
Sarah: Yeah I know but its normal right to be scared .. ?
Yusif: T3ali 3ndi... haha she'll be fine.
Haya: *knocking on the door* RAYAAAN !! RAYAN !!
Fai9al: *pulls her hand away* YA BNT ! Shfeeki habla !! give them some damn privacy
Rayan: Haya? really ? Now ?
Haya: How is she doing?
Rayan: Ya Haya I told you once something new comes along I'll let u know.
Haya: Ok, kiss her for me... wait... and hug her .. and ..
Rayan: HAYA !!
Haya: WHAT !!
Rayan: Shes about to give birth, I dont think its time for the lovy dovy stuff just yet.
Haya: Uff fine !!
Fai9al: Haha yallah go back in.
Rayan: That wife of yours...
Fai9al: I know.. i know...
Rayan: Yalla ashoofik b3deen.
Fai9al: Good luck
Four Hours later
Rayan: T3ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!
Everyone ran into the room and huddled around me
They all praised me and the baby saying how happy they were and how adorable the baby looked, how she resembled me, her mother.
Rayan: Isn't she an angel...
Me: See I told you *sticking my tongue out*
Rayan: Yes you did 7beebty.
Haya: Dandoon Im so happy for you.
Me: Thank you Hayouna... thank you, all of you for being here by my side. Your the best friends I could ever ask for.
Fai9al: Yallah were gonna leave the two of you alone.
Haya: WHAT !
Faia9l: Now.... outside.. *whispers*
Haya: Babe were gonna go to the cafeteria for a bit and be back ok?
Me: Yeah no problem take your time.
Sarah: Allah y5alekom lba3ath.
Rayan looked down and me and the baby and smiled. He pulled us even more closer to his chest. It was as if we were one heart, beating as one. We still hadn't decided on a name, thats when we starting the heat discussion.
Me: L2 I want to call her Manal !!!
Rayan: Ya Dina that name doesnt go with out daughter.
Me: INT WSH LIK DA5AL MO KNT TIBY WALAD !!
Rayan: Mo 3ala walad ma walad l2 !! Ever since I could remember I've always wanted to call my little girl Lama.
Me: Its a disgusting name.
Rayan: No. When you say the name Lama you can automaticaly tell how the person will be. Elegant, classy, beautiful, heart full and all the wonders.
Me: Oh pish posh.. were calling her Manal...
Rayan: FFFFF... 3ala ra7tik 7beebty...
Me: Are you mad?
Rayan: La 7beeby 3adi, we'll call the nxt one Lama.
Me: The next one? And when will that be inshalah ?
Rayan: Whenever you want it to be. *kissing my forehead*
Me: Baby?
Rayan: Na3am 7beebty ?
Me: Could you ask the nurse to get me some juice and an extra blanket please.
Rayan: Mn 3yoni.
Five Years Later
*Incoming Call: Haya*
Haya: Hey girly watcha upto ?
Me: Ahlan, la wala nothing just about to take Lama out to lunch.
Haya: Hmm sounds intresting, mind if we join you ?
Me: Yeah sure, and invite Sarah too .
Haya: Ok see you soon.
Sarah: Hey
Yusif: Hala bl 8amar t3ali 3nd 5alo ..
Fai9al: She's getting cuter by the second mashalah 3leeha.
Me: Thanks 7beebty your sons not so bad hehe
Fai9al: Oh your evil.. *winks at me*
Sarah: Yalla lets order Im starving.
Yusif: Into dayman j3ana.
Sarah: Nananan... Is that how you talk to your finace..?
Yusif: 7ather 6al 3mrik ana asif.
Sarah: Ewaaa kitha il adaaab !!
Me: Haha its been like what? A year? When the heck are you guys gonna get married ?
Sarah: E walla mita ?
Yusif: One second your looking at a bridal magazine then you switch on the tv then the next your on the phone wiht the wedding planner then the next your on the phone with Dina.
Me: Hehehehe...
Sarah: 5ala9 baby.. Tommorow we'll call in the planner ok ?
Yusif: Mmm hmm we'll see.
Haya: Awww look at them staring at eachother.. I scent marriage.. *high excited tone*
Fai9al: A3othobilah their only 6.
Haya: Omg so ?
Me: Haha bs yalla order !
Haya: 5loodi is so good enough for Lama !
Me: 6yb ana ma 8lt shay.
Fai9al: You always think about the future take it one step at a time.
Haya: Omg you guys lighten up I was just goofing off.. wow tight room in here !
Me: I would like to say something *i stand up*
Sarah: Oooooo speech !!
Me: I would just like to say thank you. All of you have been here for me, supporting me and helping me take care of Lama and I lovr you all so much. I could have never gone through these tough years without you.
Youve been my rock and you taught me how to be strong again.
I may have lost my husand but still you guys make me want to go on.
You make me want to wake up in the morning and smile.
You guys make me love this little angel so much.
You guys are my family and my everything.
And I cant wait to see where we are after the next 5 years.
And may god bless our kids and ourselves and keep us together.
The girls bawled in tears while the guys shed a couple of drops.
Yes, I named her Lama. Rayan was right, it did suit her.
She is the most precious thing in my life whom i will always cherish.
To me Rayan isnt gone, his spirit still lyes with us. Everyday.
I feel his presence sometimes,and when I dont I'm not sad cuase I know he'll be back.
I didn't turn into one of those widows who ruin their lives and stay indoors locking in her child with her.
Im living, and I'm going ot keep it that way.
I finaly got a job.
I'm proud to say I'm the owner of an art gallery showing all my art.
I've travled to spain, india and africa with Lama by my side and took some wonderful photograghs which are know hanging in my gallery.
My life never stopped or darkened.
This was gods plan so how could I be mad at that?
Theres a reason for everything.
Whatever gets taken away is replaced with something better.
I have no "crazy world" anymore. Its my perfect world.
I'm starting a new chaper in my life.... Dina and Lama.
Haya: Wait let me het 5aloody's bag.
Fai9al: 6yb give him to me... yala opaaa... Im in the car.
Haya: Ok I'll be there in a minute
Yusif: Sana teen !!
Sarah: Shfeek ?
Yusif: I've been honking out here for 10 minutes what took you so long?
Sarah: I had to pick out an outfit...
Yusif: Are you kidding me? Your friend is about to give birth to you that means walking the red carpet ?
Sarah: Ya rabiiii yusif dont make a big deal and just drive.
Yusif: Fine bs I bet your gonna get real embaressed once you see Haya dressing apropriatly.
Twenty Minutes Later
Haya: Ahhhh you look adorable !!
Sarah: Me? What about you! Stunning as usual !
Yusif: Oh my god...
Fai9al: Tell me about it. All they need now is a red carpet.
Yusif: You read my mind.
Sarah: Is she in already ?
Haya: Yeah we got her kinda late but rayan informed us that she's gonna be ok.
Sarah: What's going on ?
Haya: Mdri wallah, shes not giving birth just yet. She's having a few contractions but its not that bad.
Sarah: Oh ok good.
Yusif: You ok ?
Sarah: Yeah Im fine but I'm just worried about her thats all..
Yusif: 7beebty She'll be fine lat 5afeen 3leeha.
Sarah: Yeah I know but its normal right to be scared .. ?
Yusif: T3ali 3ndi... haha she'll be fine.
Haya: *knocking on the door* RAYAAAN !! RAYAN !!
Fai9al: *pulls her hand away* YA BNT ! Shfeeki habla !! give them some damn privacy
Rayan: Haya? really ? Now ?
Haya: How is she doing?
Rayan: Ya Haya I told you once something new comes along I'll let u know.
Haya: Ok, kiss her for me... wait... and hug her .. and ..
Rayan: HAYA !!
Haya: WHAT !!
Rayan: Shes about to give birth, I dont think its time for the lovy dovy stuff just yet.
Haya: Uff fine !!
Fai9al: Haha yallah go back in.
Rayan: That wife of yours...
Fai9al: I know.. i know...
Rayan: Yalla ashoofik b3deen.
Fai9al: Good luck
Four Hours later
Rayan: T3ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!
Everyone ran into the room and huddled around me
They all praised me and the baby saying how happy they were and how adorable the baby looked, how she resembled me, her mother.
Rayan: Isn't she an angel...
Me: See I told you *sticking my tongue out*
Rayan: Yes you did 7beebty.
Haya: Dandoon Im so happy for you.
Me: Thank you Hayouna... thank you, all of you for being here by my side. Your the best friends I could ever ask for.
Fai9al: Yallah were gonna leave the two of you alone.
Haya: WHAT !
Faia9l: Now.... outside.. *whispers*
Haya: Babe were gonna go to the cafeteria for a bit and be back ok?
Me: Yeah no problem take your time.
Sarah: Allah y5alekom lba3ath.
Rayan looked down and me and the baby and smiled. He pulled us even more closer to his chest. It was as if we were one heart, beating as one. We still hadn't decided on a name, thats when we starting the heat discussion.
Me: L2 I want to call her Manal !!!
Rayan: Ya Dina that name doesnt go with out daughter.
Me: INT WSH LIK DA5AL MO KNT TIBY WALAD !!
Rayan: Mo 3ala walad ma walad l2 !! Ever since I could remember I've always wanted to call my little girl Lama.
Me: Its a disgusting name.
Rayan: No. When you say the name Lama you can automaticaly tell how the person will be. Elegant, classy, beautiful, heart full and all the wonders.
Me: Oh pish posh.. were calling her Manal...
Rayan: FFFFF... 3ala ra7tik 7beebty...
Me: Are you mad?
Rayan: La 7beeby 3adi, we'll call the nxt one Lama.
Me: The next one? And when will that be inshalah ?
Rayan: Whenever you want it to be. *kissing my forehead*
Me: Baby?
Rayan: Na3am 7beebty ?
Me: Could you ask the nurse to get me some juice and an extra blanket please.
Rayan: Mn 3yoni.
Five Years Later
*Incoming Call: Haya*
Haya: Hey girly watcha upto ?
Me: Ahlan, la wala nothing just about to take Lama out to lunch.
Haya: Hmm sounds intresting, mind if we join you ?
Me: Yeah sure, and invite Sarah too .
Haya: Ok see you soon.
Sarah: Hey
Yusif: Hala bl 8amar t3ali 3nd 5alo ..
Fai9al: She's getting cuter by the second mashalah 3leeha.
Me: Thanks 7beebty your sons not so bad hehe
Fai9al: Oh your evil.. *winks at me*
Sarah: Yalla lets order Im starving.
Yusif: Into dayman j3ana.
Sarah: Nananan... Is that how you talk to your finace..?
Yusif: 7ather 6al 3mrik ana asif.
Sarah: Ewaaa kitha il adaaab !!
Me: Haha its been like what? A year? When the heck are you guys gonna get married ?
Sarah: E walla mita ?
Yusif: One second your looking at a bridal magazine then you switch on the tv then the next your on the phone wiht the wedding planner then the next your on the phone with Dina.
Me: Hehehehe...
Sarah: 5ala9 baby.. Tommorow we'll call in the planner ok ?
Yusif: Mmm hmm we'll see.
Haya: Awww look at them staring at eachother.. I scent marriage.. *high excited tone*
Fai9al: A3othobilah their only 6.
Haya: Omg so ?
Me: Haha bs yalla order !
Haya: 5loodi is so good enough for Lama !
Me: 6yb ana ma 8lt shay.
Fai9al: You always think about the future take it one step at a time.
Haya: Omg you guys lighten up I was just goofing off.. wow tight room in here !
Me: I would like to say something *i stand up*
Sarah: Oooooo speech !!
Me: I would just like to say thank you. All of you have been here for me, supporting me and helping me take care of Lama and I lovr you all so much. I could have never gone through these tough years without you.
Youve been my rock and you taught me how to be strong again.
I may have lost my husand but still you guys make me want to go on.
You make me want to wake up in the morning and smile.
You guys make me love this little angel so much.
You guys are my family and my everything.
And I cant wait to see where we are after the next 5 years.
And may god bless our kids and ourselves and keep us together.
The girls bawled in tears while the guys shed a couple of drops.
Yes, I named her Lama. Rayan was right, it did suit her.
She is the most precious thing in my life whom i will always cherish.
To me Rayan isnt gone, his spirit still lyes with us. Everyday.
I feel his presence sometimes,and when I dont I'm not sad cuase I know he'll be back.
I didn't turn into one of those widows who ruin their lives and stay indoors locking in her child with her.
Im living, and I'm going ot keep it that way.
I finaly got a job.
I'm proud to say I'm the owner of an art gallery showing all my art.
I've travled to spain, india and africa with Lama by my side and took some wonderful photograghs which are know hanging in my gallery.
My life never stopped or darkened.
This was gods plan so how could I be mad at that?
Theres a reason for everything.
Whatever gets taken away is replaced with something better.
I have no "crazy world" anymore. Its my perfect world.
I'm starting a new chaper in my life.... Dina and Lama.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
My Crazy World 52
The next couple of days things have been really weird. Rayan hasn't been himself. I would try to talk to him for him to open to me, but all he would do is change the subject. The thing that really confused me was why he stopped feeling the baby. He kept a distant from me these past days. Everything was fine so I don't know what could have caused this. We didn't fight, nor did he getting into anything bad with anyone else cause I would know, dont ask how but I just would.
Me: I'm really freaking out here ...
Haya: Calm down I'm sure its nothing, maybe he's just stressed out from work.
Me: Oh yeah he's stressed that he has to keep away from me?
Haya: Look dont jump to any conclusions ok , talk to him today and --
Me: Dude I've been talking ! Over a million times but he just wont budge. What more do you expect me to do?
Sarah: Sweeite he loves you.
Me: ..... *raise an eyebrow* wow your really helping..
Haya: Ignore her. She's just in her own little world with Yusif.
Sarah: Hey !!
Haya: Arn't you ?
Sarah: Well... yeah but it doesnt mean I dont care.
Haya: Just go, shoo shoo, go.... fetch a chicken or something.
Sarah: *shocked face* Well I must say I never expected this from you !
Haya: Shhhhhhhhh cant you see were talking.
Sarah: Im leaving.
Haya: Bye......... anyways what are you gonna do now?
Me: I dont know, i think Im just gonna head home and try again..
I rested my back on the sofa and sighed. Haya came next to me and gave me hug and told me that everything was going to be ok. She comforted me then I left to go home.
Once I entered my house it was all dark. As I took a few steps forward I could hear someone talking. I followed the voice and it was Rayan in his study. I got a little closer to the door so that I could hear what was going on. The door was closed so I didn't have to worry about him catching me. I placed my ear on the door and listened.
" Yeah............................................. but how could it have happend?................................. everything went fine so............................................are you sure or is there a way I can stop this? .......................................mmmm ............................................ mmm................................ok then what ................... NO !!! "
Me: bsmilah ...
" WELL WHAT THE HELL AM I TO DO HAAA TELL ME???..............................................NO THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH !!! .............. WELL I DONT CARE FIND ME ONE IM NOT GONNA LET THIS HAPPEN DO YOU HERE ME ?? !!................................................. LISTEN I GOTTA GO AND THE NEXT TIME I CALL I WANT GOOD NEWS !!!............ "
I quickley started to walk faster and faster towards the stairs, thats when he opend the door and saw me. He yelled out my name in such a furiouse manner that I got scared and walked even more faster. I reached the stairs and started my way up till he grabbed me by the hand.
Me: Rayan let go of my arm !
Rayan: What were you doing listening ?
Me: Rayan !! Your hurting me !!
Rayan: Why were you listening?
Me: Ayy.. ahh...
I slipped and tumbled all the way to the bottem. I dont know what happend after that but all I remember is waking up in my bed.
Doctor: Dina? .... Dina?....
Me: Esh 9ar ?
Doctor: You fell but your ok now.
Me: THE BABY !!
Doctor: Shhh.. lye back down 7mdela the baby is fine. Your really lucky , it was a bad fall.
Me: Will she be ok ?
Doctor: She perfectly fine. But you need to stay in bed for a while and rest. You have a bruise on your shoulder that needs healing. I gave your husband the medicine and I instructed him what he needs to do. So dont worry you'll be fine.
Me: Thank you so much doctor.
Doctor: Have a good night.
Rayan: 7beebty are you ok do you want me to get you anything ?
Me: I need you to leave the room.
Rayan: *sits next to me*
Me: Get off now.
Rayan: 7beebty whats wrong?
Me: Next time when your upset keep it in your study not on me and my baby.
Rayan: Oh sweetie. I know I went a little over board --
Me: A little ? You were the cause of all of this Rayan.
Rayan: I know and I'm going to do whatever it takes to make it up to you.
Me: You really wanna make me feel better ?
Rayan: Yes. Anything.
Me: Call up my girls and have them come over and you leave the house for tonight.
Rayan: Dina...
Me: Would you rather I leave ?
Rayan: 7ather...
Sarah: Klb ma ysta7y !!
Haya: 7beebty inti im so sorry.
Me: *sigh* I dont know where this guy came from. I've never seen him like this before. It was like a monster came after me. I was so scared.
Haya: Sweetie were here now and were gonna make sure this doesnt happen to you again. Do you want me to get you anything? Im heading to the kitchen.
Me: Just some green tea please.
Sarah: Oh me too please.
Haya: Ok.
-Whispers -
Rayan: Haya ?
Haya: What the hell are you still doing here? Havent you done enough ?
Rayan: Is she ok?
Haya: She is now.
Rayan: Listen please dont get the wrong idea about me. I love her with all my heart, I do.
Haya: Well you really showed that off tonight.
Rayan: It was an accident I didnt mean for it to happen.
Haya: An accident? No rayan, you could have controled your anger. Plus your wife is pregant havent you thought of that ?
Rayan: I know what I did was unforgivable but cant you talk to her for me please, make her see that it wasnt my intention.
Haya: Excuse me? No im sorry. Your gonna have to prove yourself Im not doing it for you.
Rayan: Haya?
Haya: Rayan please leave.
Rayan: Good night...
Haya: Bye
Me: Hey, what took you so long?
Haya: Sorry.
Me: Anyways... how's 5aloodi ?
Haya: Y7lelo he's getting cuter by the minute.
Sarah: Is fai9al with him now ?
Haya: Yeah he wants some father son time haha.
Me: 7lelhom bs !
Sarah: Well Haya listen you go and I'll stay over.
Haya: No no its ok you go I'll stay.
Sarah: Haya you got a kid so go.
Haya: And you got a date in less than an hour remember ?
Sarah Oh shit !!
Haya: Yeah...
Sarah: Ummm.....
Me/Haya: GO !!
Sarah: You guys rock I love you !!
Haya: Did Rayan tell you where he was going ?
Me: No, but probably at one of his friends houses or something.
Haya: Did you get a chance to talk to him after what happend?
*Incoming Call Rayan*
Me: Speak of the devil.
Haya: Answer him.
Me: Hell no.
Haya: Hello?
Me: HAYA !
Haya: Oh hey Rayan, yeah shes here with me hold on.
Me: *giving haya the eye* Hello...
Rayan: Hey baby.
Me: Hi...
Rayan: How are you feeling?
Me: Better...
Rayan: Did you eat anything?
Me: Im not so hungry.
Rayan: Yeah but the baby's got to eat sweetie.
Me: The baby huh? Now you think of our child?
Rayan: Sweetie wallah im so sorry you dont know how bad I feel. I feel like total crap. Please dont be upset with me anymore please.
Me: What happend in your study?
Rayan: I dont wanna talk about it.
Me: Well your gonna have to.
Rayan: *sigh*..... work.
Me: And?
Rayan: I lost one of my biggest clients who holds three very important companies.
Me: Oh...
Rayan: Baby ?
Me: Hmm ...
Rayan: Are you my baby ?
Me: Mmm hmmm..
Rayan: Walla ?
Me: E....
Rayan: Lesh ?
Me: Mdri...
Rayan: Agolik leh ?
Me: Leh ?
Rayan: 3ashan mafi a7ad bl dnya mithlik.
Me: *giggle*
Rayan: Baby?
Me: Huh?
Rayan: Can I come home?
Me: Mmmm...
Rayan: I love you.
Me: I love you, now get your ass over here.
Haya: Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww !!
Me: Hahah sheeki ?
Haya: You guys are so cute in such a freaky way.
Me: Leh freaky inshallah ?
Haya: Haha no im kidding you guys are simply cute.
Me: Y7belk. Babe yallah go to your man and kid.
Haya: Are you sure you dont want me to stay ?
Me: Nah, dont worry were good now.
Haya: Ok but if you need anything call me. I'll rush right over.
Me: Thank you sweetie,
She kissed me goodnight then left me in my room. I couldnt get out of bed, I looked like such an old hag it was disgusting.
Rayan: 3yoniiiiiiiiii
Me: Hi.
Rayan: Look i brought jawbreakers !!
Me: AHH I LOVE YOU !!
Rayan: Haha yallah scoot on over for me.
Me: Dude I got a person inside of me. You come on over to the other side yallah bla kasal .
Rayan came in and wrapped his arms around me. I sucked on my lolipop while him the little perv was eyeing me. I knew he was so I kept sucking and licking on it in such a dirty way. At one point he actualy drooled. I laughed so hard that I smacked him on the head indicating him to snap out of it.
After our mini pervo session he went in for a shower. As I waited helplessly for my prince to return, his phone rang.
O l2ni marra malgoofa 6b3an radeit.
Me: Aloo ?
?: Aloo ?
Meen: Who is this ?
?: Umm im looking for Rayan.
Me: May I ask who's calling ?
?: Is this is wife ?
Me: Yes it is.
?: Well is he available at the moment?
Me: No he isnt and here we are back at the question of who are you ?
?: Im sorry for calling so late but just tell him to call me back.
Me: How can I do that without knowing your name ?
?: Good night.
Me: Wait !................. Ufff rude.
Rayan: Hey baby?
Me: Haaa?
Rayan: Who was that ?
Me: Mdri, this dude saying he needs to speak with you. And when asked for his name he was all weird about giving it to me.
Rayan: Huh? Maybe someone at work didnt regognixe you and got embaressed.
Me: He knew I was your wife.
Rayan: Hmm.
Me: Who's the guy Rayan ?
Rayan: Baby I dont know. Like I said probably someone from work. I'll see to it tommorow.
Me: Yeah... ok...
Three Weeks Later
Baby's due soon so I'm really excited. Plus Rayan is back to his happy go lucky self again. No more weridness going on between us.
5aloodi was so adorable we would go over to visit him every other day. It was kinda like a practice test for us.
Sarah and Yusif were hitting it off really well...... really well. He took her last week for a long weekend at the south of france.
"Baby's due soon" and I already have the nursery all set. I can't wait to become a mother. To have someone to care for, to love and raise. I've wanted since I could remember. And now it's finaly here.
Me: I'm really freaking out here ...
Haya: Calm down I'm sure its nothing, maybe he's just stressed out from work.
Me: Oh yeah he's stressed that he has to keep away from me?
Haya: Look dont jump to any conclusions ok , talk to him today and --
Me: Dude I've been talking ! Over a million times but he just wont budge. What more do you expect me to do?
Sarah: Sweeite he loves you.
Me: ..... *raise an eyebrow* wow your really helping..
Haya: Ignore her. She's just in her own little world with Yusif.
Sarah: Hey !!
Haya: Arn't you ?
Sarah: Well... yeah but it doesnt mean I dont care.
Haya: Just go, shoo shoo, go.... fetch a chicken or something.
Sarah: *shocked face* Well I must say I never expected this from you !
Haya: Shhhhhhhhh cant you see were talking.
Sarah: Im leaving.
Haya: Bye......... anyways what are you gonna do now?
Me: I dont know, i think Im just gonna head home and try again..
I rested my back on the sofa and sighed. Haya came next to me and gave me hug and told me that everything was going to be ok. She comforted me then I left to go home.
Once I entered my house it was all dark. As I took a few steps forward I could hear someone talking. I followed the voice and it was Rayan in his study. I got a little closer to the door so that I could hear what was going on. The door was closed so I didn't have to worry about him catching me. I placed my ear on the door and listened.
" Yeah............................................. but how could it have happend?................................. everything went fine so............................................are you sure or is there a way I can stop this? .......................................mmmm ............................................ mmm................................ok then what ................... NO !!! "
Me: bsmilah ...
" WELL WHAT THE HELL AM I TO DO HAAA TELL ME???..............................................NO THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH !!! .............. WELL I DONT CARE FIND ME ONE IM NOT GONNA LET THIS HAPPEN DO YOU HERE ME ?? !!................................................. LISTEN I GOTTA GO AND THE NEXT TIME I CALL I WANT GOOD NEWS !!!............ "
I quickley started to walk faster and faster towards the stairs, thats when he opend the door and saw me. He yelled out my name in such a furiouse manner that I got scared and walked even more faster. I reached the stairs and started my way up till he grabbed me by the hand.
Me: Rayan let go of my arm !
Rayan: What were you doing listening ?
Me: Rayan !! Your hurting me !!
Rayan: Why were you listening?
Me: Ayy.. ahh...
I slipped and tumbled all the way to the bottem. I dont know what happend after that but all I remember is waking up in my bed.
Doctor: Dina? .... Dina?....
Me: Esh 9ar ?
Doctor: You fell but your ok now.
Me: THE BABY !!
Doctor: Shhh.. lye back down 7mdela the baby is fine. Your really lucky , it was a bad fall.
Me: Will she be ok ?
Doctor: She perfectly fine. But you need to stay in bed for a while and rest. You have a bruise on your shoulder that needs healing. I gave your husband the medicine and I instructed him what he needs to do. So dont worry you'll be fine.
Me: Thank you so much doctor.
Doctor: Have a good night.
Rayan: 7beebty are you ok do you want me to get you anything ?
Me: I need you to leave the room.
Rayan: *sits next to me*
Me: Get off now.
Rayan: 7beebty whats wrong?
Me: Next time when your upset keep it in your study not on me and my baby.
Rayan: Oh sweetie. I know I went a little over board --
Me: A little ? You were the cause of all of this Rayan.
Rayan: I know and I'm going to do whatever it takes to make it up to you.
Me: You really wanna make me feel better ?
Rayan: Yes. Anything.
Me: Call up my girls and have them come over and you leave the house for tonight.
Rayan: Dina...
Me: Would you rather I leave ?
Rayan: 7ather...
Sarah: Klb ma ysta7y !!
Haya: 7beebty inti im so sorry.
Me: *sigh* I dont know where this guy came from. I've never seen him like this before. It was like a monster came after me. I was so scared.
Haya: Sweetie were here now and were gonna make sure this doesnt happen to you again. Do you want me to get you anything? Im heading to the kitchen.
Me: Just some green tea please.
Sarah: Oh me too please.
Haya: Ok.
-Whispers -
Rayan: Haya ?
Haya: What the hell are you still doing here? Havent you done enough ?
Rayan: Is she ok?
Haya: She is now.
Rayan: Listen please dont get the wrong idea about me. I love her with all my heart, I do.
Haya: Well you really showed that off tonight.
Rayan: It was an accident I didnt mean for it to happen.
Haya: An accident? No rayan, you could have controled your anger. Plus your wife is pregant havent you thought of that ?
Rayan: I know what I did was unforgivable but cant you talk to her for me please, make her see that it wasnt my intention.
Haya: Excuse me? No im sorry. Your gonna have to prove yourself Im not doing it for you.
Rayan: Haya?
Haya: Rayan please leave.
Rayan: Good night...
Haya: Bye
Me: Hey, what took you so long?
Haya: Sorry.
Me: Anyways... how's 5aloodi ?
Haya: Y7lelo he's getting cuter by the minute.
Sarah: Is fai9al with him now ?
Haya: Yeah he wants some father son time haha.
Me: 7lelhom bs !
Sarah: Well Haya listen you go and I'll stay over.
Haya: No no its ok you go I'll stay.
Sarah: Haya you got a kid so go.
Haya: And you got a date in less than an hour remember ?
Sarah Oh shit !!
Haya: Yeah...
Sarah: Ummm.....
Me/Haya: GO !!
Sarah: You guys rock I love you !!
Haya: Did Rayan tell you where he was going ?
Me: No, but probably at one of his friends houses or something.
Haya: Did you get a chance to talk to him after what happend?
*Incoming Call Rayan*
Me: Speak of the devil.
Haya: Answer him.
Me: Hell no.
Haya: Hello?
Me: HAYA !
Haya: Oh hey Rayan, yeah shes here with me hold on.
Me: *giving haya the eye* Hello...
Rayan: Hey baby.
Me: Hi...
Rayan: How are you feeling?
Me: Better...
Rayan: Did you eat anything?
Me: Im not so hungry.
Rayan: Yeah but the baby's got to eat sweetie.
Me: The baby huh? Now you think of our child?
Rayan: Sweetie wallah im so sorry you dont know how bad I feel. I feel like total crap. Please dont be upset with me anymore please.
Me: What happend in your study?
Rayan: I dont wanna talk about it.
Me: Well your gonna have to.
Rayan: *sigh*..... work.
Me: And?
Rayan: I lost one of my biggest clients who holds three very important companies.
Me: Oh...
Rayan: Baby ?
Me: Hmm ...
Rayan: Are you my baby ?
Me: Mmm hmmm..
Rayan: Walla ?
Me: E....
Rayan: Lesh ?
Me: Mdri...
Rayan: Agolik leh ?
Me: Leh ?
Rayan: 3ashan mafi a7ad bl dnya mithlik.
Me: *giggle*
Rayan: Baby?
Me: Huh?
Rayan: Can I come home?
Me: Mmmm...
Rayan: I love you.
Me: I love you, now get your ass over here.
Haya: Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww !!
Me: Hahah sheeki ?
Haya: You guys are so cute in such a freaky way.
Me: Leh freaky inshallah ?
Haya: Haha no im kidding you guys are simply cute.
Me: Y7belk. Babe yallah go to your man and kid.
Haya: Are you sure you dont want me to stay ?
Me: Nah, dont worry were good now.
Haya: Ok but if you need anything call me. I'll rush right over.
Me: Thank you sweetie,
She kissed me goodnight then left me in my room. I couldnt get out of bed, I looked like such an old hag it was disgusting.
Rayan: 3yoniiiiiiiiii
Me: Hi.
Rayan: Look i brought jawbreakers !!
Me: AHH I LOVE YOU !!
Rayan: Haha yallah scoot on over for me.
Me: Dude I got a person inside of me. You come on over to the other side yallah bla kasal .
Rayan came in and wrapped his arms around me. I sucked on my lolipop while him the little perv was eyeing me. I knew he was so I kept sucking and licking on it in such a dirty way. At one point he actualy drooled. I laughed so hard that I smacked him on the head indicating him to snap out of it.
After our mini pervo session he went in for a shower. As I waited helplessly for my prince to return, his phone rang.
O l2ni marra malgoofa 6b3an radeit.
Me: Aloo ?
?: Aloo ?
Meen: Who is this ?
?: Umm im looking for Rayan.
Me: May I ask who's calling ?
?: Is this is wife ?
Me: Yes it is.
?: Well is he available at the moment?
Me: No he isnt and here we are back at the question of who are you ?
?: Im sorry for calling so late but just tell him to call me back.
Me: How can I do that without knowing your name ?
?: Good night.
Me: Wait !................. Ufff rude.
Rayan: Hey baby?
Me: Haaa?
Rayan: Who was that ?
Me: Mdri, this dude saying he needs to speak with you. And when asked for his name he was all weird about giving it to me.
Rayan: Huh? Maybe someone at work didnt regognixe you and got embaressed.
Me: He knew I was your wife.
Rayan: Hmm.
Me: Who's the guy Rayan ?
Rayan: Baby I dont know. Like I said probably someone from work. I'll see to it tommorow.
Me: Yeah... ok...
Three Weeks Later
Baby's due soon so I'm really excited. Plus Rayan is back to his happy go lucky self again. No more weridness going on between us.
5aloodi was so adorable we would go over to visit him every other day. It was kinda like a practice test for us.
Sarah and Yusif were hitting it off really well...... really well. He took her last week for a long weekend at the south of france.
"Baby's due soon" and I already have the nursery all set. I can't wait to become a mother. To have someone to care for, to love and raise. I've wanted since I could remember. And now it's finaly here.
Monday, April 27, 2009
My Crazy World 51
Well it's good to know that things worked out between those two. But what about Haya, you have to be wondering.
Well Haya is in the hospital giving birth. She's having pre-mature labor. She's supposed to be due 2 months before me but I guess fait had other plans.
Haya: Heee hoo heeee its not working !!
Fai9al: Baby breath just breath the doctor will be here any second.
Haya: I DONT HAVE A SECOND THE CONTRACTION ARE 1 SECOND APART AGHHHHH !!!
Doctor: Excuse me sure please step aside... ok Haya im going to need you to start pushing for me ok?
Haya: Hooooooo heeeeeeeee o. k
Doctor: One... two .... three
Haya was screaming like hell. Poor baby she was so exhausted. We were all there by her side, except for Yusif and Rayan who were waiting out side.
After she gave birth she screamed out to see her baby boy. She didn't care about the after birth stress or anything that came along with it, she just wanted her baby.
She held him in her arms and Fai9al came up onto the bed by her side and put his arm around her.
Fai9al: So what do we name him ?
Haya: ..... 5alid
Me: 7beebty.. *hug*
Haya: He was my other father. I loved him.
Me: I know you did sweetie.
5aled was his name.
5 Days later
Me: Rayan yallah I wanna go now !
Rayan: Yallaj jay jay.
Rayan and I went to this little new baby botique. I was so excited once I walked in. There was so many gorgouse things for her that it was so hard just to pick a few, so I didnt. We were twirling around for an hour than Rayan got tired and decided to sit down, while I ofcourse continued on. I got so many things probabley some which I didn't even need. But it was for my baby girl and I wanted her to have everything. Once everything ran up I saw Rayan's eyes widen and jaw drop. I simply let out a cute giggle. He nodded his head and got out his credit card. What an angel he was.
Rayan: Do you realize how much we just spent?
Me: 7beeby c'mon its for our little baby girl *pout*
Rayan: Yeah and then you bought a ring and bracelt for yourself .
Me: It was half off...
Rayan: 3,000 riyals ya dina !
Me: It was 3, 500 ..
Rayan: Allah ystar bs..
I gave him a small peck on his lips which made him smile, which as always means I'm off the hook.
Haya was supposed to stay at over at the hospital for at least a week. She needed plenty of rest with it being premature. Plus the 5alid had to be kept in an incupater. He still wasnt fully ready to be handeld. He need a few days in there.
Sarah and I would take turns for the next couple of nights staying over at the hospital. Haya was having those on and off depressions. But thank god it wasnt postpartum depression. So before we would go to her, we would stop and get dinner or some icecream. Or we would get a mini dvd laptop and watch a movie. We tried everything we could to make her smile. What a relief we managed to keep her calm and happy.
Me on the other had still had about a month and a half until I would have to give birth and I was scared. I mean I saw the pain Haya went through and for me to also be where she was would just kill me. I mean the pain and the screaming. I've always seen them on televison and it looked so easy but what I saw a few days ago was totaly diffirent. God be with me.
A few days later Rayan got a surprising phone call while I was at Haya's helping her with the baby.
Rayan: Mmm hmm... how?.......................are you sure?............... feha 7al ? .......................... bs kl shay zain ?...........................lazim ajekom y3ni? ...................... ok 6yb al7een jay ba3al salama.....
Well Haya is in the hospital giving birth. She's having pre-mature labor. She's supposed to be due 2 months before me but I guess fait had other plans.
Haya: Heee hoo heeee its not working !!
Fai9al: Baby breath just breath the doctor will be here any second.
Haya: I DONT HAVE A SECOND THE CONTRACTION ARE 1 SECOND APART AGHHHHH !!!
Doctor: Excuse me sure please step aside... ok Haya im going to need you to start pushing for me ok?
Haya: Hooooooo heeeeeeeee o. k
Doctor: One... two .... three
Haya was screaming like hell. Poor baby she was so exhausted. We were all there by her side, except for Yusif and Rayan who were waiting out side.
After she gave birth she screamed out to see her baby boy. She didn't care about the after birth stress or anything that came along with it, she just wanted her baby.
She held him in her arms and Fai9al came up onto the bed by her side and put his arm around her.
Fai9al: So what do we name him ?
Haya: ..... 5alid
Me: 7beebty.. *hug*
Haya: He was my other father. I loved him.
Me: I know you did sweetie.
5aled was his name.
5 Days later
Me: Rayan yallah I wanna go now !
Rayan: Yallaj jay jay.
Rayan and I went to this little new baby botique. I was so excited once I walked in. There was so many gorgouse things for her that it was so hard just to pick a few, so I didnt. We were twirling around for an hour than Rayan got tired and decided to sit down, while I ofcourse continued on. I got so many things probabley some which I didn't even need. But it was for my baby girl and I wanted her to have everything. Once everything ran up I saw Rayan's eyes widen and jaw drop. I simply let out a cute giggle. He nodded his head and got out his credit card. What an angel he was.
Rayan: Do you realize how much we just spent?
Me: 7beeby c'mon its for our little baby girl *pout*
Rayan: Yeah and then you bought a ring and bracelt for yourself .
Me: It was half off...
Rayan: 3,000 riyals ya dina !
Me: It was 3, 500 ..
Rayan: Allah ystar bs..
I gave him a small peck on his lips which made him smile, which as always means I'm off the hook.
Haya was supposed to stay at over at the hospital for at least a week. She needed plenty of rest with it being premature. Plus the 5alid had to be kept in an incupater. He still wasnt fully ready to be handeld. He need a few days in there.
Sarah and I would take turns for the next couple of nights staying over at the hospital. Haya was having those on and off depressions. But thank god it wasnt postpartum depression. So before we would go to her, we would stop and get dinner or some icecream. Or we would get a mini dvd laptop and watch a movie. We tried everything we could to make her smile. What a relief we managed to keep her calm and happy.
Me on the other had still had about a month and a half until I would have to give birth and I was scared. I mean I saw the pain Haya went through and for me to also be where she was would just kill me. I mean the pain and the screaming. I've always seen them on televison and it looked so easy but what I saw a few days ago was totaly diffirent. God be with me.
A few days later Rayan got a surprising phone call while I was at Haya's helping her with the baby.
Rayan: Mmm hmm... how?.......................are you sure?............... feha 7al ? .......................... bs kl shay zain ?...........................lazim ajekom y3ni? ...................... ok 6yb al7een jay ba3al salama.....
Sunday, April 26, 2009
My Crazy World 50
My Lovley Reader,
I'm finaly back home, sorry I've kept you waiting so long.
I've missed you all and your wonderful comments.
Enjoy the post .
Love you all ;**
~~~~~~~~~~
3 Months Later
Everything was perfect, on the right track and still heading that way. Rayan was such a sweetheart, always there by my side and the babies. He sometimes wouldn't sleep at night just incase I woke up and needed anything. He would spoil me to a level that I never knew exhisted. He was simply amazing and I'm so glad to have him in my life.
Haya was I think about... 5 months pregnant but yet as always still glowling like an angel. Sara and Yusif, well things were heating up with those two. They grew incredibley close in those 2 months. He even took her away to Kan for a long weekend.
Once again everything was perfect for the 3 of us that we coudln't ask for anything more or better.
Rayan: You look beautiful 7beebty.
Me: I look like a fat pig in tracks !! * falling back onto the sofa*
Rayan: Its juciy, you love juicy.
Me: Ugh.. juciy my ass.
Rayan: Hormones?
Me: Yeah, worse every day.
Rayan: 3adi 7beebty. Just think of it from the positive side.
Me: ....
Rayan: Were soon going to be parents and have our selves a little rascal running around the house.
Me: Rascal huh? What makes you think its going to be a boy ?
Rayan: I've got a hunch. *winks at me*
Me: Yeah well it's going to be a little angel.
Rayan: Hahah yseer 5air inshallah. Yallah let's go see.
Me: You made the appointment ?
Rayan: E esh feeha ?
Me: Rayan... what did I tell you !! I wanted it to be a surprise for the both of us.
Rayan: 7beebty I really wanna know .
Me: Well I dont ok ! Can't you please respect my decison.
Rayan: Ok listen, how about this... we go but only I will know what it is and you wont. I'll have the doctor just tell me.
Me: Fine but how I can trust you not to blab.
Rayan: Wallah 7beebty I wont.
Me: Uff.. fine yallah lets go. Help me up.
So we went to the hospital and Rayan got the sex of the baby while I stuck to the deal I made with myself. I mean why do people love to spoil the surprise? Why ruin the thrill ?
Later that day after the hospital for some reason Fai9al wanted to meet up with me, so Rayan dropped me off and this was how things went.
Fai9al: Halla bl 8amar. *hugs me*
Me: Haha ahlan.
Fai9al: What do you wanna drink?
Me: water would be fine thanks.
Fai9al: Bs? Yallah 3ad.
Me: La walla Fofo shab3ana.
Fai9al: 6yb 3ala ra7tik.
Me: So how are you and Haya.
Fai9al: A77m..
Me: Haha sorry and the baby?
Fai9al: La everythings well 7mdela. Bs Haya keeps going on and on about how fat she's getting and about the tracks she has to keep on wearing.
Me: She and me both !
Fai9al: Haha inti ba3ad ?
Me: YES !!
Fai9al: Y7belkom.
Me: So, why did you want to mee up? Is everything ok?
Fai9al: La I just wanted to catch up thats all.
Me: Oh.. ok.
Fai9al: So how was the visit to the hospital ?
Me: It went fine.
Fai9al: Wow I can't believe your having a little girl.
Me: WHAT !!!
Fai9al: What ?
Me: A GIRL !!!???
Fai9al: Bsmila 3leeki Dina yes a girl.
Me: Awww *tears* Im having a girl.
Fai9al: Oh sweetie come here *hugs me*
Me: A little girl...
Fai9al: Want me to take you to Rayan ?
Me: Yes please.
We payed the check and Fai9al dropped me off home. Yeah I didnt want to know but I felt happy when he told me. You know when you dont want to know something and once it hits you, you get excited,not mad at the fact that you found out?
I arrived home and found Rayan walking up the stairs. I hurried over to him and hugged him.
Rayan: Uffff bshweeesh hahah esh feeki 7beebty?
Me: Were having a baby girl.
Rayan: Ya 7ayati inti... a7bk marra.
Me: W ana ba3ad akthar ya 3mri.
Rayan: Yalla lets go upstairs and watch a movie in bed.
Me: Perfect.
We walked up the stairs, changed into our warm sleep wear and cuddled into bed and watched a movie.
While we were cozying up, Sarah and Yusif were still up late.
Yusif: I love you...
Sarah: I love you too...
Yusif: Do you really ?
Sarah: With all my heart.
Yusif: Would you move in with me if i asked you?
Sarah: No...
Yusif: Sarouuuu !
Sarah: E 6b3an I will.
Yusif: I love you...
Sarah: Oh my god enough we get it.
Yusif: Way to ruin the mood.
Sarah: 7beeby its not that , its just that your too sensitive. You have to chill and relax we dont always have to say it to eachother. I know im your first girl friend but it doesnt mean we have to follow up to Cory and Tepenga.
Yusif: Who ?
Sarah: Their this couple on a disney show called "Boy Meets World"
Yusif: O... k
Sarah: Dont look at me that way I'm just giving you an example.
Yusif: Ok Im sorry. But I cant help it.
Sarah: Yeah well its kinda annoying wallah so if you could cut it down a bit.
Yusif: Sarah are you seriouse?
Sarah: Whats wrong with what I said ?
Yusif: Well first of all its rude. And second, yeah I may be a bit sensitive when it comes to us but thats only because im madly in love with you, the first girl I've ever been inlove with.
Sarah: I know 7beeby and i love as much as you do --
Yusif: Yeah it really shows...
Sarah: I do, dont say that !!
Yusif: Fffffff....
Sarah: It's just a little weird ok..
Yusif: How on earth could this be weird for a couple to do ?
Sarah: Well Kareem was never like this.... oh
Yusif: Excuse me?
Sarah: I... I'm sorry that was never supposed to come out....
Yusif: Yeah if it didn't then you would have been thinking it ...
Sarah: I didn't mean it I'm ---
Yusif: Don't.... please dont..
Sarah: Sufi I'm so sorry...
Yusif: Yeah... I think I'm gonna call it a night.
Sarah: No wait please dont go.
Yusif: I've got an important client coming over in the morning.
Sarah: Oh.... well cant you stay the night? I mean its late.
Yusif: Thank you but I'll be fine.
Sarah: Well... will I see you tommorow ?
Yusif: We work together Sarah.
Sarah: Yeah I know but I ment after ..... work...
Yusif: I dont know I'll have to see.
Sarah: See? See what?
Yusif: You know what your right. I dont have to see anything. You see what you want from me and when you finaly know then let me know.
Sarah: Where's all this coming from you know I love you.
Yusif: I know you do I never said you didn't.
Sarah: So what's the problem ?
Yusif: The problem is that you just compared me to a man that took you for granted and cheated on you. So I'm sorry if my personality does not match his. Im the caring devoted type and if thats not what your into then you can just fall back into his arms.
Sarah: Yusif !!
Yusif: I'm leaving now bye.
Sarah watched Yusif got into his car and dirve off until he disappeared. Did she just make the biggest mistake of her life ? I got a phone call from her in the middle of the night in tears.
Me: Hello
Sarah: Dina ?
Me: Hala 7beebty, isnt it a little too late for you to be this up?
Sarah: I'm scared.
Me: 7beebty whats wrong?
Sarah: I think I just made the biggest mistake.
Me: What ?
Sarah: I think I just lost Yusif...
2 Days Later
Yusif: Ok, so you wanted to meet up now what ?
Sarah: Ok I know what I said was out of line and it should have never come out and I'm so sorry. I dont want him or anybody like him. Im greatful to have you, someone who cares so much for me and would do anything just so see me smile. I love you and again I'm so very sorry. And I mean this from my heart.
Yusif: You really hurt me you know that ?
Sarah: I know baby.
Yusif: 5ala9 almhm its all over and done with. Let's move on and go on and get your stuff.
Sarah: So you still want me to move in ?
Yusif: It never left my mind for a second.
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I know this is a bit short. Bs yallah sam7ony. I feel things are moving a bit slow so the next post is going to start from 5 months later. Because it would be close to Haya and Dina's birth. And well I just think it would be best. I hope thats ok with you all ??
xx
I'm finaly back home, sorry I've kept you waiting so long.
I've missed you all and your wonderful comments.
Enjoy the post .
Love you all ;**
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3 Months Later
Everything was perfect, on the right track and still heading that way. Rayan was such a sweetheart, always there by my side and the babies. He sometimes wouldn't sleep at night just incase I woke up and needed anything. He would spoil me to a level that I never knew exhisted. He was simply amazing and I'm so glad to have him in my life.
Haya was I think about... 5 months pregnant but yet as always still glowling like an angel. Sara and Yusif, well things were heating up with those two. They grew incredibley close in those 2 months. He even took her away to Kan for a long weekend.
Once again everything was perfect for the 3 of us that we coudln't ask for anything more or better.
Rayan: You look beautiful 7beebty.
Me: I look like a fat pig in tracks !! * falling back onto the sofa*
Rayan: Its juciy, you love juicy.
Me: Ugh.. juciy my ass.
Rayan: Hormones?
Me: Yeah, worse every day.
Rayan: 3adi 7beebty. Just think of it from the positive side.
Me: ....
Rayan: Were soon going to be parents and have our selves a little rascal running around the house.
Me: Rascal huh? What makes you think its going to be a boy ?
Rayan: I've got a hunch. *winks at me*
Me: Yeah well it's going to be a little angel.
Rayan: Hahah yseer 5air inshallah. Yallah let's go see.
Me: You made the appointment ?
Rayan: E esh feeha ?
Me: Rayan... what did I tell you !! I wanted it to be a surprise for the both of us.
Rayan: 7beebty I really wanna know .
Me: Well I dont ok ! Can't you please respect my decison.
Rayan: Ok listen, how about this... we go but only I will know what it is and you wont. I'll have the doctor just tell me.
Me: Fine but how I can trust you not to blab.
Rayan: Wallah 7beebty I wont.
Me: Uff.. fine yallah lets go. Help me up.
So we went to the hospital and Rayan got the sex of the baby while I stuck to the deal I made with myself. I mean why do people love to spoil the surprise? Why ruin the thrill ?
Later that day after the hospital for some reason Fai9al wanted to meet up with me, so Rayan dropped me off and this was how things went.
Fai9al: Halla bl 8amar. *hugs me*
Me: Haha ahlan.
Fai9al: What do you wanna drink?
Me: water would be fine thanks.
Fai9al: Bs? Yallah 3ad.
Me: La walla Fofo shab3ana.
Fai9al: 6yb 3ala ra7tik.
Me: So how are you and Haya.
Fai9al: A77m..
Me: Haha sorry and the baby?
Fai9al: La everythings well 7mdela. Bs Haya keeps going on and on about how fat she's getting and about the tracks she has to keep on wearing.
Me: She and me both !
Fai9al: Haha inti ba3ad ?
Me: YES !!
Fai9al: Y7belkom.
Me: So, why did you want to mee up? Is everything ok?
Fai9al: La I just wanted to catch up thats all.
Me: Oh.. ok.
Fai9al: So how was the visit to the hospital ?
Me: It went fine.
Fai9al: Wow I can't believe your having a little girl.
Me: WHAT !!!
Fai9al: What ?
Me: A GIRL !!!???
Fai9al: Bsmila 3leeki Dina yes a girl.
Me: Awww *tears* Im having a girl.
Fai9al: Oh sweetie come here *hugs me*
Me: A little girl...
Fai9al: Want me to take you to Rayan ?
Me: Yes please.
We payed the check and Fai9al dropped me off home. Yeah I didnt want to know but I felt happy when he told me. You know when you dont want to know something and once it hits you, you get excited,not mad at the fact that you found out?
I arrived home and found Rayan walking up the stairs. I hurried over to him and hugged him.
Rayan: Uffff bshweeesh hahah esh feeki 7beebty?
Me: Were having a baby girl.
Rayan: Ya 7ayati inti... a7bk marra.
Me: W ana ba3ad akthar ya 3mri.
Rayan: Yalla lets go upstairs and watch a movie in bed.
Me: Perfect.
We walked up the stairs, changed into our warm sleep wear and cuddled into bed and watched a movie.
While we were cozying up, Sarah and Yusif were still up late.
Yusif: I love you...
Sarah: I love you too...
Yusif: Do you really ?
Sarah: With all my heart.
Yusif: Would you move in with me if i asked you?
Sarah: No...
Yusif: Sarouuuu !
Sarah: E 6b3an I will.
Yusif: I love you...
Sarah: Oh my god enough we get it.
Yusif: Way to ruin the mood.
Sarah: 7beeby its not that , its just that your too sensitive. You have to chill and relax we dont always have to say it to eachother. I know im your first girl friend but it doesnt mean we have to follow up to Cory and Tepenga.
Yusif: Who ?
Sarah: Their this couple on a disney show called "Boy Meets World"
Yusif: O... k
Sarah: Dont look at me that way I'm just giving you an example.
Yusif: Ok Im sorry. But I cant help it.
Sarah: Yeah well its kinda annoying wallah so if you could cut it down a bit.
Yusif: Sarah are you seriouse?
Sarah: Whats wrong with what I said ?
Yusif: Well first of all its rude. And second, yeah I may be a bit sensitive when it comes to us but thats only because im madly in love with you, the first girl I've ever been inlove with.
Sarah: I know 7beeby and i love as much as you do --
Yusif: Yeah it really shows...
Sarah: I do, dont say that !!
Yusif: Fffffff....
Sarah: It's just a little weird ok..
Yusif: How on earth could this be weird for a couple to do ?
Sarah: Well Kareem was never like this.... oh
Yusif: Excuse me?
Sarah: I... I'm sorry that was never supposed to come out....
Yusif: Yeah if it didn't then you would have been thinking it ...
Sarah: I didn't mean it I'm ---
Yusif: Don't.... please dont..
Sarah: Sufi I'm so sorry...
Yusif: Yeah... I think I'm gonna call it a night.
Sarah: No wait please dont go.
Yusif: I've got an important client coming over in the morning.
Sarah: Oh.... well cant you stay the night? I mean its late.
Yusif: Thank you but I'll be fine.
Sarah: Well... will I see you tommorow ?
Yusif: We work together Sarah.
Sarah: Yeah I know but I ment after ..... work...
Yusif: I dont know I'll have to see.
Sarah: See? See what?
Yusif: You know what your right. I dont have to see anything. You see what you want from me and when you finaly know then let me know.
Sarah: Where's all this coming from you know I love you.
Yusif: I know you do I never said you didn't.
Sarah: So what's the problem ?
Yusif: The problem is that you just compared me to a man that took you for granted and cheated on you. So I'm sorry if my personality does not match his. Im the caring devoted type and if thats not what your into then you can just fall back into his arms.
Sarah: Yusif !!
Yusif: I'm leaving now bye.
Sarah watched Yusif got into his car and dirve off until he disappeared. Did she just make the biggest mistake of her life ? I got a phone call from her in the middle of the night in tears.
Me: Hello
Sarah: Dina ?
Me: Hala 7beebty, isnt it a little too late for you to be this up?
Sarah: I'm scared.
Me: 7beebty whats wrong?
Sarah: I think I just made the biggest mistake.
Me: What ?
Sarah: I think I just lost Yusif...
2 Days Later
Yusif: Ok, so you wanted to meet up now what ?
Sarah: Ok I know what I said was out of line and it should have never come out and I'm so sorry. I dont want him or anybody like him. Im greatful to have you, someone who cares so much for me and would do anything just so see me smile. I love you and again I'm so very sorry. And I mean this from my heart.
Yusif: You really hurt me you know that ?
Sarah: I know baby.
Yusif: 5ala9 almhm its all over and done with. Let's move on and go on and get your stuff.
Sarah: So you still want me to move in ?
Yusif: It never left my mind for a second.
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I know this is a bit short. Bs yallah sam7ony. I feel things are moving a bit slow so the next post is going to start from 5 months later. Because it would be close to Haya and Dina's birth. And well I just think it would be best. I hope thats ok with you all ??
xx
Friday, April 24, 2009
Now this is unfair
Ok, now what the hell am I supposed to do now?
My first day in Kuwait was like I said one hell of day. The second one hell of a day also.
And today I also had amazing plans but it got canceled at the last minute. :S
Don't you hate it when you make plans with people then at the very last minute they bale on you? I mena let me know a bit more ahead so I can fins something else to do. Now everyone is busy and it's my last day then I'm headed back to K.S.A.
Ughh... bored so bored. And I really dont wanna stay in the house I mean its my last freakin day wsh asawi ma aby a83ad kitha sakti fl bait il7ali. Zahaaa8 !!
Somebody please help me!! Today was supposed to be filled with crazyness, laughter and fun but it wont anymore. I really dont need this right now. I want fun today.
Last day ! :'''''''''(
My first day in Kuwait was like I said one hell of day. The second one hell of a day also.
And today I also had amazing plans but it got canceled at the last minute. :S
Don't you hate it when you make plans with people then at the very last minute they bale on you? I mena let me know a bit more ahead so I can fins something else to do. Now everyone is busy and it's my last day then I'm headed back to K.S.A.
Ughh... bored so bored. And I really dont wanna stay in the house I mean its my last freakin day wsh asawi ma aby a83ad kitha sakti fl bait il7ali. Zahaaa8 !!
Somebody please help me!! Today was supposed to be filled with crazyness, laughter and fun but it wont anymore. I really dont need this right now. I want fun today.
Last day ! :'''''''''(
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
My Crazy World 49
You know what I hate the most? When your in such a rush that the minute you reach the car you realize you forgot something. Its so irritating. I walked into the house and ran up the stairs and into the bathroom. The minute I opend the door all I could see was steam.
Me: Rayan baby yallah we gotta go.
Rayan: 6yb give me ten minutes.
Me: We don't have ten minutes, today is your big day remember ?
Rayan: Fine fine five minites, wait in the car I'll be right there.
Me: Ok bs fast !
At The Restuarant
Rayan: Ya rabi dina why did you get a room in the back
Me: You'll see ...
Everyone: SURPRISE !!!
Rayan: BISMILAH HAHHA 5ARA3TONI !!
Me: You like it 7beeby ?
Rayan: *pulls mein closer* I love anything from you, but what's all this for ?
Me: The cancer is gona isnt it ?
Rayan: Oh haha y7belik t3ali !!
He carried me up and kissed me right there infront of everyone. They all "awwed", then suddenly I just couldnt take the embaressment so I pushed him away.
Rayan: Y3eeny y3eeny 3al mista7ya.
Sarah: He Rayan *hug* Im so proud of you .
Rayan: Sarou y7belkom sawetoli kl tha.
Haya: hey gorgous mabroooook !!
Rayan: Oh god shes here *sarcastic tone*
Haya: Haha so how are you feeling al7een ?
Rayan: Better than ever I mean look who I've got by my side.
Haya: Awww... allah y5alekom l ba3ath inshallah.
Rayan: iNshallah.
Everyone came and greeted Rayan then we all took our seats. Each couple sat next to one another. We just talked on and on and had a wonderful time. And Haya finaly got her wish she bragged about alot during dinner, "I cant believe were all finaly married". Sarah then gave Haya a dirty look. 7aram Sarah got so flushed when Haya replied with "oh right sorry Sarah you too, soon inshallah" Cat fight anyone? Too bad
After dinner, we brought in a surprise cake for Rayan. He was so happy, the way he smiled.. i will never forget it. At that very moment I knew that we would always be together. There was nothing standing in our way anymore.
We then went to see a late movie. Once we got to the cinema it was closed .. I didnt get it, it started at 11:00.
Me: Why's it closed?
Sarah: Ummm.. you guys...?
Haya: What ?
Sarah: I think I read it wrong.. um here it is.... it starts at 11 am not pm and the lasy screening was an hour ago *looks down on the floor*
Haya: 6b3an
there wasnt any. Sarah: Wallah im sorry...
Me: 5ala9 7beebty its ok.. mmmm let's just call it a night ok ?
Fai9al: Yalla a7na ry7een good good night guys.
Rayan: Bye.
At Home
Once we got home we changed our clothes and cuddled up in bed. I layed on his chesy while he stroked my hair gently. Every other minute he would lean a bit closer and kiss my neck.
He then pulled me off of him and pointed to his lips. I kissed them once then backed away. He grabbed my arms and pulled even more closer this time. I swung my arms around his neck and inhaled evey part of him. It felt so good feeling his touch on me, espeicaly my weak spot.
Me: Kiss it again...
Rayan: You like it ?
Me: Mmm...
He kissed my neck over a million times each with a new trick. The best part was when he was sucking it, not in an aggrevive way but in a way that made me feel relaxed. He then slowly removed his shirt leaving on his boxers on. He took off my mini shorts and top and left me in my bra and panties.
I lyed back down on the bed signaling him to get ontop of me. Being the good boy that he is, he understood me. He started kissing me all around my body. I couldn't move I just wanted to enjoy every moment. It was him doing all the work.. with me moaning in the backround.
While kissing me he started to remove my panties... thats when an alarm went off in my head.
Me: NO NO STOP !! 7ARAM !!
Rayan: 7beebty esh feeki ?
Me: 7aram 7aram no.. i cant i just cant.
Rayan: Esh how il 7aram ? We've had sex before and its normal for married couples to do it.
Me: Ya '3abi I know that !!
Rayan: Then whats bothering you?
Me: ....... The... the....
Rayan: 7beebty say it its ok.
Me: ......... The baby..
Rayan: Na3am ?
Me: I dont wanna risk the baby..
Rayan: Doody your pregnant ?
Me: ... Myeah ?
Rayan: Ya ba3ad 3mri *he hugged me so tight*
Me: I found out three weeks ago.
Rayan: Ufff !! 3 weeks and you didnt tell me ?
Me: Im sorry , but I just wanted to wait until you were 100% better.
Rayan: I could not be more happier right now. Im going to finaly be a father.
Me: Inshallah 7ayati. Rayan mind if I ask you something ?
Rayan: Ask away.
Me: Why didnt you have kids with your ex wife ?
Rayan: We tried and tried but we just couldnt.. something with the sperm and egg and whatnot, not matching. I dont know it was a really long time ago.
Me: Im sorry 7beebty walla I didnt mean to --
Rayan: I know 7beebty I know bs 5aleena al7een where we are. Our future with this baby.
Me: Were gonna be fine baby.. were gonna be fine...
Rayan: A7bk marra.
Me: O ana a7bk !
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Sorry I know this is a short post. But because right now here it's 11 am and my takeoff to Kuwait is at 12:30 so I have to end it here and go get ready right now.
And if it takes me awhile to post please dont kill me lol... I just might be a bit busy re uniting with all my cousins and friends.
Love you all !!
xx
-D
Me: Rayan baby yallah we gotta go.
Rayan: 6yb give me ten minutes.
Me: We don't have ten minutes, today is your big day remember ?
Rayan: Fine fine five minites, wait in the car I'll be right there.
Me: Ok bs fast !
At The Restuarant
Rayan: Ya rabi dina why did you get a room in the back
Me: You'll see ...
Everyone: SURPRISE !!!
Rayan: BISMILAH HAHHA 5ARA3TONI !!
Me: You like it 7beeby ?
Rayan: *pulls mein closer* I love anything from you, but what's all this for ?
Me: The cancer is gona isnt it ?
Rayan: Oh haha y7belik t3ali !!
He carried me up and kissed me right there infront of everyone. They all "awwed", then suddenly I just couldnt take the embaressment so I pushed him away.
Rayan: Y3eeny y3eeny 3al mista7ya.
Sarah: He Rayan *hug* Im so proud of you .
Rayan: Sarou y7belkom sawetoli kl tha.
Haya: hey gorgous mabroooook !!
Rayan: Oh god shes here *sarcastic tone*
Haya: Haha so how are you feeling al7een ?
Rayan: Better than ever I mean look who I've got by my side.
Haya: Awww... allah y5alekom l ba3ath inshallah.
Rayan: iNshallah.
Everyone came and greeted Rayan then we all took our seats. Each couple sat next to one another. We just talked on and on and had a wonderful time. And Haya finaly got her wish she bragged about alot during dinner, "I cant believe were all finaly married". Sarah then gave Haya a dirty look. 7aram Sarah got so flushed when Haya replied with "oh right sorry Sarah you too, soon inshallah" Cat fight anyone? Too bad
After dinner, we brought in a surprise cake for Rayan. He was so happy, the way he smiled.. i will never forget it. At that very moment I knew that we would always be together. There was nothing standing in our way anymore.
We then went to see a late movie. Once we got to the cinema it was closed .. I didnt get it, it started at 11:00.
Me: Why's it closed?
Sarah: Ummm.. you guys...?
Haya: What ?
Sarah: I think I read it wrong.. um here it is.... it starts at 11 am not pm and the lasy screening was an hour ago *looks down on the floor*
Haya: 6b3an
there wasnt any. Sarah: Wallah im sorry...
Me: 5ala9 7beebty its ok.. mmmm let's just call it a night ok ?
Fai9al: Yalla a7na ry7een good good night guys.
Rayan: Bye.
At Home
Once we got home we changed our clothes and cuddled up in bed. I layed on his chesy while he stroked my hair gently. Every other minute he would lean a bit closer and kiss my neck.
He then pulled me off of him and pointed to his lips. I kissed them once then backed away. He grabbed my arms and pulled even more closer this time. I swung my arms around his neck and inhaled evey part of him. It felt so good feeling his touch on me, espeicaly my weak spot.
Me: Kiss it again...
Rayan: You like it ?
Me: Mmm...
He kissed my neck over a million times each with a new trick. The best part was when he was sucking it, not in an aggrevive way but in a way that made me feel relaxed. He then slowly removed his shirt leaving on his boxers on. He took off my mini shorts and top and left me in my bra and panties.
I lyed back down on the bed signaling him to get ontop of me. Being the good boy that he is, he understood me. He started kissing me all around my body. I couldn't move I just wanted to enjoy every moment. It was him doing all the work.. with me moaning in the backround.
While kissing me he started to remove my panties... thats when an alarm went off in my head.
Me: NO NO STOP !! 7ARAM !!
Rayan: 7beebty esh feeki ?
Me: 7aram 7aram no.. i cant i just cant.
Rayan: Esh how il 7aram ? We've had sex before and its normal for married couples to do it.
Me: Ya '3abi I know that !!
Rayan: Then whats bothering you?
Me: ....... The... the....
Rayan: 7beebty say it its ok.
Me: ......... The baby..
Rayan: Na3am ?
Me: I dont wanna risk the baby..
Rayan: Doody your pregnant ?
Me: ... Myeah ?
Rayan: Ya ba3ad 3mri *he hugged me so tight*
Me: I found out three weeks ago.
Rayan: Ufff !! 3 weeks and you didnt tell me ?
Me: Im sorry , but I just wanted to wait until you were 100% better.
Rayan: I could not be more happier right now. Im going to finaly be a father.
Me: Inshallah 7ayati. Rayan mind if I ask you something ?
Rayan: Ask away.
Me: Why didnt you have kids with your ex wife ?
Rayan: We tried and tried but we just couldnt.. something with the sperm and egg and whatnot, not matching. I dont know it was a really long time ago.
Me: Im sorry 7beebty walla I didnt mean to --
Rayan: I know 7beebty I know bs 5aleena al7een where we are. Our future with this baby.
Me: Were gonna be fine baby.. were gonna be fine...
Rayan: A7bk marra.
Me: O ana a7bk !
~~~~~~~~~~
Sorry I know this is a short post. But because right now here it's 11 am and my takeoff to Kuwait is at 12:30 so I have to end it here and go get ready right now.
And if it takes me awhile to post please dont kill me lol... I just might be a bit busy re uniting with all my cousins and friends.
Love you all !!
xx
-D
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
My Crazy World 48
I'm Baaaaack !! :D Cupid 7beebty this one's for you ;**
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Previously...
All day I was out crusing around the car. I got bored in the house waiting for Rayan to get home. He usualy arrives at 2 but since he now works late he arrives at 4. But today was strange. It was 2 hours past and he still hadnt shown up. To cheer myself up a bit I went and bought me some Chloe shoes.I got home at about 9 and finaly there he was waiting for me.
Me: 7beeeeeeeeeby *running over to him* finaly your home! I missed you!
Rayan: Hala 7beebty I missed you more.
Me: You were supposed to finish up at 4.
Rayan: Yeah I know but I went somewhere after work.
Me: Oh..ok well you could have told me. You gave me such a fright. Plus you're phone was swtiched off.
Rayan: Im sorry baby.
Me: So where did you go?
Rayan: The doctor, remember I wasn't feeling so good a few days ago?
Me: Baby... I told you I wanted to take you.
Rayan: I have cancer.I froze.
I kept rewiding what he said in my head over and over again. I coudln't... I didn't want to believe it.
~~~~~~~~~~
I wanted to speak but it was as if someone had cut off my tongue. It was literaly frozen. I could barley form words. I was scared, what would someone say in this type of situation?
Rayan: Dina... *hugged me*
Me: No... your not sick NO NO NO NO I WONT LOSE YOU !! *crying on his chest*
Rayan: Shhh.. 5ala9 it will all be ok.
Me: How the hell is it gonna be ok?
Rayan: Because the dorcor said I came to him at a good time. The cancer still didnt spread anwhere else. So if I start treatment now then there will be a good 75 precent chance.
Me: 75? Thats not good enough for me Rayan !
Rayan: 7beebty ili katbo rabanah ray yseer. You cant prevent anything.
Me: DONT SAY THAT SHUT UP SHUT UP !! YOU WILL GET CURED AND WE WILL GET MARRIED CUASE I DONT KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU !!
Rayan just pulled me closer into him. He kept holding on to me tight and tried to calm me down.
The doctor said he would start treatment/daily checkups every other day. And I assured him that I would be there by his side holding his hand. We were going to go through this together.
The Next Day
Me: Baby wake up !! *shaking him*
Rayan: Mmm.. 7bebty leave the cancer boy alone..
Me: *slap* FUCK YOU !! Dont say that now get up !! We have to be at the doctor's at 11 yallah.
Rayan: Can't we skedual it to the afternoon?
Me: L2 yallah.
I pulled the covers off of him and turned off the AC. That always gets him out of bed. I turned on his shower and lyed out his clothes for him.
After his lazyness he finaly came downstairs and we had a wonderful breakfast together. The wedding was in three days so we were practicaly talking about that the whole time.
We spent the morning together then we went in for his checkup. 7mdela everything went well, but still he will have to go in every other day. He later dropped me off and headed in to work. I had nothing better to do rather than call and annoy one of the girls .
*Dialing Sarah*
Sarah: Aloo.. 7beebty I'll call you back ok?
Me: Oh... arn't you free now?
Sarah: *whispering* I'm out with Yusif, were having lunch.
Me: Oh I'm sorry... call me later.
Sarah: Ok, bye........sorry, it was Dina.
Yusif: Is everything ok?
Sarah: Oh yeah dont worry.
Yusif: 6yb you want desert ?
Sarah: Yes please chocolate pie for me.
Yusif: *mouth sropped open*
Sarah: 5air ?
Yusif: You do know that it comes in a large plate right ?
Sarah: Yeah so?
Yusif: ........ Ama go get you that pie.
Sarah ate the whole pie in just five minutes. I've always been kinda jelous of her. She is like inlove with food and eats a wide portion of food, but still at the end of the day she's like one of those victoria secret models.
Sarah: Yallah lets go I'm full.
Yusif: I bet.
Sarah: Asswhole...
Yusif: Excuse me?
Sarah: You herd me.
Yusif: Lesh inshallah ?
Sarah: You've been eyeing me like a pig this whole time. And I wasnt even eating like one.
Yusif: Ive just never seen a women finish all an appatizer, main course and desert.
Sarah: 6yb gool mashallah mo tnatherni kitha zay il 7mar !
Yusuf: Sarou walla I;m sorry sam7eeny. You know I;m new to this whole thing.
Sarah: Uffff.... fine.
Yusif : *kisses her cheek*
They walked out of the resturant hand in hand and he drove her back home.
Sarah: 6yb I'm not ready to say bye to you just yet. *dala3 frown*
Yusif: Haha 6yb invite me in.
Sarah: Hmmm... alright kind sir would you as so like to come into my humble home ? *british accent*
Yusif: Why yes my lady I would very much like that. *british accent*
Yusif stayed over for a couple of hours and then left. They just talked and got to know eachother more and more. By now he knew everything about her , even the time when she faked being pregnant just to get ahead of line in the movie theater. (she knew it would be one hell of a line)
Ok..... one down , one more to go. Please let Haya be free please.
Haya: Hey babe !!
Me: THANK GOD YOU ANSWERED !!
Haya: Haha wsh feeki ?
Me: I called Sarah and she was busy so Im just relieved you picked up.
Haya: You ok?
Me: No Im just bored ... Rayan is at work.
Haya: How's everything with you guys?
Me: .....
Haya: 7beebty shfeeki sakaty ?
Me: Haya he had cancer.
Haya: Ya 7ayati .. I'm comimg over !!
20 Minutes Later
Haya: But.. how I mean,...
Me: Wallahi I have no idea. A few days ago he wasnt feeling to well so I guess that was the early signs and its good cause now theres a greater chance at him beating this. Inshallah Ya Rabb...
Haya: He's a strong man mashallah 3lee he would never leave you like this. He's gonna make it...
Me: Inshallah...
Haya: When will he be back?
Me: Hmmm... sa3a kam ?
Haya: 8 lesh ?
Me: Yup.. he'll be home any minute now.
Haya: 6yb yallah ajal I'm gonna go.
Me: Ok *walking her to the door*
Haya: Dont worry Inshallah ---
Rayan: Ahlan ahlan bl 7lween ahlan ahlan *singing*
Me: Haha halla 7beeby. *kiss on the cheeck*
Haya: What's up with you.
Rayan: Can't a man just be happy to be home with his fiance ?
Haya: Hey, I didnt say nothing... *wink*
Me: Yallah bye hayoun I love you.
Haya: Love you too yallah kisses to all.
Rayan: Bye...
Me: So how was work? *walking on over to the living room*
Rayan: Nothing really alot of meetings bs thats all behind me cause Im with the love of my life right now.
Me: Heheheh
Rayan: Mista7ya ?
Me: I love you !!
Rayan: Haha 7beebty inti I love you more !
Rayan and talked a abit about our day then popped in a dvd. We watched the godfather.. 3alashan my baby he loves it. I was so bored I actualy fell asleep on his chest like 10 minutes into the movie.. O howa marra mit7amas haha.. 7beeby ana.
After the movie he carried me upstairs, but this time to his bedroom. He placed me slowly on his bed and coverd me up. He dimmed the lights and lyed down next to me. He just kept staring at me as I slept.
" 7beebty inti... I love you more than you'll ever know. Your my everything and I can't stand seeing you unhappy... dont worry Im going to fight this... for you... for us. "
2 Months Later
*Dialing the girls*
Me: Yalla are we all set to meet up ?
Sarah: Yeah I'm ready, Yusif's on his way to pick me up right now.
Haya: E 7beebty Fai9al is just using the bathroom then were all set to go, are you ready?
Me: Yeah I'm ready.
Sarah: 6yb yalla see you girls in a bit.
I got my car keys and headed out. We were all meeting up for dinner then to a late movie.
Me: Oh shit nseet !!!
I walked back into the house.`
~~~~
Previously...
All day I was out crusing around the car. I got bored in the house waiting for Rayan to get home. He usualy arrives at 2 but since he now works late he arrives at 4. But today was strange. It was 2 hours past and he still hadnt shown up. To cheer myself up a bit I went and bought me some Chloe shoes.I got home at about 9 and finaly there he was waiting for me.
Me: 7beeeeeeeeeby *running over to him* finaly your home! I missed you!
Rayan: Hala 7beebty I missed you more.
Me: You were supposed to finish up at 4.
Rayan: Yeah I know but I went somewhere after work.
Me: Oh..ok well you could have told me. You gave me such a fright. Plus you're phone was swtiched off.
Rayan: Im sorry baby.
Me: So where did you go?
Rayan: The doctor, remember I wasn't feeling so good a few days ago?
Me: Baby... I told you I wanted to take you.
Rayan: I have cancer.I froze.
I kept rewiding what he said in my head over and over again. I coudln't... I didn't want to believe it.
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I wanted to speak but it was as if someone had cut off my tongue. It was literaly frozen. I could barley form words. I was scared, what would someone say in this type of situation?
Rayan: Dina... *hugged me*
Me: No... your not sick NO NO NO NO I WONT LOSE YOU !! *crying on his chest*
Rayan: Shhh.. 5ala9 it will all be ok.
Me: How the hell is it gonna be ok?
Rayan: Because the dorcor said I came to him at a good time. The cancer still didnt spread anwhere else. So if I start treatment now then there will be a good 75 precent chance.
Me: 75? Thats not good enough for me Rayan !
Rayan: 7beebty ili katbo rabanah ray yseer. You cant prevent anything.
Me: DONT SAY THAT SHUT UP SHUT UP !! YOU WILL GET CURED AND WE WILL GET MARRIED CUASE I DONT KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU !!
Rayan just pulled me closer into him. He kept holding on to me tight and tried to calm me down.
The doctor said he would start treatment/daily checkups every other day. And I assured him that I would be there by his side holding his hand. We were going to go through this together.
The Next Day
Me: Baby wake up !! *shaking him*
Rayan: Mmm.. 7bebty leave the cancer boy alone..
Me: *slap* FUCK YOU !! Dont say that now get up !! We have to be at the doctor's at 11 yallah.
Rayan: Can't we skedual it to the afternoon?
Me: L2 yallah.
I pulled the covers off of him and turned off the AC. That always gets him out of bed. I turned on his shower and lyed out his clothes for him.
After his lazyness he finaly came downstairs and we had a wonderful breakfast together. The wedding was in three days so we were practicaly talking about that the whole time.
We spent the morning together then we went in for his checkup. 7mdela everything went well, but still he will have to go in every other day. He later dropped me off and headed in to work. I had nothing better to do rather than call and annoy one of the girls .
*Dialing Sarah*
Sarah: Aloo.. 7beebty I'll call you back ok?
Me: Oh... arn't you free now?
Sarah: *whispering* I'm out with Yusif, were having lunch.
Me: Oh I'm sorry... call me later.
Sarah: Ok, bye........sorry, it was Dina.
Yusif: Is everything ok?
Sarah: Oh yeah dont worry.
Yusif: 6yb you want desert ?
Sarah: Yes please chocolate pie for me.
Yusif: *mouth sropped open*
Sarah: 5air ?
Yusif: You do know that it comes in a large plate right ?
Sarah: Yeah so?
Yusif: ........ Ama go get you that pie.
Sarah ate the whole pie in just five minutes. I've always been kinda jelous of her. She is like inlove with food and eats a wide portion of food, but still at the end of the day she's like one of those victoria secret models.
Sarah: Yallah lets go I'm full.
Yusif: I bet.
Sarah: Asswhole...
Yusif: Excuse me?
Sarah: You herd me.
Yusif: Lesh inshallah ?
Sarah: You've been eyeing me like a pig this whole time. And I wasnt even eating like one.
Yusif: Ive just never seen a women finish all an appatizer, main course and desert.
Sarah: 6yb gool mashallah mo tnatherni kitha zay il 7mar !
Yusuf: Sarou walla I;m sorry sam7eeny. You know I;m new to this whole thing.
Sarah: Uffff.... fine.
Yusif : *kisses her cheek*
They walked out of the resturant hand in hand and he drove her back home.
Sarah: 6yb I'm not ready to say bye to you just yet. *dala3 frown*
Yusif: Haha 6yb invite me in.
Sarah: Hmmm... alright kind sir would you as so like to come into my humble home ? *british accent*
Yusif: Why yes my lady I would very much like that. *british accent*
Yusif stayed over for a couple of hours and then left. They just talked and got to know eachother more and more. By now he knew everything about her , even the time when she faked being pregnant just to get ahead of line in the movie theater. (she knew it would be one hell of a line)
Ok..... one down , one more to go. Please let Haya be free please.
Haya: Hey babe !!
Me: THANK GOD YOU ANSWERED !!
Haya: Haha wsh feeki ?
Me: I called Sarah and she was busy so Im just relieved you picked up.
Haya: You ok?
Me: No Im just bored ... Rayan is at work.
Haya: How's everything with you guys?
Me: .....
Haya: 7beebty shfeeki sakaty ?
Me: Haya he had cancer.
Haya: Ya 7ayati .. I'm comimg over !!
20 Minutes Later
Haya: But.. how I mean,...
Me: Wallahi I have no idea. A few days ago he wasnt feeling to well so I guess that was the early signs and its good cause now theres a greater chance at him beating this. Inshallah Ya Rabb...
Haya: He's a strong man mashallah 3lee he would never leave you like this. He's gonna make it...
Me: Inshallah...
Haya: When will he be back?
Me: Hmmm... sa3a kam ?
Haya: 8 lesh ?
Me: Yup.. he'll be home any minute now.
Haya: 6yb yallah ajal I'm gonna go.
Me: Ok *walking her to the door*
Haya: Dont worry Inshallah ---
Rayan: Ahlan ahlan bl 7lween ahlan ahlan *singing*
Me: Haha halla 7beeby. *kiss on the cheeck*
Haya: What's up with you.
Rayan: Can't a man just be happy to be home with his fiance ?
Haya: Hey, I didnt say nothing... *wink*
Me: Yallah bye hayoun I love you.
Haya: Love you too yallah kisses to all.
Rayan: Bye...
Me: So how was work? *walking on over to the living room*
Rayan: Nothing really alot of meetings bs thats all behind me cause Im with the love of my life right now.
Me: Heheheh
Rayan: Mista7ya ?
Me: I love you !!
Rayan: Haha 7beebty inti I love you more !
Rayan and talked a abit about our day then popped in a dvd. We watched the godfather.. 3alashan my baby he loves it. I was so bored I actualy fell asleep on his chest like 10 minutes into the movie.. O howa marra mit7amas haha.. 7beeby ana.
After the movie he carried me upstairs, but this time to his bedroom. He placed me slowly on his bed and coverd me up. He dimmed the lights and lyed down next to me. He just kept staring at me as I slept.
" 7beebty inti... I love you more than you'll ever know. Your my everything and I can't stand seeing you unhappy... dont worry Im going to fight this... for you... for us. "
2 Months Later
*Dialing the girls*
Me: Yalla are we all set to meet up ?
Sarah: Yeah I'm ready, Yusif's on his way to pick me up right now.
Haya: E 7beebty Fai9al is just using the bathroom then were all set to go, are you ready?
Me: Yeah I'm ready.
Sarah: 6yb yalla see you girls in a bit.
I got my car keys and headed out. We were all meeting up for dinner then to a late movie.
Me: Oh shit nseet !!!
I walked back into the house.`
Sunday, April 19, 2009
My Crazy World 47
The next week was amazing. Everything was planned and set. Now all I had to do was wait for the day. I haven't been seeing Rayan alot latley, he's been too busy with work. Atleast I've got the girls. Oh speaking of them... Sarah's got a crush. She developed a small crush on one of her co-workers. She's tried talking to him but he just wouldn't notice her. He's also a lawyer at the ferm. A very good one to say. He's wealthy and killed 12 cases in 1 month. The guy's a fox at law and with his looks. Sarah secretly took a picture of him on her mobile and showed it to me once. He's a fox. Bur maybe he wouldnt be so if my fiance would give me the time of day.
Lets see just what she's up to...
Sarah: Hi Yusif ..... Yusif Hellooo... YUSIF !
Yusif: Oh sorry hey Sarah. Listen I'm reall busy right now we'll talk later bye.
One Hour Later...
Sarah: You dropped some of your papers..
Yusif: Leave them its ok I got em'
Sarah: Sorry I was just try --
Yusif: I knew you were, I got a meeting bye.
Twenty Minutes Later...
Sarah: *storming towards yusif* YUSIF !
Yusif: Sarah I told you --
Sarah: I know BUSY! No you listen to me! I dont know what the hell your problem is but your really pissing me off! Im always stepping up trying to talk to you, BECAUSE I like you. But your acting so rude and pushing me away. What? Am I not good enough for you? Cause lt me tell you something sir IM ONE HELL OF A WOMEN AND YOU CAN JUST KISS MY ASS.
Before sarah could even make a second step Yusif grabbed her hand and pulled her into inti his chest. He kissed her right there, infront of everyone.
Yusif: Your adorable.
Sarah: What the hell ?
Yusif: Dont think I've never noticed you cause I always have. But whenever I see you or get close to you I get nervouse. You make me nervous.
Sarah: You Mr. 12 cases a month, nervous? You must get a lot of girls lined up at your door.
Yusif: Actualy I havent, well never had a girlfriend.
Sarah: NEVER?
Yusif: Well there was this one girl in 6th grade but she doesnt count, it was a 2 week thing.
Sarah: But your a catch!
Yusif: Yeah well , My work is my number one priority. Law is my life I love what I do. And plus with all the cases I take up I wouldnt have time to be with her.
Sarah: Well you could try not to take up 12 a month. Stick to 2.
Yusif: I will now.
Sarah: Now?
Yusif: You.
Sarah: Me?
Yusif: Ok this is getting boring! I wanna be with you. I want to take you to dinner.
Sarah: Yes. Ok. I'd love to.
Yusif: Haha like I said your adorable.
Sarah's got a date with Foxy Lawyer, haha she even saved his number to that name. As for Haya and Fai9al... well he's getting a surprise.
Fai9al: Where's the girl who used to wear those sexy jeans?
Haya: I like what I'm wearinf.
Fai9al: La baby dont get me wrong you always look amazing but its been like 3 weeks and your in tracks the whole time.
Haya: Their comfy
Fai9al: But there like a size xxL thats not you.
Haya: uhhh.. yeah but like I said comfy and roomy.
Fai9al: T3ali I love you. *pulls her on his lap*
Haya: I love you too.
Fai9al: 7beebty are you sure your ok, you seem.. mdri not yourself.
Haya: That's cause I've been wanting to tell you something for the past week but couldn't.
Fai9al: La baby you know you can always tell me anything.
Haya: Im scared....
Fai9al: Haw! wsh ili scared tell me 7beebty.
Haya: Im.... pregnant.
Fai9al just forze there.
Haya: 7beeby? You alive hehe.
Fai9al: Im going to be a father?
Haya: Mmmm.. yeah.
Fai9al carried Haya up and twirled her around the room. He was so happy and Haya was relieved that he was happy. She knew Fai9al wanted kids atleast after 3 years but to see him this happy made her feel joy inside.
Now lets get back to me. I missed me. Didn't you miss me?
All day I was out crusing around the car. I got bored in the house waiting for Rayan to get home. He usualy arrives at 2 but since he now works late he arrives at 4. But today was strange. It was 2 hours past and he still hadnt shown up. To cheer myself up a bit I went and bought me some Chloe shoes.
I got home at about 9 and finaly there he was waiting for me.
Me: 7beeeeeeeeeby *running over to him* finaly your home! I missed you!
Rayan: Hala 7beebty I missed you more.
Me: You were supposed to finish up at 4.
Rayan: Yeah I know but I went somewhere after work.
Me: Oh..ok well you could have told me. You gave me such a fright. Plus you're phone was swtiched off.
Rayan: Im sorry baby.
Me: So where did you go?
Rayan: The doctor, remember I wasn't feeling so good a few days ago?
Me: Baby... I told you I wanted to take you.
Rayan: I have cancer.
I froze. I kept rewiding what he said in my head over and over again. I coudln't... I didn't want to believe it.
" I dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep cause I'd miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dreams will never do cause I'd miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing "
Lets see just what she's up to...
Sarah: Hi Yusif ..... Yusif Hellooo... YUSIF !
Yusif: Oh sorry hey Sarah. Listen I'm reall busy right now we'll talk later bye.
One Hour Later...
Sarah: You dropped some of your papers..
Yusif: Leave them its ok I got em'
Sarah: Sorry I was just try --
Yusif: I knew you were, I got a meeting bye.
Twenty Minutes Later...
Sarah: *storming towards yusif* YUSIF !
Yusif: Sarah I told you --
Sarah: I know BUSY! No you listen to me! I dont know what the hell your problem is but your really pissing me off! Im always stepping up trying to talk to you, BECAUSE I like you. But your acting so rude and pushing me away. What? Am I not good enough for you? Cause lt me tell you something sir IM ONE HELL OF A WOMEN AND YOU CAN JUST KISS MY ASS.
Before sarah could even make a second step Yusif grabbed her hand and pulled her into inti his chest. He kissed her right there, infront of everyone.
Yusif: Your adorable.
Sarah: What the hell ?
Yusif: Dont think I've never noticed you cause I always have. But whenever I see you or get close to you I get nervouse. You make me nervous.
Sarah: You Mr. 12 cases a month, nervous? You must get a lot of girls lined up at your door.
Yusif: Actualy I havent, well never had a girlfriend.
Sarah: NEVER?
Yusif: Well there was this one girl in 6th grade but she doesnt count, it was a 2 week thing.
Sarah: But your a catch!
Yusif: Yeah well , My work is my number one priority. Law is my life I love what I do. And plus with all the cases I take up I wouldnt have time to be with her.
Sarah: Well you could try not to take up 12 a month. Stick to 2.
Yusif: I will now.
Sarah: Now?
Yusif: You.
Sarah: Me?
Yusif: Ok this is getting boring! I wanna be with you. I want to take you to dinner.
Sarah: Yes. Ok. I'd love to.
Yusif: Haha like I said your adorable.
Sarah's got a date with Foxy Lawyer, haha she even saved his number to that name. As for Haya and Fai9al... well he's getting a surprise.
Fai9al: Where's the girl who used to wear those sexy jeans?
Haya: I like what I'm wearinf.
Fai9al: La baby dont get me wrong you always look amazing but its been like 3 weeks and your in tracks the whole time.
Haya: Their comfy
Fai9al: But there like a size xxL thats not you.
Haya: uhhh.. yeah but like I said comfy and roomy.
Fai9al: T3ali I love you. *pulls her on his lap*
Haya: I love you too.
Fai9al: 7beebty are you sure your ok, you seem.. mdri not yourself.
Haya: That's cause I've been wanting to tell you something for the past week but couldn't.
Fai9al: La baby you know you can always tell me anything.
Haya: Im scared....
Fai9al: Haw! wsh ili scared tell me 7beebty.
Haya: Im.... pregnant.
Fai9al just forze there.
Haya: 7beeby? You alive hehe.
Fai9al: Im going to be a father?
Haya: Mmmm.. yeah.
Fai9al carried Haya up and twirled her around the room. He was so happy and Haya was relieved that he was happy. She knew Fai9al wanted kids atleast after 3 years but to see him this happy made her feel joy inside.
Now lets get back to me. I missed me. Didn't you miss me?
All day I was out crusing around the car. I got bored in the house waiting for Rayan to get home. He usualy arrives at 2 but since he now works late he arrives at 4. But today was strange. It was 2 hours past and he still hadnt shown up. To cheer myself up a bit I went and bought me some Chloe shoes.
I got home at about 9 and finaly there he was waiting for me.
Me: 7beeeeeeeeeby *running over to him* finaly your home! I missed you!
Rayan: Hala 7beebty I missed you more.
Me: You were supposed to finish up at 4.
Rayan: Yeah I know but I went somewhere after work.
Me: Oh..ok well you could have told me. You gave me such a fright. Plus you're phone was swtiched off.
Rayan: Im sorry baby.
Me: So where did you go?
Rayan: The doctor, remember I wasn't feeling so good a few days ago?
Me: Baby... I told you I wanted to take you.
Rayan: I have cancer.
I froze. I kept rewiding what he said in my head over and over again. I coudln't... I didn't want to believe it.
" I dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep cause I'd miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dreams will never do cause I'd miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing "
Saturday, April 18, 2009
A Liar & A Cheat
Hello my lovy readers. There's just this short story that I want to share with you all ;**
Yasmeen was a very shy, very pretty 15 year old. She had long ligh brown hair and was a bit bronze. She had the power to get any man she wanted but she only stuck to the one that stole her heart.
She was dating som onee for about a couple of months and seemed happy. While she was on the phone with 9ala7 she could hear someone talking in the backround. She asked who it was, and he replied back saying it was he's older cousin staying over. He then said he was feeling a bit sleepy so he handed the phone to his cousin Ibraheem. She was confused at first but then soon got over it.
She and Ibraheem talked for a bit, it was casual. When she asked about 9alaz a few minutes later Ibraheem had said that he had fallen asleep. That night they stayed on the phone for about 3 hours until he hung up by saying "atmana al8eli w7da zayik". She was speechless, she felt like she was cheating. She didnt reply back to that and just eneded the conversation with "goodnight" Oh he also saved her number.
The next day they talked at night. Yasmeen started to little by little develope tiny feelings for him deep inside. Ibraheen was traveling back to Riyadh in two days and he wanted to see her. The hopeless in love Yasmeen ofcourse said yes and met him at a restuarant that night. His friends and their girlfriends were there. Yasmeen felt so shy. She was never used to being in crowds like these. She was practicly a tomato from all the blushing.
All the girls had makeup on and had fixed there hair, except Yasmeen. Yasmeen is the type of girl that likes to be herself. Not plastic. She is not against makeup but it was a Chinese restuarant. All she had on was lip gloss, eyeliner and wore her hair down straightend.
She was so shy sitting nex to Ibraheem. Butterflies were twirling around in her stomach. She was so nervouse. The others would stop to stare at her every while and then. Ibraheem put his arm around her and was typing someone on his I-phone.. "I Love You"
And yes Yasmeen did love him back, she really did. Well... you know when someone thinks their in inlove? I mean what? She's a 15 year old in love?
The next couple of days were amazing. He was in Riyadh and her in Jeddah but still they managed to talk alot and have a nice time. Oh and Yasmeen did leave 9ala7.
Then Ibraheem fj2a stopped calling at night. So Yasmeen would call and once he would pick up she would ask why he didnt call. He'd say "I wanted you to call for once" Yup he wanted her to call "for once" for the next 3 days.
All of a sudden he stopped calling. Whenever Yasmeen tried calling his phone would either be shut off or he wouldnt pick up.
Once she called him and he did pick up only to tell her "hey listen ana fl bar m3 a97abi so ill call u when im free" but he never did call her.
Thats how it ended. Them not speaking. Yasmeen got tired. He wasnt picking up. He wanted to break up? Yasmeen: "he could at least have the balls to do it on the phone. 7aywan"
She cried for a few days but soon got over it.
The following year she and her cousin Dana were on line chatting. She had opend up to Yasmeen about her ex boyfriend. And after a few rambles... she found out it was Ibraheem!
Yasmeen quickly picked up the phone and dialed her number. This could not be discussed on msn.
Dana had told her that they had been dating a year till she herd people telling her to leave him and that he wasnt a very good person when it came to girls. Dana didnt know what to think so she asked for a break. During that break he was in jeddah where he saw Yasmeen.
Yes, Yes, Yasmeen was the rebound girl. Who would have thought. The phrase really is true "what a small world we have"
Yasmeen was shocked. Dana was shocked. They were both somewhat in their own way hearbroken. But Yasmeen a bit more, she was the rebound girl. Dana had said that she had ended it with Ibraheem long before. But still Yasmeen felt used. She was the rebound girl.
Another year had passed by and this subject popped into her mind out of no where. and there were her thoughts...
I was on the phone with 9ala7...
All of a sudden Ibraheem grabbed the phone and started tallking to me...
How could 9ala7 fall asleep when one of his favorit cousins and come over for the night?
Why would he allow Ibraheem to take controle over the phone at such a late hour?
Was all this somekind of joke?
Was 9ala7 in on the whole thing? Was this his plan to sort of get rid of me?
Am I going insane thinking all of this?
Till this day these questions run through her mind.
But she will never know.
For she is a confused now 17 year old girl.
After that bad experiance she had 2 more. And then she was tired. She's sick of being in a relationship.
She vowed to keep single and enjoy her life while she can.
She would wait until someone would come to ask for her hand.
The scene od drama and boyfriends were done.
A new chapter in her life.
Boys arn't everything.
She wanted to live her life to the fullest.
Yasmeen was a very shy, very pretty 15 year old. She had long ligh brown hair and was a bit bronze. She had the power to get any man she wanted but she only stuck to the one that stole her heart.
She was dating som onee for about a couple of months and seemed happy. While she was on the phone with 9ala7 she could hear someone talking in the backround. She asked who it was, and he replied back saying it was he's older cousin staying over. He then said he was feeling a bit sleepy so he handed the phone to his cousin Ibraheem. She was confused at first but then soon got over it.
She and Ibraheem talked for a bit, it was casual. When she asked about 9alaz a few minutes later Ibraheem had said that he had fallen asleep. That night they stayed on the phone for about 3 hours until he hung up by saying "atmana al8eli w7da zayik". She was speechless, she felt like she was cheating. She didnt reply back to that and just eneded the conversation with "goodnight" Oh he also saved her number.
The next day they talked at night. Yasmeen started to little by little develope tiny feelings for him deep inside. Ibraheen was traveling back to Riyadh in two days and he wanted to see her. The hopeless in love Yasmeen ofcourse said yes and met him at a restuarant that night. His friends and their girlfriends were there. Yasmeen felt so shy. She was never used to being in crowds like these. She was practicly a tomato from all the blushing.
All the girls had makeup on and had fixed there hair, except Yasmeen. Yasmeen is the type of girl that likes to be herself. Not plastic. She is not against makeup but it was a Chinese restuarant. All she had on was lip gloss, eyeliner and wore her hair down straightend.
She was so shy sitting nex to Ibraheem. Butterflies were twirling around in her stomach. She was so nervouse. The others would stop to stare at her every while and then. Ibraheem put his arm around her and was typing someone on his I-phone.. "I Love You"
And yes Yasmeen did love him back, she really did. Well... you know when someone thinks their in inlove? I mean what? She's a 15 year old in love?
The next couple of days were amazing. He was in Riyadh and her in Jeddah but still they managed to talk alot and have a nice time. Oh and Yasmeen did leave 9ala7.
Then Ibraheem fj2a stopped calling at night. So Yasmeen would call and once he would pick up she would ask why he didnt call. He'd say "I wanted you to call for once" Yup he wanted her to call "for once" for the next 3 days.
All of a sudden he stopped calling. Whenever Yasmeen tried calling his phone would either be shut off or he wouldnt pick up.
Once she called him and he did pick up only to tell her "hey listen ana fl bar m3 a97abi so ill call u when im free" but he never did call her.
Thats how it ended. Them not speaking. Yasmeen got tired. He wasnt picking up. He wanted to break up? Yasmeen: "he could at least have the balls to do it on the phone. 7aywan"
She cried for a few days but soon got over it.
The following year she and her cousin Dana were on line chatting. She had opend up to Yasmeen about her ex boyfriend. And after a few rambles... she found out it was Ibraheem!
Yasmeen quickly picked up the phone and dialed her number. This could not be discussed on msn.
Dana had told her that they had been dating a year till she herd people telling her to leave him and that he wasnt a very good person when it came to girls. Dana didnt know what to think so she asked for a break. During that break he was in jeddah where he saw Yasmeen.
Yes, Yes, Yasmeen was the rebound girl. Who would have thought. The phrase really is true "what a small world we have"
Yasmeen was shocked. Dana was shocked. They were both somewhat in their own way hearbroken. But Yasmeen a bit more, she was the rebound girl. Dana had said that she had ended it with Ibraheem long before. But still Yasmeen felt used. She was the rebound girl.
Another year had passed by and this subject popped into her mind out of no where. and there were her thoughts...
I was on the phone with 9ala7...
All of a sudden Ibraheem grabbed the phone and started tallking to me...
How could 9ala7 fall asleep when one of his favorit cousins and come over for the night?
Why would he allow Ibraheem to take controle over the phone at such a late hour?
Was all this somekind of joke?
Was 9ala7 in on the whole thing? Was this his plan to sort of get rid of me?
Am I going insane thinking all of this?
Till this day these questions run through her mind.
But she will never know.
For she is a confused now 17 year old girl.
After that bad experiance she had 2 more. And then she was tired. She's sick of being in a relationship.
She vowed to keep single and enjoy her life while she can.
She would wait until someone would come to ask for her hand.
The scene od drama and boyfriends were done.
A new chapter in her life.
Boys arn't everything.
She wanted to live her life to the fullest.
My Crazy World 46
Previously...
The dievorce papers were going to be signed tommorow. But dont worry about Haya and Fai9al. Haha their fine.
So I'm in Rayan's house. I walked into his dark mansion. I sat all alone in the dark waiting for hime. One hour.... two hours.... three hours had passed.I fell asleep on the living room chair. I woke up to the sound of his car engine. I streched out my arms as I was walking towards the door.
Me: Rayan?
Rayan: Dina...
~~~~~~~~~~
Me: Hi..
Rayan: What are you doing in my house?
Me: You gave me an extra key remember?
Rayan: Oh yeah...
Me: Can we sit?
Rayan: I think you should leave and we'll talk someother time.
Me: Rayan please don't do this. I've been waiting here for 3 hours so the least you can do is hear me out.
Rayan: Alright. Let's go into the living room......... So talk.
Me: I know it was wrong of me to kiss him. But I love you and I want to be with and I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. Please dont call this whole thing off.
Rayan: You know what the strange thing is?
Me: What?
Rayan: I knew you'd be here when I got home. And I wanted to end this, all of this. But just now when you looked into my eyes I felt it. I felt you without even your touch. Dina I tried picturing my life without you and all I saw was a blur. You are the women for me.
Tears staring flowing down my face. I couldn't believe the words coming out of his mouth.
He came over to the sofa I was sitting on and carried me and put me onto his lap. He looked me and I looked at him. He leaned in and finaly kissed me. The kiss I've been waiting for all my life. My fiance's kiss.
Rayan: A77bk marra !
Me: Ana akthar!
Rayan: Where'd the ring?
Me: In my purse *sad dala3 face*
He grabbed my purse and pulled out the ring and gently placed it on my finger. I couldnt help but laugh although it was no laughing matter. He laughed along with me, but at my siliness. The most thing he loved in me was that I would laugh at any moment for no apparent reason. He would call me his little animaniac. You know the warnar brothers cartoon?
We sat and just talked about our wedding and about the future. Later that night we just feel asleep in eachothers arms.
I had a wedding to plan !!
I called Sarah and Haya the minute I woke up and we met for lunch.
Sarah: So what about the dress?
Haya: The china?
Sarah: The food?
Haya: The guests?
Sarah: The theme?
Haya: The music?
Sarah: The place?
Me: STOOOOOOOOOOOOP !! Lissa bagi one month 3ala the wedding. I want it to be at his private beach. He has this "other" huge mansion there and its like so huge we could fit about a million people.
Haya: Luck you married money ! *grins*
Me: 7beebty u9lan a5er hami il floos!
Sarah: So when do we get started ?
Me: Now! After lunch we need to go dress shopping. Just get a few ideas cause Im getting my dress custome made. I'll get bits and peices of everything and make it into one hell of a dress.
Haya: Awww 7beebty I cant believe your finaly getting married.
Me: I know it only took me long enough! Haha!
Sarah: 6yb yallah 5ala9na fa 5an nmshe.
We payed the bill and were off. We headed into a few botiques just to get some ideas. I never wanted to buy a wedding dress, I've always wantedt have my own thought put into it. After checking out dresses we went to Laylaty to have them cater. YOU DONT KNOW HOW GOOD THEY ARE WITH WEDDING CATERING !!!
It was hard at first seeing as my wedding was in a month and I should have came long before. But thank god I pulled some strings and got them for my wedding. Next on the list was the setting. The girls and I had to go all the way, a one hour drive to Rayan's mansion/beach whatever you call it! Uff !
We walked around and started to think of how the decorations would be put and how everything will be organized. I knew I could not do this on my own which is why I hired one of the best wedding planners.
I met with her the next day and told her exactley what I wanted. Mashallah fhmatny 3adel 3adel !!
I was relived it was all done in just two days. WOW! Now I can just relax and enjoy life.
Later that night I came home to find my hubby asleep on "our" couch in "our mansion. I walked in and slowly tip-toed towards the light switch. I turned it on but nope his eyes didnt squint. So i walked on over to the sterio and swithced on the cd to 3bdulamajeed 3bdullah. Poor baby il 6ag 9a7a.
Rayan: AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !
Me: HEY SWEETIE !!
Rayan: LOW THE VOLUME !!
Me: I CANT HEAR YOU !!
Rayan: THE VOLUME IS TOO LOUD !!
Me: WHAT !!
RAYAN: INTI HABLA YOU TURN IT UP THIS HIGH O ANA NAYEM !!
Me: WHAT ARE YOU SAYING !! *turned the volume down*
Rayan: INTI HAB -- ohh hehe..
Me: E kamel
Rayan: Inti habeebty *angel face*
Me: La ? Its with a 7aa not a haa *evil gaze*
Rayan: *kiss* Im sowwy baby I wuvv you.
Me: Dont be suh a girl yuck !
Rayan: Haha yallah 5an nam.
Me: Mani n3sana *pouts*
Rayan: 7beebty lazim nroo7 nzoor ahli bkra you have to look fresh.
Me: I never look fresh?
Rayan: Baby 5ala9 3ad yallah please.
Me: Fine yallah.
So we went off to bed , but still seperate bedrooms. Oh yes what a gentlman. He was adorable. He carried me up the stairs to the first floor then we took the elevator on to the second floor haha with me still in his arms. He lyed me down slowly on my bed and kissed me. But before he walked away he whispered into my ear... "I cant wait for the day that I get to wake up next to you". And with that the night ended. He walked away slowly. I was in sigh. I felt like a princess in a palace in a fairytale. CINDERELLA <3
The dievorce papers were going to be signed tommorow. But dont worry about Haya and Fai9al. Haha their fine.
So I'm in Rayan's house. I walked into his dark mansion. I sat all alone in the dark waiting for hime. One hour.... two hours.... three hours had passed.I fell asleep on the living room chair. I woke up to the sound of his car engine. I streched out my arms as I was walking towards the door.
Me: Rayan?
Rayan: Dina...
~~~~~~~~~~
Me: Hi..
Rayan: What are you doing in my house?
Me: You gave me an extra key remember?
Rayan: Oh yeah...
Me: Can we sit?
Rayan: I think you should leave and we'll talk someother time.
Me: Rayan please don't do this. I've been waiting here for 3 hours so the least you can do is hear me out.
Rayan: Alright. Let's go into the living room......... So talk.
Me: I know it was wrong of me to kiss him. But I love you and I want to be with and I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. Please dont call this whole thing off.
Rayan: You know what the strange thing is?
Me: What?
Rayan: I knew you'd be here when I got home. And I wanted to end this, all of this. But just now when you looked into my eyes I felt it. I felt you without even your touch. Dina I tried picturing my life without you and all I saw was a blur. You are the women for me.
Tears staring flowing down my face. I couldn't believe the words coming out of his mouth.
He came over to the sofa I was sitting on and carried me and put me onto his lap. He looked me and I looked at him. He leaned in and finaly kissed me. The kiss I've been waiting for all my life. My fiance's kiss.
Rayan: A77bk marra !
Me: Ana akthar!
Rayan: Where'd the ring?
Me: In my purse *sad dala3 face*
He grabbed my purse and pulled out the ring and gently placed it on my finger. I couldnt help but laugh although it was no laughing matter. He laughed along with me, but at my siliness. The most thing he loved in me was that I would laugh at any moment for no apparent reason. He would call me his little animaniac. You know the warnar brothers cartoon?
We sat and just talked about our wedding and about the future. Later that night we just feel asleep in eachothers arms.
I had a wedding to plan !!
I called Sarah and Haya the minute I woke up and we met for lunch.
Sarah: So what about the dress?
Haya: The china?
Sarah: The food?
Haya: The guests?
Sarah: The theme?
Haya: The music?
Sarah: The place?
Me: STOOOOOOOOOOOOP !! Lissa bagi one month 3ala the wedding. I want it to be at his private beach. He has this "other" huge mansion there and its like so huge we could fit about a million people.
Haya: Luck you married money ! *grins*
Me: 7beebty u9lan a5er hami il floos!
Sarah: So when do we get started ?
Me: Now! After lunch we need to go dress shopping. Just get a few ideas cause Im getting my dress custome made. I'll get bits and peices of everything and make it into one hell of a dress.
Haya: Awww 7beebty I cant believe your finaly getting married.
Me: I know it only took me long enough! Haha!
Sarah: 6yb yallah 5ala9na fa 5an nmshe.
We payed the bill and were off. We headed into a few botiques just to get some ideas. I never wanted to buy a wedding dress, I've always wantedt have my own thought put into it. After checking out dresses we went to Laylaty to have them cater. YOU DONT KNOW HOW GOOD THEY ARE WITH WEDDING CATERING !!!
It was hard at first seeing as my wedding was in a month and I should have came long before. But thank god I pulled some strings and got them for my wedding. Next on the list was the setting. The girls and I had to go all the way, a one hour drive to Rayan's mansion/beach whatever you call it! Uff !
We walked around and started to think of how the decorations would be put and how everything will be organized. I knew I could not do this on my own which is why I hired one of the best wedding planners.
I met with her the next day and told her exactley what I wanted. Mashallah fhmatny 3adel 3adel !!
I was relived it was all done in just two days. WOW! Now I can just relax and enjoy life.
Later that night I came home to find my hubby asleep on "our" couch in "our mansion. I walked in and slowly tip-toed towards the light switch. I turned it on but nope his eyes didnt squint. So i walked on over to the sterio and swithced on the cd to 3bdulamajeed 3bdullah. Poor baby il 6ag 9a7a.
Rayan: AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !
Me: HEY SWEETIE !!
Rayan: LOW THE VOLUME !!
Me: I CANT HEAR YOU !!
Rayan: THE VOLUME IS TOO LOUD !!
Me: WHAT !!
RAYAN: INTI HABLA YOU TURN IT UP THIS HIGH O ANA NAYEM !!
Me: WHAT ARE YOU SAYING !! *turned the volume down*
Rayan: INTI HAB -- ohh hehe..
Me: E kamel
Rayan: Inti habeebty *angel face*
Me: La ? Its with a 7aa not a haa *evil gaze*
Rayan: *kiss* Im sowwy baby I wuvv you.
Me: Dont be suh a girl yuck !
Rayan: Haha yallah 5an nam.
Me: Mani n3sana *pouts*
Rayan: 7beebty lazim nroo7 nzoor ahli bkra you have to look fresh.
Me: I never look fresh?
Rayan: Baby 5ala9 3ad yallah please.
Me: Fine yallah.
So we went off to bed , but still seperate bedrooms. Oh yes what a gentlman. He was adorable. He carried me up the stairs to the first floor then we took the elevator on to the second floor haha with me still in his arms. He lyed me down slowly on my bed and kissed me. But before he walked away he whispered into my ear... "I cant wait for the day that I get to wake up next to you". And with that the night ended. He walked away slowly. I was in sigh. I felt like a princess in a palace in a fairytale. CINDERELLA <3
Friday, April 17, 2009
My Crazy World 45
Lovly Readers,
I'm sorry to say that I cannot continue my other story, "Somebody Help Me". As I've told you before it is a true story and my friend can't seem to continue telling it to me (again). In her own words "It's too painful to remember all the bull so screw it I don't wanna re-live it again."
She sends her aplologies. But I will still continue my story. Please no complaints, try to understand her place right now.
I love you all
xxx
-Susy
~~~~~~~~~~
Previously...
M7md: But how will I...
Me: Life will go on.
M7md: Take care of yourself Dina.
Me: You too. Good bye.I walked out glowing with joy. I couldnt believe that was finaly over with. But what about Rayan? What am I supposed to say to him? Where is he? Will he ---
*Incoming Call*
Me: Rayaaaan 7beeby I was just thinking about you!!
Rayan: How was your morning?
Me: Good, but I wish I could have spent it with you.
Rayan: Umm Dina listen we need to talk about us getting married.
Me: No no! Rayan please dont do this wallah I dont know why I kissed him but it was a huge mistake that I wish I could take back.
Rayan: But still, you did.
Me: I know but I love you so much and I want you not him.
Rayan: I dont know doody, how can we move past this?
Me: Im marrying you arn't I ?
Rayan: *sigh* Listen Im heading into a meeting right now with some VIP clients so we'll deal with this later.
Me: Ok good luck, I lo --
Dooot..dooot...dooot...
~~~~~~~~~~
He hung up and I just weeped and weeped on the front stairs on M7md's house. A couple of minutes later he walked out and sat next to me.
M7md: *puts his arms around me* Dina esh feeki? What are you still doing here?
Me: *sniff* I called Rayan and he didn't seem pleased with me at all. He wants to talk about us getting married.
M7md: Wallah Im so sorry.
Me: It wasnt just you ok, its me too. And now he's gonna call the whole thing off.
M7md: La inshallah he wont.
Me: Yes he will. I would have done it if my fiance kissed someone else. What the hell am I supposed to do now?
M7md: Lat 5afeen ok inshallah it will all be alright.
Me: How could you predict the future? You dont know anything !
M7md: Trust me, he wont let you go. Your a rare jewl to find.
Me: Thanks M7md *gets up* I better get going.
M7md: Where are you gonna go?
Me: I dunno.. somewhere...
M7md: Do you want me to come with you?
Me: La 3adi I'll be ok. Thanks. Good bye.
M7md: Good bye Dina.
-Rayan's Office -
Secretary: Sir, the file you left on your desk. You need it for this meeting.
Rayan: Oh thank you May.
Secretary: Excuse me gentelman.
Rayan: Like I was saying I think ---
Knock knock !
Rayan: Excuse me for one moment will you. *opens door* M7md?
M7md: Hey, can I talk to you outside for a minute please?
Rayan: Im in a meeting as you can see.
M7md: Rayan its about Dina please.
Rayan: Oh and now you want me to give her off to you is that it?
M7md: No no thats not why am here. Please I just need 5 minutes then Im gone.
Rayan: Ufff this better be worth it. Excuse me gentelman just one moment theres been an emergancy at home.
Mr: Ya rabi, go see what the problem is we'll be right here.
Rayan: Thank you sir *walks out* WHAT !
M7md: You cant leave Dina.
Rayan: Excuse me?
M7md: She came to me today and told me she loves you.
Rayan: Oh so she was seeing you behind my back huh? Very nice.
M7md: No it wasnt that wallah. We ran into eachother twice and we kissed. Im sorry but you should know everything before you make a choice.
Rayan: Yeah and I think It's already made up.
M7md: Rayan if you only saw her today how sad she was, crying on my steps. She loves you, more than me.
Rayan: Really? *rolles his eyes*
M7md: I could see it in her eyes. Ive never seen her that way with me.
Rayan: Mmmm.. anything else?
M7md: I dont know if she told you this but I asked her to marry me and she refused. She said she wasnt ready and thats she's not the married type. That was the reason we both went our seperate ways. And when I asked her how come things changed with you, her reply to me was that she was ready all along but just not with me. She loves you so much Rayan you have no idea. Dont lose her, trust me you will regret it for the rest of your life.
Rayan: Is that all ?
M7md: Yeah...
Rayan: I've got a meeting to get back to.
- Rayan's House -
I was there waiting for him. I went to Sarah's house for a bit but soon left when she and Kareem started fighting. Here's how it went.
Me: O...k Um I'm gonna get going, I'll call you later.
Sarah: Where the hell have you been? You didnt come home last night plus you've been very distant latley? Is there another women Kareem ha goli ?
Kareem: Why do you always have to yell at me. I was working late and I fell asleep at the office.
Sarah: Whatever I'm going to bed.
Sarah usualy sleeps in kareems t-shirts. So when she opend his drawer she found a black thong. And this was not hers, she finds thongs disgusting and she never bought one in her intire life.
Sarah: KAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEM GET YOUR ASS IN HERE NOOOOOOW !!!!
Kareem: Wh--- ohhhh
Sarah: HELL YEAH OH ! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS !!!???
Kareem: Baby I can explain...
Sarah: NO NEED FOR IT SWEEITE ITS ALL PRETTY CLEAR RIGHT NOW !!! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE !!
Kareem: This is my house...
Sarah: MY FATHER BOUGHT THIS HOUSE FOR US AS A WEDDING GIFT AND YOU DONT LIVE IN IT ANYMORE GET THE FUCK OUT NOW !!! *HITTING HIM *
Kareem: But I love you.
Sarah: Oh yeah.... your really loving me...
Kareem: So what are you asking of ? A divorce?
Sarah: HELL YES! I'll have my lawer fax the papers over to your office.
Kareem: You know what fuck you , your loss.
Sarah: Oh no baby... your loss.
Thats what happend. The dievorce papers were going to be signed tommorow. But dont worry about Haya and Fai9al. Haha their fine.
So I'm in Rayan's house. I walked into his dark mansion. I sat all alone in the dark waiting for hime. One hour.... two hours.... three hours had passed.
I fell asleep on the living room chair. I woke up to the sound of his car engine.
I streched out my arms as I was walking towards the door.
Me: Rayan?
Rayan: Dina...
~~~~~~~~~~
Note: I will make the next post revolve all around our four couples. (Sarah,Kareem,Haya & Fai9al) It's been a while with those guys.
And I really wanna thank everyone for the wonderful comments. Not just on my story but also for that one post I posted about a day ago. I really appreciate everything you guys wrote. Especialy a big thank you to Cupid ;* and *Bella. Your words were very comforting. I love you both. And to all my lovly readers.
Have a good night ! :)
I'm sorry to say that I cannot continue my other story, "Somebody Help Me". As I've told you before it is a true story and my friend can't seem to continue telling it to me (again). In her own words "It's too painful to remember all the bull so screw it I don't wanna re-live it again."
She sends her aplologies. But I will still continue my story. Please no complaints, try to understand her place right now.
I love you all
xxx
-Susy
~~~~~~~~~~
Previously...
M7md: But how will I...
Me: Life will go on.
M7md: Take care of yourself Dina.
Me: You too. Good bye.I walked out glowing with joy. I couldnt believe that was finaly over with. But what about Rayan? What am I supposed to say to him? Where is he? Will he ---
*Incoming Call*
Me: Rayaaaan 7beeby I was just thinking about you!!
Rayan: How was your morning?
Me: Good, but I wish I could have spent it with you.
Rayan: Umm Dina listen we need to talk about us getting married.
Me: No no! Rayan please dont do this wallah I dont know why I kissed him but it was a huge mistake that I wish I could take back.
Rayan: But still, you did.
Me: I know but I love you so much and I want you not him.
Rayan: I dont know doody, how can we move past this?
Me: Im marrying you arn't I ?
Rayan: *sigh* Listen Im heading into a meeting right now with some VIP clients so we'll deal with this later.
Me: Ok good luck, I lo --
Dooot..dooot...dooot...
~~~~~~~~~~
He hung up and I just weeped and weeped on the front stairs on M7md's house. A couple of minutes later he walked out and sat next to me.
M7md: *puts his arms around me* Dina esh feeki? What are you still doing here?
Me: *sniff* I called Rayan and he didn't seem pleased with me at all. He wants to talk about us getting married.
M7md: Wallah Im so sorry.
Me: It wasnt just you ok, its me too. And now he's gonna call the whole thing off.
M7md: La inshallah he wont.
Me: Yes he will. I would have done it if my fiance kissed someone else. What the hell am I supposed to do now?
M7md: Lat 5afeen ok inshallah it will all be alright.
Me: How could you predict the future? You dont know anything !
M7md: Trust me, he wont let you go. Your a rare jewl to find.
Me: Thanks M7md *gets up* I better get going.
M7md: Where are you gonna go?
Me: I dunno.. somewhere...
M7md: Do you want me to come with you?
Me: La 3adi I'll be ok. Thanks. Good bye.
M7md: Good bye Dina.
-Rayan's Office -
Secretary: Sir, the file you left on your desk. You need it for this meeting.
Rayan: Oh thank you May.
Secretary: Excuse me gentelman.
Rayan: Like I was saying I think ---
Knock knock !
Rayan: Excuse me for one moment will you. *opens door* M7md?
M7md: Hey, can I talk to you outside for a minute please?
Rayan: Im in a meeting as you can see.
M7md: Rayan its about Dina please.
Rayan: Oh and now you want me to give her off to you is that it?
M7md: No no thats not why am here. Please I just need 5 minutes then Im gone.
Rayan: Ufff this better be worth it. Excuse me gentelman just one moment theres been an emergancy at home.
Mr: Ya rabi, go see what the problem is we'll be right here.
Rayan: Thank you sir *walks out* WHAT !
M7md: You cant leave Dina.
Rayan: Excuse me?
M7md: She came to me today and told me she loves you.
Rayan: Oh so she was seeing you behind my back huh? Very nice.
M7md: No it wasnt that wallah. We ran into eachother twice and we kissed. Im sorry but you should know everything before you make a choice.
Rayan: Yeah and I think It's already made up.
M7md: Rayan if you only saw her today how sad she was, crying on my steps. She loves you, more than me.
Rayan: Really? *rolles his eyes*
M7md: I could see it in her eyes. Ive never seen her that way with me.
Rayan: Mmmm.. anything else?
M7md: I dont know if she told you this but I asked her to marry me and she refused. She said she wasnt ready and thats she's not the married type. That was the reason we both went our seperate ways. And when I asked her how come things changed with you, her reply to me was that she was ready all along but just not with me. She loves you so much Rayan you have no idea. Dont lose her, trust me you will regret it for the rest of your life.
Rayan: Is that all ?
M7md: Yeah...
Rayan: I've got a meeting to get back to.
- Rayan's House -
I was there waiting for him. I went to Sarah's house for a bit but soon left when she and Kareem started fighting. Here's how it went.
Me: O...k Um I'm gonna get going, I'll call you later.
Sarah: Where the hell have you been? You didnt come home last night plus you've been very distant latley? Is there another women Kareem ha goli ?
Kareem: Why do you always have to yell at me. I was working late and I fell asleep at the office.
Sarah: Whatever I'm going to bed.
Sarah usualy sleeps in kareems t-shirts. So when she opend his drawer she found a black thong. And this was not hers, she finds thongs disgusting and she never bought one in her intire life.
Sarah: KAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEM GET YOUR ASS IN HERE NOOOOOOW !!!!
Kareem: Wh--- ohhhh
Sarah: HELL YEAH OH ! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS !!!???
Kareem: Baby I can explain...
Sarah: NO NEED FOR IT SWEEITE ITS ALL PRETTY CLEAR RIGHT NOW !!! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE !!
Kareem: This is my house...
Sarah: MY FATHER BOUGHT THIS HOUSE FOR US AS A WEDDING GIFT AND YOU DONT LIVE IN IT ANYMORE GET THE FUCK OUT NOW !!! *HITTING HIM *
Kareem: But I love you.
Sarah: Oh yeah.... your really loving me...
Kareem: So what are you asking of ? A divorce?
Sarah: HELL YES! I'll have my lawer fax the papers over to your office.
Kareem: You know what fuck you , your loss.
Sarah: Oh no baby... your loss.
Thats what happend. The dievorce papers were going to be signed tommorow. But dont worry about Haya and Fai9al. Haha their fine.
So I'm in Rayan's house. I walked into his dark mansion. I sat all alone in the dark waiting for hime. One hour.... two hours.... three hours had passed.
I fell asleep on the living room chair. I woke up to the sound of his car engine.
I streched out my arms as I was walking towards the door.
Me: Rayan?
Rayan: Dina...
~~~~~~~~~~
Note: I will make the next post revolve all around our four couples. (Sarah,Kareem,Haya & Fai9al) It's been a while with those guys.
And I really wanna thank everyone for the wonderful comments. Not just on my story but also for that one post I posted about a day ago. I really appreciate everything you guys wrote. Especialy a big thank you to Cupid ;* and *Bella. Your words were very comforting. I love you both. And to all my lovly readers.
Have a good night ! :)
Thursday, April 16, 2009
My Crazy World 44
Previousley...
Rayan: Wsh 89dik?
M7md: Ahaaa... tra as her boyfriend you should know where she is and what shes doing at all time.
Rayan: Fe shay lazim a3refo?
M7md: Hmmmm... tisba7 3ala 5air
Rayan.Dooot dooot doooot...
What did he mean by that? Why calling her now? Know where she is at all times? Is Dina hiding something from me? Something concerning him?
- Back To Me -
I woke up so happy th enext morning. I was engaged to a wonderful man who loved me. It cant get any better than this. I had a few of my stuff be left over here incase I ever spent the night. So I washed up, wore my wrobe and headed downstairs to have breakfast with my fiance.
Me: Good morning *singing*
Rayan: Hala.
Me: 7beeby whats wrong with you?
Didn't you sleep well?
Rayan: No, actually I didn't.
Me: *sitting down next to him* Leh 7ayati ?
Rayan: I dunno, you tell me.
Me: Excuse me?
Rayan: M7md called last night while you were asleep and apparentley you two have some unfinished business he would like to sort out.
Me: Rayan I can explain.
Rayan: *gets up from the table* I'm late for work. Enjoy breakfast I had them make you the chocolate waffels you love.
~~~~~~~~~~
With every step he took I felt my heart slowly starting to break. I didn't want this to be the end. When I came in last night, I came because I loved him, not out of guilt. I never wanted the kiss with M7md to ever happen. But it did. Sometimes we all get caught up in a moment in which we lose all of our senses. But, if he answered my phone then he must have definitley known what had happend. M7md 6b3an told him.
I got up from the table and got dressed. I knew exactley what to do.
- At M7md's -
Knock...knock !!
M7md: See baby you know you co --
Me: *slap* How dare you !! *barging in*
M7md: What the hell was that for?
Me: First of all why did you call me at such a late hour and second why are you so cruel as to tell Rayan what happend. He was supposed to hear it from me not you.
M7md: *walkes closer* I know but either way he knows now right?
Me: What do you mean either way?
M7md: I mean now we can finaly be together. *grabs my waist*
Me: Oh no no not that again.. back off mister!!
M7md: Playing rough are we? *gets closer*
Me: *backs away* No..... I cam here to tell you to leave me alone.
M7md: But we belong together.
Me: Umm.. no, I belong with Rayan and you belong god knows where.
M7md: But the kiss? *grins* was hot and you know it.
Me: What the.... hot? What are you, one of the guys from america pie?
M7md: Doody we nkissed which obvisouly stands for something.
Me: Yes true we did kiss but it was a HUGE mistake and if I could take it back I would do it in a heartbeat.
M7md: Don't you love me?
Me: I once did, but I love somebody else now. And I wanna marry him and spend the rest of my life with him.
M7md: But you said that your not the married type and that your not ready.
Me: You know what I realized?
M7md: What?
Me: I was ready all along but just not with you.
M7md: But we were perfect before all of this happend.
Me: Yeah we seemed perfect but maybe I wasnt supposed to go down that road with you.
M7md: Dina how could you say such a thing?
Me: M7md Im not saying this to hurt you but Im going to marry the one I love and I love Rayan.
M7md: What about me, what am I supposed to do?
Me: You'll live. Love never kills anyone. It just draggs then down for a while and eventualy life goes on. Im sorry but I want to marry my true love and someday you'll find yours.
M7md: But we can atleast stay friends cant we?
Me: I dont think that would be such a good idea.
M7md: But how will I...
Me: Life will go on.
M7md: Take care of yourself Dina.
Me: You too. Good bye.
I walked out glowing with joy. I couldnt believe that was finaly over with. But what about Rayan? What am I supposed to say to him? Where is he? Will he ---
*Incoming Call*
Me: Rayaaaan 7beeby I was just thinking about you!!
Rayan: How was your morning?
Me: Good, but I wish I could have spent it with you.
Rayan: Umm Dina listen we need to talk about us getting married.
Me: No no! Rayan please dont do this wallah I dont know why I kissed him but it was a huge mistake that I wish I could take back.
Rayan: But still, you did.
Me: I know but I love you so much and I want you not him.
Rayan: I dont know doody, how can we move past this?
Me: Im marrying you arn't I ?
Rayan: *sigh* Listen Im heading into a meeting right now with some VIP clients so we'll deal with this later.
Me: Ok good luck, I lo --
Dooot..dooot...dooot...
~~~~~~~~~~
My lovly readers,
Im so sorry I havents posted in what I think to be two days? It's just that I've got alot on my mind latley. It's just that, oh and when I say this I say it not for those random blog attentions but I say it cause im happy to say it, I dumped my boyfriend. Remember the previous post? Yup!
I hate men who try to change you. Like I said we're a package so take it or leave it. Having someone make you cry every other day like its an ongoing routine that will never end. Feeling that your the man in the relationship, taking care of it wen it should be him. Getting jelouse of everything in the world and over and ladies I mean over sensitve. I want a man.. a real man. Ma aby wa7ed bazer.
Oh and to top it all off kithib kithba w7sha, that so cannot be forgiven. And its worse than cheating. YES YOU HERD ME WORSE !
Anyways Im so relaxed now and relieved that its over with. I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulder. No more pressure.
Inshallah rejal reja ! Yit5al f 7ayati o ma ykoon bazer o 8elat adab o kathab.
I wish you all the best aswell and again, i know Ive bored you with it but I will say it again. Never change for anyone. Be yourself and love it.
3rfa ma kan lo da3i to say all this bs I feel great about it so yeah... lw mo 3ajebkon la t8roon.
Love you all :***
~~~~~~~~~~~
Oh, and I know this post is kinda short but today has been a super busy day but I promise to make it up to you all. :D
Rayan: Wsh 89dik?
M7md: Ahaaa... tra as her boyfriend you should know where she is and what shes doing at all time.
Rayan: Fe shay lazim a3refo?
M7md: Hmmmm... tisba7 3ala 5air
Rayan.Dooot dooot doooot...
What did he mean by that? Why calling her now? Know where she is at all times? Is Dina hiding something from me? Something concerning him?
- Back To Me -
I woke up so happy th enext morning. I was engaged to a wonderful man who loved me. It cant get any better than this. I had a few of my stuff be left over here incase I ever spent the night. So I washed up, wore my wrobe and headed downstairs to have breakfast with my fiance.
Me: Good morning *singing*
Rayan: Hala.
Me: 7beeby whats wrong with you?
Didn't you sleep well?
Rayan: No, actually I didn't.
Me: *sitting down next to him* Leh 7ayati ?
Rayan: I dunno, you tell me.
Me: Excuse me?
Rayan: M7md called last night while you were asleep and apparentley you two have some unfinished business he would like to sort out.
Me: Rayan I can explain.
Rayan: *gets up from the table* I'm late for work. Enjoy breakfast I had them make you the chocolate waffels you love.
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With every step he took I felt my heart slowly starting to break. I didn't want this to be the end. When I came in last night, I came because I loved him, not out of guilt. I never wanted the kiss with M7md to ever happen. But it did. Sometimes we all get caught up in a moment in which we lose all of our senses. But, if he answered my phone then he must have definitley known what had happend. M7md 6b3an told him.
I got up from the table and got dressed. I knew exactley what to do.
- At M7md's -
Knock...knock !!
M7md: See baby you know you co --
Me: *slap* How dare you !! *barging in*
M7md: What the hell was that for?
Me: First of all why did you call me at such a late hour and second why are you so cruel as to tell Rayan what happend. He was supposed to hear it from me not you.
M7md: *walkes closer* I know but either way he knows now right?
Me: What do you mean either way?
M7md: I mean now we can finaly be together. *grabs my waist*
Me: Oh no no not that again.. back off mister!!
M7md: Playing rough are we? *gets closer*
Me: *backs away* No..... I cam here to tell you to leave me alone.
M7md: But we belong together.
Me: Umm.. no, I belong with Rayan and you belong god knows where.
M7md: But the kiss? *grins* was hot and you know it.
Me: What the.... hot? What are you, one of the guys from america pie?
M7md: Doody we nkissed which obvisouly stands for something.
Me: Yes true we did kiss but it was a HUGE mistake and if I could take it back I would do it in a heartbeat.
M7md: Don't you love me?
Me: I once did, but I love somebody else now. And I wanna marry him and spend the rest of my life with him.
M7md: But you said that your not the married type and that your not ready.
Me: You know what I realized?
M7md: What?
Me: I was ready all along but just not with you.
M7md: But we were perfect before all of this happend.
Me: Yeah we seemed perfect but maybe I wasnt supposed to go down that road with you.
M7md: Dina how could you say such a thing?
Me: M7md Im not saying this to hurt you but Im going to marry the one I love and I love Rayan.
M7md: What about me, what am I supposed to do?
Me: You'll live. Love never kills anyone. It just draggs then down for a while and eventualy life goes on. Im sorry but I want to marry my true love and someday you'll find yours.
M7md: But we can atleast stay friends cant we?
Me: I dont think that would be such a good idea.
M7md: But how will I...
Me: Life will go on.
M7md: Take care of yourself Dina.
Me: You too. Good bye.
I walked out glowing with joy. I couldnt believe that was finaly over with. But what about Rayan? What am I supposed to say to him? Where is he? Will he ---
*Incoming Call*
Me: Rayaaaan 7beeby I was just thinking about you!!
Rayan: How was your morning?
Me: Good, but I wish I could have spent it with you.
Rayan: Umm Dina listen we need to talk about us getting married.
Me: No no! Rayan please dont do this wallah I dont know why I kissed him but it was a huge mistake that I wish I could take back.
Rayan: But still, you did.
Me: I know but I love you so much and I want you not him.
Rayan: I dont know doody, how can we move past this?
Me: Im marrying you arn't I ?
Rayan: *sigh* Listen Im heading into a meeting right now with some VIP clients so we'll deal with this later.
Me: Ok good luck, I lo --
Dooot..dooot...dooot...
~~~~~~~~~~
My lovly readers,
Im so sorry I havents posted in what I think to be two days? It's just that I've got alot on my mind latley. It's just that, oh and when I say this I say it not for those random blog attentions but I say it cause im happy to say it, I dumped my boyfriend. Remember the previous post? Yup!
I hate men who try to change you. Like I said we're a package so take it or leave it. Having someone make you cry every other day like its an ongoing routine that will never end. Feeling that your the man in the relationship, taking care of it wen it should be him. Getting jelouse of everything in the world and over and ladies I mean over sensitve. I want a man.. a real man. Ma aby wa7ed bazer.
Oh and to top it all off kithib kithba w7sha, that so cannot be forgiven. And its worse than cheating. YES YOU HERD ME WORSE !
Anyways Im so relaxed now and relieved that its over with. I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulder. No more pressure.
Inshallah rejal reja ! Yit5al f 7ayati o ma ykoon bazer o 8elat adab o kathab.
I wish you all the best aswell and again, i know Ive bored you with it but I will say it again. Never change for anyone. Be yourself and love it.
3rfa ma kan lo da3i to say all this bs I feel great about it so yeah... lw mo 3ajebkon la t8roon.
Love you all :***
~~~~~~~~~~~
Oh, and I know this post is kinda short but today has been a super busy day but I promise to make it up to you all. :D
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
My Crazy World 43
Previously...
He then slowly came closer to my lips. Didn't kiss it but blew lighty over it, which made me go crazy inside. Hormones raging but I had to stay on my ground.
He looked in my eyes while I stared down. I didnt wanna look at him, I know that if I did I would break down.He then pulled me closer to him and kissed me. I seriously lost all my senses once out lips locked. With each kiss he pulled me up to him harder. I wanted to nail him down and.... a77m a77m.. ofcourse I wont do it,, y3ni remember my rule "NO SEX B4 MARRIAGE" Haha I feel like a num from a church.
10 MINUTES LATER
Me: L2 WA5ER 3ANI !!
M7md: 7beebty...
Me: L2 I CANT IM MARRYING RAYAN !!
I ran away...And with a tear down his cheeck he whispered to himself as I walked away...
"What?"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What just happed? Why does he have that kinda of an effect on me? I cant be with him, he betrayed me.... he found someone else and then treated me like trash. He doesn't deserve me. I deserve a nice decent being who I know I count on. M7md used to be that person but now I don't think I can ever trust him again. Cause once a man does something he will do it again. It's like a drug. Just like "If a man hits a women once he will do it again, because thats what he knows how to do" Sometimes you can the bad habits they have.. but this cannot be changed. He betrayed me and like I said, I can never fully trust him again.
Rayan had been a darling. He is sweet, caring, kinda, supportive, and he really loves me, like I can feel it. Yes, I appreciate what Haya did and I still am but sometimes things just dont work out and better things come along later. I will always cherish the wonderful memories I had with M7md. But he lost me... and we can never be together again. The most important thing in a relation is Trust. And what is love with trust? Trust is the first thing that has to be established. And with him... Never.
I ran out of the supermarket with buckets and buckets of tears. I was so confused. I got into my car and drove. I didn't know where to go so I just parked in a back ally somewhere to cool off. I closed my eyes for a while and tried to relax. A few minutes later I was off again, and this time I knew where to go.
*Dingg..dingg..dingg*
*Ding..dingg..dingg*
Rayan: Dina? What are you doing here? It's 11:30.
Dina: I want to.
And with that he knew exactley what I ment.
Rayan: Come in.
We walked in and sat down.
Rayan: But you said you wern't ready.
Me: Yeah I know but I figuired were going to do it eventualy so why not now right?
Rayan: E inshallah bs I dont wanna pressure you into doing something you'r not ready for.
Me: Listen, I thought about it and I love you and I want to be your wife.
Rayan: I'm all in for it 7beebty and you know that, but are you sure your ready? Because if you want to wait then we'll wait.
Me: No, I dont want to wait. I'm ready.
Rayan: One second.. *he pulled out the box and slowly put the ring on my finger*
Me: Haha you had in your pocket?
Rayan: Yeah why not?
Me: Haha..
Rayan: So thats it... were getting married.
Me: Yup married ! *huggs him*
Rayan: Dina you just made me the happiest man on earth.
Me: Just?
Rayan: Uff you know what I mean.
Me: Yeah hehe... Hey lets play !!
Rayan: Huh?
Me: A board-game.
Rayan: Are you seriouse?
Me: Yeah so?
Rayan: How old are you again?
Me: I'm 24 but c'mon their so much fin and I love them so your just gonna have to try and get used t them.
Rayan: Allah y3een..
Me: Nah nah nah *dala3*
Rayan: Ok I guess have something around here...... aha... do you like monoply?
Me: E bs its all about money and stuff so your gonna win.
Rayan: 6yb its the only one I got.
Me: A55 of fine !
So we played Monopoly for about an hour then got sleepy so we called it a night. And being the perfect gentelman as he is, he offered me the guest's bedroom not his although were engaged.
He took me upstairs until I got settled and kissed me goodnight.
He went downstairs to close all of the lights when he herd a phone ringing. He followed the tone until he stopped infront of my bag. He pulled out my phone and saw M7mds number flashing on the screen.
- Rayan's Side -
"Why would M7md be calling her at a time like this?........... Aloo? "
M7md: Meen?
Rayan: Ana Rayan.
M7md: Hala, Dina mawjoda?
Rayan: La da5alat tnam.
M7md: 6yb 5leeha tkalimni awal ma tgoom lwsama7t.
Rayan: Leh wsh fee?
M7md: La bs fee mawthoo3 mohim?
Rayan: Ili how?
M7md: La may 5a9ek Rayan.
Rayan: lw fee shay y5a9 Dina y5a9eny.
M7md: Rayan tisba7 3la 5air.
Rayan: Lwsama7t il marra il jaya lat kalem Dina f hatha l w8t.
M7md: Lesh inshallah mafiha shay.
Rayan: Ila feeha. Al7een 12 mit2a5ar il w8t o tklemha 3ala esh inshallah?
M7md: Lesh ma int tis2alha bnafsik.
Rayan: Wsh 89dik?
M7md: Ahaaa... tra as her boyfriend you should know where she is and what shes doing at all time.
Rayan: Fe shay lazim a3refo?
M7md: Hmmmm... tisba7 3ala 5air Rayan.
Dooot dooot doooot...
What did he mean by that? Why calling her now? Know where she is at all times? Is Dina hiding something from me? Something concerning him?
- Back To Me -
I woke up so happy th enext morning. I was engaged to a wonderful man who loved me. It cant get any better than this. I had a few of my stuff be left over here incase I ever spent the night. So I washed up, wore my wrobe and headed downstairs to have breakfast with my fiance.
Me: Good morning *singing*
Rayan: Hala.
Me: 7beeby whats wrong with you? Didn't you sleep well?
Rayan: No, actually I didn't.
Me: *sitting down next to him* Leh 7ayati ?
Rayan: I dunno, you tell me.
Me: Excuse me?
Rayan: M7md called last night while you were asleep and apparentley you two have some unfinished business he would like to sort out.
Me: Rayan I can explain.
Rayan: *gets up from the table* I'm late for work. Enjoy breakfast I had them make you the chocolate waffels you love.
He then slowly came closer to my lips. Didn't kiss it but blew lighty over it, which made me go crazy inside. Hormones raging but I had to stay on my ground.
He looked in my eyes while I stared down. I didnt wanna look at him, I know that if I did I would break down.He then pulled me closer to him and kissed me. I seriously lost all my senses once out lips locked. With each kiss he pulled me up to him harder. I wanted to nail him down and.... a77m a77m.. ofcourse I wont do it,, y3ni remember my rule "NO SEX B4 MARRIAGE" Haha I feel like a num from a church.
10 MINUTES LATER
Me: L2 WA5ER 3ANI !!
M7md: 7beebty...
Me: L2 I CANT IM MARRYING RAYAN !!
I ran away...And with a tear down his cheeck he whispered to himself as I walked away...
"What?"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What just happed? Why does he have that kinda of an effect on me? I cant be with him, he betrayed me.... he found someone else and then treated me like trash. He doesn't deserve me. I deserve a nice decent being who I know I count on. M7md used to be that person but now I don't think I can ever trust him again. Cause once a man does something he will do it again. It's like a drug. Just like "If a man hits a women once he will do it again, because thats what he knows how to do" Sometimes you can the bad habits they have.. but this cannot be changed. He betrayed me and like I said, I can never fully trust him again.
Rayan had been a darling. He is sweet, caring, kinda, supportive, and he really loves me, like I can feel it. Yes, I appreciate what Haya did and I still am but sometimes things just dont work out and better things come along later. I will always cherish the wonderful memories I had with M7md. But he lost me... and we can never be together again. The most important thing in a relation is Trust. And what is love with trust? Trust is the first thing that has to be established. And with him... Never.
I ran out of the supermarket with buckets and buckets of tears. I was so confused. I got into my car and drove. I didn't know where to go so I just parked in a back ally somewhere to cool off. I closed my eyes for a while and tried to relax. A few minutes later I was off again, and this time I knew where to go.
*Dingg..dingg..dingg*
*Ding..dingg..dingg*
Rayan: Dina? What are you doing here? It's 11:30.
Dina: I want to.
And with that he knew exactley what I ment.
Rayan: Come in.
We walked in and sat down.
Rayan: But you said you wern't ready.
Me: Yeah I know but I figuired were going to do it eventualy so why not now right?
Rayan: E inshallah bs I dont wanna pressure you into doing something you'r not ready for.
Me: Listen, I thought about it and I love you and I want to be your wife.
Rayan: I'm all in for it 7beebty and you know that, but are you sure your ready? Because if you want to wait then we'll wait.
Me: No, I dont want to wait. I'm ready.
Rayan: One second.. *he pulled out the box and slowly put the ring on my finger*
Me: Haha you had in your pocket?
Rayan: Yeah why not?
Me: Haha..
Rayan: So thats it... were getting married.
Me: Yup married ! *huggs him*
Rayan: Dina you just made me the happiest man on earth.
Me: Just?
Rayan: Uff you know what I mean.
Me: Yeah hehe... Hey lets play !!
Rayan: Huh?
Me: A board-game.
Rayan: Are you seriouse?
Me: Yeah so?
Rayan: How old are you again?
Me: I'm 24 but c'mon their so much fin and I love them so your just gonna have to try and get used t them.
Rayan: Allah y3een..
Me: Nah nah nah *dala3*
Rayan: Ok I guess have something around here...... aha... do you like monoply?
Me: E bs its all about money and stuff so your gonna win.
Rayan: 6yb its the only one I got.
Me: A55 of fine !
So we played Monopoly for about an hour then got sleepy so we called it a night. And being the perfect gentelman as he is, he offered me the guest's bedroom not his although were engaged.
He took me upstairs until I got settled and kissed me goodnight.
He went downstairs to close all of the lights when he herd a phone ringing. He followed the tone until he stopped infront of my bag. He pulled out my phone and saw M7mds number flashing on the screen.
- Rayan's Side -
"Why would M7md be calling her at a time like this?........... Aloo? "
M7md: Meen?
Rayan: Ana Rayan.
M7md: Hala, Dina mawjoda?
Rayan: La da5alat tnam.
M7md: 6yb 5leeha tkalimni awal ma tgoom lwsama7t.
Rayan: Leh wsh fee?
M7md: La bs fee mawthoo3 mohim?
Rayan: Ili how?
M7md: La may 5a9ek Rayan.
Rayan: lw fee shay y5a9 Dina y5a9eny.
M7md: Rayan tisba7 3la 5air.
Rayan: Lwsama7t il marra il jaya lat kalem Dina f hatha l w8t.
M7md: Lesh inshallah mafiha shay.
Rayan: Ila feeha. Al7een 12 mit2a5ar il w8t o tklemha 3ala esh inshallah?
M7md: Lesh ma int tis2alha bnafsik.
Rayan: Wsh 89dik?
M7md: Ahaaa... tra as her boyfriend you should know where she is and what shes doing at all time.
Rayan: Fe shay lazim a3refo?
M7md: Hmmmm... tisba7 3ala 5air Rayan.
Dooot dooot doooot...
What did he mean by that? Why calling her now? Know where she is at all times? Is Dina hiding something from me? Something concerning him?
- Back To Me -
I woke up so happy th enext morning. I was engaged to a wonderful man who loved me. It cant get any better than this. I had a few of my stuff be left over here incase I ever spent the night. So I washed up, wore my wrobe and headed downstairs to have breakfast with my fiance.
Me: Good morning *singing*
Rayan: Hala.
Me: 7beeby whats wrong with you? Didn't you sleep well?
Rayan: No, actually I didn't.
Me: *sitting down next to him* Leh 7ayati ?
Rayan: I dunno, you tell me.
Me: Excuse me?
Rayan: M7md called last night while you were asleep and apparentley you two have some unfinished business he would like to sort out.
Me: Rayan I can explain.
Rayan: *gets up from the table* I'm late for work. Enjoy breakfast I had them make you the chocolate waffels you love.
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